yday i nearly die of frustration... i tell u wat happen...
my colleague told me to do mass printing of the 2 original docs.. and he din have a cover page for 1 of the docs... and he din noe that... so i just create one according to the original version.. thing is, the original version cover's font and size are diff from the the other document... meaning both must be the same la... i dunno ma... i just copy the original one, so i din noe the original one was wrong... i did the 30 printings for the cover liao lo... then my colleague say all wrong... nvm, that one i can reprint... what bother me inside is that we have communication breakdown... the cover i created rite, all i need to do is to change the font and size... so i asked him, "so i need to change the font and size, right?" I guess he din understand what i meant, he keep insisting that I should follow the other doc's cover page, and change it from there.. meaning just change the words of the other doc and save it as something else... What we meant is the same thing lo... although just diff ways of doing... but what i think is that my way of doing is simpler rite? but of cos, i still need to save it as somewhere else in the other folder.. fine... i mean, just cut and paste and doc la... what de heck is wrong with u? i got my own ways of doing things.. and he dun get it.. he thought im a little girl who dun understand simple instruction... ok i admit sometimes i really dun... probably bcos i din catch a thing he says, so my brain just want it out of the system. u see me doing documents for him, its really half ear in half ear out sia... incomplete stuffs.. my brain got limited memory u noe... i need to change to a new brain liao... anyway, what im frustrated is the tone that he spoke to me... i noe he's to his limit also... thats y he used that tone.. but thats really no need one lo... just explain slower and gentler.. sometimes i really dun get what ppl are saying, but im not that dumb if u repeat several times and i still dun understand.
wah man... then later that, i was still frustated cos im thinking things through... y m i been given such jobs that doesnt even related to me? if its a job that i find, its ok... cos its what i choose to do... but this is internship... u shouldnt make use of the interns there to do micro stuffs for u rite... we r trying to learn something in advance what we learnt in sch.. trying to add on... we din learn how to print stuff and finding stupid things like competitors crap in sch... all we want is to do the things we r related... like what i learnt in sch was programming, so give me something related to programming man... or databases... at least these things wont let me feel bored... it itself would occupy my mind for the whole day... but something that was really funny and stupid yday is that i actually teared bcos of that guy... i cannot be scolded i noe that myself... but it was bcos of such small things, i was thinking its ridiculous.. haha... so i was doing my replacing of cover page and teared away... no one saw... except after that, rebecca told me, "U looked stressful.." i din noe what to say so i just smile... i kinda hating this guy now.. although i noe hes not that much in the wrong... well, i just dun want to look him in the eye... darn it...

my leg muscles are aching like hell right now... i dunno what happen... but it shouldnt be bcos of the kneeling at the funeral... maybe i stand too much everytime on the train or on the buses.. u noe how it can be when its crowded early in the morning or in the evening rite... wondering how im able to cope with the kneeling later on... its not the knee lo... although my knee still bruising la... but thats not much of a prob.. its the calf and my thigh... arh...

it was raining when grandpa was admitted into the HDU...
we went to visit him, only to see that he was breathing heavily... he was struggling to live. the day he passed away, we were not there. well, my mum says he had a good life. so its fair enough to let him go now instead of living painfully, waiting for death. he was thinner than my grandma used to. i shivered abit when i saw his body in the coffin. when i heard the news yday, i cried in the office. The irony thing is, i was not crying that grandpa left. i was worried abt my mum. she might look strong in the front, in fact, she cried 3-4 times yday. and all those memories abt my grandma n godgrandpa came back that i just weeped... well, that was yday... later going to the funeral again to help out. its gonna last 5 days i think. i cannot imagine when the day come where my grandpa is going to be on a van and my mum will be weeping all the way... haiz... gotta go le... cya

arh... HAPPY CNY! Valentine's Day also coming... so HAPPY VALENTINE'S to those couples!

CNY was ok.. except we had to start work early.. haha..

Before look

After Look

Did rebonding lo... i think its bcos of cny season, that's y the price is unbelievably high... but i still need a fresh look.. so im willing to spend that amount... did i already tell u that it was 190 bucks for rebond and cut? yeah... This is the result lo...

darn... another pang of sadness and jealousy... -_-''

Stupid daniel =X u dun let me see you on the street... i'll skin u alive... lolx... betty, im not against u... i noe if i against ur dear, im against u... but this fella go n send stupid email!!!

P.S. dan, u can only tell betty ar... or else....

the annual dinner and dance is coming, but the cost is 55 bucks per person... who wanna go? To be serious, i haven been to one yet cos my secondary sch graduation ceromony dun ve... I figured most d n ds are like those balls where u wear night gowns and tuxedos and then you dance.. that's y its called dinner and dance... DUN SPOIL MY FANTASY... lolx... every american schools has this prom night i think... To see whether it's really my fantasy, i might go... yea, even if it's 55 bucks... haha
Oh, and another good thing is, my 21st bday coming! And my god-aunties buying me diamond!! cool... but i was wondering if i should choose a ring or a necklace... cos i scared i might scratch the ring... then again, i would like a ring... lolx...
I realise i possesses lots of good stuffs.. even though most of them are not spent by me... lolx... the ipod mini, the swatch/adidas watch, the w550i phone, HP laptop, my converse shoe, my makeup kit counted?? thats all... i cant think of anymore.. haha...
i spent 200 bucks on my hair... and was kena scolded by nearly everyone... lolx... but i am happy i spent this money... i think afterall, this is MY money... everyone should have a first thing to do everything... although this job is internship, but it is my first money earning job...
i discovered, to my dismay, that alot of ppl that i know are leos.. it is because of a certain characteristic of leo that i do not approved... my boss, literally, is leo... and i learnt that virgos and leos are not that compatible... i used to think that if 2 ppl loves each other, it doesnt matter whether their personalities are suitable anot... if they do not know how to compromise, everything is gone like the wind.. in the past, i do not believe in horoscope... now i even find the comparison between a couple. whether they match anot... a certain personality of a horoscope would definitely be the opposite of another... or rather calm the other down... it either helps or it nails the other down... aiya.. just saying lar... of cos, i still dun mind compromising... lolx...

IM PISSED OFF!!

dun talk to me.. im angry now.. at who? at myself.. i begin feeling mood swings these few days.. or is it just after the weekends. my mother n brother had brought up the facts that i dunno how to be a good person. they ve list out all my negative points. though u think it may be my points only... but i can tell u my negative points are definitely more than most ppl ve. u needa me to tell u cos 1 point is my physical body... that makes the major of my weakness already. bcos of my body, my mother keeps worrying for me.. abt my well being. not that its not good... but it could be that bad that i dunno how to take care of myself... for my 20 years of living, i ve a mother who constantly care for me. she's the best.. however, she also make me to be dependent on ppl.. i could nv be independent.. another thing is, she din teach us lots of things in the past. she din tell us to do household chores since young. we nv ve the habit of washing the dishes or washing the clothes or cleaning our own stuffs. although we r brought up nice and good, i nv learn how to take care of myself. she always take food for us, thus spoiling us. always letting her to serve us. i nv know how to buy food.. cos i always bring food to sch... i always dun want to go opp to buy food cos im lazy.
i inherit all the bad points from my father. i inherit his insensitiveness, the bad skin, the stubborness. as a result, i dunno how to care for ppl, always thinking of myself first. i dun think of their feelings.. its always a bad thing for me.. no good first impression always.. im dao.. i heck care about the stuff ard me. the priority is me... although i wont let myself die of starving, i still concern abt me. and me only. friends? i dun ve any b4 poly. maybe those were aquaintances, but i dun call them friends.
now work just sucks.. my mother thinks i offend my supervisor cos i nv get any work from them. now at work is just slacking. though now i still ve something going on la.. updating the database.. rebecca gotten all the job.. they ask her to stay as well.. my mom tots its becos of my poor job performance, my daoness, my constant illness.. of cos u all ppl know that i can be sick for long.. they dun. she also told me that i need to report to them after i finish my work. apparently i din care. i gotten a B though.. the first month i gotten C. the thing is, they din ask me to stay.. well, not that i care.. but its just frustrating..
all these just add up and i bottle up my feelings.. i haven had this feeling for quite a long time. today, i just bcom moody.. they better not talk to me...
another thing, wats going to happen to me after i graduate? i dunno wat job to take up.. i suggested being a part time nurse.. my mom says im cannot take up the job.. they'll need me to fill the medicine bottles n i would just spill them.. its true, i COULD spill them. im just that clumsy. and i dun ve the balance. which make me think of another thing. i cannot drive. i cannot control the car. i cannot take the steering wheel in my own hand and make a nice steer. cos i simply cannot balance the car with my shaky limbs. its only natural. did i say i nv do PE b4? do not ask me wat my CCA was. sports? dun even think abt it.. i can only swim..
my nerve tangles.. i dunno wat happen to me whenever i start to walk or when i suddenly stand up. something just pull me back. i stopped to let myself recover from the bad nerves. i nv tell my mother abt it. i figure if this prolong, i might develop a bigger problem. one day, i shall go to the SGH for checkup. it starts to happen when i was in primary 5. yes, i can tahan this until now. but i tot that my grad ceremony is coming, my parents r coming. i dun want ppl to know that i ve this prob. y u think thats going to happen? cos i gotta take my cert and when that happens, my nerve r gonna go tangle up all over. what is going to happen? as usual, im going to ve to cope with it lo. y m i blogging this? i just wanted someone to know. so far i only told my ex that i got this serious prob.
bcos of my dependent n my prob(my nerve and my shaky limbs), i can nv take those food with soup. y u think that i always ask ppl to help me with them? cos i knew the soup would spill. i would look like an idiot going to my table. and before i reach the table, i would look like an idiot standing n staring in space. bcos of this, im able to do anything for u ppl. forgive me.. i could not offer to buy drinks, not offer to buy food.. forgive me.. is that y im unable to take care of the ppl ard me. cos i can hardly take care of myself. im such a loser.
y do i not want to get up from my seat to get things or go to the toilet? cos i would again, stand n stare into space like a goondo. u can laugh. but its not a joke. its something terrible. i called this the pakis disease. or at least i tot so. according to the medical book, pakis disease make ppl lose control of themselves. and i tot i gotten that. n the age range who should ve gotten that disease? 50 n above. i dunno y im one of the rare to get that. although i din really go to the doc to check my prob but i figure out it should be this disease. whatever.
for those who read this blog. pls do not spread. its only for ur concern. thanks.
whenever i think of these problems, i think im a saddist. i rely on ppl too much.

today half day for me again... wat else? sick lar...
i went to work thinking that i was getting lack of sleep so it doesnt matter... but then later i really cannot tahan liao... wanna go home so badly and then my limbs like cannot move like that... so i just took leave and go home ard 1130.. sigh... might as well dun go work... i came home to sleep of course. haha. ate my cough medicine and slept... only to find out my body heat increased... so after i woke up, i just ate something, and took panadols.. then bath... i think im okay rite now... except for the dry throat... maybe i'll sleep earlier again later.. if im still not okay tml, at most skip work again lo... i really develop this habit of not going to work liao... haha... dun really wanna go there anyway, though i got things to do la... lolx... when im in this state, normally i cant do things well, let alone do my work on the com... i got so frustrated just now when i dun ve the mood and the energy to work.. so i was thinking, what the heck, might as well go home rest since i cant work properly... at least i may be able to report to work the next day after a good day rest.. haha... im only an intern after all... not needed so much... though pay's been cut la... haha... yes, finish crapping liao... cya... btw, i finish watching bleach too... haha...

i finally come back to work after a day of MC... i dun wanna go polyclinic de... for one thing i noe, the queue is always freaking long... i had to wait for 2 hour before i can actually see the doctor!!! and poor me... i had to spend the new year at home alone! did i say that already? lolx... well, the wait at the polyclinic was so long that my head was not giddy after i went in... haiz... i was feeling better so i decided to go to work lo.. to think i get 1 more day MC just in case i not feeling well again... shouldnt ve gone to work... was coughing until like siao... haha... yea siao... haha... sianz... lucky tml is thurs liao... mon public holiday, tue din go work... haha... the week end so fast sia... lolx... oh btw, if kw u r reading, carmen sent us our christmas presents le.... there's one for tina and sj as well... she sent to me to make me the santa... lolx... but xmas is over leh... well, this can be new year gifts then...

i was sick for the first few days liao... now still abit giddy.. i think i became sicker after the new year eve eve that is on fri...

thurs - after my family left for the genting, ard 3 pm, i came home to tidy up... i ve gotten half day off cos i really wasnt feeling well... i slept until 6 and went opp to bank in my cheque and bought some food.. guess wat? ive forgotten to write down my acc number on the cash cheque n i just threw it in! i realised that after i threw it in... dumb ass... haha... did some laundry n i went to sleep ard 11...

fri - my throat was feeling better so i went to work... instead, rebecca n june din report to work... guess they fallen sick too... i met some of them to eat... there was ken, cy, mike, bryan, seng... the 6 of us had our usual dinner at cine's cartel... after that we decided to sing at party world.. trying to get sj and jiayan to come down as well... jy says she no money... sj booked the last early slot at 11pm... can u believe it? last early slot leh... n it's not even eve yet... cos after dinner it was 9 pm then we ve to wait until 11 -_-'' so we went walk walk for a while lo... mike went home cos he got work the next day...the crowd must be due to the holiday seasons... we walked ard orchard, waited for sj at the station b4 we went down to party world.. we sung until 3 lo... bryan cannot take it so he left ard 1 something... haha... i figured its so late liao that jy dun wanna come my hse ton le... so i din call her... its so happen that she's at home waiting for my call... so sorry man... later that night, we booked narnia at 4 am... wah lao... the show is ard 2 n 15 mins like that... the story is so-so type... lord of the rings is better in terms of fighting.. haha.. i was going to fall asleep if it's not for the last few exciting parts... took off after the show... barely can walk a few steps, nearly stumble... i always feel like that after a movie... or maybe i was really tired and blurred that day.. reached home ard 7.30...

sat - i was having sore throat few days b4.. when i slept ard 8 am that morning... the soreness was gone after i woke up ard 3 pm... instead, i got runny nose n a giddy head -_-'' i din get a fever, so y is that i feel giddy? it was better(i ate medicine) after i rested from 6-7... i think i did laundry and then forced myself to go down to grab some food... (i was trying to get mike n cy to accompany me to eat but mike was not ard) i ate and had medicine for my flu... watched bleach n went to bed ard 10pm...(mike called to ask me go sls, but i was really giddy to get out of the hse) woke up at 12 something... haha... and u noe wat i did from 12-3? i stupidly sung jay's new album (i think i haven had enough of him) that i think neighbours can hear me singing... if they r not in bed yet la... i dun think they r cos its new year...

sat- well... its sad rite... to think i spent my new year in bed having flu... the singing's not bad.. at least i sung to myself hahaha -_-'''anyway, i slept until 10am in the morning la... still having sea-sickness(feeling's the same la) so i din dare to ask ppl out... crap la.. if i din fall sick... maybe i will be happily celebrating outside... ive been sleeping too much le so i din sleep for fear of getting giddiness again when i wake up... so i just watched bleach lo... i ve been dling that for 4 days le... episode 1-50... its supposed to be quite fast... nvm la... finished dling can le...

N finally, my family's back! ard 8pm... i told my mum to buy some food for me... cos i really cannot go down.. scared if i go down, i will be stumbling all the way... im still having giddiness by the way... my mum says bcos i din eat... is it? watever la...

if tml's de same, im gonna go to the doc and skip work... hope so(fingers crossed)... haha... oh i checked my bank acc yday... the cheque din bounce... the money got in safely hahaha...

yday was xmas eve.. boss invited us to his hse to eat... hehe... i shall this u wat happen b4 that first...

fri - after work, went jun's hse to watch wang zi bian qing wa... watched the whole nite until 6, then slept until 11...

sat - went home to bath n then went out again... lolx... ktv was at suntec so we sung until 6 n left... i was late for the meeting at tanah merah.. so henry told me to meet grace there also... she brought her sons as well... one is cute, the other is active... lolx... anyway, boss's hze was wulu la... so need to take henry's car in... kevin has a indoor jacuzzi.. a indoor fishpond... a indoor garden... 4 level (1 basement)... the basement is for entertainment.. there's a theatre and wine bar in one room and a pool table in another room... i din go up to their rooms to explore though.. haha.. anyway its quite fun la... we gossiped abit outside the station after henry took off...
me n cs went to meet yq n von at the mccafe in orchard.. town was packed.. so we had to squeeze thru the crowd.. tok tok until 12 something and they went to watch movie le.. we just went home after that.. glad to be home... haha... well, merry xmass ppl!

last fri - my boss invited my colleagues and i to go the new opened MOS.. but i cant go cos i promise to go np party with my frens le.. surprised surprised.. hy managed to ask 12 ppl to go... its like the same num of ppl when we went thai.. anyway, crowd was ok.. drinks? no alcohol.. buy 1 dollar per can of softdrink.. music is nice also... anyway, we went hawker to eat and mac to slack then went home. nth much actually..

Zhou jie lun.. zhou jie lun... jay chou... jay chou... !!

friday din go out and the whole week was like slacking away.. yday went singing with my cousins and went shopping at imm.. night went to eat at my popo's... tts all... maybe later gonna buy new hp le.. so excited... :D arh... nth much to post anyway... cya next week...

previously i was MIA.. now im BIA! cos i got nothing to do at work and at home.. haha. i want to take a leave, sit down with my fav gang and talk kok.. if the rest of my life is like tt liao, i cannot rest in peace. really, i was thinking my whole way thru the train journey. working ppl == weekday: work from morning till night, go home eat sleep.. weekend: play or rest, but its only for 2 days.. after that the whole cycle starts again. freelancer diff.. u work then u earn, u dun work, then u die of hunger. lolx. yea i was talking tt ang moh in my previous blog rite. he's apparently(i realise my colleague keep using tt word, haha) a freelancer. he step in once into the office, and they ve no idea when they will see him again. but if i can choose my job, it would be something i SHOULD BE very good at la.. currently, the thing tt im good at is.... .... .... ....
cant think of any... forget it.. i cant think, i forever eat wind... do i continue working or do i take up a course in overseas U? even if its U, i dunno wat course im gonna take up. even its job, i dun want to continue in IT line. the contradicting part is, if i dun take up this line, wat m i going to do? nursing? psychologist? not good enough for tt.. r&d? research wat thing first? nvm.. teacher? quad not high enough. Accountant? no related course in tt. Banker? same thing la.. if i take up new course, i ve to spend another 3 years studying then can take degree course.. then can look for a job... i dunno wat to do... arhhh...

sunburn arh.. hot hot hot... my skin peeling liao... whole body darn red... got ulcer somemore... stupid boomerang... pain sia.. originally is numb only.. but these few days eat hot stuffs so getting worser...

since work start for a month, its been like a tradition thing tt we go out on fri and sat liao... but my tradition is... fri night meet sj tt company go eat and drink coffee until 10 something then go home... sat is either early morning go sing or somewhere with betty tt company.. (no need to specify who la hor)
but last weekend we went sentosa instead.. n joanne jj kw din come... when u guys din come hor, i always feel tt whenever i go, there wont be alot of ppl one... whenever i din go, there will be u guys ard -__-'''
last weekend is also cy's bday.. although we went swensen to eat dinner, nth much is special... went, of cos, to coffee bean near paragon...

note: i talking abt diff groups here haha...

working now is also quite sian... since last week until now, i got nth much to do... tml must be the same... but the accomplished thing is the web design n css we created is uploaded on the web.. wanna be a free member? go http://www.12wap.net lo... haha... dun like tt leh... betty join le wor... although she dunno wat we doing la... haha.. its something like friendster... but u can chat online, join groups like project superstars, fly celebrities etc etc.. u can subscribe to these celebrities' moblog and fan club on mobile phone also... my company is all on web n wap de... i heard tt we would have jay chou on our website somemore... but of cos he would not come my company la... maybe his manager would... haha... i just know tat mediacorp ppl did came up b4... no celebrity la... haha.. kk i promote too much liao... =X

book me to go out now!!! (i think i did too much webbie promotion lolx) ciau...

wah sian. i forgot to write in my log book.. later gonna do it.. finally 1 week is down.. 15 more weeks to go.. haha.. anyway been going home late during the weekend.. so abit tired.. if i dun wanna go anywhere, pls forgive me.

fri - after work, went to meet kenneth at somerset.. later mike call to meet me first while ken went to taka to return book.. kw was at heerens so we went to find her.. stand there talking waiting for the others to come.. soon ken, sj n cy came too.. had dinner at cafe cartel.. bryan n weiseng joined us soon for dinner.. long time no see liao.. haha.. keep talking abt our company... mike is the worse one... he ve to work from 730-430, no desk, sat needa work, run here n there, pay same as mine.. haha.. pity him sia.. he's a technician there, helping ppl repair com n stuff.. lolx.. he keep complaining haha.. cos next day he gotta go work early so he went off first after dinner.. kw also went home le.. we arh.. we went scott's coffee bean n sat until 10 something then left.. 12 then reach home

sat - woke up early.. met them at cityhall to sing at marina square... the kbox there is new n so r the facilities.. toilet good, no ppl smoke.. tv good... lolx.. we sang until 1 something and yq cs went for their fyp discussion.. me betty kw continue.. lolx.. i nap abit cos yday late sleep then so early wake up.. left ard 3.. walked ard.. found one pair of shoes tt i like but its ex n then i need the shoe pad to fit nicely... so nv buy.. kw went home after that.. me n betty went to find the guys.. sat there nth to do while they do their usecase specs... played game on the laptop lo... so sian no connection as well... ard 5 something we gals went shopping again cos i wanna buy stuff but i din find anything to my liking n they r so ex la.. no $$ to buy... had dinner at the foodcourt.. left ard 730 to catch the bball match at indoor stadim.. late so took a taxi there lo.. 3 by 3... lol. if u wanna noe, its wildcat vs bullets... erm wildcat won hor.. the black must be wildcat rite? lolx... anyway, we left the stadium ard 9.. went to eat beancurd at geylang... sat until 9 something?? i only noe 10.15 reach kallang station.. haha... this time earlier reach home... 11.30...

sun - actually wanna go out with betty de.. and maybe find the guys(they doing fyp again) but i was really really tired... i was woken up early like 9 la.. when my eyes are blurred when i wake up, i knew tt day i bound not to ve any jing shen one... y i couldnt sleep? cos my bro ve piano lesson at 1030.. he started to bang the stupid piano at 9 something... b4 tt someone called so its very chao... was quite late when betty says we meet later maybe ard 4.. i was thinking too late liao la.. then i no mood to go out also... sorry bet.. but i would rather sleep haha.. n my relatives was coming.. more sian... i slept once they came... from 3 till 6... so song... haha.. anyway i watched vcds in my room.. then my bunch of aunties came in(cos got aircon) lucky im too absorbed in my show so their nosiness din affect me... until that dvd is finished then i went over to my mum's n continue watching the rest of the episodes.. orh i was watching lian ai zi you shi(told u guys b4 rite) a hk version of ren wo ao you.. finally completed the whole vcd liao... arh... say until here... n its time for my bathe n sweet dream... lolx... gotta go.. nite

went to work at 7.30.. reached there half hour earlier.. im the earliest.. no one arrived also... haiz... later they give me n rebecca a laptop n a pc each.. i took de laptop... the md called us in to brief us abt their products and stuffs. then we were allocated diff tasks.. actually i only heard tt she wanted us to do something abt the webpage.. i din noe she was referring to me doing a sketch for the homepage.. rebecca was doing something else.. she's been told to do personalised page for the superstars.. later when i showed michelle the sketch tt i had, then i realised tt wasnt wat she wanted but she give a good comment on my suggestion.. then we discussed abt the homepage n wat it should ve.. finally i gave her the drafts of the homepage. she told me to do a sample for her tml.. ard 6 we went home le.. the earliest to go off too.. haha..
i dunno wat i should bring tml.. the cd to install dreamweaver? or photoshop as well? cos the laptop has nth lo.. no other software.. the only photoshop has expired.. sians.. aiya i gotta go sleep le.. shaggy today.. the chair is hard la.. to think i face com everyday and wont get sian.. but today i face com i very sian liao.. haha.. see tml how la... must be the chair prob... not comfortable one.. rebecca got to sit in nice cushion chair wor.. lolx.. cos she using pc ma..
oh we met sj n cy today after lunch... seems tt their work place is near us too.. im so happy.. next time can find them eat lunch liao.. ciau..

went to sing at suntec kbox with betty, jj n joanne. sang until 3 then left while the guys fyp meeting is soon to be over.. we just walked back to train station n then to raffles city to look for something that jj wanted to buy.. but still din get wat jj wanted to buy.. met the guys at chjmes there.. dan went out with frens n jj went home le.. walked to bugis for lunch... had katong laksa n sat there for a while.. wanted to walk to rochor to ve beancurd.. but too bad it din open.. so we went further down to eat at a hawker.. had fruits cos no desserts there.. i dunno y either.. after tt took mrt home.. tts all.. short doesnt means my day out is not fun.. its fun as its always been.. :D but too bad we ve to separate le... *sob* sians arh...

i forgot to give kw yday my donation card n paper to hand in for me in sch today so i went to sch today since i need to hand in introductory letter to my LO also. meet them and went to hand in the necessary stuffs and went to eat lunch liao.. saw jiayan, kane, ziyu, jaron also.. had jaron to try the cheesecake which ive brought... he says its abit sweet n ve the pineapple smell.. haha... cs u la... put pineapple for wat... lolx... anyway, the others try it too.. like wat i said lo but its still not bad.. haha.. sat at fc 6 while jj, joanne n kw went fyp meeting.. left at 1.30 n betty left for her meeting.. stood at the control station for ard 1 hour plus b4 deciding to go settlers at holland v. kw went to meet her fren, jj went home n cs went to bbdc.. took 106 to holland v... its already 330 when we reached settlers.. had a student package without meals, each person 6.60.. but then we ordered another fries for 2.80 so each person 7 bucks like that lo.. played pit first.. played 1 new game.. it's a word game called apple to apple where u form sentences using cards.. we played tt after we played cluedo while the guys played risk.. betty left ard 6 for her work.. we left ard 7 to look for cs... then they went home le... me, cs n dan went to eat at the fc there n also headed home after that... took a cab to buona vista train station then took mrt home... tts mostly wat we did today... tml we going out again.. haha... but this time is singing cos long time nv sing liao... lol... tml update again... i go watch vcd liao...

yday went to sch for itp briefing... gotten log book n went in le.. last 1 hr ba... after that kane ziyu came to look for us... theres a buffet outside n ppl r meeting their LOs... i was looking out for peter leong... went to eat as well.. then happy... i think only kw noes y... dun tell arh... met with peter then off to find de rest of them... these group arh... they separate to eat or go for the Univ talk... so me n kw follow sj weiseng bryan ken to eat at fc4... me n kw meeting cs, betty, jj they all to come my hse for making cheesecake so we left first... went jp to buy some ingredients then went home... realised i dun ve biscuits for the base so went opp to buy lo... bought a drink as well.. i nv really knew wat took place after that.. cos i was busy washing/clearing things.. i know cs grind the oreo biscuits n put it in fridge.. then erm pour 1/4 cup sugar.. waited for the cream cheese to melt... mix the rest of the ingredients... boil the syrup from the can of pineapple and put 2 pineapples inside... added gelatine.. then added the rest of the ingredients in... after the thing cool then place it in the fridge... by that time it's already 4 something ba... then watched abit of day after tomorrow and they went home lo... if i got time, i shall make it myself again... haha...

arh sian... stayed at the home the whole day today n yday... watched a couple of shows including charmed, w&g, joey n despo hsewives... went down b4 watching to rent 3-6 episode of hk series each... there's the yun hai yi gong yuan which is showing on channel u weekends now... cos theres a few episodes we left out so rent those... rented another one similar to the ren wo ao you... its hk version one called lian ai zi you shi... watched them today le... think tml gonna continue the weekend recorded show cos haven finish watching yet... i very sian... once i thought of going to work n getting up early for work, i feel uncomfortable... haiz... wanna sleep more... wanna sleep early so i can sleep early during work days too... one word... bored~~~ i wanna go sch find them but if i go sch then i ve to come home again very soon cos nth else to do ma... so sian... hahaha... forget it, sleep at home la... lolx.. waiting for work to start~

yeap... my company is clearhub at chinatown... and rebecca is my colleague... for those of u who dunno her... she's that abit plump girl who got a tatoo and wear skimpy clothes everyday to sch... anyway, happen to check for the others as well... bryan is working alone.. weiseng is with jerrick and some other person(dunno who)... sj is with cheeyong n some other person... din see mike, vin, dy, kenneth de... huiyi is with another unknown person to us... the pp goes by company's name so i happen to see theirs... anyway, happy working =(

jj came to find me at the level 4 cos we plan to go together with betty... however bet told me her ezlink card is with her sis n if we were to go out for 2-3 hrs n go back then she might not go... cos she at night gotta catch a coach to genting with dan... kw called me n finally said she wanna join us as well... so me n jj went outram park to find her and headed to clark quay to find the guys... (i met them on the way to sch... they went off first) they were at settlers cafe playing game... yvonne came as well.. we decided to play that jungle game where u grab the totem if ur cards are the same... the loser would ve to take the winner's stack... the player who clear his card first win... i played that game b4 with sj n company... weiseng bought that game ma... haha.. anyway.. played cluedo after that game... took a long time to figure out that game la... cos we all forgot how to play le... the helpers forgot too.. haha.. still abit gong abt that game... haha... we took 3 hours play 2 games only lo... kinda waste time... left ard 6... went to eat n they went home... me jj n cs went jp to buy ingredients for cheese cake... yeap we wanna make strawberry cheesecake... haha... tml then do cos tml nth to do.. i gotta find them next week in sch le... they starting sch but i haven start my attachment yet... another week to go... anyway, that's all for today... i go watch naruto liao.. cya...

been doing nth else but watched vcds for these 2 days liao... n im beginning to feel a lot sian than b4... finished watching vcds yday... sleep late during the hols too... make me feel like i cannot sleep when its b4 1... its too early... got a sleeping prob liao... if i still cannot sleep early, i might not be in the best mood while going for work. another issue is that i ve no money.. not thinking of going out at all, thats y im stuck at home... then nth to do at home... im lazy to do household chores.. sleep too much... watch tv too much... nv eat cos dun bother to go downstairs to buy... sian arh... dunno whether need to go sch to check for the itp posting anot... no announcement... nth... lucky work is starting soon.. but... thats wat im afraid of too... a new experience for me... i dunno wat will happen to me... dunno how the staffs there is able to accept me as their colleague... dunno how im going to tahan the whole day without my fav bed.. haha... arh... cannot bake things cos oven spoilt... very disturbed now... dunno wat else to do... although i just wake up, i want to sleep again... niao... crapz... dunno wat happen to the other person who's in my life... dunno wat is happening... cos no one telling me... basically its temporary empty now... sianz...

apple crumbles... abit burnt on the top but the apple still taste fantastic..


only part of the cookies we made... haha

decided to go jj's hse to bake cookie and make apple crumbles le... went jp wif jo n jj to buy the neccessary ingredients first then wait for betty, dan n cs to eat at the foodcourt at b1... walked to arcade to find the guys cos they left after eating... walked somemore... abit waste time i think... i just wanna finish lunch n go to jj's hse cos i still gotta go out after baking.. anyway, finally went jj's hse... prepare everything... mix the whatever with the whatever while bet n jo cut the apples... realised we had not enough apples so while kw had not arrived yet, asked her to buy another 5 red n 5 green apples... while waiting for the apples, we mixed another ingredients for the chocalate cookies... kw came with the rest of the apples haha... so betty n jo cut them and add water n brought it to boil.. after which we just trying to make our cookies shapes n designs! after the apple crumble is baked.. we left it aside and continue making the cookies which are meant for 5 dozens servings! lolx... anyway, the crumbles are nice... esp the apples... baked the cookies... n we left around 5.30.. quite long rite... but we made loads of cookies leh... had to go jp n buy something for weiseng... took a cab to his hse later cos he said he paid me back ma... haha... anyway, played mahjong at his hse lo... nv expect i would win once... haha... nvm la... playing only ma... happy can liao... no money involved... ordered a pizza ard 8.. stopped playing mahjong and had our dinner... after that just slack around... discussing abt our next graduation trip already... wahaha... it's either taiwan, hk or china ba... so cool... cant wait... haha.. slack until 1030 then took a cab again with cy n went home..

my art of slacking is watch shows, blog, stare at com, or sleep(nap few hours)..
today i had the same art of slacking... plus another one... reading the book i just borrowed n reading pilates.. however i haven start doing... just lazy to do... no mood to exercise nowadays.. dunno y... just wanna slack n slack...

went out with jiemeis on thurs... too bad kw nv join us.. met jo at 12.15 pm at je.. we both late haha... when reached tanjong pagar, jj board the train.. then headed to aljunied to meet betty.. she late cos she went to dan's hse b4 we meet.. gave them their cat's shit n a magical pocket for jj... hehe..
anyway went to eat dim sum nearby... the amount of food is ok la, for 4 ppl ma... quite full also after the drink.. haha...
went bugis street after lunch... trying to find my nail polish and hair band.. jj bought nail design paint n i bought an earring..
cs came to join us... went lib... then suggest go bake cookies at my hse.. they agree too.. but then my oven cannot use so we decided to go jj's hse instead... anyway, i borrowed a book.. betty borrowed the receipe book and we decided to bake one apple crumble... hehe... think gotta make more ba for extra ppl like cs or dan to be guinea pigs... hahahaha... erm oopx... sorry bet...
went back parco n went to kinokuniya for a while... cs wanted to eat so accompany him go fc eat dinner... jj n i shared a hei zhi ma.. nice~ after that went home le...

below is my brief description of the thai trip...

Day 1 -
met cy and mike at je mrt station to take train to airport. reached terminal 1 and met up with the rest. ate mac then went in the gate liao. after the flight take off for an hour or so, my ear start stinging cos the air pressure too huge. soojun also felt the same impact. lucky huiyi told us to blow the air out then i'll be able to survive. anyway, arrived at bk & felt a little excited. board a mini bus to asia hotel. it was ard 7 in the evening so the traffic is jam. during the jam, watched vcd on vin's hp and on the dvd player tt mike brought. check in hotel and ate at a nearby small restaurant. expected thai seafood. however im having a wound so cannot eat much. bought drinks and tidbits at 7-11. played cards at bryan's rm and went back. it was quite late le but still seng and sj dun wanna sleep so accompany them to take tuk tuk(a scooter-taxi) ard the area. we went for abt 40 mins and sj paid for it. but when we reached the lobby, she found out that her hp is lost. we dunno how but she must ve lost it on the tuk tuk so we asked every possible tuk tuk drivers and the staff to help us find. no sooner, huiyi n kane came to find us. we waited outside for the taxi to come back but no success. so went back to the room ard 2-3 am. cant sleep already so we played 'Heart Attack' to relax sj. after that they went lobby to eat while i slept. i set my alarm SG 6 am so in thai 5am i woke up le. by tat time, they came back too. when the others went back to their own rooms, mike, cy n bryan was woken by them. went down to eat breakfast ard 6.30 then wait for the rest to come down.

P.S. the time i put down is in bangkok time. SG time is 1 hr later

Day 2 -
checked out of the hotel ard 8 am and board a coach to go pattaya beach. it's coach cos another group joining us. arrived at pattaya for lunch. went to the temple n soon after, board a boat which take us to the float market. de market is when the seller boat come near our boat and we buy.. that kind one... also fed fish with bread. went to another flee market to look ard. we went to buy mineral water buy it taste so wierd like toilet water. lolx. took de boat back to where de coach was.
i think after that we went to snake farm.. n watch the performance.. i dun really remember already haha.. please forgive me.. anyway, got lots of pills make from snake organs. din buy cos too epensive although there's this snake placenta that is very good for females one(male of cos cannot eat la)..
urm.. i think it's the all kinds of skin factory next. they use animal skin to make wallets. after that, tiger farm ba.. watched the tiger get tamed lo.. b4 that, they took photos with the cubs. it's already evening... din ve dinner n then went to watch ah gua show. vincent told me then i realised the 'girls' nv wear bras de.
went back to the hotel. sunbeam hotel is definitely lousier than asia hotel. no hair dryer de. check in n then went out again to roam ard. once out of the hotel, turn right n u can find a stretch of bars and clubs waiting. haha. walked to hardrock n huiyi bought a shirt there. same price la. not much diff. took a bigger taxi back to the hotel.

Day 3 -
set off for the beach and water activities!! erm i will update more once i get my frens' photos n videos cos i currently forget where we went le... haha... but it's definitely fun!

continue -
the other photos r with vincent n his gf n the videos with cy but i can show u some taken by huiyi.. she din take the one at the beach so i will describe wat happen here.

the morning's here and after breakfast we walked to the beach. yes, our hotel is near there. while another took a bus there, we walked. haha. anyway, board the boat to a platform where the boats parachutes r waiting.. at first i dun want to play, but jaron played b4 n encourage me to play also. then the others also went ahead so i joined them for the extreme fun lo. the life jacket was heavy la. a little difficult to walk with that on. then the fun part came! the parachute hung me up high in the air n it turn 1 round the platform(the dock). at first i just "weee..." n then i enjoyed the scenery. the feeling is maybe when u play the rocket shooting at theme park but with water underneath u lo... and flying ard. the photo they took is so funny. haha. like im preparing for something big. lol. k la enough abt that cos there's more.
took the boat again to the beach. it was a bumpy ride of cos. i just had dizzy spells that's all. wah lao, after the whole thing, i can still feel myself shaking. haha. we had the first ride on the banana boat. the one where several ppl ride on it n then they capsized u.. thrilling.. maybe the first time im playing so it's quite fun.. the other members were soojun, jaron, weiseng n mike... i think the others had less capsizing than us.. we had 3. hehe. went back lo.. they were discussing whether to play jet ski anot. i tot jet ski is the pulling as u stand de so i din join. cos i had enough of falling into the water n get water up my nose liao. in the end i almost cry. jetski is the boat where u sit n maneuver urself where a instructor is behind u. i wanna played that! to think i missed that! cos after that they went for the pulling, the one i told u about. me bryan n kane went for a walk. they pat me in sand! again, the photos are with vin so next time then i show u ba. the girls had a piggy ride on the guys haha. not me i din go deeper into the sea. still can stand la but i just din go. end liao lo. went to wash the sand out of my hair.
yet another is to come. we headed to the island where the guns spot was. the guys fired either a rifle or a pistol. sj tried a pistol too. i noe this is in my wishlist but i just dun ve the guts. haha. anyway, the sound cracking was so loud it nearly burst our eardrums. n pics taken(with the rifle). headed back to the beach and went back hotel to bath.
came down to meet at the lobby. ar.. forgot we go liao. update later if i remember.

oh yea. then the massage. the 12 of us wanted to try the massage lo so the tour guide brought us to the massage place. change into a pyjamas then let them massage whole body. wah shiok man. was dozing off liao then the lady told me to turn over. haha. so shao xing. anyway after that we went down to eat yu chi n bird nest's soup with coconut. hehe. we rich rite? no lar... share de. haha. that day is mike bday so how?? hehe... we went back to the hotel n bath while sj n huiyi went down to buy cakes. the whole thing is so funny, all in the videos. i try to get that ba.. haha. smashing cake is the traditional thing of our class liao. but the cham thing is we messed the room up so they had to paid for the coloured towels ba.. haiz. mike paid for it when we were going to dreamworld theme park next day.

Day 4 -
set off for the theme park. dunno we went elephant show first that day or previous day i really forgot le... anyway the bus journey was really long lo.. ard 2 hours like that. all fell asleep due to the previous night hectic. ate lunch there. i only played viking n the cup ba. it's not a small cup leh. ard 20 ppl can sit in it then it really spin like hell out lo.. i can still feel the twirl. lolx. they played 2 more - the mine train(according to them, it's nth) n the hurricane(360 turn) n then we left the theme park cos we r already late for the meeting time. haha. maybe the jewellery factory is next. i just remember i was very tired then wanna sleep liao. it's none of our biz in our jewellery shop ma... no money to buy also. but ding yuan got one for his mother ba.. n huiyi n jaron got 1 each. dunno where they got they money haha... we spend alot liao leh. went twin tower to eat ba.. i also dunno wat happen after that le. i should ve update once i come back but i lazy. lolx.

Day 5 -
went to the popular weekend market le.. cos day 5 n 6 our free n easy days liao.. we splitted into 2 groups. then our group we splitted into guys n girls group again. haha. cos abit difficult to shop with each other ard ma. each group call hp so can call if emergency lo.. we discussed to meet at 1.30 pm for lunch. went to the change money first b4 shopping and splitting.. then we were happily shopping. clothes were so cheap!(each ard 100-180 baht == SG$ 4-5) lolx... bargain our way thru too.. other than clothes, sj n hy bought alot of earrings as well.. i only bought 1 haha.. it's time to go back to the meeting place le.. then we trying to find way out. we came out ard 12.45 le lo.. still was finding a place out of there and back to the entrance. the place is huge la!! we found the standing clock but still no use... alamak... asked the locals but wherever they pt, we still cant reach the station leh.. walked for ard 45 mins liao then bo bian call kane lo... went to the money exchanger to wait for them.. feel so guity... haiz... anyway, i believe we were dying of hunger liao.. took the train back to the hotel to change and put down our shopping goods. walked to MBK to eat at MK restaurant. we could walk cos it's near our hotel. our hotels location very good rite.. anyway MBK is a famous shopping centre in bangkok. had a banana split at the end of the steamboat.. each person pay ard 200 baht(SG$ 8) for the lunch. it was ard 4 something already so it's consider our lunch and dinner. after that split again haha. i think mike and us went shopping ard... he's our bodyguard.. haha. walked ard MBK then decided to go hardrock so we asked ard how to get there. but the local says it's closed until 10 pm then open. it's still early lo ard 6-7 like that.. so we wanted to walked to siam square instead. but half way we went to an alley to look at clothes. then sj n mike found a cheap manicure shop! its ard SG$ 4-5. sj n huiyi chose a design each to do.. as i watched them, i also wanna do liao. so i pick another one. haha. ended up doing as well. ard 7 something went back to the hotel to wait for the others to go to the night market. somehow we r early cos we planned to meet 8.15 at our room de.. haha. early cos nth to shop le. wanted to go night market then shop more. we tot the market is near so we walked there. however that night market is not the one we wanted to go to. so we took tuk tuk to that salom market. it's a long stretch of shops lo. then must U turn one. bcos of the whole day's walking le, my toes having pao already.. but still wanting to walk ard.. the guys had nth much to buy but we girls haven finish shopping :p so they follow us instead.. cy n me, weiseng n sj, kane n huiyi separated to shop.. hy wanted to buy the slippers which sj bought at the weekend market.. we looked ard.. the shop keeper sell at 450 bahts while sj only bought for 180 bahts lo.. so keep searching.. cy n i look out for it as well.. then came to this shop, he selling at a high price too.. but when we walked away, he gave us 100 baht! but hy was not there! bad timing.. haiz.. continue until the end of the stretch.. walked back n met them.. they told us there's another short stretch inside... so while they continue, we went to that alley of shops lo.. in the end bought quite alot, n that means spent alot as well haha.. cy n i finish browsing the shops first so we called the others to meet at haagen daz instead.. as expected, they spent alot as well haha... had a very nice ice cream n smoothie and then took a cab back to the hotel..

Day 6 -
last day le! prepare early for the checkout then went MBK again. cos yday the guys told us there's alot to shop at the last level. but we nv go there.. walked ard trying to find things to buy as souvenirs.. but nth much leh..
ate lunch at a japanese restaurant in MBK... i tot i not much money liao so i picked the cheapest set($5).. lolx.. dy and mike n vin had a exp set each(ard 330 baht = $12)
in search for jeans, we also continue to look ard for the slippers that hy wanted.. the standard price of the jeans is 750 baht each n they managed to cut to 650 baht.. we wanted a 600 one so walked ard but impossible to find a cheaper jeans so settle for the 650 baht one lo.. haha... as we tried the jeans, we had 4 guys(splitted again with others) waiting for the 3 of us sia... hahaha... so funny... really like bodyguards.. cos they helped us hold things as well.. paiseh leh... nice of u guys...
me n hy bought jeans each, sj din cos she din find a suitable one.. after that, went down to buy pork floss home.. bought 3 packs for 460 bahts.. still walked ard finding slippers.. it's either too ex or no size for huiyi.. sad.. as i found a slipper at a side shop selling at 99 baht, hy also found her slippers! nice one... in case u(my cousins)r wondering.. im sorry im din buy for the rest of u.. firstly i no $$ liao, 2nd the size is not we ve tot.. if my size is 9 1/2, i dunno what size u guys are.. if i anyhow estimate n u dun like then it's not worth it liao.. no time liao... gotta reach hotel by 3.30-4 pm to go to the airport... the flight is 6.55 pm.. went back n put some stuff in our luggage.. took the asam that we ordered from the tour guide and boarded the mini bus... too small le so the rest sat in the tour guide's 7 seaters'.. they so shiok la.. reached ard 5 something.. check in and walked ard trying to buy food back to sing.. but i just slacked there.. sj n hy went to buy coconut agar agar.. waited for the entrance again.. finally went in but still the flight was delayed cos alot of planes taking off at the same time as well.. arrived in sg ard 10pm(noted. now im talking in SG time liao) checked out and went to buy alcohols.. hy wanted to buy hard liquor for fren de but i wanna buy as well so in the end she nv buy le.. the total costs of mine is 74.50 bucks(not baht, haha).. went to take a cab with cy and mike. reached home ard 12 liao.. haha.. that's the end of our trip... im sorry it's not brief at all... haha... i just wanna say everything but some things in thai nv say cos i dun rmb when liao.. haha.. ciau!

i went for the 2nd interview just now. it's 10 mins walk from chinatown.. the interview went smoothly... he din ask much... n he told me wat they do... it's quite fun actually.. cos he demo on his mobile phone the wap portal they doing... there got sms, mobile blogging, photo, surf net etc etc..
wat is sian is the company just now is abit hard to find... n to think i tot it's a large company... haha... it's just a shophouse.. yea, a company inside shophouse... meaning got upstair downstair one... but kinda small... i asked several ppl but they dunno where it is lo... no wonder la cos so small... haha... anyway, just when i was finding the 90 club street rite... the company name caught my eye lo then i was thinking "wat the?".. cos beside it is a cafe leh... kinda wierd lo to ve a company there.. lolx... not that im finding it small la... just that it's kinda cool in club street cos there got loads of bars and pubs around... if ppl u ever wanna drink, look for me can liao... wahaha... should ve hawker around ba... wanna find something to eat also quite easy... so i like it... haha...
i was saying clearhub pte ltd is small rite... n really inside only got 4 staffs... plus me maybe 5 ba(i will get in rite?).. that's it ba... gotta pack liao cya... update when i come back..

had a bad fall on fri... due to that, i din go for betty's bday party n sentosa.. so suay la... everytime u guys meet for something good, i cannot make it one... haiz... anyway, grateful to joanne for sending me to the clinic.. thanks to my cousins for coming to "visit me"(u think i dunno ar... coming to laugh rite... -_-) anyway, just appreciate la... thanks for all those ppl who asked... im ok le... honestly, it's healing... hope i will be fully healed b4 i go for thai trip... haha..

watching da chang jin... of cos haven finish la.. 80 episode leh(i assume cos 1 disc got 4 episode and 20 disc in total)... hope to complete b4 i go thai again haha... but unlikely ba... tml got loads of things to do... got to go clinic, then interview, then exchange money... sianz haha... i mean the interview... k la... gtg le.. cya

was slacking at home the day b4 yday... and the day b4... haha

yday discuss with the guys abt the currency exchange then went out with soojun to go shopping le... it's been a thousand years since i go shopping!! haha... went to bugis... ate lunch and walked around.. found that there's nth to walk in the mall so went bugis street instead... ever since the renovation, i haven step inside bugis street... so yday when i went there, was like "!!! wow so big sia"... kept turning rounds cos so many shops until we lost... like maze... still we managed to get out in the end la.. looking for the things we wanna buy failed in bugis street... mission unaccomplished... sad... so we went back to bugis junction... was darn tired so sat down in coffeebean without ordering anything... haha... around 5 le then we stood up...
went into sasa the moment we saw it.. wanna find eyelash curler.. but in the end i was thinking, if i dun wanna buy mascara, wat's the purpose of that curler? y dun i wanna buy mascara? cos too ex... haha... but i din come out empty-handed either.. lol.. i bought maybeline's blusher, 2 empty bottles n a nailcleaner(wat's the proper name?) at $1 each, n a makeup kit bag(to put make up la...) was really thinking of buying mascara de... but i would to spend another 20 bucks wor... suan liao lo...
anyway, wanted to buy pantene's hair mosturiser in watson... but then "wat the heck, maybe can get cheaper at mama shop..." lol...
soojun ar.. on the other hand wanted to buy shoes, swimsuit or jeans de... but cant any that is to her liking... she found one pair of shoes meant for work one lar.. but too ex le.. it's not matching to jeans too... so nv buy.. din find any swimsuit or jeans..

y we nv buy clothes? good qn... cos we everything wait for thai trip then go shop till siao... the purpose of yday's shopping was to prepare for thai trip... not very purposely rite... wat has makeup kit gotta do with de trip? haha... later then buy my mosturiser ba.. i ve a list wat to bring for the trip le... it's supposed to be light.. haha... but somehow i lost the list... gotta write again... good in a sense that i may miss out something... decided not to bring my ipod there liao... scared later spoil or get stolen.. then i sian diao... oh yea... wanted to buy flip flops/casual wear for thai also.. but i cannot find... so that time very sian liao until i went into sasa... haha...
y need flip flops or swimsuit? cos we needa go to pattaya beach.. haha.. n played water activities ba... envy? hehe... then tell me... if can, we go next time lo... currently should be outta money when i come back... but if it's m'sia, then i guess it's ok... hehe... anyway, going out later... update more when i come back...

how... haiz... yeo lay wah called today to tell me the company wanted to interview me... so she put me next tue... lucky the trip is on wed afternoon... it's at chinatown, at club street... it's called clearhub pte ltd, a wap portal company... included something abt blogging like that... crap... peter bluff me... say wat dun need go interview liao... i was so happy la... now i ve to go thru this crap again... now i wanna to ve full preparation le la... or else get kick out again... cos i found that rebecca is going to interview with me too.. haha... "great hor"... y interview me when u already hired me sia... haha... aiya... now scared but it isnt tml so i'll relax for abit... sian diao la... alamak... besides it's quite far from chinatown mrt lo... 10 mins like that... u come out and walk straight should be able to reach liao... hope soojun and cheeyong would be around there too.. so i ve someone to eat lunch with... haha... argh *pull hair*...
now very sian also... i think i go start on da chang jin which my father borrowed ba... watever shows he borrowed hor always i watch one not him lol... cya tata

sat(oct 1)
the beds and my wardrobe r coming in today!! my parents came back ard noon to kick out the old furnitures that we dun need n made spaces for the new ones... the beds came in around 1 pm... i chose a beige-colored one and a dark blue for my bro(it suits his bedroom very well, bleh :p)... i waited for the cupboard to come that i fell asleep on the new bed haha... n i slept for 4 hours straight... either im too tired or the bed's too good... woke up around 6 ba... ate dinner and watch some tv shows... the novena ppl came at 8 i think... they din do a very good job on my cupboard considering there's loads of gaps in btw and that's chips-off the plank/wood... n they forgot 4 more for the pull-out drawers! i had to live with it until they come... n bcos of the smell... im not able to put any clothes in yet... arh... my room look small cos of the bed and the wardrobe... i ve only one power outlet so i can only put my desk to one side and not move it... or else i would be able to redeco my room... crapz... it is just so cramp around here... my bro keeps comparing his to mine(u n ur room suck!).. -_-''

sun(oct 2)
my parents wanted to eat a pastry buffet so we went early in the morning to jp's delifrance... the bread is small n they had unlimited orange juice and coffee... no wonder business is good... ate abt 1 hour like that and we were full already... went to liberty to buy food... b4 going home... took a look at the beddings outside john little... carried back 3 bed protectors... changed out the bed sheets at home and put on the protectors... my bro cleaned his room(or rather just keep his book shelves neat and tidy, bleh...) i cleaned my room(with rags please) and open my cupboard to air it.. always smells when new furniture come in haha.. still my bro's room look bigger crapz... haiz... see ya...

yday had the last pp of the year! n thanks to kevin for the tips! the qn he asked also got come out -_-'' lucky got the ans from him or i would ve been wrong again... came out ard 10.10.. double-checked the pp... n went with soojun, kenneth n huiyi to fc4 to find dy(he's not taking that subj but arrived early at sch)... chat a while then walked up the hill to find jj n kw... so happy to see the itp guys~ long time nv see them le? haha... cos everything finish le ma... my fyp n their itp... i accompany them to the fyp briefing... wanted to eat at fc6 de but nth to eat leh... so hungry manz.. ate the biscuits which joanne bought lo... went to the lab to finish their submission n discussion for the fyp group.. then left at 3+... kw went simlim tower to fix her sd card... said she would join if she got the time... i suggested we go to Settlers to play... but then reach clark quay n forgot the road... so me and bet went down the north bridge n found the shop... Settlers was full of ppl.. so disappointed, went back n find the others... went to ps instead lo.. cos very hungry so went eat at the food court.. shared some desserts as well... walked for a while... saw weisheng(my sec sch one) at the "fish market" restaurant... he's a waiter there... anyway, went to charles & keith while the guys went of to play arcade... din see any good shoes there so went to look for the guys... played this cooking master game n went to watch a movie with bet, dan, jj and bet's frens.. "the corpse bride" is so lame la... i think im the only one who think so... lol... maybe bcos im so tired i wanna sleep liao.. or the show is simply very "lan" haha... after that went to kfc to eat(although me n jj only drink)... half way, jo, yq, sheng, chinsher came to kfc... they sat at the other table then left soon... nv wait for us... me n jj were really extras there sia... haha... anyway, went to charles n keith where it's lesser ppl... got home around 11...

ard 1 year ago, i was sitting here blogging abt how i din help a man push his cart up a slope.. he was making road for me cos we were going up the same slope... how do i remember this? cos i went to take a long look at my archives... i was thinking abt how selfishness a person can be... my brother n i r of the same kind... but he took a diff perspective now... he helped to impress the others.. well im glad he noe how to take care of other ppl now cos he's got tons of nice gentlemen as friends... said b4 it was initially a sort of "act", but now it's a joy... or rather it's from the heart... hope that it's really true... from a fake thing, u can make it to be part of ur life now... is that y ppl says u got tons of masks in u? u can be a bad guy to some ppl, n change to a whole good one to another... arh... good point... haha... make it a point to remember... u duno a person's real face... but i think u can see it thru a person's eye... try sometimes later... not that i mean u ve to confront that person or something... just observe lo... at least u noe whether that person is lying anot ma... but ppl can also lie without batting an eyelid.. haha.. depends lo... dun be too upset if he/she is lying, maybe he/she is guilty after lying to u... then that person dun ve a great masking after all... lolx... u dun ve clue if that person is real anot under his mask... if that person is not impt to u, dun even bother to guess... cos he/she may be changing every now n then...

haha... kinda fun... oops.. but i dunno how to lie well, u can always see thru if u noe me well... like my smart bro... who can always tell... that bastard... lolx... arh... gotta study le la... cya later... ciau...

mu-muscle-muscleache~~ is it because i long nv do exercise? i merely did power rider ma... n give me the ache liao... arh arh arh... stand up ache... sit down also ache... sore throat somemore.. wo bu yao huo le!!! just kidding... seriously, if tml not good yet... then cannot do anymore liao...
2 more days to mgep final exam... kevin gave me tips just now... then only i noe wat loads of crap we gotta study... i tot not that much ma... arh... nearly freak out... lucky still got night time n tml... tml do past year pp... wat is wat?? hope mgep will get better grade ba... my fyp no hope liao... oh after mgep gotta finish my fyp coding liao... then submit the whole thing to the company better.. or maybe they handed them in liao... i dunno... waiting for friday... n maybe the trip that's all le... haiz... n then itp *yea!*(is that how u theoratically *jump* for joy)...
oh tot of something.. yday i was opening my external harddrive then saw this video clip very hilarious... (supposedly my bro dl one)
it's a host show... n russell talked abt racist jokes... his own kind too... anyway here's the url... Russell Peters' comedy or if u want the full video, get from me lo... or dl using bittorrent client.. (the full version is 57 MB, 45 mins)

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this are the photos taken at the end of our fyp presentation.

i wanna sleep! recently im been sleeping sia... like nth to do... dun even wanna study... still got 4 more days... crap... n i study abit only... haiz... not even 1/4 haha... arh... must be the weather... everything i also blame de weather... make a person mood foul... haha.. though my room also stuffy... i still wanna sleep!! i scare if i sleep through this holiday, i would not be able to sleep anymore when itp starts... arh... that would be torturing lar... for ppl like me... that means i would be craving for sleep n hold them in for 4 months... i bet after that i would sleep for days... hahaha... haven study... my god... now my thoughts r just sleep n study... if i just sleep n sleep then no time to study how? if i study then no time to sleep how? haha... cannot be de... i only sacrifice study n nv de other way round... unless maybe for work n exam lo...
can suggest wat pic to put for this blog? i dunno wat more image leh... i dun wanna put mine liao... maybe i go find other cartoons to put... haha...

the sunlight was "warming" up my bed.. i closed the curtain to prevent the light from coming in and turned on the aircon.. but it was so hot that i couldnt sleep... so i just woke up at 9.. i must be forgetting something or maybe this happened the day before... the blinding sunlight lo... whatever... sore throat is getting worse... drank alot of water then went to eat breakfast... bro went for his piano lesson n came back ard 1145.. ard that time, my mother discovered there was bed bugs on his bed.. n flip the matress over... according to wat he said, the bugs were crawling over his bed... there were ard 10+ of them... took of the sheets and the pillow casing n took it to wash... i realised the new beds were coming next week so i moved my stuffs ard... i checked for bed bugs as well... there's none but changed the sheets anyway.. my parents took down the curtains too cos there were some on my bro's... he was really disgusted, and now he doesnt dare to sleep on his bed. of cos the sheets were changed and he turned on the aircon(my mother thinks it's bcos he's been having the aircon off for days that's y there's more bedbugs... they were there b4...) guess we need to keep the house clean more often to keep pests from coming in... did i mention that there was flying cockcroach, loads of mosquitos in our house as well? must be due to the weather condition... i was really bitten by the stupid mosquitos lo... lucky they were not aedes... or else i would kill them(theorically)...
went to jp's crystal jade for dinner(it's my aunt's bday)... the dinner was not fantastic but i was so hungry that i craved for the fried rice and the zha jiang mian... delicious! went to sport links to look for bags... my bro din get one in the end... my bro n i went 77th street to look for more discounted stuff to buy... not bcos they were on sales but bcos of the membership card... haha... found nth so headed to delifrance to join the rest.... had a fondue... chatted for a while and went home... nth much le.. tata

yday slack at home... nv go online whole day... think i broke my record for a day.. haha... read finish 1st chinese book borrowed from orchard lib... then went to eat mac with my bro... i forgot partially wat happen yday... i think i slept after reading the book.. n woke up to watch a lot of tv.. watched until 10 something ba... then continue another book.. by that time i started to read... im gonna sleep already... anyway that's pretty much abt yday...

went to sing at partyworld on thurs. dy join later on, after that, went to look at luggage bag cos soojun wanna buy one for the thai trip. cannot choose between the 39 bucks or the 150 bucks ones at first. saw another hard one n decided that it will be much worth it. can use much longer too. but she nv buy cos not that much money with her yet.. it's 112.. after that just went home lo... talked to her at train station for a while n went home seperately.

yday, i joined soojun at jp after her fren left. went to look for shoes b4 that, nth interesting. we sat at the coffee bean from 5.30 to 8 pm. haha. i realised whenever we sit at coffee bean, it's that long. in btw, a 4-yr-old boy keep coming to us. he's a shy one. not a bit like my other cousin. when we left, we saw his eyes redden from tears. when asked, his mother said he needs to go to the toilet. poor chap...
went home n ate dinner. read n dl songs to 3 am then sleep cos wanna finish the book. n woke up at 10 am today. am i chao shen or wat? lolx... gotta go... cya...

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just read wang's blog n found that i haven done a thousands things within my 20 years of life yet.. how many 20 years could we ve? at most 4 of them lo... so if im not going to do such things within the last 3 20 years of my life(erm if i ve 60 left, that is), then when shall i do it? maybe i can only fulfil all these when i had my first work pay haha... oh... no dreams before these yet... shall put it on those etcs le... i will only do some of them if it's within my reach... not those that r impossible like drugs taking... oh can... panadol lo... haha... im so envy of those who ve done loads of great things in their lives... im not referring to only earning big bucks... it is of cos included... to be a great lawyer, doc, politician, or CEO of a company(even if it's a small company) is not a easy task wat... think, think hard of wat u wanna be in the future... n maybe u can shape it out... ur own steps... i dunno y but in this case, i tot of my cousin, shujun(not my fren, soojun)... she's studying fashion marketing rite now n recently held a fashion show... it's an advanced course... i bet i told some of these to u guys(to the one whom im referring to: dun be too grateful, im always telling ppl abt something i can boast abt.. wahaha) oh anyway, i was thinking that if she really enjoy this fashion stuff, she could make it big in the future... be some sort of fashion executive, holds dozen of fashion shows n ve big names to come n watch ur products... great... (i watch it on one korean show.. bleh) at least u ve something to show off... i dun even know wat i wanna do next... so be it my career or watever stuff, i vowed to do something... er... that u would be surprised of.. (in my next life...just kidding haha.. ) arh... i wanna do something i cannot do... but i dun ve determination... i noe... someone do it with me? then i sure do it... i must ve the "push"... if wat i list down later n u wanna do it too, pls tell me... so the next time our plan will succeed(wat plan?)
oh crap, i haven do my exercise... oh this is another thing... i actually exercise(0ther than swimming).. u may think it's nth to you... but it is big for me... (for such a lazy person that is)... dun believe it u can ask shujun... i nv take napfa de... u may think it's great... but i found it otherwise... bcos of my body, i dun take it n am lazy to take... n im ashamed that i nv take it b4... (ashamed doesnt mean i want to take napfa now... im lazy u noe.. plus i will nv pass)

oh i ve a question.. do u ppl enjoy me talking abt all these or bored when im telling these? or would rather prefer i talked abt my daily life? (wat im doing today etc...)
i ve alot on my mind which i dun tell ppl... so i can only put down in blogs... if u wanna noe me from day 1... read the beginning of my blog ba... mostly is these stuffs de... the other day, i was telling soojun that i could not sleep b4 the day of my exam so i tot of the top priority of u guys' life... (wanna noe? ask me lo...) she replied "y do u think of these kind of stuffs de?"
i dunno wat to say... i was thinking "yea hor, y ar? maybe im wierd too.." lolx... im not proud of these things... but just proud that i ve a diff mindset of others... sometimes i disagree, sometimes i nod my head profusely... n i think the first time ppl take me seriously when i disagree with them is when i talk sanely... haha... cos everytime i disagree, this face would just come up... like "oh is that so? i dunno leh" the dumb face la... mostly i agree with my brother... y? cos he ve the power to convince me or rather most ppl...i dun ve that kind of power to disagree with him... the sharp tongue if u noe wat i mean... so if watever i say sounds wierd to u, those must be from my brother's de... dunno y, i always follow his thoughts too... (fei hua,we qing ru shou zu ma..) same genes, think alike... im smart one ok... hahaha...

oh i tot of something just now... this is the first time im going overseas with my frens... be it thailand lar... but still it's exciting wat... im going to ask u all the next time we have the money... okay? go hongkong disneyland... dun say expensive... cos we can go free n easy de... carmen n jeremy will sure to show ard de... i can bet on that... hehehe... i m already thinking of graduating trip liao how? haha... haven go this one yet wor.... u want sovenirs ar... $$$... hahahaha... nvm i come back then u give lo(pls dun take me seriously, im just kidding)... just say wat u want... cannot alot... my lugguage cannot take it... hehe...

u think i type too much again? i nth to do ma... just wanna blog lo... maybe next entry will be on wat i did yday n day b4 ba... k cya guys... free hor call me go out... or i very sian... sayonara..

woke up at 9... meeting my cousins for kbox at 11... went je de... sang until 2... the person very zhun.. 2 pm then gan us liao... haha... after that went imm to walk ard... saw jamie yeo n huang shu fang hosting... went to eat at shi lin... eat halfway, then got one TALL person stand beside me n yewen... i tot it's someone yewen noes... but when i saw her, it's jamie... her first sentence "very nice hor".. 2nd "ur skin very good hor".. i still dunno wat she wanted... 3rd "im looking for a face with pimple leh, can help me? it's very hard to find" we din reply her at first... they gave her a 'heck care'/'cant u see we eating?' face... i shook my head n replied "no i dun think so".. then she paiseh liao... n say "ok, u carry on.. dun disturb u liao".. after she walked away, they straight away say "she suaning u all lo"... wanting us to get some facial or something... but we gave her a straight attitude... "go away, now!" haha... so shuang... then start to criticise her liao... wear so high heel... wear such thick makeup... haha... whatever... not keen to know whether we on tv anot... bound to cut that part... too short liao...
went daiso... then xx wanna go jp to check out her fren's present.. so we took tht shuttle bus to jp lo... went kiddy's palace then toy'r us.. bought a weaver machine for yw's bday present... dun look down at that present hor... can weave a bag without using hand de hor... quite fun actually... girls u should noe wat i mean... haha... later on, we went this fashion to look at my jeans... it din fit n doesnt look nice so went bum eqiup... bought a jean finally... that was as their present to me as well.. we haven give each other bday presents ma.. they went home n we went my aunt's.. had a sumptous meal n brought home some too... i guess that's it... tata

yesterday went to meet them for dinner... say 2 pm de... but soojun n kenneth haven finish doing report so i wait for them at home(while watching vcds) until 4.. reach orchard mrt ard 4.30... but no one reach there yet... perhaps only bryan... then after michael came... i went to mac to buy fries n drink cos i nv eat lunch... walked taka for a while to look at lugguages... dy joined us then... we stood aside to wait for the others cos they coming from sch le...

when they came, i saw soojun got a new haircut le from jp's storm... quite nice... we walked to cine to eat at yuki yaki... had a fine dinner... cos they cooked very good.. mike's a chef wor(he cooks at home de)... haha... sat until 8.30 then went to clark quay... stoned for a while then walked there so reached there ard 10 something...

sat outside lighthouse 65 n ordered drinks... the guys ordered a flame... me n soojun had a little sip... she n i shared a tequilla sunrise... not as nice as wat mike ordered(blue hawaii).. dy had ard de world(de person recommend one, that is quite strong).. cy or kane had pico celada/ cocktail.. weiseng - shirley temple, ziyu had a mocktail(forget wat name le)..
anyway, after that, bryan challenged soojun to ve a full cup of the ring of fire by herself n he will pay for her... b4 ordering, jaron called to say he's at boat quay, so we told him to come down as well... after he arrived, soojun drank the flame at one go... she really should ve ask someone to help her lar... haiz... bryan paid lo... after that we left le... me, ws, kane n ziyu went home... the others went for a cup of tea/coffee... they dun wanna go home yet ma... lolx... that's all for de day lo... me n ws just shared a cab n went home le...

i change my desktop theme... n logon to garfield n boot screen to calvin n hobbes... dunno y but i love this 2 comics + peanuts... haha

i love talking abt sad things in blog... dunno y... if like tht i can type longer ba... hahaha... yesterday i was on the verge of tears really... cos of the last presentation... i was so mad at myself...maybe wat he say was rite... i nv put in effort... wat they ve given me, it's that only form, n i screwed it up... im the worst worker on earth man... haiz that's not too bad... the worse part was when the judges came down on me... i was so shaken that i could bearly reply their qns... i think dora noe that i was going to cry so she din ask much... she keep ensuring the other judges that we definitely put in our best efforts... when she said that, i just look down... too guilty already... well, i really din ask mr sim much abt the report that im doing... learnt from that lesson... but it's too late for my fyp...could only use it for work already...

anyway, after that, i just took a taxi *having split headache* n went home to sleep... din take dinner... woke up ard 1 am... wat i did ar... oh, change out of my formal clothes(i very dirty hor lol) n went back to sleep until de next morning...
ve a terrific sleep but a very terrible dream... just dreamt that i was running away from my enemies... again... haiz, y does these dreams always fall upon me? anyway, did nth de whole day but watch tv n fix my com... lucky i still got vcd to watch or very sian liao... anyway, hope to finish the report after webs exam... then can hand in full system to mr sim liao... haiz... really sorry guys... u noe,during that time, i was thinking abt my teammates reprimanding me n my boss saying "see, ur doom day la... none of my business. i told u so..." i hate de word "i told u so"... i nv heed the advice n continue my way.. n end up in a desperate way... anyway, i want to apologise to mr lim for that presentation... but i dunno how to go abt... nvm, i should just send him an email bah... is that rite?

ay... gtg le, good nite...

my leader just blame me for being unproductive... not that im blaming him for his attitude, (he's actually like that, there's nth i can do abt it) but im really slow... n i noe that... to think i spend 2-3 months doing on two stupid forms n spend 1 week trying to fix another form... u would think im de dumbest person on earth... im not smart which i nv keep telling myself... y? cos since young, i believe im smarter than de rest of my frens.. i study better, i think better... so whenever they score higher than me, i would wonder.. is the hard way(du si shu)of studyin is better than de smarter way? n that, my fren, im always not convinced n terrible jealous of my frens... years passed n i still feel de same... though my bro prove much stronger than me, i still insist that im better than the other girls in my class... i would nv talk to them... maybe it's those thoughts that we cannot communicate... n partially bcos of my quietness.. so whether it's guys or girls, they nv approached me n i nv approached them.. it's during these few years then i begin to think that im a total loser... i nv talk, i nv play, i think highly of myself, i would nv mix, n i nv care abt others... y is that so? im not a single child... i should be a good sis... but i always let my mum worries... im weak, would often fell down in de past... n that is y my mum nv let me n my bro go very independent... we r very dependent on her, maybe till now... my brother had lots of fever in his childhood days so it quite scare her abit... we nv have to worry... n we nv ve to care... she showers us with love... till recently, my bro went into jcs n start teaching himself de way of life from his frens... n me? since i came into poly, i open myself up a little... my mother bcame less worried... she's relieved that my brother has a very good social life n i start to mix with frens... to me, frens are the most impt part of my life cos i nv had any real ones... though i nv care, they r still part of me... if they leave me, i will just feel empty... when a bigger part of my life is gone, i realised just how forgo my feelings are... i nv care too much abt my close brother, let alone the others... now i ve to pick myself up, n take a new lead life... i ve no determination(as what my bro preach), all these take great determination... im feeling that im changing too.. r u? whenever i saw how happy my brother is with his prep or his choir songs, i saw de determination n how lucky he's gotten... he has new founded frens who care for him n who he care abt... he has really found a new lease of life... or rather, he always has this life... just that it gotten better since he came to jc... he's so happy... we r happy n those who make us who we r are our frens... our lives could be happier if ppl starts to make their lives happier for themselves too.. u happy i happy :)

i think my hp alarm or de clock is spoiled... yday i set it to be 8.05, it rang today at 8.45! hai wo late... was quite tired after de whole com formatting thing.. arh... dun wanna talk abt it le... it's worse than b4... the window frame is lagging... arh.. i move my window here n there n it lags! crap one... lan dian nao...
anyway, went sch n did my project... was finishing my part le then my teammate said he done it le... waste my time sia... i tot he wasnt seriously when he said can be done... haiz... then wat m i doing there in sch? couldnt ve done report cos nurul wasnt there n there's really nth for me to do le... so my part is basically the report generation lo... n like my leader says so, it's only 2 forms... n im going bonkers le... see them doing make me feel so down... y m i so slow? alamak... ppl can do several forms for their part n i only did one part n i can die liao... or maybe i put good effort in my form wat... they saw my calendar they sia dao... lolx... nvm lar... just happy that i finish my part le... though it's one webform... n i din contribute much except an additional helping in the written reports n slides... argh... feeling so low.. all in all, i think we will be able to pass the fyp module lar... haha... *cross fingers*
went home ard 6 like that... some of my classmates(dunno them one) still haven leave n the lab ve not close yet... wonder wat time they doing until? tml presenting le... i hope it wont be delayed again like last friday... cos last time we really haven been able to finish yet... now sure can de... just dun show de errors, pls... wish us luck for tml... cya... ciau.

went to trim my hair this morning... it looks okay except it might look wierd for u...i shall put up my image later... go bath n watch show first... ciau...

man this stupid blog... i was typing just now again then i accidentally press a link then it wipe out my typing n go to the link... after that i cannot come back liao... so ....

anyway, went sch today... oh gosh, until now still haven do my stretching exercise... crap... i went sch early so nv do... ok not that early, cos i slept late ma... haha.. so just left hse ard 10 something lo... went sch n start doing the bloody fyp... tot we'll be able to finish them yday one, but last min thingy... then cannot do... so gotta postphone the presentation to next tue liao... do the proj until 2 something n left... cos zhengkai's group presenting in that room... but i was already satisfy that the update profile was working partially liao... except for the actual update... haha... i retrieve using the login cookie ma... then dunno how to destroy the cookie... hoping fazzil would solve them... *pray hard*

went to town with soojun n kenneth lo... she wanna change her bag which we bought for her as a bday gift... she wanna find better one ma... went bugis first to check at the adidas there... soojun found two bags but cannot decide so went to centrept(the place we bought) n went to take a look at the other bags... she still prefer the same design we've bought for her only with diff color... so she exchange it with the tag n receipt still intact lo.. after that, walk to coffee bean to eat muffins... we ordered a double chocolate chip n a apple cinnamon.. the chocolate one was fantastic but the apple one was so-so lo... taste like some medicine... lolx...
chitchat abit and went home after that... they wanna eat but i go home eat dinner... see i so guai... lolx... no money lar... haha
k gtg cya

tday got webs interview for her assignment... so early that i had to wear my formal clothes to sch... cos at 5 something got itp interview... between the webs n that interview i did the fyp slides which is due tml... the last presentation of the sem... feeling so good now... lolx... of cos haven over lar... haha.. trying to get the moods flowing...

went to GMTI Building at commonwealth ard 4.30. met kevin(my classmate) at the station... at first i still dunno who he is... until i hear someone call his name then i noe... haha... oh kevin n i having interview at same venue... he's earlier ma... lucky he's there... or else i dunno how to go liao... wahaha... i nv imagine GMTI is so near commonwealth.. hai wo think need more than 5 mins. yday i went to check out GMTI n NHG(National Health Group) came out.. i xia dao... tot i was going to be interviewed for that... if i messed up patients' data then how??? Actually, NHG is not on level 6... Accentures is... thank god.. the manager(i guess) explains that it is a consulting company... that it deals with problems of diff biz... use project groups to solve them... those kind that use programming and databases.. kinda tough... but i still want that job... hehehe...

anyway, talk for ard 20 mins... then went home le...gotta sleep now liao... good nite...

sun is family day... went to courts at jp ard 3.. reach there n wanted to find the set we saw on promotion... but that set is that price excluding matress... well, i wanted to buy a bed... n my mother saw this promotion ma... but haiz no matress included then we sian liao... went harvey norman also nth... b4 going to novena at je, my father wanted to buy the coffee powder at coffee bean so we just sat there and ate some mudpies n drank coffee..

after that, took train to je n went to novena... had a long choice b4 deciding on 2 super single beds(1 for me, the other for my bro) n a wardrobe for me... cos my clothes r in the wardrobe in my bro's room.. so buy one for me lo... the whole package will arrive on children's day... haha... that's all for today... haha... happy that ive finally bought my bed n wardrobe... gotta buy mirror to fit the wardrobe.. hehe..

oh gotta sleep... nite everyone...

morning waiting for ppl to jio me out... but haven so i went to msg my cousins first... soon, soojun called to ask me out... so i told my cousins that we postphone to next week lo... haha...

went out late, so meet kw at cityhall.. reach there n realised she's at control station! tot she's meeting bryan... so i went to orchard to look for soojun first... however soojun haven reach... bryan n jaron arrived first... so i tot.. wierd, did they come together? i tot jaron told me he on the way? (btw, i ask jaron too) then the girls reached... apparently, kw meet the guys at city hall first cos she tot we meeting at city hall, but actually i just wanna meet her on the platform to orchard cos i late ma... haha... sorry guys...

anyway, went to taka n met kenneth there.. out of nowhere, he popped out! haha... wanted to eat mooncake as lunch but too exx so went to eat at ajisen instead... the girls went to toilet after we had mocha icecream haha... shortly after, michael arrived.. n here i tot i was meeting only kw, soojun n jaron! lol.. surprise surprise(sounds familiar?).. finished eating n we walked around cos coffee bean was full... wanted to go to the branch at scotts so went there... there was a table outside... when soojun moved towards it, this woman very inconsiderately took up that seat.. to think she was walking to n fro! so we waited for another table.. went to order a triple decker, a carrot cake n a mudpie... soojun n i shared an ultimate..
they gave me a wallet! i was happy cos i was very surprised when i opened n saw a wallet! a wallet was what i needed at most now... haha... touched that they remembered what i casually talked about.. haha.. had loads of fun too... thanks u guys! had de first wonderful bday ever had... (sad isnt it?)

left the place at 5.30 to join my family at clark quay... we were going to tung lok to eat... cos we had a voucher of 50 bucks... haha..
was still full after the cheesecakes... first ajisen then the cheesecakes then this! really not very hungry when we reach tung lok... so at the last course, i was like, 'i rest first. later then continue.' haha.. but i gave some to my brother.. then off we go... went in to the electrical shop to look at stuffs... then went to the supermarket... after that took a taxi n left...
haha was really FULL today... haha... gotta do situps man.. lolx...
gtg le... cya.. btw, i update my link... those r carmen's n jeremy's! hehe... bb..

was doing fyp yday... do until nth to do.. haha.. then wanna meet jj n betty at raffles place... but we wanna shop so go bugis instead... ard 5 something, i realise i haven do my webs assignment... so i did it until 5.40... n the thing still cannot work -_- nvm.. mon ask ppl to help me... wahaha... so left the place with weiseng n fazzil... we splitted n i went to bugis...

after that, ate at the food court cos pastamania was too ex... had de claypot n surprise, the gong bao chicken is nice.. but the rice taste the same... haha... anyway, went shopping after that.. ard 9 then went home... betty went to look for dan... while we sit in mrt... were tired hor.. finally got place to sit only... haha.. reach home ard 10.30..

i gtg... cya bb..

was watching jue dui superstar, the last one. i nv watch it. just wanna noe who win, that's all. he did n he cried. i guess it really make a huge impact on himself cos he tot he cannot do it while he's a blind(not totally but still). if he earns enough money, i would advice him to go for an operation. (or is his family already rich? im not sure...) anyway, his songs with the five guys were really good and so were the one where he picked his own song... guess that really reflect his feeling... kelly's not bad too when she sang coco's song.. though her voice shook when she reach the high notes. the rest? i din really listen... i support weilian one... though it's the first time i watch jue dui superstar.. hahaha...
and oh oh, that shuai ge, what's his name? jun yang! yea... he should be the superstar instead of weilian man... u hear him sing n u wanna faint... how could he be out? maybe kelly should be out and let junyang in... hahaha... im not against kelly k... just very against her(she's prettier ma)... wahahah... no lar... i not that black...


i dun wanna do the rest of my project now... tml is the due date... n we haven finish fyp yet... haha... it's already 11.30 leh... who ask the stupid show to end so late sia? tml then continue bah... go early to sch to finish it.. dun worry, for my part, it's just report writing... haha.. aiya cya guys tml... nites