mon - as usual went to np to eat after socie class.. din get to present *whew* cos jacqueline din call upon us.. we'll be up next week though.. argh always hate to do presentation.. i hate the butterfly feeling then the stress then the nervous performance when im up there.. the whole morning i was feeling uncomfortable.. but then when i saw the other groups present, my feelings gradually fade away.. it was not that difficult after all.. as long as the whole class is quiet and listen attentively.. u r able to let ur voice be heard even though its soft.. maybe i was in the front thats y when the girls group voice is so soft, i will still be able to hear them.. and then just read blindly thru the slides.. but the first 2 groups r so lihai.. the first guy is impromptu though but his voice is loud.. the 2nd group had their presentation mapped out.. the last 3 group of that day r just girls.. though points r well taken but voices r soft.. nvm la.. as long as they can project their vocal sound can le.. like mine.. i dun think i sound as loud during presentation.. i dunno y, my (previous)members just comment that im soft.. everytime one.. but i already did my best to project as loud as possible, to be as normal voice as can be.. i guess i just need more practice.. but then again this presentation has no grade involved.. hmm.. crap man, should ve really done it on mon so dun ve to go thru those feelings again.. i noe on sunday i can be as uneasy again n keep saying "shit!!! haizz..."

lol i din felt sleepy and was alert when the presentation crap was going on.. and i got "praise" for that! -.-

today - slept until 10am.. din eat anything until 12.30pm.. went to sch for stats lesson.. wantian took the same class as me n kw.. was trying to be as alert as possible.. haha.. din daydream la.. stats is impt.. lol.. went home after that.. its rainy season.. sian everynow n then keep having heavy downpour.. ve to walk around opposite my house until the rain goes away... rain rain go away, come again another day~ i go bath le lar.. and then play ro then go sleep.. lol now i want it to rain -.-