u can always find stories to tell in your neighbourhood u know. everyday, i think so, i heard this boy argueing with his mother. i think he is only a primary sch kid lo... and he dares to shout at his mother... then i keep wondering why his father is not there to shout at him for being rude to his mother.. i only overhear him screaming why they were being unfair to him... y he cannot do this while they can... haiz... he's really screaming away u noe, so loud the whole neighbourhood can hear it lo... then there's this woman, i heard her few days ago, i think she's a maid, she was screaming and crying at the same time like those we hear on the news lo... maid being tortured... but i dunno how la... she's not on my block, somewhere near the next block, but i could hear her scream.. one moment i was going, stop that fellow who's doing this to her! stop it rite now! someone go stop them please... i wonder if her neighbour heard her and went up to check anot.. hope they did...
hmmm... another parents who fought upstairs... dunno which floor is it. how i noe? talking at the top of their voice, slamming the doors to challenge each other. that's a indian couple by the way. there's this another couple also, upstairs dunno wat race one, but i think they r on the floor above us.. slam doors... dunno whether it's the parents quarelling or father and children or mother and children quarelling.. seems very fierce that's all, happens once in a while...
a mother who always talk loudly, she's a fat woman by the way, always can hear her screaming at her child.
interesting story around the block, u'll see. and i think im always home to hear them.

im sick im sick... i dunno how im going to survive through the exam period u noe. im dying... cos i haven study every module... but since it's 2 weeks, then i'll take it slowly lo... slowly study... relax until my flu has recovered... argh... then cannot go out... 1 is becos of sickness, 2 is bcos of exam... guess have to wait until exams is over... then go shopping like hell. hahaha... and i still own someone something, that can wait also... :) teddy's bday we din get anything for him leh, kw suggests after exams then send him present but then it'll be very belated le lo... really cos we dunno wat to buy for him in the first place. definitely not any shirt cos we dunno the size of his. haiz... well, what im still worried is exams... how to pass... how to survive to next sem... haiz

*sob sob*... my sore throat got worse... i also dunno how i get this sore throat anyway... maybe during the way home under the stupid rain... haiz... anyway finally finish all the projects! yay! but got 2 more weeks then holidays... sianz. haven study yet some more... no mood sia... if i got mood, i think i'll go shopping. today want to go one.. lolx.. but no time la... must rush isns. so go home and sleep lo... holiday holiday i waiting for holidays... nvm... 我忍(wo ren)。。。

sore throat, sore throat, sore throat... hmmph hmmph... i can only type cannot talk too much... haha... fei hua... i can only type for this column wat... let's see i finish reading lemony snicket le... anyone know the movie is coming out... series of unfortunate events acted by jim carrey one... lolx imagine he is the baddie in the show... in case u haven watch the trailer, it's this story of Bauderlaire's siblings who lost their "dead" parents in a mysterious fire.. then this jim carrey is going to be their guardian who scheme to get their fortune. so these siblings trying to stop the evil Count Olaf to steal their fortune and to find the secret of V.F.D to see if one of their parents is alive anot?? alot of mysteries la... the movie somemore is combined from the books one leh... so i guess 1 book must be very short in the movie... it's actually quite long lo... cut here and there... like harry potter... haiz... opps ve i say too much?? haha... then go watch la.. quite nice la the show.. honestly... it's coming out around dec... hoho... like this typing make me also want to watch it now... hurry come out la... i want to see the funny Count Olaf... haha... the girl acted as the eldest Bauderlaire also very pretty...

yoz i got back my 2 pairs of jeans at suntec today... they were ok i guess... lolx.. nothing much to say except that we did badly for mprg interview today... *sigh*
anyway, felt better after i went suntec and cck. :p

anybody got this situation that mother says, "dun anyhow go out with boys ar..." when she knows u r meeting a guy??? how do u handle these situation when ur mother ask u abt the guys u go out with?? just go out leh... not BGR wor... lemme know if ur mother strangle u with these qns...

hoho, another day im sad, another im happy... noe y? cos i went out today... haha... and in the end i bought two pairs of jeans!! quite cheap also cos it's on a sale... wanna buy bag but haven found a suitable one.. next time i want to go back to causeway and buy that bag liao... lolxx... today what i spent is so under my budget lo... happy happy... anyway... i went to bugis again yday with kaiwen, at first wanting to buy a bday present for Teddy. but it's either expensive, so can find a suitable one.. the card we saw at bugis was damn ex... so we din buy anything... did i mention even though we din buy a present, i bought a shirt and a jacket at a U2 sale?? lolx... dunno why got so many sales nowadays... either renovation sale discount or closing sale... im nuts... haven exam and im already on a shopping spree... lolx... lucky tml going lib to study, or else dunno how to pass this sem... haiz.. anyway, wish me luck!!! money and studies... hahaha...

i dun understand adults and how they think... really not... im not old to analyse wat they r thinking abt... i just want to be a sweet 19 yrs old girl. Teenagers are supposed to be rebellious, and i want to be one. well, in such a way that i dun get control for my every single move. i just dun get it.. why do they want me to be whenever they want?? i ve my life... it's not like im totally rebellious or anything... i want to be 19... like wat my frens say... 19 liao still cannot go out until night... my parents dun allow i accept that bcos i know myself... well, not actually. but still, some things i want to be in charge... some times when i say no, i mean it... but bcos of filial piety, i still follow their instruction... what happen when im 20 plus?? do i still want to be under their control? do they want to control me for the rest of their lives... i realised y parents can force their children to their death road... bcos they make it to be... they make their path and how they are like... i noe they want their child to be perfect, but surely they noe not everyone is up to their standards... we are humans, we have flaws... i dunno how to make a good human... not everyone knows... u cant teach bcos u do not noe it urself too. sometimes when u do something, ppl will either agreed with u or be suspicious of what u think and y u did that way... u cant persuade everyone to agreed with you... what u think is right for you, do it... i dun want to be manipulated.. i really dun want to... but i dun ve a choice. everyday im tormented when i go out... i feel their eyes on me... when i look at myself in the mirror outside, i really think, "u r an ugly person inside out"... and y do i say so? cos im being manipulated in the mind... ppl make fun of me... i cant think straight, i can say that im not ugly, im a good person... ppl dunno that... the way they think is the way u behave.. u r responsible for ur own action, that's y u r manipulated... u r controlled by ppl's mind... u care what others think abt u... u do whatever u think is right to please their eye. im talking abt myself right here, right now.. bcos im angry that my mother force me to do something i dun want to do, and i dun like to do... none of the houseworks thingy, but it's the way she forces u to do... and when she got this tone to talk to you, u dun want to listen to her even more. so u just want them to shut up, shut out of your face... and u nod along and hope they ignore u if u agree to what they say.. what my brother says is right... bcos of the way she's talking to me, she make me dun want to listen to her even more. though im ur daughter, im still a human.. u want me to do this? fine. give me a reason y i must do it. u cant force me... in the end, u just get me to hate you for this.. and whatever things u explain after that wont make it up cos u r still speaking to me like that.. what do u get for this?? a filial daughter or the rebellious one? im feeling like one of those children there who finally understand what they've been through... if u all had told me, "i told u so". im filled with anger and frustration that's y i decided to pour my hearts out here. pardon me for the long essay... but i really needed to trash it out inside the diary...
i always get angry when my father says, "dun mixed with too much boys, dun let them ve the chance to drug u. precisely what happen when u stay out at night". until now i still dun get it. y is it they must think this way? if u mix only with ur frens and those trusted frens, these things wont happen rite? not if u drink with ppl u dunno... not if u got out with untrusted frens' fren. if that's really happened to u, i believe ur trusted frens will still protect u from those harm... i dun get it, y? cos i nv got the experience to get it... im not saying that i want the experience.. but ever, ever if such things were to happen, ppl must learn their lesson or they nv would get it... if u dun let me go out for just one day... assume nothing would happen if u r going out with a group of trusted frens, how would i noe if such things would really happen? i mean.. i dun want them to happen, i mean not every night will have recurring scenarios, would it? not everyone on the dark street is bad... if that is so, wouldnt i be one? so u think im bad if i were to walk out with frens in the dark night? y would anyone care abt u when all they do is do walk around the streets with their frens... u r just another passerby... u r not those regulars who go into the same bar every week.. plus u dun even go to bars/pubs... just walk where there's ppl... do u mean that i ve to be in pubs to prove that ive been out all night?? no right... frens could be sitting somewhere chitchatting.. not even in some undecent place... what could happen if u r in starbucks or any cafe?? u r just talking with frens and seriously, i dun think anyone would want to get into trouble by provoking u or something.. u r walking out there, and i dun think ppl would be stupid enough to be trying to do anything funny if there's ppl walking out there too... let's say u want to stay at a fren's hse, in this case for me, it's a gal pal. what u all would think is safe right?? ok ma... i think is alright.. but nooooooo, my parents would ve this outrageous thinking -- not ok, what if the father is a pervert?? i mean a trusted fren's father cannot be right... where got so many these kind of cases happen one... if convenience is what they r afraid of, we r only staying for the night not the whole day... they dunno ur frens they would say, do i ve to bring them back to tell u which one is approving to ur eyes?? if one look can tell if the person is bad anot, u might as well go be a psychiatrist... haiz... go out with them say nv see them b4... bring my frens back and u will be not happy abt it.. then what should i do?? bring u out to show them instead?? dun think of me as ur forever filial daughter who will always do ur bidding... if one day im not, dun get disappointed bcos u r asking for the impossible.. dun ever say, what has happen to u? in the past, u were so obedient, now u r like rebelling to whatever i ve to say.. ppl can change. and change into someone u dun expect them to be and when it's not when u wanted it to happen... that's life...
im back to myself, i ve already pour my bloods out... im being 19. even if im not, im just being me... i cant bring myself to reality.. i want to live where i want to live in. that's me.

im so happy... not bcos weba project is over... but is bcos i spent some money which i haven done it for like hundred years already... then i cheated a watch out of my mother's purse... hahaha... cos i really want a new watch wat... cant blame me... anyway im gonna keep spending until i spend all... well, not all, maybe left a few bucks... gonna go shopping this sat... cannot tahan already... i wanna buy some more things to fa xie u noe...


i realise i sounded like a happy sec sch student... haha... what matters is im glad enough...

er... lame... i just blog abit in this entry la... later say i nv update again. friday i got my laptop back, cos i brought it to service last week. hdd crash la, no choice.. then got all those photos back from carmen.. so if u all wanna go see, just go to the pictures under kisses drop-down list... quite alot man...
still haven got vs.net so cannot do projects yet... sian na... weba exam coming some more... i haven study... hehehe... k nth to say liaoz... cya

haiya, just same old stuff lo... same stupid stressed projects and exams coming... anyway, ghost festival is just over and moon cake festival is ard the corner... yeah!!! mooncake mooncake~~ i guess nth much to update la... just gotten abit stressed bcos of bad results and projects... haiz~~~

today when i went to go to sch, i saw an garung guni pushing on a newpaper cart. we were both up the half slope at the same time... but then he stop to let me go up first... at first i thought he did. then he cant hold on to the cart so he and the cart roll back again. i did go up but i heard de cart rolling back down so i turn back and look at him... the next thing i did was to walk away... i din even try to help and push the cart with him!! what's wrong with me? at first when i saw him pushing the cart up b4 the both of us vie for the slope path, i wanted to help him. but then i was surprised he stopped there to let me go up first. the newspaper cart was heavy to push, i knew and i din help but just smile at him and walk away!!! argh... he looked at me and smiled back... anyway, i still felt terrible as i walked on.. u must be wondering why i din went back and help him... well, i thought even if i went back, he would ve gotten the cart up already.. besides it would be so awkward for me to say wat i was doing back there... anyway, i just hope it doesnt bother for the rest of my life... it's not just a good deed so simple lo.. it's just something in front of me and i din do it which i should...
i believe u do something good not because u want to show ppl. most of all is that u feel good doing it and that this will peace your mind... not like me when i din help that man... terrible...
also i believe in this sentence, 善有善报。。

few weeks ago, i chat with my fren on msn from another country... he told me he joined a club where there's sort of volunteer jobs going on... and it seems fun. u get to tour around countries, helping ppl and make loads of new frens... so i keep thinking this is a fun group of ppl.. but there's also another fun group of ppl, but these group of ppl put their faith in who we call GOD... these ppl helped themselves and others non-physically by believing in GOD and thus giving them strength to lead a new lease of life. it is their faith and belief, i do not condemn any of that... but if i had to choose, i would choose the one physically where u believe that u do volunteer work, u can help urself and others. this is within ur physical strength though. but u feel good rite...
faith is what we all believe in... but it depends what u trust urself into... something like relationship... if u trust this relationship u holding on dearly, no matter what thing will not separate the couples... so if u put ur faith in ur partner, u will not get jealous no matter how he/she looks at other girl/guy... if u scold him/her because he/she did so, then make sure u make a joke out of it, or else u just dun ve enough beliefs in him/her...
ok i say enough today, crap too much liao... go chat on msn le... hehe...

oh man, sat reached... time to say goodbye...
woke up at 630... then too lazy to walk to the mrt station so took a bus. i meeting kw 830 at kembangan... the train is full of ppl man, dun even think sat got lots of ppl early in the morning. so had to stand... stand until i got cramps in my legs. anyway y am i telling u this ar... haizzz... went to burger king in the airport to fix the whole thing cos the photos in my hand wat... quite nice la, kw's sis help to decorate the frame, though wasting my effort coloring hahaha... it's black with white(liquid pp) stars all over, names written like last time although got glitters on them now... sg at the corner indicating 2004, and at the back kw wanna put the place and day we having the farewell party... add the photos on them... and then wrap it up... want to see the photos??? (have to wait while i upload all the photos lo...)
after that... went to buy egg tart to eat, yummy man... simply delicious... then take the train to terminal 1 where we find the poor jeremy there alone waiting... haha he reached the earliest... cos mr. ho drove them to the airport, thought it's terminal 2 then went to park his car, ended up they kenna stranded at terminal 2 with their heavy packed luggages hahaha...

i think this is the most satisfying gift i can do for a fren ever... nv have i given such a gift to a fren b4. that day, after the party i walk to clementi with carmen, though it's kinda dark, she's willing to walk with me... of cos i went to develop the photos after i reach the bus stop opposite by house... when i went back home, i realised i forgot to develop 3 copy of that photo!!! gundo man... but i couldnt go back now, i guess the shop must be in the midst of closing... lucky there's still friday...
where we go on fri ar... let's see, oh ya... went taka with carmen,jeremy, teddy, kw and soojun... at first we had to go to the popular there first to find wrapping paper... lucky there's still time... so bought this wrapping glass paper??(u noe those kind where there's bulging holes and u can play with them one lol) and kw wanna buy the wrapping paper ard her house there... so met them, and we bought curry puffs.. they went to kinokuniya to buy a farewell card for mr. ho... after that, just walk ard until it's time for them to go to another party with their tp frens... then it's still early and i saw the brochure for mp3 players at comex so i called to join my father at suntec... quite alot of ppl la in the convention center... the listed mp3 players are all expensive... u buy the stated mp3 players then there's an offer for slim cd player @ 99 bucks ma... but too expensive la... u noe my father ar... haixx. u want something good, of cos must pay more la... the price is higher now... not as low as in the past, u cant find an 256MB mp3 player lower than $150 liao la... haiyo pa... he keep saying to the salesgirl that he bought the creative 256MB one for 200+... cos it's 200+ for 128MB at the comex... of cos ex la... but i really pity that girl sia... kenna say like that mahjiam is her fault... she's only a paid girl to sell the product la pa... then i gave her a pity look, like just saying, this is my father, not only u kenna treated like that, me also very ke lian one... lol... anyway, i abit paiseh walking abt with my father in comex... cos im a girl wat.. u noe la, it's rare for a girl to be interested in all those stuffs wat... anyway, din buy any of the mp3 players lo... but hehe, my father agreed to give me his...
it's 7+, went back and develop the 3 3R photos cos the previous 4R one cannot fit the frame la...
wait, i continue my next day story in another entry... later u all fell asleep, say too long la...

arhh... this thing ar... make me unable to blog for several days... then i found out it's the compose setting which dun allow me to type into the textbox... haiz... anyway im back... hehe...
i forgot what happen last week le... except of cos the departure of the hk ppl la.. as a farewell gift, kaiwen and i bought them a photo frame each... we(or rather her)designed the frame, and i went to develop the photos(de one we took at their farewell party, that part will come later)... during all these times, our ardous journey to make the 3 frames is undescribable... haha...
wed, after sch, we went to redhill and took 31(forgot which bus)to ikea... and then choose for nearly an hour to find the best frame for them... it's time to decorate the frame... so went across to what's that mall to find the stationery we needed la... the stupid stationery shop is so secluded, i doubt ppl go in there lo... so messy somemore... had to make every move carefully for fear of making the shop tumble and crack... haha... anyway we bought the things we need, and went to kfc to start designing b4 actually do it on the frame... got thurs fri and sat to do... kaiwen wanted to ask her sister to help us design... cos she's the best hahaha....

hmmm... just now was the previous wed... now im telling you wat happen on thurs... well, kaiwen and i skip sch(din expect har)... where we go anyway??? huh... oh ya... i remember... that day we din go to sch... she stay at hm to study while i went jurong east to study... when i reach there, the library still haven start the day(stupid hor, 12 then allow ppl in) so i just sit down at the table outside mac... quite noisy la... but got a place to sit and study rite... i can one... then ard 3, kaiwen come join me lo... actually we met there to do the frame b4 going to the party... they wrote our names but diff places where we planned... but still there's SINGAPORE at the corner...our names were on the top diagonally... (can imagine?) anyway, her sister drew stars on 1 frame... so kw did it on the 2 frames... i help to colour... haha... cannot finish so fri then continued...
ard 430 went to dover and headed to their apt for the party... haha... u noe we skipped sch ma... so reach there earlier and found jeremy alone in there cooking... and the door was not even locked man... haha... then we eating half way, carmen brought them back... kenna accused of stealing food without them first... hahaha...
oh she invited some of my classmates too.. there's spagghetti, sandwiches, bread fried in egg and banana(for me and kw la, special ma bcos of the banana man lol)... lots of snacks... the guys played poker, i keep taking abit of photos here and there... soon, christina, jerrick and dingyuan went off first... then the guys... then dessy came... is that how u spell her name? hehe... anyway, played daidee until kaiwen wanna go home liao so take the photos la... the five of us to put in the frame... me kaiwen jeremy carmen and teddy...
sleeping time... tml then continue... good nite...

sunday... arh yday din manage to go kbox rite... u should noe what happen today... i msg the sisters to confirm whether going to kbox anot yday... guess when they reply back... the younger one msg back at 530... i noe my phone rings but i din bother to pick up... figure it's nothing special so wanna wait until morning then read the msg... then the elder one called me at 840 in the morning ar... saying she wanna settle earlier... surprised she woke up that early man... haha... see la disturbed my beauty sleep... haha... no la... actually having some sort of a bad dream...
so end up went to the morning kbox and sang until 2 lo... cannot help it... simply too many ppl liao... then went to imm to walk abt... walk until 5 something.. come back and watch recorded "xi yuan lu 2"... ate wonderful dinner(ox tail's soup, ox tail, fried food, black pepper prawns) yummy... and come to type this bloody thing cos i ve got nth to do... haiya... enough crapping, gotta take a bath now... cya...

hmmm... lemme recall what happened during the past week ar.... let's see today is Aug 22nd... so fast sia... it seems that the first day of 2nd sch year just start and zoom, it goes 2 months... and exam is coming some more, projects.... arrrrhhhhh!!!! i haven study man, serious, i dun feel like studying... think my exam still 2 weeks away ma... next week then study la... haha... slack first... study then slack some more... oh crap... haven do project... later rain nagged again... cham... later then go do abit... wah her project best liao lo... i dunno wat to do with her... tell us to do such diff task... mission impossible leh... (0_0 )( 0_0)
hmmm... dun remind of those stuff la... i wanna be stress free... slack first... last min than do... lolz...
let's see, mon do nth, tue nth, wed ar forgot liao... think i go somewhere or went home straight after sch... thurs come for itec lesson only....then got 3 hrs break... come back at 2 o clock ar.... the justin actually din come!!! diaoz, waste my time only... cos that day graduation day ma then he din tell us initially no lesson some more... so kaiwen and i wanna go jeremy's apartment see see lo... reach tampines at 330 i guess.. then accompany jeremy and carmen go buy some things... went to his apt... shocked... his apt is like.... pig style...(happens often when u r in all guys' apt) even at carmen's apt with two guys staying with her, it's neat and spickle lo...(how to spell ar, eng gone from bad to worse)
seems that some of the guys along with teddy r going to malaysia on friday so packing bags are all over the floor... haiz... hmmm other than the tv tt they ve advantaged over carmen's apt, everything seems to be in better condition, TP ma... ar whatever... then jeremy go prepare something for us to eat... bread dip in egg, cooked it and cover with condensed milk and butter, yummie... those r the HK tea style... haha... anyway keep on chatting abt cusson and his leftovers in the fridge... haha another joker... he left for HK first then left his untouched food in the fridge, they r either inedible or turned black... to think he's such a fine guy man... lolx... watched some tennis tournament, talked some more and then went home at ard 6...
fri ar... went for one lesson only in the morning, dun even bother to go the next one which is after another 3 hrs break lo... plus that guy ar always teach nth one... as in he talks and no one listens la... haha... at first think it's so sian to go home so early... but then found out ive got alot of things to do... such as installling vb la, watching shows la... surfing net la... finding songs la... then happy happy go home... lolx...
sat... arranged to go kbox at first one with my cousins then one of them had a test then going out with her frens later on, so i stayed at home and waited for her sister to come... my bro went out ard 11 came back at 3... we were already watching some shows le... oh she bought x66 then ask me tons of question abt that... but i nv tot that x66 and x70 are not the same lo... so cant help her with some of the things...

no one is born beautiful~

no one is born beautiful~
not u not me... not the president, not the king nor the princess... everyone bound to ve something not perfect in their lives. Now i only came to accept that not everyone is beautiful... There's scars in their life... or maybe not yet... This is the only thing i accept. They gave u life, something special, but to balance it, something must be taken away from u too. Balance is the word... U ve this this moment, another moment u may found something lost or has already been taken away from u. So what if u r pretty? The face is there but the body is not there... Can u stand ppl praising u for ur beauty, yet at another place, they r mocking u because of ur impoverish body? U ve the health, u ve the face, but wat if u ve problems everywhere that brings you anxiety and headache everytime? A person may be rich, but do you think he's that happy that u think he is? U may ve plenty of friends, but do all listen to ur problems? Friends may come and go... one comes in ur life, the others just walk out of ur life... why do u see that fella is so enriched in his relationship, while u r there rotting away? could it be something blessing could be coming in your way... Your family give u what u want, do ur friends do that too? or rather, u think ur family r scumbags and u feel much much secure with friends? SO we ask ourselves, why, why do such things happen on me? Cant it be someone else? well, if u r thinking abt such stuff, other may be having the same thoughts... Accept. accept what comes may and release and forgiven the loss.

it was a sat...

it was a sat...
sat and me and kaiwen went back to sch to do some project. How coincidence that Carmen and Teddy were in the lab we went to... seems that they finish their make-up lesson. However, Teddy went out with Asaka, the Japanese girl cos the others went Malaysia. So we done abit proj before going out with Carmen. Let's see, we went Tiong Bahru for lunch...Neither of us has been to there yet. And then, walk abt. There's also nth much to see. small shopping mall. kaiwen suggest we go to city hall to see the court... reach there keep taking photos haha... u can see 'photos' in my blog where ive put those photos ive taken on sat. we walk from city hall to the court, from there to the fullerton hotel(anderson bridge), and then went in to go to the washroom... haha... took more photos outside... walk to raffles place... went to buy things to drink... went back to the big screen there to sit and chat... ard 530 then went home... cos it's quite a long day la... i very early wake up leh...

fri -- August 13th

fri -- August 13th
nthing special today... though went to carmen's apartment after sch to have the leftover cake when i din eat on the previous sunday. kaiwen went oso... all through out, we keep talking abt the strange roommate they ve. he's awefully quiet and has a eccentric behaviour. kaiwen guess he must have 'zi bi zheng" since young. he was quite "well-known" in sch due to his attitude. so every now and then, whenever carmen and her frens got together, they would mostly joke abt him and tell funny stories throughout. he's a banana man, that's what they call him, cos he ate nearly 7 pieces of banana bread and half a bottle of banana milk in the morning. that's another nick for him, 7th moon. they called him that cos apparently he read this anime/manga, 7th moon. dunno wat cartoon is that.. anyway, or so carmen told us, he makes alot of noise in the morning while the others r still sleeping but often leave the house quietly. Teddy and carmen seldom see him cos mostly when they were awake in the morning, he's gone. And because, mostly they come back to the apt ard 11-12, he's already asleep. haha...
anyway, as we were chatting amiably, jeremy was having his hair cut in clark quay where he'a a hair model for the trainees there. it's free of cos. and then after his hair cut, he was going to head here to eat the cake(the cake was simply big, they left 1/4 for me but i still cant finish). as he neared the apt, we joked abt him... oh and we keep toking abt how wonderful cusson is. haha... previously i talked that cusson knew how to choose a gift for a girl rite. well he's also a grade 5 piano player, a well-academically student, a guy who knows all kind of games and a cook. carmen told me for this group of them, only she and cusson can cook well though the others can cook simply. then kaiwen was going, wah this guy hard to find in SG man, perfect guy sia... lol... i guess if u had this kind of fren, u would want to reserve him for urself rite... haha... if dun want intro to us leh... lol...
after half hour after jeremy reach carmen's apt, we left. and they went to tanjong pagar to walk abt. found out there's little to walk there so went to suntec AGAIN. haha...