sianz... my leg is still quite seriously injured.. it still haven recover... im relieved to see the swelling abit gone... but it still hurts like hell when i try to walk... guess i cannot go back to sch yet... not when i cannot even walk properly... dear came these few days to accompany me and brought me to the chinese sinseh.. thanks so much *muacks*
i have not been going out for like a hundred years... and i ve to rest my legs straight to let the blood circulate... cannot move much also... damn... abit sick of this recuperating... haiz... i wait for the day when i wake up and find that my leg has already recover... yay... lol... everyday i stay at home, i just want to zZzzZzz... and i sleep a lot... night time 8-9 hrs + nap 3 hrs... envy of my life ppl? haha... well, quit ur job and be like me, then u wont ve to envy me... thing is, u ve to hurt urself to get out of ur job hahaha... i ve no income le... gotten 300+ for my 1 week job b4 i sprain my leg... lol
i dun want to revise my math cos i just want to slp.. and im not worry abt math leh... the most i take up math unit during the course lor... if i fail lar... *touch wood* i haven fail a subject for like a long time liao... i mean really... the least ive gotten is maybe D lor... if u count D7(o level subs) as pass, muahaha... aiya... sianz... i go rest le... bb

dear accompany me to sinseh today... ermz... as im writing, im thinking abt the gay blog haha... like im writing my own gay blog... =x
okok, reset... lol
dear accompany me to sinseh today... hahahaha... im thinking again... cos we watched brokeback mountain after we got back... it was gross to him lar... not to me though... lol... guess guys watching gays r really sucky rite? haha... yea i noe, the thought of 2 guys being together is already like that... how abt watching one too? at first, it's really bad, then i tried to get used to it... haha... and with the introducing of the gay's blog by our dear fren, CS... i begin to think gays are not such big thing lol...
shush... dun say liao...
anyway, my legs swollen like a pig's trotter... i laugh at it everytime i see it... lol... i believe everyone seen the shou shen nan nu... sammi cheng transform herself to this fat girl and my foot is like hers... lolx... k lar not that big... but its somthing like that... haha... i gotta go back to the doc on sat... to change medicine... hope my pig trotter would be better by the weekend so i can go back to sch next week... haiz... been missing 6 hrs of lesson liao... gotta go le
ciau ppl... =P

I am sooooo the bored rite now... i had a bad twist yday while coming down from the bus after lunch... shannen, my hr sup, brought me to the chinese physician in bukit batok but the sinseh dun dare to treat for me and suggested that i go x-ray first.. so we took a cab down to the polyclinic... the procedure took nearly 2 hours... the sprain was so bad that i couldnt stand by myself... so had difficulty coming home too...
my parents took leave today to take me to another sinseh... they insisted on one cos its badly sprain... i absent-mindedly placed my phone on the cab and forgot abt it... luckily we called that cab so we managed to find it and the drivers are changing shifts at that time so had no other passengers yet... and we took the same cab home... haha... here i am, wrapped up... gotta go back on thurs to change the medicinal herb... haiz... btw he mentioned that i got a bone crack... said that i twisted too hard and cracked my bone... no wonder it was that swollen... sob... its really painful... worst then wat i had in redang... piangz...
i need 3-4 weeks to heal... so by that time i dun need to go back to my company le... cos the job stops ard early may... so i told my agent that i quit and since they dun need anyone, might as well stop going back... just rest... and wait for my math exam... speaking of that... maths is dead... must go back next week to resume lesson or else i am so dead... haiz...

i think im getting old... its my face... im changing... i think it used to look vibrant.. now it just look dull and ugly... or maybe work and not enough sleep make one haggard? I feel so wierd and tired after getting 8-9 hours sleep... normally i would feel quite energetic.. but yday and today are just tired... Or did I sleep too much? All of a sudden, I feel uglier than ever... my inner sides too... maybe because i try too much?

Went out yday to buy another pair of working shoes. well, din get a shoe and gotten 2 pieces of working clothes instead... it is weekend, fri was non-working day... so y din i get my butt out of the house tt day? i think everyone went out... to treasure the weekends with their loved ones... Hmmm... I bottle up my feelings too much... i dun dare to reveal what's bothering me... like what the horoscope says, im afraid to reveal my emotions... that's y ppl ard me feel smothered... cos they dunno what im thinking abt.. i am negative, arent I? I am supposed to be positive cos I dun think too much... The most "innocent" of all...

my mum makes a mountain out of a molehill... she confused me too much with her words... She make me see the "big" picture of a small thing that happen... my brother was making her see how her words was eating into me... yea, i was scared... that's how i become negative.. i think i think abit too much when i remember my mum's version... i must not be dependent on ppl's thoughts.. If this continues, with my mum's constant nagging, I might go berserk... You may not know what im saying... I am saying that my mum is worrying too much about my life... I am not strong, remember? I suck... in everything... Sucky me... Booooo... crying seems more depressed than ever... therefore I shall not.. I should just be me... whatever comes, come.

i start work le... recently had done some acct/admin work assigned by the accounts ppl... cos im in accounts dept... went with lee to the ware house today to look for invoices.. damnit so big lar... then many invoices to find... all the way from 9.30am to 4pm still haven finish searching... had lunch there too... monday i think gotta go back again... okay lar... at least got work to do... but its really tiring... then after that i went for my class lo... i think i cannot make it liao... my eyes blurring lol.. then functions and differentiation is -_-''... i dun understand how u come to get that ans.. well... not very much... oh btw, wantian is also taking the math bridging course... had break with her just now... lucky theres still her around... i thought i am gonna be a loner for this whole math course...
thanks dear for sending me home... although my mum says i can take cab home muahaha... =X
tml is good friday! yeah!!! no need go work... can sleep until 10 am!! LOL... i am trying to make all my weekends worthwhile... now i understand y le.. =p

yday went to sing at kbox... although i just went a few weeks ago, but that was 2 person singing sia... will die... at least yday was 4 ppl... anyway, sang from 12-3(we delayed the time, the person keep saying "last song, last song") lol... met dear at the station and went to peninsula... and yes! i bought my adidas shoes(quite a nice one) without much thinking... and the later part was the heartache, not bcos i spent a bomb on that shoes, but i nv looked enuff... i told u, theres simply too many diff types of shoes! and lastly, bought my working shoe at funan... well, its not really working shoes but at least it looks like one... haha...
was abit hungry, went down to jp to meet my bro for dinner... had pizza.. i din noe they cannot pay by nets... poor dear had to pay for our dinner... its damn ex, noe y? cos that bro of mine keep ordering larrr... went to rent vcds for my bro... he really taking the advantage with the fact that my parents not in SG -_-'' went home to watch kill bill 2... sorry guys, not that i was scared or anything, i was too tired to comprehend the show hehe... so we just stopped watching altogether... after dear left... my bro and i watched a more complicated show 'Closer'.. at least it was not violent and dun need much thinking... i dun want to think... well, that show was full of sex and love... not recommended for kids wahaha... its NC 16 i think...
after the show, i just went to bed... hey, i woke up early alright! lolx...

wenta watch ice age 2. it was so funny i laugh my head off.. story ended like that only.. dunno wat to say lar... lolx...
the biggest reward for today - a sling bag for him and me. after hours of searching for shoes, gave up and finally went to buy bags haha.. all the shoes ive seen? yea, i dunno how to choose... shoes are simply everywhere! shall look at it somemore tml... haha.. ktv tml... =D cya..

i am so afraid of getting hurt now. I dun want the same thing to happen to me again.. It was so painful.. Those are the bad memories that i choose to forget. And my ma keep confusing me. Dun mixed the past with the present? But don't they ve the same verb(love)?
Yday, he asked me abt me and my bf. Y does he care anyway? And dun try to console me by saying he cares abt u... U live ur happy life, and i live mine. Shut out of my life. Sj says she noes him, but i think they r referring to another person. Come to think of it, haha, my friend and my ex, my friend and my ex.. funny world isnt it? Y do such problems happen to me? I just want my love to be pure, without obstacles. It's like living in a reality world(which it is). Arh... Back me up here, ppl. I need some advice.

Take me to a place, where I could stop feeling sorrow. I cannot stop myself from thinking them.

my maths course starts from today... an angmoh teacher teaching maths... kinda interesting... but it is that late lar... i was falling asleep lo... anyway, the lecture hall was so full that i nearly couldnt find any seat for myself when i got in... abit shocked... poly life is totally different from Uni life... the ppl r older too haha... of cos this is a night class.. but they r not working adults... i mean they r really 20+ young adults lo... found myself studying all over again... i nearly forgot what it feels like to be on the first day in sch... the anxious kind where u wonder how ur new frens will be like... haha... i hadnt made any today lar... i think most of them ve a company or in a group... come to think of it, im kinda loner... again... lol...
in order to ve a proper meal, i must reach there like 45 mins earlier... cos i was late today... haha... thanks to a certain person... and that same person accompany me there and from there back home... now is really a big thank u... haha.. tiring... i go sleep le... good nite everyone.. :D

my passport photo was taken when i was 12... when i was in the m'sia custom that day, the officer actually ask weiwei does the person in the photo look like me.. -_-'' he says yea, abit lar... the officer just told me that i ve to change my photo lol...
so today, i went lavendar with dear.. well, to update my photo of cos... haha... it was quick cos i brought along my recently taken photos... then we went bugis OG in search for my shoes... dammit man... either i cant find that shoe i wanted or there's no size for me... -_-'' went back to seiyu... and still nth... gave up and we went back sch... lol... cos dear had to pay his library fine in order to get his cert... oopz im not suppose to mention this... hehe... i decided to give myself and jp another shot... lol... so we went to jp... wahaha... was trying to find bags there and of cos my shoes... and... i gave up... shall do that some other time within this week... or else i will ve to wear my broken converse shoes everywhere i go... sian... i wear that shoe for 3 yrs already... ever since poly starts, it has been with me.. and now we ve to be separated... simply bcos its done its job as a pair of good-old shoe... lol.. anyway, for me, my shoes are impt to me... so my mum will wanna get the best no matter how costly it is... cool~~ my mum's de best... lolx... and its really true for my legs lar... too bad that im born like that lo =P.. gotta go... cya...

p.s. thanks dear for the shopping, although i got nth out of it, lol... i am that mafan larrr~~ =P

Yay~! Zhiyang won the campus superstar... he is the superstar now... I am so happy... cos he din waste my $1.80 on sms voting... lol.. u see, cos he's my bro's fren then he sings well, so naturally i voted for him... not my fault... haha... and then his polls was abit lacking lar... than maybe renfred... so i voted for him lo... hey, u wouldnt noe... maybe our smses help him win that superstar wor... lol... okay okay... dun talk kok liao... ciau...

i believe some of u already noe i sprain my ankle le lar... it happened on the 2nd day of redang... luckily all the snokling sessions were over...
my leg hurts... but i had to go suntec for the job agency... cos the agent found me a job already... its a data entry/admin job in tuas... however this job is 8.30-6 lo.. my maths course starting from 7-10pm lo.. i guess i gotta rush... in case u dunno wats the maths course for, i tell ya... its for the exemption of one of the unit in my IS & management.. so if i pass this maths course, i dun ve to take that maths unit le lo...
anyway, i starting my job on the 10th apr and my course on the 4th apr... the money ar? 5.50 per hour lo... but this job is until may... i might ve to find another one... lolx... or pray that they would extend me...

finding shoes for my work and outings... the work one could be my grad ceremony shoes also... speaking of which, i shall go whoever more is going haha... yday went to watch failure to launch... the show is soso ba... i dun think i can get used to watch comedy after watching too much m18 shows... i go slack le... cya

day 1 - eat at golden mile and slept in the bus.. first day is gone just like that...

day 2 - at least a more exciting day to look forward to... haha... the bus stopped at its destination finally at 8.30 am at kota kinabalu... we waited for 1 half hour b4 we board the boat to redang... the boat sibei slow lo -_-'' i mean as in we have to wait lar... reached ard 11 am... gathered for pre activities discussion... ate lunch and changed... before the first snokling session, we had to learn how to use the mask first.. practised a while and we r ready to snokle!
cool man... i was like fascinated by the underwater world.. fishies and coral reefs everywhere!! i din see the clown fishes though(nemo as we call it).. they saw eels i think... we had this session for 1 hour before we board the boat to go back to the island.. i was kinda shacked already... so when we got back to the resort... i was half dead... lol... they went for public ktv sessions down there... and i was fast asleep.. when they came back ard 1 am i was awake liao... wahaha... went back to sleep lo... since nth to do...

day 3 - awoken by my alarm at 6.40 am... prepared and had sunblock lotion ready for the snokling... breakfast had and wanted to go shark bay at 8.30 am before the 9.30 session snokling... guess wat?? laining ar... dammit man... we walked halfway to the beach liao then heavy downpour... had to go back to the resort... and the 9.30 session was cancelled... very sianz... decided to go for leg massages opposite our resort.... its another resort... but redang beach(that resort) was better.. the lady massaged my leg and deduced that i ve not enuff sleep and ve headaches because of that... she also added that my shoulder is stiff and should rest more... i was like "woah, this woman is good.. " i mean she pressed my toes and noe straight wat is going on with my brain... lol... anyway, after that we went back to eat lunch... wanted to set off for the 2.30 pm snokling liao...
that jetty's sea is really clear... but there was quite alot of sea insects... we ve gotten bitten by them then huiyi's skin sensitive so her back was reddish lo... they saw eel whose head was big like a plate... how come i din see... argh! at first they tot its a rock... then it swam away hahaha...
anyway.. we went back le... after dinner was ktv session... argh.. but we were having so much fun then again laining!!! so played some games lo... carrum and daidee... haha... after that... we went up to rest... after which they went to the guys' room to gang assault bryan... haha... after the assault, we went to sleep lo... gotta wake up ard 7 am to board the boat back to kota kinabalu...

day 4 - woke up at 7 something to prepare.. eat breakfast and set off... it was raining all the way -_-'' freezing lar... the only jacket i wore was the black long sleeve but it was still as cold... darn... should ve really bring a towel with me to wrap myself up... anyway, slept the whole afternoon lo... the driver was showing final destination 3 on the tv.. i woke up and the show was finishing... but during my sleep, i was really disturbed by the constant screaming in that show... -_-''
came back to SG le... we stopped at tang dynasty there cos we dun wanna go back to golden mile... me, mike, cy, seng, jy and ben ate at the food court there.. the time was ard 11 pm when i reached home... terrible waste of time in travelling rite? 9 hrs bus and 40 mins boat trip...

thanks to those guys who offered to help when im in trouble... i think i keep delaying their time... haiz... im just glad the trip is over... and am quite satisfy with the experience =D

I am going to redang today for 4 days... will be coming back on monday night... miss ya... hehe =P

y do my mom want to say things like that? humans change for sure, but i dun want to think abt all that now... jun, u r rite... sometimes its good to make a quick decision... let the consequences come after some time... lets take a step as we go, alright? if u think too much, u will keep worrying when that day will come... y not live the day happily... humans worry too much... b4 this i worry abt the consequence too... but as the day goes by, i become depressed.. and i threw the depression away.. which i become happier now... i dun dare to think of the future and wats going to happen... its just making me sad... i mean wats the point? u cant predict the future also... u r only making up "wat if"... y think so much? cope with the future only when it comes lar... its like buying a thing... u see something u like, but then u think abt the price, the better quality outside and other things.. and when u leave it, u regret not buying that thing... wat if the price drop after a couple of months? so? u like it b4 and u got it and it gave its use to u... character wise, nope not the same... u change and u tot the past u were plain naive... maybe u can say ur naive character did let u see the good side of u... meaning u ve become uglier... or, ur uglier past had come to light... bam, u bcom a better person... r u happy for who u ve bcom, or for ur past? thinking hurts u noe... haha... it hurt ur brain and ur heart... so sometimes its good not to think too much... and not too less too... like me... muahahaha... bad/good consequences of mine always end up messed up... cos i din plan ahead... i do wat i think now... basically, not going thru that brain of mine lar... cos i always think thinking hurts my head and i feel like sleeping... the days passed just like that, and yay, i haven achieve much... not proud of it lar... ashamed... to face the facts... ashamed... to make any judgement... ashamed... of myself... i dun want to make a promise that i would change for the better.. cos i always fail to do so... and i always say i would try... but now... i am really trying lar... dun belittle me hor... i can do it de... the future me? i shaped it... but im not really sure what will come out... as i'd say, humans change... so u change, without knowing that u already change... sad isnt it?

sat - had sakura international buffet at science centre.

sun - went out with lover, cs to town. de 3 of us went to shop at far east first. i bought 2 dangling earrings while love bought a metal stick... haha... no lar... the earrings is a silver stick ma... then went to watson where i bought my facial spray. walked to heerens to meet dan.. he and love ate in cine's kfc and we slack the whole day there. went back home for dinner.

Hehehe... suddenly i feel alive again... =D

Wah man... i think i cannot stay at home for the whole day.. sure need to get out of there.. lolx... so far since the holidays start i stay at home for a day or two only. Today, though i had nowhere to go with my frens, i went jp with my brother. We had lunch at Crystal Jade then we shopped at 77th street.. Whenever I go out with my brother, theres always something happening. It could be shopping for clothes. Or maybe a successful play at the arcade(my bro hit the rock fever 4)
Well, he hadnt practise for years already, so now he suck in it... wahaha... but he did get 1 black shirt and i gotten a yellow spag and a white belt.. while he went to his fren's hse ard 2 something, i went home. Happy that we ate a sumptous meal, and bought clothes.. this the first time i treat him to a nice meal.. lol... and there we were, working out.. yday dinner was at Swensens(my aunt's treat), today was Crystal Jade, tml going to be Sakura or something like that(my father's treat)... we r going to die of fats... hahaha... nvm next week i go swimming to remove them... wahaha... lover, got it le hor? hehe... tue and thurs... =P
and fri i be off to redang... got a little mixed up feeling abt redang... well, ive paid... so guess that's it... will update again...
ciau...

For you: Just need to know that I will always be there wherever you are... I hope i get the same from you too wherever i am.. and the fears shall be gone... =D

hmmm... received a replied email from SIM le. She gave me details of the Maths bridging course. If i take and pass this bridging course, I would be exempted from Math in IS & Management. The course starts in 4th april. I want to believe that im accepted into SIM already. Haha.

anyway, i went to suntan in sentosa Palawan's Beach. Hot, hot, burning flame.. i lie there for 1 hour then i cannot tahan liao. But my fren persuaded me to join her for 2 more hours. I was like, "under this scotching sun??" But i ve to. Cos i cannot leave her there to suntan by herself rite. Haha.
Left the beach at 3.30. Bath and reached harbourfront at 5pm. Had dinner in pastamania. And then went home. The afternoon was ultra cruel to me, then there was the night to save my cruel day. Thank god. Yes thank you. LOL.

I shall try on my new shoes again when my fear of pain is gone. I hope it will fit me very nicely =)

Sat - met love ard mid-afternoon to go to clementi. we r late but we manage to delay the meeting time with her dear.. haha.. anyway, CS came to join us. After that, we went to eat lunch at yoshinoda(is that how u spell or pronounce?) and watched Big Momma's House 2. Though i din watch the first part, i kinda get the story. anyway, its totally not related btw 1 n 2. Windowshop for a while, slack at coffee bean, ate dinner and went home le.. well, i just spend another 10-20 bucks, maybe more. Guess the next week i can starve at home.. hahaha...

Friday - A painful day.

I found a suitable pair of shoes, finally. I wear it today. Even though I knew that shoe would bring me pain, I still wear it. Cos I know I love that shoe very much. And in the end, it hurt me very much. Yes, everytime I find a new shoe, I need a plaster to cover the pain. But as time goes by, my feet would grow to suit that shoe. I really hope this time, this shoe would be the same. Cos it's not the same with the other shoes. It would last with me for a very long time. =)

thurs - watched underworld evolution at jp ard 1pm... the show ar? ok lo... haha... but somehow i forgot the show is M18 le... so i very de -_-''... whenever i watched M18 show, i feel tense one... must be too much gore thing liao... make me uncomfortable... wanna get out also cannot... when i watched final 3, i really wanna walked off leh... haha... i knew what was coming ma... then i was like, "forget it lar... i wanna get out of here..." haha...
anyway, walked ard in jp and then went habourfront to windowshop... anyway i gotta meet my frens for another fren's bday chalet... i abit sian leh.. cos i noe i sure extra de... especially when it comes to my sec sch of frens... besides, they are not my classmates sia... the host and the friends were my next-door classmates... i got some classmates there, but they were all busy talking to those that i dunno one... basically, i dunno a soul there... just a few only... and they r not very known friends, u get what i mean? lol.. anyway, i was just sitting alone lo... since i noe some ex-classmates were going off after the cake-cutting... luckily, theres someone dropping us off at the sentosa station where we take a bus back to harbourfront... and then shared cab back home...
i was surprised when i saw some guys going to the chalet... i should have known they were going lar since the host and them were ex-classmates... cos got 2 guys, u noe i long b4 erm herm... u noe... lol...
anyway, they were hanging out with some ppl that i dunno very well, so i really cant join in... aiya.. just pray that such function wont ve to happen again in the near future... lolx...
sianz half lar...

yes, im beginning to spend my first week of holiday le... lets see...

mon - went town with betty, bought alot of things...

tue - went swimming, then went bugis to shop... met the guys and went home... i bought a slipper

wed - went SIM to hand in org docs, then tiong bahru to buy 2 pairs of shoes, and then went tampines adecco to apply for job and finally went TM... home after the long day... haha...

thurs - ?? but going fren's bday chalet

fri - going somewhere lar... dunno where.. wahahhaha

long story short

- go sch meet LO
- slack in sch den went to town
- slack in town, den went to safra
- eat jap buffet in safra(in between, got lots of things happen)
- went home

Now? Dunno do wat... slack at home for another week... starting to look for temp jobs.. next week go SIM hand in original docs... -_-'' AND wait for redang...

i fantasize in my own world just now on the train... Im 21 this year, and i would be going to the University.. now Im just sitting comfortably at my office typing away, waiting for the next few hours to come. Today is my last day at Clearhub, finishing my last sem of Poly education.. Just thinking what i would be like after i graduate.
My cousins told me I dun wear like my age.. I dun really get it... what should i wear for my age... mostly i see girls wearing jeans and ts... but i rarely wear slippers so i put on shoes... is that wrong?
i was wondering on the train, wat do the girls in U wear? the same as me? And what bag do they carry?
In the past, i always wanted to grow up and be a lady... now i realised the adult world is not as good i think it may be... so ironically, i abandoned my wish to grow up fast... especially since the day my grandfather died.. u grow up, u earn money... u worked like hell and sometimes u get nth in return except for ur salary... and the years pass, u become old... as u grow old, ur health detoriate... a part of human cycle... and then u die...
i dun really care abt the human cycle... except for the human u turn into once u noe the complexity of the world.. thats y i m curious about the human's character... i wanted to study psychology... no matter what is in for me during my course, i am just curious... i am that stupid... haha...

prank mail ar... stupid mail ar... betty ar... dan lar... send me that mail... now i forward to ppl and i cannot tell or tease... haha... and somemore that person is my fren... oh shucks... kinda demoralising... dunno y also... wahaha... k i shuddup, later they noe is a prank mail... lolx... =p

你要的愛

作詞：戴佩妮　作曲：戴佩妮

雖然經常夢見妳　還是毫無頭緒
外面正在下著雨　今天是星期幾
But I don`t know 你去那裡

雖然不曾懷疑你　還是忐忑不定
誰是你的那個唯一　原諒我懷疑自己

我明白　我要的愛　會把我寵壞
像一個小孩　只懂在你懷裡壞

你要的愛　不只是依賴
要像個大男孩　風吹又日曬　生活自由自在

lol yday watched 2 movies with cy n seng.. we watched munich at 540 and final dest 3 at 940... but we met 2 something wor... so hanged out in mos burger for 2 hours.. wahaha...
munich is okay la... 'cept for the part where they nearly blow up the wrong person, it should be the father and not the young daughter.. lolx... and gross lar.. saw the blood and the hanging limbs where they went to check that everything was okay... yea, it is a M18 show... final 3 also... final 3 is when u noe some gross death is going to happen to a person, but u dunno how... so when u saw those parts, u really wanna vomit... haha... i anticipated for the next death scene... but i covered my face wahaha... actually i already noe how he's going to be killed, just dun want to see the head being cut off... yuck...
anyway, munich was taken from the book, based on true story, but they cut alot so there's still mystery to the movie... like u dunno who the person is working for when he provided the assassins information. u dunno whether he's a friend or foe.. cos after that, the hunters were being hunted at the later part of the show... then u nv see the relationship between the male lead and his family... whether the prime minister is his mother or not... is that y she told him to go to hunt those terrorists? haha... heck care le... i tink i might want to borrow the book and finish it during the hols... lolx... 4 more days to go... hehe...

wah yday went to eat at cine's yuki yaki... again... yeah... was xx's bday ma... so went to celebrate... had the icecream buffet also... but the ice cream not nice one... terrible... not eating ice cream there ever again.. i think i din eat enough... ar nvm lar... xx happy can liao... haha... i went home and online for half hour... very dumb rite.. lol... it becomes a habit liao lar... come home sure sit in front of com one... thats enough for yday... 4 more days to go... hooray... but i not happy today... no one wanna go out with me.. i damn sad lar... tml also... say wat go ktv or sentosa but they not free... then go wat lar... nvm still got next week... looking forward to eat at the sushi shop again... yea sushi again... and erm redang... redang is okay lar... except not as keen as during thai trip last time... but more ppl r going this time round i hope... think the cost would be SGD300(not including shopping, theres nth to shop anyway; wat can u shop at an island?) haha... anyway, hope more ppl got more money and the availability to go... i always like crowd haha... haiya talk to much le... gotta go le... bb

i realise people talk to me they will vomit blood... haha... either i dun get it or the words din go inside my computer system or half in, the others all out... then when i repeat the same qns again they will say, "har? I just told u wat..." then shake head... lolx... i darn sad la... im lucky that they haven gone bonkers yet... or just say, "i dun want talk to u liao lar.. u 4eva like that one" aiyo... i think my brain not good... or my ear shit too much... cannot hear properly... lolx... gotta go check... haha... hmmm... sian... thurs already... 1 more day to weekends.. ciau

bloody me bloody me bloody me... -_-'''
im still a primary sch kid living a primary sch kid life.. bloody hell... grow up is no good... i dun want to be mummy... lolx... im talking like a kid... mummy! give me something to eat!!! hahaha...

not talking liao lar... some body just dao me and went thru my sch things... and that person noe who that is... blehx... i dun mean to say i wont say anything bad abt u... i shouldnt ve say that...

still thinking abt bloody bloody me...

i want to leave here liao leh.. y y? boss give me more work to do.. not that i mind.. but its simply pile up ones... -_-'' Nvm i hurry up finish them then chao... lolx

i am forever the 16-year old girl who needs protection and reminder.. =P

"A person may age but he can be immature forever."

Virgo : "She does not like and can not stand bad languages, cursing words or phrase."

That's really true. I cannot stand words like "oei" or "wtf" or similar types lar... I wouldnt say that i dun like so u cannot tell... haha... They are really unpleasant and rude words la... I dun even say them... haha... aiya... wat m i talking sia... cya

sometimes its to meaningless at the office that i want to get out of there as soon as possible. and now, what the heck? just wait patiently for 2 more weeks...

i submitted my application form yday to NTU and NUS. will be sending the documents by post on monday. yea filled the form for SIM too, but have to attach photos to it. since the deadline is 31 Mar, i dun need to hurry. I hope if i send the documents on Mon to NUS, they would receive them by tue, cos thats the deadline. haha. if not, so be it.. i applied psych for NTU, arts and social science for NUS, and IS & management for SIM. lol.. the probability that i will get into NUS is probably 30%, NTU 50%, SIM 70? haha. aiya.. just get in either one can already..

meanwhile, trying to find work to kill the next 4 months.. i accidentally evedropped on my colleague the other day.. he stays alone in simei n hes only 25 this year. the previous job really earn him quite a bulk.
noe y it sounds surprise? cos he went to U, n had just graduated few months ago, and he managed to live alone.. yea, he had a job going on during his Uni life. A partnership in music. cool rite..

haha. so i wonder, if i could only earn 20000+ annually b4 i turn 24, that would be great.. but how come so little? cos i need to waste my precious 4 years to study. lol.. if its a course tat i really like and learn from it, then i dun mind.. i do really want to move out on my own.. dun ask me y... i just do... maybe bcos i see a few of my single aunts moving out on their own.. and they earn quite alot..

now life is just boring... crappy.. lolx..

In a eager mood to get out of here. Since there's nth related for me to do... 2more weeks... Endure!

i always wanted to laugh when im alone.. so bad... cos u look at the ppl ard you and u wonder away... haha... wait wait... dunno wat i talking abt ar. give u example.

yday, i saw this guy on the train carrying something like a boat paddle... then i was wondering, "wah, y he carrying that sia? To slap wenzi(mosquitos) ar..." the paddle was huge wat... so i tot of wenzi lor... or house fly...

then today, i saw 3 hilarious things and make me just wanna giggle away. firstly, i saw this girl wearing all red.. a red spaghetti, a red poked dots skirt.. darn act cute... just a look and "wah, so red! she still in the mood for cny is it..." lol..

2nd, i continued walking underground the raffles mrt station, when i saw this tall lady tapped a tall big-size man by the shoulder and started to talk to him. i thought they were just aquaitances, then suddenly i saw them hold hands... weird...

thirdly, towards the escalator, i saw this really cute guy , but...
he was carrying a darn girly handbag... i noe most guys carry something like this, but often it should be bigger, and he was like... carrying a lady bag lo... -_-''' he must be gay...

oh yea and one more... at the traffic light, i observed one lady's appearance... she was wearing a red top (again -_-'') and a black skirt.. but she also abit wierd, wearing black stockings and black shoes... matching ar... she abit aunty aunty look u noe...

make me think of another aunty nearly every morning when i board the bus.. shes like my mum's age and then she is so vain la... she wears like a 20-30+ lady... everytime i see her, she wearing something revealing... like a spaghetti strap and a sibei short de miniskirt and of cos high heels and a fancy black bag.. if she's pretty and maintain her looks, its still ok lar... but ppl can tell her age cos she din cover her wrinkles lolx... its so obvious... everytime i saw her, i was like, "crap, this aunty again"...

i dunno y i talking abt this, but i find all these all so funny and a topic that i just wanna share it with u guys. dun u guys often scrutinize other ppl also n make u wanna laugh ur head off? haha... cya next post if i think of something new...

I was not there when all that stuffs happened. I was still in the office when i heard the news. I was not crying when i noe u were gone. But I felt the pain everyone had when we lost you. Especially the wife who have accompany you throughout your entire life. And the sons and daughters who were screaming for you to run before the fire comes. It wasnt obvious, but it was a fact that our hearts are bleeding when we heard the mourning. And so our cries pour out to you as well. But what we cant see is your coffin being pushed inside the incinerator. And so we could only screamed for you to run. Run away from the fire. Run.
You are lost but you are not forgotten. The little granddaughters and grandsons who were with you since they were young. And still we are. Writing about our loving memories of you. Although mine is not as fantastic as those 2 granddaughters who have written about you, but this is still delicated to you. I cried when i saw their posts. I cant remember like how they treasured you. I cant remember what are the toments that you went through these few years. All memories float back as i read through their posts. We rarely talk to you cos we define you as a fierce grandpa. Somehow you dun mind cos u were just happy whenever we came and play. Grandma was too. Picturing a happy family where 2 grandparents had their shares of grandchildren like everyone does. Heartwarming it was, now this picture turns to black and white. Nv will this become as happy as it used to. If all we go is to visit grandma, you will not be there anymore. Your daughters still couldnt accept the fact that you are gone. They cannot adapt to a new life without you. Dun take another hope from them away yet. Leave grandma healthy for another 10-20 years. I dun want to imagine if another one of you is gone.
Please forgive me.

It was raining today - the day where grandpa been sent to the cremetory...
it stopped when we were following the van... but we were still walking on the wet ground... was tired today, after the concecutively days of not getting enough sleep... finally napped for 4 hours in the late afternoon... going for another round of sleep later... well, hectic 4 days anyway... good nite ppl...

yday i nearly die of frustration... i tell u wat happen...
my colleague told me to do mass printing of the 2 original docs.. and he din have a cover page for 1 of the docs... and he din noe that... so i just create one according to the original version.. thing is, the original version cover's font and size are diff from the the other document... meaning both must be the same la... i dunno ma... i just copy the original one, so i din noe the original one was wrong... i did the 30 printings for the cover liao lo... then my colleague say all wrong... nvm, that one i can reprint... what bother me inside is that we have communication breakdown... the cover i created rite, all i need to do is to change the font and size... so i asked him, "so i need to change the font and size, right?" I guess he din understand what i meant, he keep insisting that I should follow the other doc's cover page, and change it from there.. meaning just change the words of the other doc and save it as something else... What we meant is the same thing lo... although just diff ways of doing... but what i think is that my way of doing is simpler rite? but of cos, i still need to save it as somewhere else in the other folder.. fine... i mean, just cut and paste and doc la... what de heck is wrong with u? i got my own ways of doing things.. and he dun get it.. he thought im a little girl who dun understand simple instruction... ok i admit sometimes i really dun... probably bcos i din catch a thing he says, so my brain just want it out of the system. u see me doing documents for him, its really half ear in half ear out sia... incomplete stuffs.. my brain got limited memory u noe... i need to change to a new brain liao... anyway, what im frustrated is the tone that he spoke to me... i noe he's to his limit also... thats y he used that tone.. but thats really no need one lo... just explain slower and gentler.. sometimes i really dun get what ppl are saying, but im not that dumb if u repeat several times and i still dun understand.
wah man... then later that, i was still frustated cos im thinking things through... y m i been given such jobs that doesnt even related to me? if its a job that i find, its ok... cos its what i choose to do... but this is internship... u shouldnt make use of the interns there to do micro stuffs for u rite... we r trying to learn something in advance what we learnt in sch.. trying to add on... we din learn how to print stuff and finding stupid things like competitors crap in sch... all we want is to do the things we r related... like what i learnt in sch was programming, so give me something related to programming man... or databases... at least these things wont let me feel bored... it itself would occupy my mind for the whole day... but something that was really funny and stupid yday is that i actually teared bcos of that guy... i cannot be scolded i noe that myself... but it was bcos of such small things, i was thinking its ridiculous.. haha... so i was doing my replacing of cover page and teared away... no one saw... except after that, rebecca told me, "U looked stressful.." i din noe what to say so i just smile... i kinda hating this guy now.. although i noe hes not that much in the wrong... well, i just dun want to look him in the eye... darn it...

my leg muscles are aching like hell right now... i dunno what happen... but it shouldnt be bcos of the kneeling at the funeral... maybe i stand too much everytime on the train or on the buses.. u noe how it can be when its crowded early in the morning or in the evening rite... wondering how im able to cope with the kneeling later on... its not the knee lo... although my knee still bruising la... but thats not much of a prob.. its the calf and my thigh... arh...

it was raining when grandpa was admitted into the HDU...
we went to visit him, only to see that he was breathing heavily... he was struggling to live. the day he passed away, we were not there. well, my mum says he had a good life. so its fair enough to let him go now instead of living painfully, waiting for death. he was thinner than my grandma used to. i shivered abit when i saw his body in the coffin. when i heard the news yday, i cried in the office. The irony thing is, i was not crying that grandpa left. i was worried abt my mum. she might look strong in the front, in fact, she cried 3-4 times yday. and all those memories abt my grandma n godgrandpa came back that i just weeped... well, that was yday... later going to the funeral again to help out. its gonna last 5 days i think. i cannot imagine when the day come where my grandpa is going to be on a van and my mum will be weeping all the way... haiz... gotta go le... cya

arh... HAPPY CNY! Valentine's Day also coming... so HAPPY VALENTINE'S to those couples!

CNY was ok.. except we had to start work early.. haha..

Before look

After Look

Did rebonding lo... i think its bcos of cny season, that's y the price is unbelievably high... but i still need a fresh look.. so im willing to spend that amount... did i already tell u that it was 190 bucks for rebond and cut? yeah... This is the result lo...

darn... another pang of sadness and jealousy... -_-''

Stupid daniel =X u dun let me see you on the street... i'll skin u alive... lolx... betty, im not against u... i noe if i against ur dear, im against u... but this fella go n send stupid email!!!

P.S. dan, u can only tell betty ar... or else....

the annual dinner and dance is coming, but the cost is 55 bucks per person... who wanna go? To be serious, i haven been to one yet cos my secondary sch graduation ceromony dun ve... I figured most d n ds are like those balls where u wear night gowns and tuxedos and then you dance.. that's y its called dinner and dance... DUN SPOIL MY FANTASY... lolx... every american schools has this prom night i think... To see whether it's really my fantasy, i might go... yea, even if it's 55 bucks... haha
Oh, and another good thing is, my 21st bday coming! And my god-aunties buying me diamond!! cool... but i was wondering if i should choose a ring or a necklace... cos i scared i might scratch the ring... then again, i would like a ring... lolx...
I realise i possesses lots of good stuffs.. even though most of them are not spent by me... lolx... the ipod mini, the swatch/adidas watch, the w550i phone, HP laptop, my converse shoe, my makeup kit counted?? thats all... i cant think of anymore.. haha...
i spent 200 bucks on my hair... and was kena scolded by nearly everyone... lolx... but i am happy i spent this money... i think afterall, this is MY money... everyone should have a first thing to do everything... although this job is internship, but it is my first money earning job...
i discovered, to my dismay, that alot of ppl that i know are leos.. it is because of a certain characteristic of leo that i do not approved... my boss, literally, is leo... and i learnt that virgos and leos are not that compatible... i used to think that if 2 ppl loves each other, it doesnt matter whether their personalities are suitable anot... if they do not know how to compromise, everything is gone like the wind.. in the past, i do not believe in horoscope... now i even find the comparison between a couple. whether they match anot... a certain personality of a horoscope would definitely be the opposite of another... or rather calm the other down... it either helps or it nails the other down... aiya.. just saying lar... of cos, i still dun mind compromising... lolx...

IM PISSED OFF!!

dun talk to me.. im angry now.. at who? at myself.. i begin feeling mood swings these few days.. or is it just after the weekends. my mother n brother had brought up the facts that i dunno how to be a good person. they ve list out all my negative points. though u think it may be my points only... but i can tell u my negative points are definitely more than most ppl ve. u needa me to tell u cos 1 point is my physical body... that makes the major of my weakness already. bcos of my body, my mother keeps worrying for me.. abt my well being. not that its not good... but it could be that bad that i dunno how to take care of myself... for my 20 years of living, i ve a mother who constantly care for me. she's the best.. however, she also make me to be dependent on ppl.. i could nv be independent.. another thing is, she din teach us lots of things in the past. she din tell us to do household chores since young. we nv ve the habit of washing the dishes or washing the clothes or cleaning our own stuffs. although we r brought up nice and good, i nv learn how to take care of myself. she always take food for us, thus spoiling us. always letting her to serve us. i nv know how to buy food.. cos i always bring food to sch... i always dun want to go opp to buy food cos im lazy.
i inherit all the bad points from my father. i inherit his insensitiveness, the bad skin, the stubborness. as a result, i dunno how to care for ppl, always thinking of myself first. i dun think of their feelings.. its always a bad thing for me.. no good first impression always.. im dao.. i heck care about the stuff ard me. the priority is me... although i wont let myself die of starving, i still concern abt me. and me only. friends? i dun ve any b4 poly. maybe those were aquaintances, but i dun call them friends.
now work just sucks.. my mother thinks i offend my supervisor cos i nv get any work from them. now at work is just slacking. though now i still ve something going on la.. updating the database.. rebecca gotten all the job.. they ask her to stay as well.. my mom tots its becos of my poor job performance, my daoness, my constant illness.. of cos u all ppl know that i can be sick for long.. they dun. she also told me that i need to report to them after i finish my work. apparently i din care. i gotten a B though.. the first month i gotten C. the thing is, they din ask me to stay.. well, not that i care.. but its just frustrating..
all these just add up and i bottle up my feelings.. i haven had this feeling for quite a long time. today, i just bcom moody.. they better not talk to me...
another thing, wats going to happen to me after i graduate? i dunno wat job to take up.. i suggested being a part time nurse.. my mom says im cannot take up the job.. they'll need me to fill the medicine bottles n i would just spill them.. its true, i COULD spill them. im just that clumsy. and i dun ve the balance. which make me think of another thing. i cannot drive. i cannot control the car. i cannot take the steering wheel in my own hand and make a nice steer. cos i simply cannot balance the car with my shaky limbs. its only natural. did i say i nv do PE b4? do not ask me wat my CCA was. sports? dun even think abt it.. i can only swim..
my nerve tangles.. i dunno wat happen to me whenever i start to walk or when i suddenly stand up. something just pull me back. i stopped to let myself recover from the bad nerves. i nv tell my mother abt it. i figure if this prolong, i might develop a bigger problem. one day, i shall go to the SGH for checkup. it starts to happen when i was in primary 5. yes, i can tahan this until now. but i tot that my grad ceremony is coming, my parents r coming. i dun want ppl to know that i ve this prob. y u think thats going to happen? cos i gotta take my cert and when that happens, my nerve r gonna go tangle up all over. what is going to happen? as usual, im going to ve to cope with it lo. y m i blogging this? i just wanted someone to know. so far i only told my ex that i got this serious prob.
bcos of my dependent n my prob(my nerve and my shaky limbs), i can nv take those food with soup. y u think that i always ask ppl to help me with them? cos i knew the soup would spill. i would look like an idiot going to my table. and before i reach the table, i would look like an idiot standing n staring in space. bcos of this, im able to do anything for u ppl. forgive me.. i could not offer to buy drinks, not offer to buy food.. forgive me.. is that y im unable to take care of the ppl ard me. cos i can hardly take care of myself. im such a loser.
y do i not want to get up from my seat to get things or go to the toilet? cos i would again, stand n stare into space like a goondo. u can laugh. but its not a joke. its something terrible. i called this the pakis disease. or at least i tot so. according to the medical book, pakis disease make ppl lose control of themselves. and i tot i gotten that. n the age range who should ve gotten that disease? 50 n above. i dunno y im one of the rare to get that. although i din really go to the doc to check my prob but i figure out it should be this disease. whatever.
for those who read this blog. pls do not spread. its only for ur concern. thanks.
whenever i think of these problems, i think im a saddist. i rely on ppl too much.

today half day for me again... wat else? sick lar...
i went to work thinking that i was getting lack of sleep so it doesnt matter... but then later i really cannot tahan liao... wanna go home so badly and then my limbs like cannot move like that... so i just took leave and go home ard 1130.. sigh... might as well dun go work... i came home to sleep of course. haha. ate my cough medicine and slept... only to find out my body heat increased... so after i woke up, i just ate something, and took panadols.. then bath... i think im okay rite now... except for the dry throat... maybe i'll sleep earlier again later.. if im still not okay tml, at most skip work again lo... i really develop this habit of not going to work liao... haha... dun really wanna go there anyway, though i got things to do la... lolx... when im in this state, normally i cant do things well, let alone do my work on the com... i got so frustrated just now when i dun ve the mood and the energy to work.. so i was thinking, what the heck, might as well go home rest since i cant work properly... at least i may be able to report to work the next day after a good day rest.. haha... im only an intern after all... not needed so much... though pay's been cut la... haha... yes, finish crapping liao... cya... btw, i finish watching bleach too... haha...

i finally come back to work after a day of MC... i dun wanna go polyclinic de... for one thing i noe, the queue is always freaking long... i had to wait for 2 hour before i can actually see the doctor!!! and poor me... i had to spend the new year at home alone! did i say that already? lolx... well, the wait at the polyclinic was so long that my head was not giddy after i went in... haiz... i was feeling better so i decided to go to work lo.. to think i get 1 more day MC just in case i not feeling well again... shouldnt ve gone to work... was coughing until like siao... haha... yea siao... haha... sianz... lucky tml is thurs liao... mon public holiday, tue din go work... haha... the week end so fast sia... lolx... oh btw, if kw u r reading, carmen sent us our christmas presents le.... there's one for tina and sj as well... she sent to me to make me the santa... lolx... but xmas is over leh... well, this can be new year gifts then...

i was sick for the first few days liao... now still abit giddy.. i think i became sicker after the new year eve eve that is on fri...

thurs - after my family left for the genting, ard 3 pm, i came home to tidy up... i ve gotten half day off cos i really wasnt feeling well... i slept until 6 and went opp to bank in my cheque and bought some food.. guess wat? ive forgotten to write down my acc number on the cash cheque n i just threw it in! i realised that after i threw it in... dumb ass... haha... did some laundry n i went to sleep ard 11...

fri - my throat was feeling better so i went to work... instead, rebecca n june din report to work... guess they fallen sick too... i met some of them to eat... there was ken, cy, mike, bryan, seng... the 6 of us had our usual dinner at cine's cartel... after that we decided to sing at party world.. trying to get sj and jiayan to come down as well... jy says she no money... sj booked the last early slot at 11pm... can u believe it? last early slot leh... n it's not even eve yet... cos after dinner it was 9 pm then we ve to wait until 11 -_-'' so we went walk walk for a while lo... mike went home cos he got work the next day...the crowd must be due to the holiday seasons... we walked ard orchard, waited for sj at the station b4 we went down to party world.. we sung until 3 lo... bryan cannot take it so he left ard 1 something... haha... i figured its so late liao that jy dun wanna come my hse ton le... so i din call her... its so happen that she's at home waiting for my call... so sorry man... later that night, we booked narnia at 4 am... wah lao... the show is ard 2 n 15 mins like that... the story is so-so type... lord of the rings is better in terms of fighting.. haha.. i was going to fall asleep if it's not for the last few exciting parts... took off after the show... barely can walk a few steps, nearly stumble... i always feel like that after a movie... or maybe i was really tired and blurred that day.. reached home ard 7.30...

sat - i was having sore throat few days b4.. when i slept ard 8 am that morning... the soreness was gone after i woke up ard 3 pm... instead, i got runny nose n a giddy head -_-'' i din get a fever, so y is that i feel giddy? it was better(i ate medicine) after i rested from 6-7... i think i did laundry and then forced myself to go down to grab some food... (i was trying to get mike n cy to accompany me to eat but mike was not ard) i ate and had medicine for my flu... watched bleach n went to bed ard 10pm...(mike called to ask me go sls, but i was really giddy to get out of the hse) woke up at 12 something... haha... and u noe wat i did from 12-3? i stupidly sung jay's new album (i think i haven had enough of him) that i think neighbours can hear me singing... if they r not in bed yet la... i dun think they r cos its new year...

sat- well... its sad rite... to think i spent my new year in bed having flu... the singing's not bad.. at least i sung to myself hahaha -_-'''anyway, i slept until 10am in the morning la... still having sea-sickness(feeling's the same la) so i din dare to ask ppl out... crap la.. if i din fall sick... maybe i will be happily celebrating outside... ive been sleeping too much le so i din sleep for fear of getting giddiness again when i wake up... so i just watched bleach lo... i ve been dling that for 4 days le... episode 1-50... its supposed to be quite fast... nvm la... finished dling can le...

N finally, my family's back! ard 8pm... i told my mum to buy some food for me... cos i really cannot go down.. scared if i go down, i will be stumbling all the way... im still having giddiness by the way... my mum says bcos i din eat... is it? watever la...

if tml's de same, im gonna go to the doc and skip work... hope so(fingers crossed)... haha... oh i checked my bank acc yday... the cheque din bounce... the money got in safely hahaha...

yday was xmas eve.. boss invited us to his hse to eat... hehe... i shall this u wat happen b4 that first...

fri - after work, went jun's hse to watch wang zi bian qing wa... watched the whole nite until 6, then slept until 11...

sat - went home to bath n then went out again... lolx... ktv was at suntec so we sung until 6 n left... i was late for the meeting at tanah merah.. so henry told me to meet grace there also... she brought her sons as well... one is cute, the other is active... lolx... anyway, boss's hze was wulu la... so need to take henry's car in... kevin has a indoor jacuzzi.. a indoor fishpond... a indoor garden... 4 level (1 basement)... the basement is for entertainment.. there's a theatre and wine bar in one room and a pool table in another room... i din go up to their rooms to explore though.. haha.. anyway its quite fun la... we gossiped abit outside the station after henry took off...
me n cs went to meet yq n von at the mccafe in orchard.. town was packed.. so we had to squeeze thru the crowd.. tok tok until 12 something and they went to watch movie le.. we just went home after that.. glad to be home... haha... well, merry xmass ppl!

last fri - my boss invited my colleagues and i to go the new opened MOS.. but i cant go cos i promise to go np party with my frens le.. surprised surprised.. hy managed to ask 12 ppl to go... its like the same num of ppl when we went thai.. anyway, crowd was ok.. drinks? no alcohol.. buy 1 dollar per can of softdrink.. music is nice also... anyway, we went hawker to eat and mac to slack then went home. nth much actually..

Zhou jie lun.. zhou jie lun... jay chou... jay chou... !!

friday din go out and the whole week was like slacking away.. yday went singing with my cousins and went shopping at imm.. night went to eat at my popo's... tts all... maybe later gonna buy new hp le.. so excited... :D arh... nth much to post anyway... cya next week...

previously i was MIA.. now im BIA! cos i got nothing to do at work and at home.. haha. i want to take a leave, sit down with my fav gang and talk kok.. if the rest of my life is like tt liao, i cannot rest in peace. really, i was thinking my whole way thru the train journey. working ppl == weekday: work from morning till night, go home eat sleep.. weekend: play or rest, but its only for 2 days.. after that the whole cycle starts again. freelancer diff.. u work then u earn, u dun work, then u die of hunger. lolx. yea i was talking tt ang moh in my previous blog rite. he's apparently(i realise my colleague keep using tt word, haha) a freelancer. he step in once into the office, and they ve no idea when they will see him again. but if i can choose my job, it would be something i SHOULD BE very good at la.. currently, the thing tt im good at is.... .... .... ....
cant think of any... forget it.. i cant think, i forever eat wind... do i continue working or do i take up a course in overseas U? even if its U, i dunno wat course im gonna take up. even its job, i dun want to continue in IT line. the contradicting part is, if i dun take up this line, wat m i going to do? nursing? psychologist? not good enough for tt.. r&d? research wat thing first? nvm.. teacher? quad not high enough. Accountant? no related course in tt. Banker? same thing la.. if i take up new course, i ve to spend another 3 years studying then can take degree course.. then can look for a job... i dunno wat to do... arhhh...

sunburn arh.. hot hot hot... my skin peeling liao... whole body darn red... got ulcer somemore... stupid boomerang... pain sia.. originally is numb only.. but these few days eat hot stuffs so getting worser...

since work start for a month, its been like a tradition thing tt we go out on fri and sat liao... but my tradition is... fri night meet sj tt company go eat and drink coffee until 10 something then go home... sat is either early morning go sing or somewhere with betty tt company.. (no need to specify who la hor)
but last weekend we went sentosa instead.. n joanne jj kw din come... when u guys din come hor, i always feel tt whenever i go, there wont be alot of ppl one... whenever i din go, there will be u guys ard -__-'''
last weekend is also cy's bday.. although we went swensen to eat dinner, nth much is special... went, of cos, to coffee bean near paragon...

note: i talking abt diff groups here haha...

working now is also quite sian... since last week until now, i got nth much to do... tml must be the same... but the accomplished thing is the web design n css we created is uploaded on the web.. wanna be a free member? go http://www.12wap.net lo... haha... dun like tt leh... betty join le wor... although she dunno wat we doing la... haha.. its something like friendster... but u can chat online, join groups like project superstars, fly celebrities etc etc.. u can subscribe to these celebrities' moblog and fan club on mobile phone also... my company is all on web n wap de... i heard tt we would have jay chou on our website somemore... but of cos he would not come my company la... maybe his manager would... haha... i just know tat mediacorp ppl did came up b4... no celebrity la... haha.. kk i promote too much liao... =X

book me to go out now!!! (i think i did too much webbie promotion lolx) ciau...

wah sian. i forgot to write in my log book.. later gonna do it.. finally 1 week is down.. 15 more weeks to go.. haha.. anyway been going home late during the weekend.. so abit tired.. if i dun wanna go anywhere, pls forgive me.

fri - after work, went to meet kenneth at somerset.. later mike call to meet me first while ken went to taka to return book.. kw was at heerens so we went to find her.. stand there talking waiting for the others to come.. soon ken, sj n cy came too.. had dinner at cafe cartel.. bryan n weiseng joined us soon for dinner.. long time no see liao.. haha.. keep talking abt our company... mike is the worse one... he ve to work from 730-430, no desk, sat needa work, run here n there, pay same as mine.. haha.. pity him sia.. he's a technician there, helping ppl repair com n stuff.. lolx.. he keep complaining haha.. cos next day he gotta go work early so he went off first after dinner.. kw also went home le.. we arh.. we went scott's coffee bean n sat until 10 something then left.. 12 then reach home

sat - woke up early.. met them at cityhall to sing at marina square... the kbox there is new n so r the facilities.. toilet good, no ppl smoke.. tv good... lolx.. we sang until 1 something and yq cs went for their fyp discussion.. me betty kw continue.. lolx.. i nap abit cos yday late sleep then so early wake up.. left ard 3.. walked ard.. found one pair of shoes tt i like but its ex n then i need the shoe pad to fit nicely... so nv buy.. kw went home after that.. me n betty went to find the guys.. sat there nth to do while they do their usecase specs... played game on the laptop lo... so sian no connection as well... ard 5 something we gals went shopping again cos i wanna buy stuff but i din find anything to my liking n they r so ex la.. no $$ to buy... had dinner at the foodcourt.. left ard 730 to catch the bball match at indoor stadim.. late so took a taxi there lo.. 3 by 3... lol. if u wanna noe, its wildcat vs bullets... erm wildcat won hor.. the black must be wildcat rite? lolx... anyway, we left the stadium ard 9.. went to eat beancurd at geylang... sat until 9 something?? i only noe 10.15 reach kallang station.. haha... this time earlier reach home... 11.30...

sun - actually wanna go out with betty de.. and maybe find the guys(they doing fyp again) but i was really really tired... i was woken up early like 9 la.. when my eyes are blurred when i wake up, i knew tt day i bound not to ve any jing shen one... y i couldnt sleep? cos my bro ve piano lesson at 1030.. he started to bang the stupid piano at 9 something... b4 tt someone called so its very chao... was quite late when betty says we meet later maybe ard 4.. i was thinking too late liao la.. then i no mood to go out also... sorry bet.. but i would rather sleep haha.. n my relatives was coming.. more sian... i slept once they came... from 3 till 6... so song... haha.. anyway i watched vcds in my room.. then my bunch of aunties came in(cos got aircon) lucky im too absorbed in my show so their nosiness din affect me... until that dvd is finished then i went over to my mum's n continue watching the rest of the episodes.. orh i was watching lian ai zi you shi(told u guys b4 rite) a hk version of ren wo ao you.. finally completed the whole vcd liao... arh... say until here... n its time for my bathe n sweet dream... lolx... gotta go.. nite

went to work at 7.30.. reached there half hour earlier.. im the earliest.. no one arrived also... haiz... later they give me n rebecca a laptop n a pc each.. i took de laptop... the md called us in to brief us abt their products and stuffs. then we were allocated diff tasks.. actually i only heard tt she wanted us to do something abt the webpage.. i din noe she was referring to me doing a sketch for the homepage.. rebecca was doing something else.. she's been told to do personalised page for the superstars.. later when i showed michelle the sketch tt i had, then i realised tt wasnt wat she wanted but she give a good comment on my suggestion.. then we discussed abt the homepage n wat it should ve.. finally i gave her the drafts of the homepage. she told me to do a sample for her tml.. ard 6 we went home le.. the earliest to go off too.. haha..
i dunno wat i should bring tml.. the cd to install dreamweaver? or photoshop as well? cos the laptop has nth lo.. no other software.. the only photoshop has expired.. sians.. aiya i gotta go sleep le.. shaggy today.. the chair is hard la.. to think i face com everyday and wont get sian.. but today i face com i very sian liao.. haha.. see tml how la... must be the chair prob... not comfortable one.. rebecca got to sit in nice cushion chair wor.. lolx.. cos she using pc ma..
oh we met sj n cy today after lunch... seems tt their work place is near us too.. im so happy.. next time can find them eat lunch liao.. ciau..

went to sing at suntec kbox with betty, jj n joanne. sang until 3 then left while the guys fyp meeting is soon to be over.. we just walked back to train station n then to raffles city to look for something that jj wanted to buy.. but still din get wat jj wanted to buy.. met the guys at chjmes there.. dan went out with frens n jj went home le.. walked to bugis for lunch... had katong laksa n sat there for a while.. wanted to walk to rochor to ve beancurd.. but too bad it din open.. so we went further down to eat at a hawker.. had fruits cos no desserts there.. i dunno y either.. after tt took mrt home.. tts all.. short doesnt means my day out is not fun.. its fun as its always been.. :D but too bad we ve to separate le... *sob* sians arh...

i forgot to give kw yday my donation card n paper to hand in for me in sch today so i went to sch today since i need to hand in introductory letter to my LO also. meet them and went to hand in the necessary stuffs and went to eat lunch liao.. saw jiayan, kane, ziyu, jaron also.. had jaron to try the cheesecake which ive brought... he says its abit sweet n ve the pineapple smell.. haha... cs u la... put pineapple for wat... lolx... anyway, the others try it too.. like wat i said lo but its still not bad.. haha.. sat at fc 6 while jj, joanne n kw went fyp meeting.. left at 1.30 n betty left for her meeting.. stood at the control station for ard 1 hour plus b4 deciding to go settlers at holland v. kw went to meet her fren, jj went home n cs went to bbdc.. took 106 to holland v... its already 330 when we reached settlers.. had a student package without meals, each person 6.60.. but then we ordered another fries for 2.80 so each person 7 bucks like that lo.. played pit first.. played 1 new game.. it's a word game called apple to apple where u form sentences using cards.. we played tt after we played cluedo while the guys played risk.. betty left ard 6 for her work.. we left ard 7 to look for cs... then they went home le... me, cs n dan went to eat at the fc there n also headed home after that... took a cab to buona vista train station then took mrt home... tts mostly wat we did today... tml we going out again.. haha... but this time is singing cos long time nv sing liao... lol... tml update again... i go watch vcd liao...

yday went to sch for itp briefing... gotten log book n went in le.. last 1 hr ba... after that kane ziyu came to look for us... theres a buffet outside n ppl r meeting their LOs... i was looking out for peter leong... went to eat as well.. then happy... i think only kw noes y... dun tell arh... met with peter then off to find de rest of them... these group arh... they separate to eat or go for the Univ talk... so me n kw follow sj weiseng bryan ken to eat at fc4... me n kw meeting cs, betty, jj they all to come my hse for making cheesecake so we left first... went jp to buy some ingredients then went home... realised i dun ve biscuits for the base so went opp to buy lo... bought a drink as well.. i nv really knew wat took place after that.. cos i was busy washing/clearing things.. i know cs grind the oreo biscuits n put it in fridge.. then erm pour 1/4 cup sugar.. waited for the cream cheese to melt... mix the rest of the ingredients... boil the syrup from the can of pineapple and put 2 pineapples inside... added gelatine.. then added the rest of the ingredients in... after the thing cool then place it in the fridge... by that time it's already 4 something ba... then watched abit of day after tomorrow and they went home lo... if i got time, i shall make it myself again... haha...

arh sian... stayed at the home the whole day today n yday... watched a couple of shows including charmed, w&g, joey n despo hsewives... went down b4 watching to rent 3-6 episode of hk series each... there's the yun hai yi gong yuan which is showing on channel u weekends now... cos theres a few episodes we left out so rent those... rented another one similar to the ren wo ao you... its hk version one called lian ai zi you shi... watched them today le... think tml gonna continue the weekend recorded show cos haven finish watching yet... i very sian... once i thought of going to work n getting up early for work, i feel uncomfortable... haiz... wanna sleep more... wanna sleep early so i can sleep early during work days too... one word... bored~~~ i wanna go sch find them but if i go sch then i ve to come home again very soon cos nth else to do ma... so sian... hahaha... forget it, sleep at home la... lolx.. waiting for work to start~

yeap... my company is clearhub at chinatown... and rebecca is my colleague... for those of u who dunno her... she's that abit plump girl who got a tatoo and wear skimpy clothes everyday to sch... anyway, happen to check for the others as well... bryan is working alone.. weiseng is with jerrick and some other person(dunno who)... sj is with cheeyong n some other person... din see mike, vin, dy, kenneth de... huiyi is with another unknown person to us... the pp goes by company's name so i happen to see theirs... anyway, happy working =(

jj came to find me at the level 4 cos we plan to go together with betty... however bet told me her ezlink card is with her sis n if we were to go out for 2-3 hrs n go back then she might not go... cos she at night gotta catch a coach to genting with dan... kw called me n finally said she wanna join us as well... so me n jj went outram park to find her and headed to clark quay to find the guys... (i met them on the way to sch... they went off first) they were at settlers cafe playing game... yvonne came as well.. we decided to play that jungle game where u grab the totem if ur cards are the same... the loser would ve to take the winner's stack... the player who clear his card first win... i played that game b4 with sj n company... weiseng bought that game ma... haha.. anyway.. played cluedo after that game... took a long time to figure out that game la... cos we all forgot how to play le... the helpers forgot too.. haha.. still abit gong abt that game... haha... we took 3 hours play 2 games only lo... kinda waste time... left ard 6... went to eat n they went home... me jj n cs went jp to buy ingredients for cheese cake... yeap we wanna make strawberry cheesecake... haha... tml then do cos tml nth to do.. i gotta find them next week in sch le... they starting sch but i haven start my attachment yet... another week to go... anyway, that's all for today... i go watch naruto liao.. cya...

been doing nth else but watched vcds for these 2 days liao... n im beginning to feel a lot sian than b4... finished watching vcds yday... sleep late during the hols too... make me feel like i cannot sleep when its b4 1... its too early... got a sleeping prob liao... if i still cannot sleep early, i might not be in the best mood while going for work. another issue is that i ve no money.. not thinking of going out at all, thats y im stuck at home... then nth to do at home... im lazy to do household chores.. sleep too much... watch tv too much... nv eat cos dun bother to go downstairs to buy... sian arh... dunno whether need to go sch to check for the itp posting anot... no announcement... nth... lucky work is starting soon.. but... thats wat im afraid of too... a new experience for me... i dunno wat will happen to me... dunno how the staffs there is able to accept me as their colleague... dunno how im going to tahan the whole day without my fav bed.. haha... arh... cannot bake things cos oven spoilt... very disturbed now... dunno wat else to do... although i just wake up, i want to sleep again... niao... crapz... dunno wat happen to the other person who's in my life... dunno wat is happening... cos no one telling me... basically its temporary empty now... sianz...

apple crumbles... abit burnt on the top but the apple still taste fantastic..


only part of the cookies we made... haha

decided to go jj's hse to bake cookie and make apple crumbles le... went jp wif jo n jj to buy the neccessary ingredients first then wait for betty, dan n cs to eat at the foodcourt at b1... walked to arcade to find the guys cos they left after eating... walked somemore... abit waste time i think... i just wanna finish lunch n go to jj's hse cos i still gotta go out after baking.. anyway, finally went jj's hse... prepare everything... mix the whatever with the whatever while bet n jo cut the apples... realised we had not enough apples so while kw had not arrived yet, asked her to buy another 5 red n 5 green apples... while waiting for the apples, we mixed another ingredients for the chocalate cookies... kw came with the rest of the apples haha... so betty n jo cut them and add water n brought it to boil.. after which we just trying to make our cookies shapes n designs! after the apple crumble is baked.. we left it aside and continue making the cookies which are meant for 5 dozens servings! lolx... anyway, the crumbles are nice... esp the apples... baked the cookies... n we left around 5.30.. quite long rite... but we made loads of cookies leh... had to go jp n buy something for weiseng... took a cab to his hse later cos he said he paid me back ma... haha... anyway, played mahjong at his hse lo... nv expect i would win once... haha... nvm la... playing only ma... happy can liao... no money involved... ordered a pizza ard 8.. stopped playing mahjong and had our dinner... after that just slack around... discussing abt our next graduation trip already... wahaha... it's either taiwan, hk or china ba... so cool... cant wait... haha.. slack until 1030 then took a cab again with cy n went home..

my art of slacking is watch shows, blog, stare at com, or sleep(nap few hours)..
today i had the same art of slacking... plus another one... reading the book i just borrowed n reading pilates.. however i haven start doing... just lazy to do... no mood to exercise nowadays.. dunno y... just wanna slack n slack...

went out with jiemeis on thurs... too bad kw nv join us.. met jo at 12.15 pm at je.. we both late haha... when reached tanjong pagar, jj board the train.. then headed to aljunied to meet betty.. she late cos she went to dan's hse b4 we meet.. gave them their cat's shit n a magical pocket for jj... hehe..
anyway went to eat dim sum nearby... the amount of food is ok la, for 4 ppl ma... quite full also after the drink.. haha...
went bugis street after lunch... trying to find my nail polish and hair band.. jj bought nail design paint n i bought an earring..
cs came to join us... went lib... then suggest go bake cookies at my hse.. they agree too.. but then my oven cannot use so we decided to go jj's hse instead... anyway, i borrowed a book.. betty borrowed the receipe book and we decided to bake one apple crumble... hehe... think gotta make more ba for extra ppl like cs or dan to be guinea pigs... hahahaha... erm oopx... sorry bet...
went back parco n went to kinokuniya for a while... cs wanted to eat so accompany him go fc eat dinner... jj n i shared a hei zhi ma.. nice~ after that went home le...

below is my brief description of the thai trip...

Day 1 -
met cy and mike at je mrt station to take train to airport. reached terminal 1 and met up with the rest. ate mac then went in the gate liao. after the flight take off for an hour or so, my ear start stinging cos the air pressure too huge. soojun also felt the same impact. lucky huiyi told us to blow the air out then i'll be able to survive. anyway, arrived at bk & felt a little excited. board a mini bus to asia hotel. it was ard 7 in the evening so the traffic is jam. during the jam, watched vcd on vin's hp and on the dvd player tt mike brought. check in hotel and ate at a nearby small restaurant. expected thai seafood. however im having a wound so cannot eat much. bought drinks and tidbits at 7-11. played cards at bryan's rm and went back. it was quite late le but still seng and sj dun wanna sleep so accompany them to take tuk tuk(a scooter-taxi) ard the area. we went for abt 40 mins and sj paid for it. but when we reached the lobby, she found out that her hp is lost. we dunno how but she must ve lost it on the tuk tuk so we asked every possible tuk tuk drivers and the staff to help us find. no sooner, huiyi n kane came to find us. we waited outside for the taxi to come back but no success. so went back to the room ard 2-3 am. cant sleep already so we played 'Heart Attack' to relax sj. after that they went lobby to eat while i slept. i set my alarm SG 6 am so in thai 5am i woke up le. by tat time, they came back too. when the others went back to their own rooms, mike, cy n bryan was woken by them. went down to eat breakfast ard 6.30 then wait for the rest to come down.

P.S. the time i put down is in bangkok time. SG time is 1 hr later

Day 2 -
checked out of the hotel ard 8 am and board a coach to go pattaya beach. it's coach cos another group joining us. arrived at pattaya for lunch. went to the temple n soon after, board a boat which take us to the float market. de market is when the seller boat come near our boat and we buy.. that kind one... also fed fish with bread. went to another flee market to look ard. we went to buy mineral water buy it taste so wierd like toilet water. lolx. took de boat back to where de coach was.
i think after that we went to snake farm.. n watch the performance.. i dun really remember already haha.. please forgive me.. anyway, got lots of pills make from snake organs. din buy cos too epensive although there's this snake placenta that is very good for females one(male of cos cannot eat la)..
urm.. i think it's the all kinds of skin factory next. they use animal skin to make wallets. after that, tiger farm ba.. watched the tiger get tamed lo.. b4 that, they took photos with the cubs. it's already evening... din ve dinner n then went to watch ah gua show. vincent told me then i realised the 'girls' nv wear bras de.
went back to the hotel. sunbeam hotel is definitely lousier than asia hotel. no hair dryer de. check in n then went out again to roam ard. once out of the hotel, turn right n u can find a stretch of bars and clubs waiting. haha. walked to hardrock n huiyi bought a shirt there. same price la. not much diff. took a bigger taxi back to the hotel.

Day 3 -
set off for the beach and water activities!! erm i will update more once i get my frens' photos n videos cos i currently forget where we went le... haha... but it's definitely fun!

continue -
the other photos r with vincent n his gf n the videos with cy but i can show u some taken by huiyi.. she din take the one at the beach so i will describe wat happen here.

the morning's here and after breakfast we walked to the beach. yes, our hotel is near there. while another took a bus there, we walked. haha. anyway, board the boat to a platform where the boats parachutes r waiting.. at first i dun want to play, but jaron played b4 n encourage me to play also. then the others also went ahead so i joined them for the extreme fun lo. the life jacket was heavy la. a little difficult to walk with that on. then the fun part came! the parachute hung me up high in the air n it turn 1 round the platform(the dock). at first i just "weee..." n then i enjoyed the scenery. the feeling is maybe when u play the rocket shooting at theme park but with water underneath u lo... and flying ard. the photo they took is so funny. haha. like im preparing for something big. lol. k la enough abt that cos there's more.
took the boat again to the beach. it was a bumpy ride of cos. i just had dizzy spells that's all. wah lao, after the whole thing, i can still feel myself shaking. haha. we had the first ride on the banana boat. the one where several ppl ride on it n then they capsized u.. thrilling.. maybe the first time im playing so it's quite fun.. the other members were soojun, jaron, weiseng n mike... i think the others had less capsizing than us.. we had 3. hehe. went back lo.. they were discussing whether to play jet ski anot. i tot jet ski is the pulling as u stand de so i din join. cos i had enough of falling into the water n get water up my nose liao. in the end i almost cry. jetski is the boat where u sit n maneuver urself where a instructor is behind u. i wanna played that! to think i missed that! cos after that they went for the pulling, the one i told u about. me bryan n kane went for a walk. they pat me in sand! again, the photos are with vin so next time then i show u ba. the girls had a piggy ride on the guys haha. not me i din go deeper into the sea. still can stand la but i just din go. end liao lo. went to wash the sand out of my hair.
yet another is to come. we headed to the island where the guns spot was. the guys fired either a rifle or a pistol. sj tried a pistol too. i noe this is in my wishlist but i just dun ve the guts. haha. anyway, the sound cracking was so loud it nearly burst our eardrums. n pics taken(with the rifle). headed back to the beach and went back hotel to bath.
came down to meet at the lobby. ar.. forgot we go liao. update later if i remember.

oh yea. then the massage. the 12 of us wanted to try the massage lo so the tour guide brought us to the massage place. change into a pyjamas then let them massage whole body. wah shiok man. was dozing off liao then the lady told me to turn over. haha. so shao xing. anyway after that we went down to eat yu chi n bird nest's soup with coconut. hehe. we rich rite? no lar... share de. haha. that day is mike bday so how?? hehe... we went back to the hotel n bath while sj n huiyi went down to buy cakes. the whole thing is so funny, all in the videos. i try to get that ba.. haha. smashing cake is the traditional thing of our class liao. but the cham thing is we messed the room up so they had to paid for the coloured towels ba.. haiz. mike paid for it when we were going to dreamworld theme park next day.

Day 4 -
set off for the theme park. dunno we went elephant show first that day or previous day i really forgot le... anyway the bus journey was really long lo.. ard 2 hours like that. all fell asleep due to the previous night hectic. ate lunch there. i only played viking n the cup ba. it's not a small cup leh. ard 20 ppl can sit in it then it really spin like hell out lo.. i can still feel the twirl. lolx. they played 2 more - the mine train(according to them, it's nth) n the hurricane(360 turn) n then we left the theme park cos we r already late for the meeting time. haha. maybe the jewellery factory is next. i just remember i was very tired then wanna sleep liao. it's none of our biz in our jewellery shop ma... no money to buy also. but ding yuan got one for his mother ba.. n huiyi n jaron got 1 each. dunno where they got they money haha... we spend alot liao leh. went twin tower to eat ba.. i also dunno wat happen after that le. i should ve update once i come back but i lazy. lolx.

Day 5 -
went to the popular weekend market le.. cos day 5 n 6 our free n easy days liao.. we splitted into 2 groups. then our group we splitted into guys n girls group again. haha. cos abit difficult to shop with each other ard ma. each group call hp so can call if emergency lo.. we discussed to meet at 1.30 pm for lunch. went to the change money first b4 shopping and splitting.. then we were happily shopping. clothes were so cheap!(each ard 100-180 baht == SG$ 4-5) lolx... bargain our way thru too.. other than clothes, sj n hy bought alot of earrings as well.. i only bought 1 haha.. it's time to go back to the meeting place le.. then we trying to find way out. we came out ard 12.45 le lo.. still was finding a place out of there and back to the entrance. the place is huge la!! we found the standing clock but still no use... alamak... asked the locals but wherever they pt, we still cant reach the station leh.. walked for ard 45 mins liao then bo bian call kane lo... went to the money exchanger to wait for them.. feel so guity... haiz... anyway, i believe we were dying of hunger liao.. took the train back to the hotel to change and put down our shopping goods. walked to MBK to eat at MK restaurant. we could walk cos it's near our hotel. our hotels location very good rite.. anyway MBK is a famous shopping centre in bangkok. had a banana split at the end of the steamboat.. each person pay ard 200 baht(SG$ 8) for the lunch. it was ard 4 something already so it's consider our lunch and dinner. after that split again haha. i think mike and us went shopping ard... he's our bodyguard.. haha. walked ard MBK then decided to go hardrock so we asked ard how to get there. but the local says it's closed until 10 pm then open. it's still early lo ard 6-7 like that.. so we wanted to walked to siam square instead. but half way we went to an alley to look at clothes. then sj n mike found a cheap manicure shop! its ard SG$ 4-5. sj n huiyi chose a design each to do.. as i watched them, i also wanna do liao. so i pick another one. haha. ended up doing as well. ard 7 something went back to the hotel to wait for the others to go to the night market. somehow we r early cos we planned to meet 8.15 at our room de.. haha. early cos nth to shop le. wanted to go night market then shop more. we tot the market is near so we walked there. however that night market is not the one we wanted to go to. so we took tuk tuk to that salom market. it's a long stretch of shops lo. then must U turn one. bcos of the whole day's walking le, my toes having pao already.. but still wanting to walk ard.. the guys had nth much to buy but we girls haven finish shopping :p so they follow us instead.. cy n me, weiseng n sj, kane n huiyi separated to shop.. hy wanted to buy the slippers which sj bought at the weekend market.. we looked ard.. the shop keeper sell at 450 bahts while sj only bought for 180 bahts lo.. so keep searching.. cy n i look out for it as well.. then came to this shop, he selling at a high price too.. but when we walked away, he gave us 100 baht! but hy was not there! bad timing.. haiz.. continue until the end of the stretch.. walked back n met them.. they told us there's another short stretch inside... so while they continue, we went to that alley of shops lo.. in the end bought quite alot, n that means spent alot as well haha.. cy n i finish browsing the shops first so we called the others to meet at haagen daz instead.. as expected, they spent alot as well haha... had a very nice ice cream n smoothie and then took a cab back to the hotel..

Day 6 -
last day le! prepare early for the checkout then went MBK again. cos yday the guys told us there's alot to shop at the last level. but we nv go there.. walked ard trying to find things to buy as souvenirs.. but nth much leh..
ate lunch at a japanese restaurant in MBK... i tot i not much money liao so i picked the cheapest set($5).. lolx.. dy and mike n vin had a exp set each(ard 330 baht = $12)
in search for jeans, we also continue to look ard for the slippers that hy wanted.. the standard price of the jeans is 750 baht each n they managed to cut to 650 baht.. we wanted a 600 one so walked ard but impossible to find a cheaper jeans so settle for the 650 baht one lo.. haha... as we tried the jeans, we had 4 guys(splitted again with others) waiting for the 3 of us sia... hahaha... so funny... really like bodyguards.. cos they helped us hold things as well.. paiseh leh... nice of u guys...
me n hy bought jeans each, sj din cos she din find a suitable one.. after that, went down to buy pork floss home.. bought 3 packs for 460 bahts.. still walked ard finding slippers.. it's either too ex or no size for huiyi.. sad.. as i found a slipper at a side shop selling at 99 baht, hy also found her slippers! nice one... in case u(my cousins)r wondering.. im sorry im din buy for the rest of u.. firstly i no $$ liao, 2nd the size is not we ve tot.. if my size is 9 1/2, i dunno what size u guys are.. if i anyhow estimate n u dun like then it's not worth it liao.. no time liao... gotta reach hotel by 3.30-4 pm to go to the airport... the flight is 6.55 pm.. went back n put some stuff in our luggage.. took the asam that we ordered from the tour guide and boarded the mini bus... too small le so the rest sat in the tour guide's 7 seaters'.. they so shiok la.. reached ard 5 something.. check in and walked ard trying to buy food back to sing.. but i just slacked there.. sj n hy went to buy coconut agar agar.. waited for the entrance again.. finally went in but still the flight was delayed cos alot of planes taking off at the same time as well.. arrived in sg ard 10pm(noted. now im talking in SG time liao) checked out and went to buy alcohols.. hy wanted to buy hard liquor for fren de but i wanna buy as well so in the end she nv buy le.. the total costs of mine is 74.50 bucks(not baht, haha).. went to take a cab with cy and mike. reached home ard 12 liao.. haha.. that's the end of our trip... im sorry it's not brief at all... haha... i just wanna say everything but some things in thai nv say cos i dun rmb when liao.. haha.. ciau!

i went for the 2nd interview just now. it's 10 mins walk from chinatown.. the interview went smoothly... he din ask much... n he told me wat they do... it's quite fun actually.. cos he demo on his mobile phone the wap portal they doing... there got sms, mobile blogging, photo, surf net etc etc..
wat is sian is the company just now is abit hard to find... n to think i tot it's a large company... haha... it's just a shophouse.. yea, a company inside shophouse... meaning got upstair downstair one... but kinda small... i asked several ppl but they dunno where it is lo... no wonder la cos so small... haha... anyway, just when i was finding the 90 club street rite... the company name caught my eye lo then i was thinking "wat the?".. cos beside it is a cafe leh... kinda wierd lo to ve a company there.. lolx... not that im finding it small la... just that it's kinda cool in club street cos there got loads of bars and pubs around... if ppl u ever wanna drink, look for me can liao... wahaha... should ve hawker around ba... wanna find something to eat also quite easy... so i like it... haha...
i was saying clearhub pte ltd is small rite... n really inside only got 4 staffs... plus me maybe 5 ba(i will get in rite?).. that's it ba... gotta pack liao cya... update when i come back..