went to sing at partyworld on thurs. dy join later on, after that, went to look at luggage bag cos soojun wanna buy one for the thai trip. cannot choose between the 39 bucks or the 150 bucks ones at first. saw another hard one n decided that it will be much worth it. can use much longer too. but she nv buy cos not that much money with her yet.. it's 112.. after that just went home lo... talked to her at train station for a while n went home seperately.

yday, i joined soojun at jp after her fren left. went to look for shoes b4 that, nth interesting. we sat at the coffee bean from 5.30 to 8 pm. haha. i realised whenever we sit at coffee bean, it's that long. in btw, a 4-yr-old boy keep coming to us. he's a shy one. not a bit like my other cousin. when we left, we saw his eyes redden from tears. when asked, his mother said he needs to go to the toilet. poor chap...
went home n ate dinner. read n dl songs to 3 am then sleep cos wanna finish the book. n woke up at 10 am today. am i chao shen or wat? lolx... gotta go... cya...

updated my profile and etc. feel free to browse thru.

just read wang's blog n found that i haven done a thousands things within my 20 years of life yet.. how many 20 years could we ve? at most 4 of them lo... so if im not going to do such things within the last 3 20 years of my life(erm if i ve 60 left, that is), then when shall i do it? maybe i can only fulfil all these when i had my first work pay haha... oh... no dreams before these yet... shall put it on those etcs le... i will only do some of them if it's within my reach... not those that r impossible like drugs taking... oh can... panadol lo... haha... im so envy of those who ve done loads of great things in their lives... im not referring to only earning big bucks... it is of cos included... to be a great lawyer, doc, politician, or CEO of a company(even if it's a small company) is not a easy task wat... think, think hard of wat u wanna be in the future... n maybe u can shape it out... ur own steps... i dunno y but in this case, i tot of my cousin, shujun(not my fren, soojun)... she's studying fashion marketing rite now n recently held a fashion show... it's an advanced course... i bet i told some of these to u guys(to the one whom im referring to: dun be too grateful, im always telling ppl abt something i can boast abt.. wahaha) oh anyway, i was thinking that if she really enjoy this fashion stuff, she could make it big in the future... be some sort of fashion executive, holds dozen of fashion shows n ve big names to come n watch ur products... great... (i watch it on one korean show.. bleh) at least u ve something to show off... i dun even know wat i wanna do next... so be it my career or watever stuff, i vowed to do something... er... that u would be surprised of.. (in my next life...just kidding haha.. ) arh... i wanna do something i cannot do... but i dun ve determination... i noe... someone do it with me? then i sure do it... i must ve the "push"... if wat i list down later n u wanna do it too, pls tell me... so the next time our plan will succeed(wat plan?)
oh crap, i haven do my exercise... oh this is another thing... i actually exercise(0ther than swimming).. u may think it's nth to you... but it is big for me... (for such a lazy person that is)... dun believe it u can ask shujun... i nv take napfa de... u may think it's great... but i found it otherwise... bcos of my body, i dun take it n am lazy to take... n im ashamed that i nv take it b4... (ashamed doesnt mean i want to take napfa now... im lazy u noe.. plus i will nv pass)

oh i ve a question.. do u ppl enjoy me talking abt all these or bored when im telling these? or would rather prefer i talked abt my daily life? (wat im doing today etc...)
i ve alot on my mind which i dun tell ppl... so i can only put down in blogs... if u wanna noe me from day 1... read the beginning of my blog ba... mostly is these stuffs de... the other day, i was telling soojun that i could not sleep b4 the day of my exam so i tot of the top priority of u guys' life... (wanna noe? ask me lo...) she replied "y do u think of these kind of stuffs de?"
i dunno wat to say... i was thinking "yea hor, y ar? maybe im wierd too.." lolx... im not proud of these things... but just proud that i ve a diff mindset of others... sometimes i disagree, sometimes i nod my head profusely... n i think the first time ppl take me seriously when i disagree with them is when i talk sanely... haha... cos everytime i disagree, this face would just come up... like "oh is that so? i dunno leh" the dumb face la... mostly i agree with my brother... y? cos he ve the power to convince me or rather most ppl...i dun ve that kind of power to disagree with him... the sharp tongue if u noe wat i mean... so if watever i say sounds wierd to u, those must be from my brother's de... dunno y, i always follow his thoughts too... (fei hua,we qing ru shou zu ma..) same genes, think alike... im smart one ok... hahaha...

oh i tot of something just now... this is the first time im going overseas with my frens... be it thailand lar... but still it's exciting wat... im going to ask u all the next time we have the money... okay? go hongkong disneyland... dun say expensive... cos we can go free n easy de... carmen n jeremy will sure to show ard de... i can bet on that... hehehe... i m already thinking of graduating trip liao how? haha... haven go this one yet wor.... u want sovenirs ar... $$$... hahahaha... nvm i come back then u give lo(pls dun take me seriously, im just kidding)... just say wat u want... cannot alot... my lugguage cannot take it... hehe...

u think i type too much again? i nth to do ma... just wanna blog lo... maybe next entry will be on wat i did yday n day b4 ba... k cya guys... free hor call me go out... or i very sian... sayonara..

woke up at 9... meeting my cousins for kbox at 11... went je de... sang until 2... the person very zhun.. 2 pm then gan us liao... haha... after that went imm to walk ard... saw jamie yeo n huang shu fang hosting... went to eat at shi lin... eat halfway, then got one TALL person stand beside me n yewen... i tot it's someone yewen noes... but when i saw her, it's jamie... her first sentence "very nice hor".. 2nd "ur skin very good hor".. i still dunno wat she wanted... 3rd "im looking for a face with pimple leh, can help me? it's very hard to find" we din reply her at first... they gave her a 'heck care'/'cant u see we eating?' face... i shook my head n replied "no i dun think so".. then she paiseh liao... n say "ok, u carry on.. dun disturb u liao".. after she walked away, they straight away say "she suaning u all lo"... wanting us to get some facial or something... but we gave her a straight attitude... "go away, now!" haha... so shuang... then start to criticise her liao... wear so high heel... wear such thick makeup... haha... whatever... not keen to know whether we on tv anot... bound to cut that part... too short liao...
went daiso... then xx wanna go jp to check out her fren's present.. so we took tht shuttle bus to jp lo... went kiddy's palace then toy'r us.. bought a weaver machine for yw's bday present... dun look down at that present hor... can weave a bag without using hand de hor... quite fun actually... girls u should noe wat i mean... haha... later on, we went this fashion to look at my jeans... it din fit n doesnt look nice so went bum eqiup... bought a jean finally... that was as their present to me as well.. we haven give each other bday presents ma.. they went home n we went my aunt's.. had a sumptous meal n brought home some too... i guess that's it... tata

yesterday went to meet them for dinner... say 2 pm de... but soojun n kenneth haven finish doing report so i wait for them at home(while watching vcds) until 4.. reach orchard mrt ard 4.30... but no one reach there yet... perhaps only bryan... then after michael came... i went to mac to buy fries n drink cos i nv eat lunch... walked taka for a while to look at lugguages... dy joined us then... we stood aside to wait for the others cos they coming from sch le...

when they came, i saw soojun got a new haircut le from jp's storm... quite nice... we walked to cine to eat at yuki yaki... had a fine dinner... cos they cooked very good.. mike's a chef wor(he cooks at home de)... haha... sat until 8.30 then went to clark quay... stoned for a while then walked there so reached there ard 10 something...

sat outside lighthouse 65 n ordered drinks... the guys ordered a flame... me n soojun had a little sip... she n i shared a tequilla sunrise... not as nice as wat mike ordered(blue hawaii).. dy had ard de world(de person recommend one, that is quite strong).. cy or kane had pico celada/ cocktail.. weiseng - shirley temple, ziyu had a mocktail(forget wat name le)..
anyway, after that, bryan challenged soojun to ve a full cup of the ring of fire by herself n he will pay for her... b4 ordering, jaron called to say he's at boat quay, so we told him to come down as well... after he arrived, soojun drank the flame at one go... she really should ve ask someone to help her lar... haiz... bryan paid lo... after that we left le... me, ws, kane n ziyu went home... the others went for a cup of tea/coffee... they dun wanna go home yet ma... lolx... that's all for de day lo... me n ws just shared a cab n went home le...

i change my desktop theme... n logon to garfield n boot screen to calvin n hobbes... dunno y but i love this 2 comics + peanuts... haha

i love talking abt sad things in blog... dunno y... if like tht i can type longer ba... hahaha... yesterday i was on the verge of tears really... cos of the last presentation... i was so mad at myself...maybe wat he say was rite... i nv put in effort... wat they ve given me, it's that only form, n i screwed it up... im the worst worker on earth man... haiz that's not too bad... the worse part was when the judges came down on me... i was so shaken that i could bearly reply their qns... i think dora noe that i was going to cry so she din ask much... she keep ensuring the other judges that we definitely put in our best efforts... when she said that, i just look down... too guilty already... well, i really din ask mr sim much abt the report that im doing... learnt from that lesson... but it's too late for my fyp...could only use it for work already...

anyway, after that, i just took a taxi *having split headache* n went home to sleep... din take dinner... woke up ard 1 am... wat i did ar... oh, change out of my formal clothes(i very dirty hor lol) n went back to sleep until de next morning...
ve a terrific sleep but a very terrible dream... just dreamt that i was running away from my enemies... again... haiz, y does these dreams always fall upon me? anyway, did nth de whole day but watch tv n fix my com... lucky i still got vcd to watch or very sian liao... anyway, hope to finish the report after webs exam... then can hand in full system to mr sim liao... haiz... really sorry guys... u noe,during that time, i was thinking abt my teammates reprimanding me n my boss saying "see, ur doom day la... none of my business. i told u so..." i hate de word "i told u so"... i nv heed the advice n continue my way.. n end up in a desperate way... anyway, i want to apologise to mr lim for that presentation... but i dunno how to go abt... nvm, i should just send him an email bah... is that rite?

ay... gtg le, good nite...

my leader just blame me for being unproductive... not that im blaming him for his attitude, (he's actually like that, there's nth i can do abt it) but im really slow... n i noe that... to think i spend 2-3 months doing on two stupid forms n spend 1 week trying to fix another form... u would think im de dumbest person on earth... im not smart which i nv keep telling myself... y? cos since young, i believe im smarter than de rest of my frens.. i study better, i think better... so whenever they score higher than me, i would wonder.. is the hard way(du si shu)of studyin is better than de smarter way? n that, my fren, im always not convinced n terrible jealous of my frens... years passed n i still feel de same... though my bro prove much stronger than me, i still insist that im better than the other girls in my class... i would nv talk to them... maybe it's those thoughts that we cannot communicate... n partially bcos of my quietness.. so whether it's guys or girls, they nv approached me n i nv approached them.. it's during these few years then i begin to think that im a total loser... i nv talk, i nv play, i think highly of myself, i would nv mix, n i nv care abt others... y is that so? im not a single child... i should be a good sis... but i always let my mum worries... im weak, would often fell down in de past... n that is y my mum nv let me n my bro go very independent... we r very dependent on her, maybe till now... my brother had lots of fever in his childhood days so it quite scare her abit... we nv have to worry... n we nv ve to care... she showers us with love... till recently, my bro went into jcs n start teaching himself de way of life from his frens... n me? since i came into poly, i open myself up a little... my mother bcame less worried... she's relieved that my brother has a very good social life n i start to mix with frens... to me, frens are the most impt part of my life cos i nv had any real ones... though i nv care, they r still part of me... if they leave me, i will just feel empty... when a bigger part of my life is gone, i realised just how forgo my feelings are... i nv care too much abt my close brother, let alone the others... now i ve to pick myself up, n take a new lead life... i ve no determination(as what my bro preach), all these take great determination... im feeling that im changing too.. r u? whenever i saw how happy my brother is with his prep or his choir songs, i saw de determination n how lucky he's gotten... he has new founded frens who care for him n who he care abt... he has really found a new lease of life... or rather, he always has this life... just that it gotten better since he came to jc... he's so happy... we r happy n those who make us who we r are our frens... our lives could be happier if ppl starts to make their lives happier for themselves too.. u happy i happy :)

i think my hp alarm or de clock is spoiled... yday i set it to be 8.05, it rang today at 8.45! hai wo late... was quite tired after de whole com formatting thing.. arh... dun wanna talk abt it le... it's worse than b4... the window frame is lagging... arh.. i move my window here n there n it lags! crap one... lan dian nao...
anyway, went sch n did my project... was finishing my part le then my teammate said he done it le... waste my time sia... i tot he wasnt seriously when he said can be done... haiz... then wat m i doing there in sch? couldnt ve done report cos nurul wasnt there n there's really nth for me to do le... so my part is basically the report generation lo... n like my leader says so, it's only 2 forms... n im going bonkers le... see them doing make me feel so down... y m i so slow? alamak... ppl can do several forms for their part n i only did one part n i can die liao... or maybe i put good effort in my form wat... they saw my calendar they sia dao... lolx... nvm lar... just happy that i finish my part le... though it's one webform... n i din contribute much except an additional helping in the written reports n slides... argh... feeling so low.. all in all, i think we will be able to pass the fyp module lar... haha... *cross fingers*
went home ard 6 like that... some of my classmates(dunno them one) still haven leave n the lab ve not close yet... wonder wat time they doing until? tml presenting le... i hope it wont be delayed again like last friday... cos last time we really haven been able to finish yet... now sure can de... just dun show de errors, pls... wish us luck for tml... cya... ciau.

went to trim my hair this morning... it looks okay except it might look wierd for u...i shall put up my image later... go bath n watch show first... ciau...

man this stupid blog... i was typing just now again then i accidentally press a link then it wipe out my typing n go to the link... after that i cannot come back liao... so ....

anyway, went sch today... oh gosh, until now still haven do my stretching exercise... crap... i went sch early so nv do... ok not that early, cos i slept late ma... haha.. so just left hse ard 10 something lo... went sch n start doing the bloody fyp... tot we'll be able to finish them yday one, but last min thingy... then cannot do... so gotta postphone the presentation to next tue liao... do the proj until 2 something n left... cos zhengkai's group presenting in that room... but i was already satisfy that the update profile was working partially liao... except for the actual update... haha... i retrieve using the login cookie ma... then dunno how to destroy the cookie... hoping fazzil would solve them... *pray hard*

went to town with soojun n kenneth lo... she wanna change her bag which we bought for her as a bday gift... she wanna find better one ma... went bugis first to check at the adidas there... soojun found two bags but cannot decide so went to centrept(the place we bought) n went to take a look at the other bags... she still prefer the same design we've bought for her only with diff color... so she exchange it with the tag n receipt still intact lo.. after that, walk to coffee bean to eat muffins... we ordered a double chocolate chip n a apple cinnamon.. the chocolate one was fantastic but the apple one was so-so lo... taste like some medicine... lolx...
chitchat abit and went home after that... they wanna eat but i go home eat dinner... see i so guai... lolx... no money lar... haha
k gtg cya

tday got webs interview for her assignment... so early that i had to wear my formal clothes to sch... cos at 5 something got itp interview... between the webs n that interview i did the fyp slides which is due tml... the last presentation of the sem... feeling so good now... lolx... of cos haven over lar... haha.. trying to get the moods flowing...

went to GMTI Building at commonwealth ard 4.30. met kevin(my classmate) at the station... at first i still dunno who he is... until i hear someone call his name then i noe... haha... oh kevin n i having interview at same venue... he's earlier ma... lucky he's there... or else i dunno how to go liao... wahaha... i nv imagine GMTI is so near commonwealth.. hai wo think need more than 5 mins. yday i went to check out GMTI n NHG(National Health Group) came out.. i xia dao... tot i was going to be interviewed for that... if i messed up patients' data then how??? Actually, NHG is not on level 6... Accentures is... thank god.. the manager(i guess) explains that it is a consulting company... that it deals with problems of diff biz... use project groups to solve them... those kind that use programming and databases.. kinda tough... but i still want that job... hehehe...

anyway, talk for ard 20 mins... then went home le...gotta sleep now liao... good nite...

sun is family day... went to courts at jp ard 3.. reach there n wanted to find the set we saw on promotion... but that set is that price excluding matress... well, i wanted to buy a bed... n my mother saw this promotion ma... but haiz no matress included then we sian liao... went harvey norman also nth... b4 going to novena at je, my father wanted to buy the coffee powder at coffee bean so we just sat there and ate some mudpies n drank coffee..

after that, took train to je n went to novena... had a long choice b4 deciding on 2 super single beds(1 for me, the other for my bro) n a wardrobe for me... cos my clothes r in the wardrobe in my bro's room.. so buy one for me lo... the whole package will arrive on children's day... haha... that's all for today... haha... happy that ive finally bought my bed n wardrobe... gotta buy mirror to fit the wardrobe.. hehe..

oh gotta sleep... nite everyone...

morning waiting for ppl to jio me out... but haven so i went to msg my cousins first... soon, soojun called to ask me out... so i told my cousins that we postphone to next week lo... haha...

went out late, so meet kw at cityhall.. reach there n realised she's at control station! tot she's meeting bryan... so i went to orchard to look for soojun first... however soojun haven reach... bryan n jaron arrived first... so i tot.. wierd, did they come together? i tot jaron told me he on the way? (btw, i ask jaron too) then the girls reached... apparently, kw meet the guys at city hall first cos she tot we meeting at city hall, but actually i just wanna meet her on the platform to orchard cos i late ma... haha... sorry guys...

anyway, went to taka n met kenneth there.. out of nowhere, he popped out! haha... wanted to eat mooncake as lunch but too exx so went to eat at ajisen instead... the girls went to toilet after we had mocha icecream haha... shortly after, michael arrived.. n here i tot i was meeting only kw, soojun n jaron! lol.. surprise surprise(sounds familiar?).. finished eating n we walked around cos coffee bean was full... wanted to go to the branch at scotts so went there... there was a table outside... when soojun moved towards it, this woman very inconsiderately took up that seat.. to think she was walking to n fro! so we waited for another table.. went to order a triple decker, a carrot cake n a mudpie... soojun n i shared an ultimate..
they gave me a wallet! i was happy cos i was very surprised when i opened n saw a wallet! a wallet was what i needed at most now... haha... touched that they remembered what i casually talked about.. haha.. had loads of fun too... thanks u guys! had de first wonderful bday ever had... (sad isnt it?)

left the place at 5.30 to join my family at clark quay... we were going to tung lok to eat... cos we had a voucher of 50 bucks... haha..
was still full after the cheesecakes... first ajisen then the cheesecakes then this! really not very hungry when we reach tung lok... so at the last course, i was like, 'i rest first. later then continue.' haha.. but i gave some to my brother.. then off we go... went in to the electrical shop to look at stuffs... then went to the supermarket... after that took a taxi n left...
haha was really FULL today... haha... gotta do situps man.. lolx...
gtg le... cya.. btw, i update my link... those r carmen's n jeremy's! hehe... bb..

was doing fyp yday... do until nth to do.. haha.. then wanna meet jj n betty at raffles place... but we wanna shop so go bugis instead... ard 5 something, i realise i haven do my webs assignment... so i did it until 5.40... n the thing still cannot work -_- nvm.. mon ask ppl to help me... wahaha... so left the place with weiseng n fazzil... we splitted n i went to bugis...

after that, ate at the food court cos pastamania was too ex... had de claypot n surprise, the gong bao chicken is nice.. but the rice taste the same... haha... anyway, went shopping after that.. ard 9 then went home... betty went to look for dan... while we sit in mrt... were tired hor.. finally got place to sit only... haha.. reach home ard 10.30..

i gtg... cya bb..

was watching jue dui superstar, the last one. i nv watch it. just wanna noe who win, that's all. he did n he cried. i guess it really make a huge impact on himself cos he tot he cannot do it while he's a blind(not totally but still). if he earns enough money, i would advice him to go for an operation. (or is his family already rich? im not sure...) anyway, his songs with the five guys were really good and so were the one where he picked his own song... guess that really reflect his feeling... kelly's not bad too when she sang coco's song.. though her voice shook when she reach the high notes. the rest? i din really listen... i support weilian one... though it's the first time i watch jue dui superstar.. hahaha...
and oh oh, that shuai ge, what's his name? jun yang! yea... he should be the superstar instead of weilian man... u hear him sing n u wanna faint... how could he be out? maybe kelly should be out and let junyang in... hahaha... im not against kelly k... just very against her(she's prettier ma)... wahahah... no lar... i not that black...


i dun wanna do the rest of my project now... tml is the due date... n we haven finish fyp yet... haha... it's already 11.30 leh... who ask the stupid show to end so late sia? tml then continue bah... go early to sch to finish it.. dun worry, for my part, it's just report writing... haha.. aiya cya guys tml... nites

i cried on sunday while watching hui jia, the korean movie. it's abt a unmarried mother who was jobless. she brought her only son to her mother so she can go back to the city and find job cos bringing a son with her is a huge burden. this son, sang woo, is a very terrible unfeeling boy. he doesnt treats his grandma well.. oh by the way, his grandma is a mute. so sangwoo dun get what his grandma is trying to say... however, this boy which is, maybe 3 years, older, is a neighbour, and would often brought things from home to the grandma. soon, sangwoo learned that him and another girl, which he appeared to like, are quite close. he played a trick on him, but when that boy found out, sang woo apologised the first time using his grandmother's hand sign. that boy, of cos, understand.. when sangwoo apologised verbally, the neighbour says he doesnt need to say sorry twice..
another scene was when sangwoo had used up his batteries while playing his game n looked the village for it but they dun ve the small n round batteries.. so he went home begging for his gram for money to buy. in fact, his grandma had little money, so they went to the market to sell some fruits. it's a scene where the grandma used her hard earn money to buy good shoes n food for her grandson. in the later part, he felt very guity that he threw the shoes away.
the sad part is when sangwoo went market with his grandma n saw the two friends together. being wanting to be with the girl, he stubbornly told his grandma that he wanted to sit home on the bus with them. so his gram told the other boy to bring sangwoo home while she had things to do.. sangwoo waited for his grandma to come home but she came home very late.
his grandma actually walked home.
there's once when sangwoo wanted to eat kfc n his grandmother had to go to the market n buy the chicken n it rained when she came home. so she was lying sick in bed. of cos, sangwoo who become a better boy, looked after her..
of cos, the part where i cried the most is when they r parting lar... this story is just abt the relationship btw the naughty son and the mute grandma... n as time passed, the grandson develop feelings for his gram. so when the time come for him to return home, he taught his gram to write to him. she couldnt write, i assume she's a retard, so he gave her the many postcards for her to send to him.. on it, he drew pictures n write words like "i miss u", "im sick".. so he will noe when grandma is sick n will go to her instantly...
the movie is so overwhelming, i think it's the first time i cried so hard while watching a show. haha.. well, if u guys had watch it, it's a good show rite? if u haven, i recommend u go buy the vcd or just dl the movie... haha... i described the overview le... gtg cya...

went suntec with jo, jj, bet, kw, cs, yq n yvonne to sing...
everyone was late so we start around 12 n end ard 3. they gave us a big room which is good. the bad thing is, we need to set them up by ourselves... lousy service they ve... anyway, after that, took 111 to parkmall cos jj wanna buy her nuskin product. cs went home to do project.. u think he really go home? im not sure... haha.. went ps to eat something... i had orni. others than bet had fried ice cream. soon after, jo n kw left.. u noe... betty is waiting for her frens to go eat and watch movie while still at ps. so the three of us went to look for daniel at the arcade.. when we came out, we saw yq n yvonne.. stand there for a while, looking at the dumb jimmy road show... then me n jj walked to taka... i went to meet my mum n bro, while she wanted to get to the lib... however after some thinking, she din want to go there after all.. n so we splitted..
well, had ajisen for dinner after searching disagreeingly around the food court.. n then walked around the top level to look at sport stuff.. too bad nothing attracts me... meanwhile, my bro just went kino to look for books. i dunno y but i just hate to go book store or lib with them... maybe i just dun want to look at books when they r around... well, n so my mum n me sat down for 20 mins b4 i rushed him to go home... haha.. went watson to buy that french manicure n a facial wash n headed home... somehow after i painted my nails, then the color seems odd on my finger, only the white is ok... maybe i should change another color which match my skin.. should nv ve listen to my bro... -_-''..
oh yeah... joanne gave me this lovely present which im still wearing now... haha... it's a dangling earring... (for those of u who dunno, it's soon to be my bday, yea) oh i took it out, i forgot. i tot im still wearing it. well, ciau...

i was here... okok... longer lar... i went to sch when there's no lesson so i came home to do project n yay! well u can guess the sentence is i did it! yea... oh i still ve other projects... my drawing sucks n im needed to draw comics for MGEP.. haha... i wonder if jerrick can draw while i just tell him my story... hahaha... (oh jerrick's my teammate)
well i tried drawing, it is simply lousy... i ve no talent in drawing, not like kenneth or vincent... crap wat talking me... tml going singing again... haha... cya tml if im gonna update again... lolx...

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when i woke up this morning.. i found out that my life is pretty much de same... cos i had the opposite dream last night which i did not expected. well, when u had the opposite dream of ur life, u actually live another of ur own... and finally yea... it's real... real life sucks.. doesnt it... i plan to be better in my next life... haha.. this life just is gone... unless i really make the changes i want them to be. n in less than a month's time, im gonna be 20... sucks again.. cos it signify the time to grow up... hahaha... oh gosh... i wonder wat i can do in the future... meaning my career, my life... now is just urgh urgh urgh... feels terrible... if i can start afresh, really, i wont be me again.

im so bumped today... dunno whether it's the sickness that make me moody or the relationship im holding onto.. i luv him, i noe he luv me... but our personalities just doesnt match.. now then i realised i haven done much for him.. n i would want to... consider how long and attached these has been... but my head always clouded me in some way... i will try to be more caring, i do... well... now everything seems to be about me now... im the utimate uncaring person one could ever find on earth... y do i even ve a relationship in the first place? or rather y me? im asking the existence of myself... wat do i do for this world? i noe nth... nth abt a living n treacherous life of a normal human being... n now i am... wondering about happily or maybe sadly in my own world... i dun really care wat's going on ard me... who and who is doing wat... y do i care? but now i noe i must try... or else my existence proves nth... i seriously is naive... absolute idiot in the world who doesnt noe wat the hell she's doing... dunno a single thing abt emotions, moods, things revolving ard me, even a little common sense doesnt exist in my tiny little head... im a sad sad loser... i dun really get motivated to do something... cos im just lazy... n to think i go n read that book n nv finish... it's "Emotional guide" to guide urself to think better... and doesnt prove effective for me... cos i dun understand the meaning and i dunno how to apply wat's there... do u think im a sadist? yes i think u do... i talk nonsense every here n then... doesnt noe how to communicate effectively and properly... omg... hit me... HIT me... n tell me how to me a better man... i really dun take the hard way... for if u just scream into my head... i'll just go "oh, wat the heck" u r just screaming... but if u were to talk to me seriously, i would rather consider those that say... i can joke ard yea... but take me seriously, i would really try... god... i was wondering when i really do a thing that i wanted to do? who m i kidding? me? serious? no... it's not a joke... i want to revamp myself... n i noe it's a hard thing for me to do... u see, even i think i m lazy... that's y i need dozen of helps.. to help me open my eyes and see the world that im supposed to be looking out for... i wanted for help for a long time... but did i ever try by myself? no... how to even try when i dunno a single thing? or m i just kidding again? i dun even noe myself... who's to judge me? i'll just go... u dun even noe me... how could u say that? but mostly, if i really reflect on myself... it's mostly my fault u noe... who ask me not to learn things ? who ask me not to read and study? i admit wrong, but really do i wholeheartedly admit it? no... i dun even noe if im right or wrong? who's to differ? human makes mistakes n the slightest mistakes that we dun even noe we make them n nv realise it... not even noe whether it's right or wrong... it's based on principles and ethics... come to think of it... do i ve principles? i dun stick to one... so i guess no... im so bumped rite now... i just keep on typing without knowing what im saying... i just want to say everything out... i keep everything to myself that i wanna burst... but when i say things out.. do ppl ever listen? would u want to hear a girl crying for help? crying as in really crying? i nv been helpless in all my life... well, not all, just one quarter... arhh... i want to say everything... everything!!! i know it's already quite full of rubbish and nonsensical things but still i want to type! i want to say how wrong i ve been in the life im living... i want to do something but lazy to do... i need help but no one can help me... wat shall i do?!! i want to scream... i cried and it's no use... i only noe how to cry and cry... wat's really the point? no one is able to see the sadness there... no one is able understand what im going thru... tell me if im wrong... everyone's been there, arent u guys? sometimes u think u r a loser... n u dunno wat to do... n ppl r just there blaming u for stuffs u did wrong.. n still u dunno how to amend it? gosh.. this is so frustrating... im a sad sad naive naive, tell-me-to-go-to-hell girl.. i cannot change to another person... i just couldnt... but i couldnt go with that attitude anyway, i could get kick out of whoever im with.... im going to die... i totally m so busted... HELP HELP!!! who can HELP me!!!

went to sch today... obviously im not in the best mood, bcos of u noe... ugh sick sick sick... din talk really much... might hurt someone's feeeling :(
is that call excuses? did i make them up? well, i din... really... cos i just dun wanna talk... when i noe if i open my mouth, those coughing sound will just come out... or maybe spit will get to the ground... hahaha... no lar... not that disgusting...
did it really sound just like me or did i make up again? argh... i dunno how to talk anymore...

anyway, went to seng's hse for mahjong session... well, long time nv play le ma... it's boring soon cos we nv play money... lolx... went home at 8... n expected... got scolded for not taking care of myself... cos after getting home.. i just keep on coughing n coughing... it was well during the day... no coughing can be heard from me... haha... urgh... my intestines r coming out of my mouth.. well, theorically... cos when it gets bad... i get stitches... meaning my gastric pain.. even talking abt it is bad... gtg cya...

well... saw something in kw's blog which now make me realised...
i appreciate wat u did for me... i really do... maybe im not that fast to realised it.. in another words, slow lar... i wont write mushy things in this blog... it's just not my type of thing... but i'll just say thanks for everything n sorry, my dear...

I'll nv break your heart~ i'll nv make u cry~ yes thanks i heard it and sang it... it's nice... yea, long time no hear... oh i gotta dl it... tell me the songs we nv hear zillions times ago so i can go dl them..

ssick, absolutely... man... n no one care... sobx... u guys make of stone or wat... esp that 3 cousins of mine... if u r reading this, u better msg to ask how i am.. yea...
anyway, been sick n sleeping for 144 hours n still haven recover.. sucks... im not the worse, i guess... but still.. im sick! urgh... it feels terrible.. oh gosh... n i wont leave a single cent when i die!(guess u ppl dun want also... u all dun want my ipod, my laptop, my hp, etc..)

~I'll never break your heart~
~I'll never make you cry~
~I'd rather die than live without you~
~I'll give you all of me~
~Honey, that's no lie~

--end--

at last, 1 assignment is down. finish it ard 6 something. soojun n kenneth handed in already but they wait for me. After that we just went to taka to take away japanese rice. by that time i finished the rice, i was so full but we still wanna ve coffee, haha. end up in scott's coffee bean for a cup of chocolate... not coffee, mind u.. haha.. i mean only i bought choco lar... they drink mocha. chat until ard 11 then went home. everyone is dying already haha. so full n so tired. that's wat happen yday. felt so light after the project is done. just dun wanna think abt the others yet. like that make me stressed.. rest for 2 more days first. haha. anyway, hope u guys r fine. i heard some of u talking abt itp, i got the hair standing already. wonder how to survive during my attachment? haha. try n make it lo.. wahaha. good day.

woke up at 10 something. decided to pei the bulaien to watch fantastic four. met him at 1.30 at pasir ris, bought things to eat. then went to buy tix at princess in bedok. for those who dunno, princess only charge 5 during mon-wed, 6 at thurs-fri, 7 during weekends. so it's cheap rite. got it hor. haha. u see the no. of ppl go n watch, u would think it's a good show. normally, princess in bedok is cold, as in few ppl, but today is quite alot of patrons. aiya, movie is still movie ma. i think it's bcos of the start of the movie so alot of ppl lo... and the trailer quite nice ma. fan 4 arh... it is quite entertaining overall. nice show. abt radiation, whirl pool n stuff.
went home after that n slept my way thru on the train. i took from pasir ris ma then raining somemore. so shiok the feeling. but then i hate the jerking of the train. it woke me up. then cannot sleep liao. haha. lucky it's more than half way thru le. now i wanna sleep some more sia. like not enough sleep on the train leh. haha. tok too much rubbish liao. good nite. lolx.

yday went to a sec sch's gathering at a fren's condo at hillview. meet the guys at 4 to buy some stuffs first. while waiting for the latecomers, we went n look for shorts. lay keng bought new one at op. after that, i wanna go in giordano to take a look at the shorts. try it out but it's kinda exp so nv buy. by that time, the guys were there. went ntuc to buy the rest of the bbq stuffs needed then went to take a cab. cos we ve 5 ppl so we need at least 3 more to share 2 cabs. the first 4, including me, took the first taxi. the others just follow later. ard 7, more guys came. all in all, there were only ard 20+ ppl. we miss those that were not around. long time nv see them also.
next thing we know, it's already 9 something. so i announced that im going then took a cab home. nth much that day, cos it's only bbq. haha.. n as u noe, im a introvert ma.. so nv mix around lo... get kinda bored so went home le.

hmmm.... had the first lesson at the audiorium... went there to be the first to sit in... the other guys were having their presentation so haven come yet. dear is having his teeth and hair fixed.. haha... later saw the guys wearing formal in the aud... but i nv go join them cos im in the center and it's difficult to get out. after finish the presentation made by the ASP, i saw bryan yeo with his new hair cut.. kinda fresh but still like only cut behind, nv cut in front.. after that just find them to discuss where to go n eat b4 the last lesson. went fc6 finally n WEBS.
stand in the hallway discussing where to go after WEBS. it's either singing, shopping, eating buffet, or go Settlers. haha. we just went to the station first n went in to the train. when it reach outram, we just got down. dunno where to go also. michael suggest that pool is besides settlers so they can go play pool while we go play games. however the suay thing is, settlers is only available after 8. ppl booked it full already. so gotta join them lo... but me, soojun and kenneth nv play so wanna go drink coffee. on the way, step inside a hotel to use the washroom. kinda siao hor. haha. went clark quay to find coffee bean only to find that it is at boat quay. haha.
later on, weiseng n cheeyong went to join the others playing pool. they decide to go bugis to eat steamboat so call us to join. but we dun wanna eat. so sat n chat in coffee bean until 5 something then leave. cos dunno wat to eat at where, so walk around to get some inspiration, but those food we cannot really afford. haha. later on, we just walked on to marina square to find kfc to settle our stomach. getting hungry, we just drag ourselves to find that there's no either mac or kfc there. so ve to go suntec to eat lo...
while had our meals finished, we took some pics. the guys came to join us. took more pics. went coffee bean again (-_-) to ve cheesecake. still full, so we shared. by that time, mike wanna die already. went home after everything. glad to be home. cos i was having a slight headache there. but it gets heavier so i wanna go home badly. at the same time, i wanna go weiseng's hse to play mahjong but they dun wanna go so we just went home.
later going to my fren's hse for bbq.. but it's kinda sian with some of them going off so early n stuff. nvm lar... just hang around lo... depends on situation bah..
anyway, good luck guys. for? anything... projects, itp, etc etc...

did presentation today for phrase 1. wore the same outfit as the one i wore last sem. haha. mr bryan also the same. shoot an act out for mr. lim to watch... of cos it's relevant to the project lar duh...
we went on with our slides presentations then the guys talk abt the system and GUIs. we were too nervous so abit siao one.. haha. fazzil repeat his pts over and talk kinda slow, explaining even little details haha. cheeyong is alright except he go accidentally press the MS Word(or is Excel?). nurul is good. weiseng is ok. my little pig is ok since he's the boss, nth to complain ma... later i kena.. oopx.. i was nervous n blabbered all the way thru. i noe im bad so wasnt too happy when the phrase 1 is finally over. worse is, no one accompany me take train... blah them lar... go eat at orchard... nv ask me... haha... no lar... i dun wanna also... so tired, leg ache, wanna die liao... better go home watch SCV... lolx... dun ask me wat channel ive got... some wulu wulu basic channels then got xi ju dai... nth much actually... but wierd thing is, we still got every channels. haha... yday then come one. but we tot after yday that's it for the premium n espn n cartoon network(wahaha) all others we din subscribe... but today still got leh... yeah, we din subscribe those... not interested in espn... but now still got world pool championship, lol. anyway, din watch much. cos i noe if i watch those that is not on our list, i will be very disappointed when it's all gone later.
go watch naruto first... blog again next time... if i feel like it... or if i rmb... wahaha... cya guys...

kinda sian and sad also... dunno y... been feeling kinda down lately... i noe it's just me and my feelings... but the feeling's bad that's all...

anyway, went to pasar malam today at jp... soojun, me, weiseng, cheeyong, bryan arrive first... michael went je UOB bank. we just stand at the playing field watching as kids climb the large "bag"(i dunno wat it is call). soojun had to go home immediately cos she has to have a family dinner before sending her uncle back to taiwan. they had taiwan sausage before leaving... after that michael came. he took 79 so the bus took long. ugh... 79 take such long route... even i hate to take it to my grandma's hse. ate b4 he came... walk for a while b4 we went to buy some more food to bring home. after that just go home...
still kinda sian and tired rite now... not a big prob at home but still... haiz... anyway, gtg... cya guys...

well, i assume ppl r just busy so wont bother to read my blog... haha... so i just post all that happens in this k?

erm... went n watch batman begins with dear... i really ve short term memory leh... forgot when liao... but it was nice... i think betty also got watch rite... saw something in ur msn nick... haha... no robin only lar... too bad... i wanna see who act robin one u noe? wahaha...

har... recently watched initial d also... so sad... they change abit of the story... combine whole of stage 1 n 2 into this... no the younger bro also... that was when takumi still competing with nightkids and redsun etc etc... at first i tot edison and that guy(wat's his name) are acting as brothers... in the end, sad that it isnt so... anyway, movie is quite hilarious... bcos of the supporting actors like bunti, the gas station's boss and his son, (not quite the anime rite)... anyway, y m i talking abt this? haha...

dunno it's me or wat... but during this period, we still going out... good rite? maybe bcos i too slack... haha... so erm... after this week maybe, not too often liao...

soojun, kenneth, bryan n me went singing after sch... we went kbox but then nv ve membership card... so went party world at clementi... sang until 6 something then i went off for dinner... family gathering... i forgot to pay... oopx... oh crap, that reminds me again... forgot to return the money again... wahaha...
oh where was i? oh ya... family dinner at long beach... took 105 down there... the food took a long time to come(we wanting to doze off liao). turns out, previous night... the chefs had a big fight so were fired... see the waitress and waiters also very uptight... and the food there sucks... beneath my standards... i mean beneath the food that i expected lar... of cos... sucks lar... dun say liao...
got crab also no use... still so ex... 300+ per table... haiz...

sat camp at home.. only went opp to ve bat kut teh for dinner... yummy... n guess i saw who? bennedict... guess betty noes... the bball boy in ite... no. 10... haha... yea he lives here... i saw him with a mei mei(there goes ur dream wahaha)... i dunno if his sis anot lar... so young... like cheat young girl... muahaha... i think he saw me but we nv bother to greet each other... end...

went out with dear today to suntec... well i dun wanna say anything bad cos he's reading... wahaha... anyway, happy day... too bad tml got sch... n projects come back to my head... crap... just when i was enjoying the weekend...

that's all... nitey nite... i dun mean that as cute way but anyway good nite... haha

paiseh... been busy with fyp so nv update...(or rather busy watching anime) wahahaha... who m i kidding... anyway if there's any interesting thing to post i will try to post k... wahaha...

this few days been home to pei my family. recently i finished my show but then yday dear gave me some anime to watch... haha... can start watching again...then yday went opposite my house to buy 4 ktv vcds(he bought 2 i bought 2)... went home to sing... and now we noe y it is so cheap(24 for 4 pieces).. cos the mtv is fake... when i sing, i feel the morale is going lower... haha... then dun feel like singing man... but of cos still can sing lar... i was wondering if u guys wanna sing next time, can come my house sing ma... though i only got 2 usable mikes... haha...
went to suntec today with bryan... we wanna wait for the bus to great world city but it nv come leh...there's a shuttle bus outside cityhall rite?
anyway, went to je to watch monsters-in-law. show abt rich mother disappoving son and his gf get married, so went thru long lengths to make her daughter-in-law back off. show ends quite well, can get u teary as well... mostly it's just comedy... haha...
well, went imm to eat... walked for a while... then went home... that's all, tata...

i shed my skin like a snake today. next time go swimming must spray sunblock liao. my sunburns just heal. haha. anyway, today did nth today. slept during the afternoon due to insufficient sleep during the previous night. plus it was raining somemore. so songz. lolx. sian now. sian sian sian.

my xiao bai went for moto driving lesson today so tot he dun wanna go out already cos he very tired. it was in the morning ma. i finish the last of my shows today. despo housewives. then nth to do liao. really sian man. xiao bai also very bored sia. haha. so ard 2 something then we decided to go out. to woodlands. cos he got direct bus to woodlands.
walked ard then ate at 5. walked somemore. went home ard 6. took 187 back. the journey lasted 45 mins. manz. i noe. haha. like that i spend today without spending much money. cool huh. lolx. cos everytime i go out, sure got big money involved one. next time shall go home eat then dun need spend dinner money. wahaha.
i realised i nth to do at home liaoz. unless i dl more new shows to watch lo.. yay i blog already. all crapz. haha.

slack at home yday. watched finish naruto finally. the ovas suck. haha. took a nap in the afternoon. that's all. wanted to rest from all the aching from the previous day.
finish will&grace and charmed also. it's been days since i dled them. now nth to do le. so sian man. haha.

went swimming on wed with mike and dear. swam for quite a distance that day. we went to the regular pool at the jurong swimming complex at first, then went to the wavy pool to relax.. later on just relax in jacuzzi, then dip in the lazy pool where the wave just keep flowing us ard and ard. lastly, went back to the regular pool for 2 lengths. by that time it's ard 4.30. we swam ard 3 hours. now having sunburns on my back sia.
anyway, after that, we headed to je sb entertainment to wait for huiyi cos mike was meeting her there for dinner. walked there for a while when huiyi appeared, followed by dingyuan. apparently, huiyi asked dy along also. went to imm to eat at burger king. walked ard until 9 something then went back to je interchange. by that time, i was really really wearing out. so we sat there and chatted for 1 hour b4 going home. being with them is entertaining. a lot of gossips just spill out. oopx. haha. dun worry, none of urs is spilt out. lol.

有一天魔王把公主抓走。 公主一直叫。
魔王：你尽管叫破喉咙吧！没有人回来救你的！
公主：破喉咙！破喉咙！
没有人: 公主，我来救你了！
魔王：说曹操曹操就到！
曹操：魔王，你叫我干嘛？
魔王：哇劳！看到鬼！
鬼：靠！被发现了！
靠：胡说！谁发现我了！
谁：关我屁事？
魔王：Oh my God!
上帝：谁叫我？
谁：没有人叫你啊！
没有人：我哪有？
从此，魔王精神分裂。
很冷，小心感冒。

went to ecp in soojun's father's car... bcos of road direction, we reached there quite late... hmmm... walked to mac to eat brunch(breakfast cum lunch, my first meal)... after which the others just rent rollerblade... and they bladed until 6 which they continue renting bikes for the whole day... me and kw went back ard 4 something after cycling...
went parkway to buy tidx and stuffs... no bbq... went to eat dinner after we came back... play cards... u noe... games when u feel bored... but during that times not bored when u r gamed for those games and there's alcohol involving... i think we played until 1 something... they were drunk by that time... well maybe just abit stomach uncomfortable... but i guess the worse lies in bryan, michael, weiseng, cheeyong, jaron and dingyuan? hmm... the others also drank alot lar... definitely not me... later on went out to the beach.. came back ard 2... hmmm.. oh zZzZz... sleepin pigs... all snoring by ard 6... wahaha... y i haven sleep har... hmm... i dun remember... cos i cannot sleep bah... i sleep ard 6 something then wake up at 8 something lo...
they went to return bike... we ate cup noodles for breakfast... so ke lian... wahaha... home home...
i took bus home... darn the stupid bus... i was sitting in the back... and i believe the driver dunno how to drive the bus... it kept shaking here and there... i could not sleep properly manz... jolting make me wanna kill the driver... when i was about to doze off, the bus just suddenly jerk then my head jerk also... damn him... i was so feeling like lying in the back lo since there's no person ard... haiz... so when i return home... i just drop dead on my bed... haha...

im so guai i din go anywhere today... and i slept again... wahaha...
finish watching my hk show le... sad ending... everyone dies... but i expect that also since the show's all abt dreading concubines and a very terrible witch(the wang hou niang niang)...
so sianz... dunno wat to do again... very soon i shall be going out to see the world again... been stuck in my small abode for years... haha... cya man...

leg recovering... finally... bcos of next week chalet so i dun wanna go out... then wait for leg to recover first... and it's kinda sian at home... wahaha...
new photo uploaded... hmmm... i wonder who took that photo for us... someone definitely play with my phone...
gotta rest for one more day man...
someone got any good show or comic to recommend?? the hols is long... haha... i read the comics until my eye wanna pop out already cos it's on the com... wahaha... k nvm... still i wanna read... nth to do wat... unless u ppl wanna come to accompany me... wahaha... play mahjong also can... but i no mahjong table... lolx... sianz...
oh ya... anyone wanna go ktv?? lolx... i ask rubbish also when i no $$ to sing wahahaha... go sentosa bah... someone asking me to go le... but my leg haven recover only...
i nth to do... i think ive been sleeping too much... now the brain abit malfunction... wahaha... so abit siao siao... lolx... gotta read my comic liao... cya...

第一次 光良

当你看着我 我没有开口 已被你猜透
还是没把握 还是没有符合 你的要求
是我自己想得太多 还是你也在闪躲
如果真的选择是我 我鼓起勇气去接受 不知不觉让视线开始闪烁
喔 第一次我 说爱你的时候 呼吸难过 心不停地颤抖
喔 第一次我 牵起你的双手 失去方向 不知该往那儿走
那是一起相爱的理由(对我) 那是一起厮守
喔 第一次吻 你深深的酒涡 想要清醒却冲昏了头
喔 第一次你 躺在我的胸口 二十四小时没有分开过
那是第一次知道 天长地久
感觉你属于我 感觉你的眼眸 第一次就决定 决不会错

yay... last pp... but damn yday morning... i saw my neighbour's cat then i pua to... sprain my ankle... haiz... now have to hop here and there... or rather sit in my rolling chair... wahaha... like wheel chair mah... hmmm... i siao liao... simple reason = simple emotion... complex reason = complex emotion... ahhhh...

*pray* must pass pps.. oopx, i haven go bai bai sia... how how... lolx
die liao la...

YES!! finally, all projects over for this sem... arh... but i haven study yet... i think next week is the exam rite... k got one more week...
then P-A-R-T-Y!!!

im so bored... i dun want to do assignments... i want to sleep... dunno y, been feeling very sleepy nowadays... i want to go HK after exam.. but no $$ how... i want to... haiz...
wat's with me now? too tense up bcos i too slacky... no mood to do projects and exams are coming still no mood to study... just being lazy and lazier... arhhhhhh.... :'(

IM BACK!!!
hahaha, i was disappearing for a few weeks liao... i nearly forget i got a blog man... cos busy with projects and stuffs... lotsa things happen.... i swear i din mean not to blog... it just went out from my mind...

weeks after is just projects and assignments deadlines... and im still slacking... wonder wat happen to me this sem... or rather this yr... slacking...
ok start crapping...

i went home late on mon, this monday yes... not quite late only 9 pm... but i din call or anything so i kena it when i got home... i was still able to eat... yes... well, got a bit of brain washing from all that scoldings... i want to be at home as much during weekdays now... other than maybe wed and fri... haha... cos wed, our lesson ends early... so can go out lo... others r plain afternoon sessions... i think i wanna be a new me... haiz... that's 3 mins one... so if i really dun think abt it, i'll be back to myself in around 1 month's time... hahaha...
do not ask me y... i am really thinking abt it... but im me... how to change? one step at a time lar... blah blah blah...

today: woke up late... tot i would be late for sch, but kw is later... so gotta wait for her... went in fc4 to eat... just hate the smell on my clothes when i came out of fc4... cos got the mix of aircon and the smoke, bla bla, also dunno wat, next time i gotta buy the miniature perfume to wear it just in case i go in, come out and smell like a fish...
went home, walking with michael, halfway thru, rain pour... so we splitted... lucky there was a bus stop just ahead... decided to take 335 then... however 335 came late and halfway thru, the bus stalled... -__-... got down the bus and realise i forgot to tap the card... -__-... but this bus once again regain its engine... one more stop and i need to get off liao, need to stall for now anot... -__-... of cos i board de bus, dun wanna walk in the rain, even it's just one stop... decided to walk the long cut thru the void deck cos i tot haven stop... until the short walk where i need to cross from one block to another then i found out it stopped raining... -__-... waste my bloody time... nvm... i wont be that "lucky" the next time, i forgive U, heard that??!!

went at 12 to je library to study for wlan... study for 2 hrs then go out to city hall with that pig head... i wonder y i even bother to type out sia... lolx... went home ard evening... forgot wat time liaoz... my aunt and cousins came... more angbaos... haha... anyway, just study past yr paper of wlan... lalala... off to sleep...

chu yi: went to gram's early in the morning at 1030, surprised to reach there first... cos normally we were always late.. lolx... well, for a start, this year is less cny mood cos da yi(first aunt)din come and de shuai ges(de three brothers la haha... FYI they r my cousins) din come too... so abit sian sia... then nv gamble cos dun want to lose money... ya hum... lolx... although this yr angbao's $$ abit standard lah... higher liaoz... haha... but still dun want to play cos shortly we would be going to the hospital to visit my grandpa...
so after lunch and abit of slacking here and there, went to alexandra's hosp... after that is just home... darn the taxis... all hired one... hai wo men walked for quite a dist then got on a cab... anyway just phew we got home... well, for one thing my hp batt is flat then that pighead called twice... haha... oh erm... just took afternoon nap... soon after my father's sis(my aunt la duh) came... had like the last few night meals added together... haha... anyway it's just as delicious...

woken up by phone calls today at 11, then at 12 my aunt wanted me to go to her stall and bring duck and "shao rou" home...
after that, is just slacking, playing some piano, still at basic... -_-, but at least im learning k... then do some last min cleaning... after that is just sleeping and eating steamboat le...
i finally got some cny mood when i watched the mahjong show just now... dunno y also... but i guess mahjong symbolises cny gambling bah... now my spirit is a little higher... still, not as good... cos no deco in my hse and i noe no one is coming to my house to bai nian... sad... and i gotta go hospital tml sia... no good leh on cny... maybe after i watched that celebration thingy, i will get spiritually high again haha... or maybe if u all wanna come my hse, i also welcome... haha... im now just hearing ppl playing sparks... too bad i din buy sia... lolx... anyway, Happy Chinese New Year~

kw and bryan came to do mmwd... we were supposed to go sch for dsal make up... but too lazy to go... muahaha... and i was supposed to meet them for tbcm discussion also... so i called DY to tell me anything after they discussed...
for 6 hours, we did 2 scenes nia... lolx... dunno wat we did also... haha... anyway, went to jp at 5... bought this OP skirt, kinda short but i love it cos it's "short-skirt" haha...
went home, but went opposite to buy some more stuffs with my mom... well, at least i got 3 more new shirts and a skirt for cny b4 today...

eh.... hahaha... nth to write liao... oh i noe! lemme tell u wat happens in tbcm... lolx... were thinking that there might be a presentation last tue, so practice for the whole night... then turn out that baldy give us another lesson's grace... meaning next lesson then present.... that time was a bit relieved but yet frustrated... i memorised the whole thing end up... like that!
anyway, practice speech for thurs again... so when it came for tbcm... everyone was like... oh no, haven prepare throughly! cos needed ard 2 mins of presentation then mine was like darn short...
so baldy just give us preparation to do and then timed us while we do it with our partners... haha, that first timing was like market, all talking at the same time... anyway, after that was individual liao... i did badly, which is to say, im terribly disappointed in myself... i practice and practice and when i m finally on stage... im nervous! so i keep blabbering wat's in my mind, as in what i memorise lah... i think i even forgot to say out the second para then directly jump to the third which my speech so short... only 1 min seh... haha... lucky it's not graded... or else die...
that is for practise for our actual projects presentation la...
hmmm... which make me think of kw's posing as a bus guide today... wonder how she did... cos it also require her to speak... showing the kids around SP, if u noe wat i mean... lucky we had this speech thingy...
nth much now... at least i think for the next week, u wont see me blogging again cos studying for MST... haiz... and projects to do... k tata...

woke up early at 7.15... but i took my time bathing, end up i din eat my breakfast... haha... so went to fc6 to eat bao... after break at 12, i bought 2 baos... again... yup... dun feel like eating proper meal... feel it's always the same food at the same stall... anyway, kw and bryan came and did projects... got dialogue session, so went to sch again at 330... -_-''(im was being con one)
reach there ard 4.10, tot we were late but the lecturers were just going in... after that, one by one, subjects were being shown on the screen to show which class got prob in which sub... kenneth, soojun, me n bryan just sitting there staying slient... cos we really got nth to say... everyone was like giving agree marks to all the relevant topics... so no prob lo... thus sit there like nth to do... just sit and listen to others feedbacking... haha...
went to bukit timah to play pool.... then play until 630... apparently there's a competition starting soon... so gotta go... that's it... im going to bath liao... cya...

Ashlee Simpson - Love Me For Me

It's been three days
You come around here like you know me
You're stuck in my place
Next thing you know, you'll be using my toothpaste
Step up, sit down
Get ready, let me tell you who's the boss now
Stay here, get out
Everytime i turn around you're in my face

Don't care where you think you've been, and how you're getting over
If you think you've got me found
Just wait it gets much golder

*Here I am,
As perfect as i'm ever gonna be
You'll see
Love me for me
Stick around,
I'm not the kinda girl you wanna leave
You'll see
Love me for me*

Shut up, come back
Know i didn't really mean to say that
I'm mixed up, so what
Yea you want me so you're messed up too
I love you, I hate you
If you only knew what i've been through

My head is spinnin'
But my heart is in the right place

Sometimes it has to have it's self a little earthquake

repeat *

I've been waiting all my life
To finally find you
Just so i can push you away
And when youre crawlin on broken glass to get to me
That's when i'll let you stay

Oh,

repeat *

Love me for me

Whoa, here I am
As perfect as i'm ever gonna be
You'll see
Love me for me
Stick around,
I'm not the kinda girl you wanna leave
You'll see
Love me for me

i believe dreams are the opposite of reality.... but sometimes i wish to be in reality too... cos lately i ve been having terrible dreams... like it were to happen to me... if one day i were to ve terrible(very) sweet dreams, that must be something very wrong is going on in my life now... or something good has been taken away from me... u always wish ppl sweet dreams, but in fact they dun want it to be sweet, where often they find themselves in the opposite direction of that dream they just had... but if i want my blissful life forever, wouldnt i be having nightmares forever?? argh... there's just another imaginery conjunction of mine... haha... maybe it's the room im living in now... maybe it's just me, having all kinds of unneccessary troubles... maybe... just maybe... i ve foreseen wat is going to happen in the future??? hahaha... crappo... anyway, nowdays i really hate dreaming... well, of cos daydreaming is definitely alright... and sleeping without dreaming too... love my pillow, bed.. haha... watever... love sleeping but loave the bad dreams im going to ve or shall ve... if reality were to happen the same as the one in dreams, that would be really unnerving... good and bad would turn upside down... maybe i watch too much charmed la... where the show is abt magic existence and non-magical world... it's like between good and evil... if either were to cave the whole world, it would upset the balance...

went to st lukes's hospital to visit my grandpa... first thing i saw was the resemblance btw him and my paternal grandma who died last year... not say the look la... but the saggy skin and how weak he looks... he used to be so vibrant... all happen when he fell... well, when we reached there, he was sleeping, not awake enough to greet us... after that we left for westmall where i was going to take my sim card... halfway on the path, a sweaty fella just stopped us and told us that he lost his bag where there's his wallet and phone inside. then he asked to borrow 20 bucks to take a cab... first thing my mother replied was, "You just need to take a taxi to ur block and tell the taxi driver to wait for u while u go and get ur money..." then we went off... a passerby asked us if that guy has asked us for money, she told us she din gave him any too... tot he was a cheater... well, the guy himself looked that suspicious, how could anyone trust him to lend him 20 bucks? anyway, my mother asked for direction from that lady and off we went...
at hello!, that stupid fella had us wait there for 1 hr... then give me the sim card... it will then activate at tue after the next working day(which is mon).. there was this lady who was introducing us to 3G... then when my mother asked her abt the plan price... she told her classic plan had no free incoming one... iOne Plus has... and there i was rolling my eyes... cos i told my mother to upgrade my plan and she din believe classic plan dun ve free incoming calls... well, anyway... watever... watever it is, if i had to buy a new phone, i must use my own money, asking her to pay is like... 200 and below maybe... more than that is that impossible... we'll see...
so went to da yi(first aunt)'s shop cos my aunt and my mother wanna buy clothes... tag along cos my cousins already their mother to go too... just go lo... went upstairs and watched white chicks... haha... guess u already watched it... but it was hilarious... lolx... oh btw i saw the trailer of phantom of the opera, and they keep toking abt it, so kinda wanna watch it... haha... dunno la... next time bah... elecktra first than that lo... i also have no idea wat elecktra is abt, but some of my classmates went to watch it on fri then dear dear also wanna watch it... so i anything lo...
after the show, we went home... well, not actually home, but went jp to shop... bought a shirt at 77th street... that was all cos most shops are closing already so there was nth to shop... find another day to shop all over again... hehe...

wah... i dying liao... recently spend my money like flowing water... i think mostly spend on that day when we went that pub alone... just now left 2 bucks after sch... but i was thinking wat to do with 2 bucks anyway so might as well spend it to end my agony... lolx... thus went to play pool with michael and soojun at clementi... play for 1 1/2 hours, $8.30 so 2.70 per person... pay micheal back 2 bucks, cos no 70 cents wat... not even sure got anot... hahaha... mon then pay him back lo...
gotta clean my wardrobe le la... then buy new stuff... haha... cny wat... haiyo... the thing is after cny that week got term test leh... sian sia... so let me enjoy this weekend first b4 i start on anything, be it projects or studies... haiz... gotta zZzzzZzzz le... nite ppl...

yday went out to eat... then told my mother not to cook even say i'll go home straight after dinner... actually wanna go ajisan one but too late already so me, dear and soojun went chinatown to eat lo... wat happens is she brought us to the food street... but as she bought back her tang yuan, it was starting to rain, so me and bryan went to walk abt while we wait for her to finish eating... after that she called me... was supposed to find somewhere to eat... but then was browsing at all those things... and i finally bought a bag of sweets for 2.40... soon found these hawker stalls, went in and buy my food... started eating and that's when i realise my phone was GONE!!! i was thinking... god, dun play such a practical joke on me... so i was calm at first... then when i really thought it was disappeared from my bag, i started to panick... well, they couldnt see the panicky expression on my face cos it's still straight.. so dear called my phone and he says he couldnt reach it at first... when soojun called again, the fella hung up.. so that's when i noe my hp was stolen... they called a few times... at first the fella just hung up or din answer then switch off my phone!!! darn the stupid thief...
use bryan's phone to call my mom, gw says she's bathing so i said i'll call later... after that which she called back... i told her abt my lost phone then she told me to go home first...
went home, was abt to bath so ve to go in my brother's rm to take my clothes and to report my lost to my mother... kena scolded lo... first thing she said was, no more new hp for u liao... imagine u saying that to a person who just lost her hp... wat was i suppose to do without a hp?? then say my hp put outside... easy for ppl to target... but i din noe it's that easy wat... it's convenient for me to get my hp u noe... then she says, "say what after dinner come straight home, now wat time?"... okie that one i nth to say.. third thing she reprimanded me for not calling back and there she was wondering where i am when she couldnt reach my phone then gotta call bryan in the end... i was going to call after i finish my dinner and how was i supposed to noe when she finished bathing... that's really minor issue lo... but she's more angry with these than with me for the hp ive lost... now the thing is i cannot use any thing to communicate lo... other than msn... i was supposed to tell kw today that i was late for sch then dun need to wait for me... but then i no hp, how to msg her?? then i found i really need one... haiz... cannot call her also cos i forgot her no. lah... god... lucky she's there at the control station waiting for me... turns out she's also late... haha... went to negotiate with my mother for a new hp... she told me to wait for a newly created sim card first then she'll see... i think she really wants me to carry her 3310 lo.. argh... watever la... get a hp to use first then see lo... haiz...
i gotta sleep now... ciau...

today's morning slept from 2 to 8 something, msg kw to discuss abt project.. tot she dun want to do liao... soon fell asleep again from 9 to 11... while i went bathing, kw called... must be abt the project... so it is... meet them at 1 at city hall control lo... in the end i first to reach, tot i late somemore -_-'' ... went esplanade lib to discuss SDT... then halfway kena shoo by the librarian... then went marina square lo... after that, went orchard shop liao... haha... did for 1 hour only... li hai bah.. saw that zhu tou and her parents... yes sj u... haha... she still haven online bet she haven come home yet... haha...
went jp after kw left on purpose... hahaha... anyway the whole day is abt looking for perfume... and dear bought a ECHO one in lucky plaza.... haha... anyway got to go sleep liao or else i not going for sdt tml liao... haha..

sat... went out at 5, meet dear at clementi for lunch... then took the north-west train to somerset... haha... cos we were still waiting the others to finish their buffet then going to watch movie or something... i dunno wat time we reached there, but as soon as we arrived, they passed out $$ to buy tickets for the show... but bcos i dunno whether i could go anot, i called mother but she refused la... cinderalla must reached home b4 12 u noe... haha... she still tell me to meet them at the bus stop at somerset cos my family were at orchard... the show cannot be watched cos they dun want seats in front i guess.... or watever reasons, they dun want to watch le... after that went heerens walk walk until the guys r done with their dinner... discuss where to go next lo... i was so having complications... go or not go... cinderella ma... haiz... they decided to go to a pub in chinatown... since they said 1130 go home, so i want to tag along as well... well, how i persuade my mother is complicated la... whatever it is, i get to go le lo...
cos jiayan rode a motobike there, the rest of us just take the train lo then follow her instructions to reach there... arrived at 1030 i think... they ordered 4 jugs of beer... i had 2 1/2 mugs... cos i rmb whenever i drank until 3/4 empty, the girl who serve us would refill our mugs... they played daidee... huiyi and i just sang one song, well, or rather i am not counted cos my mike is spoilt... whatever it is... it's until my last mug of the beer, then i totally felt saggy.. meaning brain dead... haha... no la... giddy... is that wat u called drunk?? lucky that was the time when all of us were supposed to go already... michael wanted to take NR one... but it's quite long leh... plus the four of us(me, michael, weiseng and cheeyong) could share 2.40 wat... haha... so we took the cab lo... arrived at the clementi busstop at aye to stop for weiseng then reach mine next... but since the 3 of us live near... so they just stop at my block... I.T.E(it's the end... opps) not the other one... dun think wrongly... tata...

can i relax until cny is over? hehehe... liew, sp ar... tell us to work when this collect $$ hols is coming... haha... projects and tests and stuffs... stupid sp... stupid u stupid me... argh... worse is when u dunno wat to do with the projects... feel so helpless... dun mention that guy to help me... he is good in stuff, but when it comes to projects, we dun listen to each other.... im so afraid we will fight due to these darn projects... seriously, i suck in projects but u dun ve to tell me that straight rite... that's y the reason i dun want to do every single project with him... bcos of conflicts in our relationship... ar, but i pity kw... up till now, she seems to be with him in every projects... lucky dsal is not out yet... or it is?? i nv check... nvm... sometimes it's good to change members for a while... so u can experience to working with other ppl instead with sticking to old ones... im not saying he's bad, get wat i mean? for tbcm, kw, him and i were so lucky to pick out the same group haha... but ve to change cos of ppl's objection lol... so i ended up with DY's lo...
ar... change subject la... abt outings, hehehe... as i said b4, cny i very free de... so we can go each other's to "bai fang" hahaha... u noe wat i mean hor... and ktv, i ve 2 partyworld vouchers... one expire at the end of this month... so guess we ve to find a wed to go lo... cos fri nights and weekends cannot wat... chalet har, isnt kw's bday next?? or any guys?? if it's kw, then april then can.. oh good, that's when our hols rite?? or exam :-( ?? i cannot org la... i suck in everything... best is lurver or cs hor... in favor of them, pls say i~!? haha... im just gathering ideas from everyone... tell me in my tagboard pls thank u...

Let Me Cater To You
Cause Baby This Is Your Day
Do Anything For My Man
Baby You Blow Me Away
I Got Your Slippers, Your Dinner, Your Dessert, And So Much More
Anything You Want Just Let Me Cater To You
Inspire Me From The Heart,
Can't Nothing Tear Us Apart
You're All That I Want In A Man;
I Put My Life In Your Hands
I Got Your Slippers, Your Dinner, Your Dessert, And So Much More
Anything You Want, I Want To Cater To You

my brother rummage thru his stuff and found our last yr's chalet photo... last yr was so full of memories... chalets, outings and stuffs... hope we can do it again... shall we ve another bbq or chalet?? those in favor, pls say i... haha... oh and anyway, i realise this year chinese new yr haven discuss where to go sia.... haha... this yr, i guess i shall be very free, so u can ask me out to go bai nian anytime... lolz...

i realise i haven been blogging for the past few days... lazy la... cannot blame me... haha... and wat happen to our jiemeiz's blog sia... no one post de... write something there also good wat... dun let it be a display haha... oh ya, it IS supposed to be a display... anyway, been sick so din update... there's nth much to update abt ur sickness. just sick sick and sick... and i m ok!!! hahaha...
new year eve... where i go ar... forgot le... boring day la... so now it's 2005 le leh... i still dun ve a new year resolution yet... i dunno how to write either... if my resolution got also = dun ve... cos no determination la... hahaha...
going to update yday and today's stuff la...
yday after sch, went lot 1 to pei soojun,michael and bryan to play pool... was thirsty so went to coffee bean to buy ultimate mocha first.... drank it b4, nice one, go try it... after that, ard 7 like that went home lo...
yday tot today's going to ktv to celebrate yiqing's bday one... then cs told me cancel liao... so sian liao lo... dunno where to go... then after sch, keep calling ppl to go out but they dun want... tml then go out lo... i did went out with dear la, cos he's the only person available wat... haha... no la... he also going out with his frens... i just tag along nia... went queensway lo... he bought a jean for 25 bucks... ok lo... cheap wat in there... then his fren bought a shoe also... went orchard to eat, planning to go there to watch movie at first... wait for his fren's gf at cine... too bad the show is not available in cine... so we just ate there... after that i went home cos they going to tm to watch chucky(dunno wat name), the movie... so now very free, come back and type these... haha... dunno tml doing wat also... sianz...

look sick, feel sick, am sick... hate the idea of getting sick... now cannot go ny countdown bcos of that... im outta here...

24th dec... lesson ends at 100.. kinda anticipating for the activities after sch... meet others at the train station then starting to discuss where to go... joanne, sheng, jj, cs, chinsher, yq, betty and dan then came to the station... kw went to yvonne's to eat lunch, promising to join us later.. lurver has to go home first to change... then i passed my sdt book for her to keep cos too heavy liaoz.. we wait for her at queenstown... yq went home to change first... then the rest of us went to chinatown to eat some dinner at mac... were going to go k-ster together one... but joanne, sheng and jj dun wanna go and spend money so they went home lo... haiz... so we came to this k-ster where the service is terrible... sang for a while then kw and yvonne came... however the guys were going after a while later... yq came... so left me, betty, kw, yvonne and yq singing lo... sang from 3 something to 8... wah i tell u, they really switch the thing off at 8 leh... no good one... haiz... bad service, bad timing... after that went to somerset, or rather heerens, to find bryan and frens... kw dropped off at city hall to go home then yq and yvonne went off after i found bryan... betty dun wanna stay also go home liao... actually i was hoping all of them wouldnt go off one by one so we could celebrate together... but...
well, hanging out with dear and his frens... we walked to ps, his frens went to arcade so we went to eat at food court... erm... walked to orchard, just trying to avoid all the spraying cans of white foam... well, bryan and his fren bought some cans too... after 12, ard 1 i guess, went to ps to take a bus to ecp... ck bought a tent along so i went to sleep in it at ard 4 and woke up at 6... after that, just went home and took a nap for 3 hours... well, guess that's that... tada...

mon sch, tue sch... however i forgot my dsal book cos i left it in tbcm class then after dsal tutorial ask magdalene to help me open the door to the classroom to retrieve my book... she overshot our lesson by half hour man... so the lesson ended at 5 instead... haiz...
today happy cos going out after sch... haha... lecture ended early so bryan and me for for betty and the guys("supposing alot of ppl")... turns out only betty, yq and dan... we reach raffles liao then left only me, dear and lurver... lolx... went to cine to walk about... then bryan went off at 245 to learn driving... so me and betty went to eat at burger king... walk walk around... we want to buy alot of things... somehow we go and choose presents... then choose very long... haha... walk until orchard OG, then betty want to buy shoes but no shoe size available for her... walk walk in there lo... after that went home liaoz... she took bus i took train... haha... then in the train, saw michael(my sec sch fren) and buddy... they also bought xmas presents... haha... they got off at city hall, but saw them again at raffles place(cos i transfer there wat)... i think they saw me but whatever... haha... anyway, that's that la... blog again after eve i guess...

wanting to choose a piano at the salvation army... so went in my cousin's car with my parents and brother... but it was not open on sun... waste my time bathing so fast then haven properly comb my hair... haiz... anyway, went to my uncle's stall to eat... ard 1245 then went out... they send my parents home then sent me to cck's mrt station cos i was still early to meet dear and his frens... anyhow la and i tot they would be late wat... so i din see them they din see me... until he came and find me... ar whatever... went suntec lo... dear say today's motive to ask me out is buy me my christmas gift... haha... cannot believe it at first... well, then shop for a while still cannot find wat i want... so want to watch movie at first but the seats are limited... either first front rows or later too late... so sian liao...
went to asian food fair... bought something to drink and walk around... last day of that fair so quite alot of ppl... food are quite delicious looking and im tempted... but im determined... sianx la... cannot eat this and that... anyway, went marina square walk about then finally went to the food court to eat... wat's wat i cant remember... i think that's it, home sweet home... i was definitely unhappy to learn that we were going out with his frens, but soon i feel alrite since i know them too and after the going out thingy too... sleepy, light's off... nite...

suppose to go out with betty one... but they couple couple plus cs not going then i very extra u noe... so i meet kw instead... she want to buy shoe while i want to buy belt.. we went orchard... went in by taka to go heerens but then there was ppl jam... haha... so we went out in the rain again... lucky it's small... went to look at the belts first... saw this pink one then bought it.. kw says she'll wait for her sis to buy... then we were off to look at shoes... halfway, sit down at mac to drink my hot plain water lolx... gossip abit then went mphosis to find shoes but the heels quite high... finally went charles and keith... kw was taking her time looking thru the shoes... haha... in the end still cannot find suitable ones... then went to the nearest food place to eat... the heng wat sia... lolx... kw wanted to develop her photos so we went home soon after eating...

yay... finally last day of the week le... think tml going ktv... finally cos im a bit better liao... whew... it's been over 1 week, almost 2 weeks liao... at least my nose is not blocked any more, it's just my cough... hope i get better soon... haiz... go lecture hall also very xin ku one u noe... i dun want to go see doc bcos it's really minor la... drink more water and eat less of wat u cannot eat can liao lo... at least i can see improvement in my sickness. at that means not every doc can cure u... hahaha... who m i kidding?
anyway, did dsal prac today... frustrated bcos i forgotten my java... finally teacher post ans on the screen then i get it... haiz... terrible... gotta revise again... kw got her book from joanne's fren liao, and i think im gonna get it from her classmate... that way i dun ve to spend 20+ bucks haha... anyway, think i gotta see u guys tml rite... so cya guys tml!!! hehehe...

wed ar... went home to find that my brother din cook my macaroni and cheese!! sobx... then i force him to cook lolx... he was supposed to make my lunch for me anyway... if not i ve to starve... i just ate 2 baos for lunch leh...
anyway, dear help to fix my anime, GTO... haha... the com dun like me :'(... and he install those necessary softwares that we need to use this sem... except for one that is only available for listed companies... during those installation, finally macaroni and cheese is out of the oven!!! smell and taste cheesy... yum... manage to finish most of it... the other my brother ate them... not bad u noe... i noe it would not be that bad since he's my brother lolx... no la... he's quite a gd cook actually... and i mean western food nia... chinese food dunno one la...
dear left at 430 to take his practical driving lessons... told me he was late yday... and so pay for 1 hr fee... that's that for wed...

had a long break today, all bcos of us dunno whether to go for WLAN tutorial anot... some went to watch movie, some went east, me and kw went jp then turns out... there's tutorial... but we heck care la... cos no one going wat... lolx... so only nurul and tina went... we came back then she handed a stack of WLAN notes to me for printing... well i was only helping to carry since someone else had to be the class rep... hahahahaa... well, we came back for TBCM... again it's quite an entertaining lesson... we sat in circles again, bcos this time more ppl then as an incomplete self introduction for tue, they did it again... haha... but this time is funnier bcos of ding yuan... loh make fun of him to ask him to start singing by pretending he's a sg idol and y he was kicked out... lolx... anyway, after the intro... he gave us this pic to intepret... it's this guy who's dressed as a woman then a kid saw his father then tio stun lolx... after that, he told us to think of a phrase in a language that we dunno... like u r a chinese, u cannot say something in mandarin or english... fun rite... then he just talk talk talk until lesson ends lo... 2 hrs leh... wat can u do... lolx... hmmm then went fc 6 to print the WLAN notes and went home...
i think im sleeping soon... haha... good nite...

this is the 2nd sch day.. well, interesting thing is TBCM tutorial... it's communication lesson... anyway, mr low had the 8 of us(the rest din come) sit in a circle then begin to intro ourselves lo... something like the first sem's practical reasoning skills... anyway shall not be thorough, but it's kinda fun though... cya and good nite

first day of sch... alot ppl waiting at the mrt station as usual... i think yr 1 is abit more ppl than usual though... anne was late haha... nvm i forgive her... lolx.. so when we went in, the seats were almost taken... gotta sit under the aircon... well, the lecture hall is cold anyway... haha... i tried to sit still without coughing... hard but still alright... haiz... felt so terrible when i was in sch... anyway, had first lecture then prac then lecture then prac... lect was 1 hr as usual, but the prac was worse, 3 hrs!!! i think every prac like that, i could die... of cos there's break in btw la... and from those in btw, i went to the food court to drink some hot water, that at least sooth my throat... and went washroom, like that in sequence so i could not feel any more terrible...
first day of sch was so bad for me... haiz... the last lesson suppose to end at 6 but our pt, peter(i forgot his surname haha), let us go at 4 something... cos we keep pesuading him... haha... well, that's that for first day...

i was planning not to come out with my mother one... but the thought of buying new ipod make me go... cos my brother is buying one... the one that can store photos... went to wheellock that apple store of cos... choose over half hour i guess then bought them.. 1 ipod photo for my brother and 1 ipod mini for me... yippie!!! haha... i was coughing like mad... haiz.. then went to the washroom to cough up "blood"... hahaha... after that i feel much better... oh before that, we went to fei cui restaurant to ve lunch and dinner... means combine together lo... haha... quite nice but they said jp's is better... im not sure abt that cos i nv went there to eat... oh then went to walk in tang's plaza... parents bought wok and stuff... rest abit then took a cab and went home... fruitful i guess.. haha... guess i'll update again soon... cya

im just getting worse and more worse. at first i tot it's just dry cough, then it's some running nose, then it's blocked nose, now i think sore throat is coming up... besides they are together... anyway i ve been eating porridge for the last few days so i think i lost weight. haven been going anywhere for the last few days... i miss outside life!!! hahaha... i was suppose to ve lunch with my aunt u noe, and maybe shop with her, cannot go bcos of my illness.. haiz... lucky bryan's always "coming by"(he's just bored at home cos his frens start sch liao)... well, i think nth much to update anyway since im always at home... maybe if i dream of something wierd(well, i ve sleeping all the time. last earliest record is 9), i will tell u... hahaha...

damned... im sick again... haiz... nth much to update... he came yday to give me more show to watch... wah... i can dun go all day also can... so many haven watch sia... lolx... xing fu... and im too sick to go out, i think i cannot make it liao... gonna die soon... lolx... ciau

sun din go to watch bball match... too far already and im abit lazy hahaha... anyway just stay at home and watch my vcds lo...

yday he brought gto haha... got more shows to watch le... ya he came and fix my com... trojan horse... damned that stupid thing... now im using netscape instead of ie cos ie too troublesome liao... and bcos my brother dl netscape so bo bian gotta use... haha...

after dinner ard 7, go walk walk at westmall, urm then imagine walking from chinese garden, along that jurong east swimming complex then walk back my hse... i think we took 45 mins... only hor... haha... we siao siao one la... nth to do sia... anyway dunno wt to do tml again... sian sia... 1 more week to sch reopening... ciau...

after the discussion yday, finally me and lurver make a decision. that's to go and watch yq's bball match. b4 that we went to bedok to walk around... meet cs at the giant there. then finally meet yq and yvonne to take bus 25. well, his match starting at 7 so we watched other matches first... NUS ppl were there then the others cant recognized... watched the first match.. something against tampines east... forgot which team liao.. the other team won... then it's up to yq team... his teammates and him brought gf sia... haha... anyway... i wont go into details abt the match... just that the score was ard 80-68?? that means yq team, BHR, won.. lolx.. buay hil read... took 25 back to ang mo kio, change to 74 to bukit timah, then took 157 back... so long sia... terrible... 1030 then reach home lo... to think we left at 9 leh... haiyo.. oh at the end of the match, saw dover ITE playing, saw bennedict, searching for weisheng at the game, but he was probably at the rest.. anyway ciau...

thurs was totally a boring day... nv go out...

fri came and i went out with cs after making some undecided plans with my bro... lolx... he din tell me he want to go anot wat... so i went to jp at 3 something... go and help cs find some stupid puzzle as christmas present... wat is a present when u want to give an instant puzzle to a girl sia... dumbo... if u want to noe who he's giving it to, ask him lo... :x
anyway, i miss this fren... it's kinda long since we haven tok... and we r not who we r b4... but given time, we could talk like old times...
so went until 530, then went home and watched lost in translation... damn stupid show... i nearly fall asleep sia... it's abt this middle-age man going to japan to act in a commercial then he met this girl who came to japan with her husband where he has to work. after all that, they din came together la... lolx.. kinda lame...
oh then saw cs's msg saying he saw bryan at marina cos they went to the same place to have buffet with their frens... haha... wat else har... er... nth much... see later where im going lo... then update again... cya

YoU rOcKz GuYz!!!!

y y?? bcos it's so cool inside the stadium!!! thousands of fans screaming at the top of their voices!!!

oh ya should begin at 3 something... i went out with my brother cos he's also meeting his frens ard 345.. and i dun care if im late bcos that fella is always late... hahaha... finally he's earlier than me!!! lolx... okok dun talk abt this... so went to walk at millenia and marina square... guess who we saw at millenia?? rui-en!! she's of cos acting la... but she turned at look at us... i could sweared she was smiling at me... bcos i smiled back!!! lolx... too excited liao... anyway walk walk lo while waiting for dinner time... haha... went to eat at the food court lo at marina square... then took a taxi to the indoor stadium... traffic congested, worse sia... luckily when we reached there, still alot of ppl queueing up waiting to enter... reached the insides, the audience host was beginning to entertain the audience... found our seats and opened the goody bags... insides were actually tea bags sia... they got nth to give liao har... lolx... anyway, a while later, the tv host, which is gurmit singh, came onto the stage... it's not live yet... he just want to join in the fun lolx.. and give us some commands... as the time neared the live show, the screams increased... hoho ur eardrums can burst... need earplugs like wat my brother says... of cos he sat at the balcony seats with no goody bags so they stole them, bad hor, lolx... mi and bryan sat at the terrace seats which is of cos better seats.. haha... he got the tickets from his aunt btw...
as taufiq went for his first song, i din take out the light, what is that... then after that i remember to take it out and wave it abt... haha... anyway, sly's first song or was it second, cant rmb, it's my life, rose the audience into fantastic moods... then the ones who know how to sing, sang along. the others were just as great... of cos there were the group singing ma... and dick lee's niao ge... hahaha... there were the end of the first half, when it was break for us for 20 mins... 10 oclock then start again... so went out to buy some drinks lo... actually i was just happy either way cos i dun support any of them haha... it's just their voices i want to hear then judge which is better... of cos taufiq has a slightly better chance of getting the crown.. when they sang the reason together rite, taufiq went a little off at the beginning of the song... all in all, he did pretty good, sly is good with his an jing wat, he's bound to enter the chinese music industry one...
haha... oh ya, when often it was commercial time, jean and daniel came on stage to entertain us... then gurmit just want us to follow his oh macdonald had a farm... how funny hahahahha... did i mention kallang wave again?? haiz... haha.. and whenever these two idols name was mentioned, the screaming fans were not screaming, they were practically shrieking lo i tell u... really behind me was these group of girls, fans of slyvester, shriekkkkkkkkk whenever they heard sly's name... my ear could go burst man... painful... haha... so towards the end of the whole show when they were singing last of their songs rite, everyone just stand up and wave or dance... well, did u see the shock on taufiq's face?? everytime like that one... when he's chosen la i mean... haha.. anyway, fun night i guess...

so it's time to go, i turn ard to look for my brother then looked up the balcony, he was there with his 2 other musketeers waving the light and swaying with the songs... haha... nerdy sia... lolx... anyway we walked half hour back to kallang mrt station... bcos i should think there no more feeder's bus cos it's already 12 something when we reached lakeside... so walked home lo... haha the day is quite good la... make me cannot sleep... then finally dozed off at 3 something...