im supposed to sleep now.. but for the sake of u guys.. i upload these photos.. haha..

http://s18.photobucket.com/albums/b117/jan85/Hokkaido%20trip/?albumview=slideshow

hope u guys enjoy it.. we shall meet up very soon!

zzz on first day on work, i see JJ, jin jian not junjie hor, a coursemate of mine. Apparently he is now employed in the company im interning in, cos he just graduated after our exams.

Well, anyway, glad to see someone i know, well sorta, in the company, morever, in our dept. we have another NUS intern call Biru*, whos sitting with me in the office. she is so cute, she reminds me of kaiwen. LOL. sorry, cos u n her look similar, both in personality, and physically. biru only ve another 4 more weeks to go, i think i will miss her when shes not around. which is why im glad i ve JJ there. haha.

been doing admin work up till now. and theres so many things to do that i didnt know which to start first. finishing 3/4 of the work im tasked with already.


oh yea, my company is at sime darby enterprise, near queensway shopping center. so today me and biru went down to qway to eat curry chicken haha. yday was at abc market. hmm, theres quite alot of food center here. so no fret. LOL

finally, tmr is friday. i shall go shopping for more clothes on sat. GSS, here i come!

gotta go bath and sleep again. haha. well, hope to meet u guys up soon!! if time permits. =)

yea back~!

been busy these few days so haven upload any hokkaido photos yet. if u guys yearn for some of them, my bro uploaded in his facebook tag me in some of the photos. really little tagging of me.. =.=

meanwhile, keep tuning in for my photos~! i should be able to upload them this weekends.

erm, what else ar? ehto, yea hokkaido was fun and tiring. cos we keep getting on and off the tour bus haha. and worse of all, the bus journeys and the flight to and fro hokkaido. super duper long and sleepy! worst is cant sleep at all! did catch a wink or two but thats abt it! zzz...

and u guys probably needa thank me, cos we ve been finding souvenirs everywhere we go. haha. seriously, almost every stops the shops sell confectionaries and gifts that would catch our attention.

but of cos the bad thing is, everything there is expensive, so we cant afford alot of stuff with our yens. cos in japan, they do cash transaction in almost everywhere, unless u r at big names malls.

anyway, gotta go bath, shall blog more during weekends. cya!

Exams over.

but its not the last of them. if everything goes well this year, i ve one more year to go. and next year should be abit torture with 2 projects to go. sigh.

but enough abt that, haha.


went straight for shopping after my last paper at starhub center in cuppage and got my aloe vera set from bodyshop. watched terminator with dear and walked around taka and wisma.

hmm, didnt see anything fancy so went back to jp and ve dinner. and bought a cute tissue coin pouch too.

Theres nothing miscellanous left to buy except for clothes and shoes, so we left.


oh and next day, my bro and i went to jp again to get his sims3, haha. he induced me into playing by installing it on my com to test the sims3 quality (apparently my com has better graphic card, of cos!)

sims3 got me interested in that game again after hmm, for couple of years? its probably new with all the complete sims3 features but lots of "furnitures" and "decorations" from sims2 are gone. lets hope theres expansion packs for sims3.


Meanwhile i haven pack for hokkaido yet. haha. going to head off tmr evening so theres no need to rush in packing.

the thing thats weighing on my mind is on the day when i should arrive back to singapore around midnight, and den the first thing i need to do is to sleep, and den waking up early to go for work next day. zzz.

working is not a problem. my letharginess affect my days mood though. and i would feel like sleeping the whole day. i had that feeling once before, cos i was having a serious headache so i took off to go home and rest. well, okay, it affects my work.

its not like school where u only need to tolerate few hours of lecture. and den going back home to nap. haha.

which is why i say proper and enough sleep is important for me. haha.

maybe if something were to interest me / keep me occupied, i wouldnt feel that sleepy. but internship is like, hmm, nothing for u to do?

although it beats staying at home for a few months, lol.


well, i'll take whatever it'll come.

for now, i shall play sim3 and pack for my trip! see ya!

at last, completed writing my notes. Time for my last revision of the notes for the day..

so much to write and read, i wonder if my brain can take all those information down in a day, and shoot them out like a gatling gun tmr. haha.

to add on my stress, im having pms, which is making me tired and moody. zzz

sucks. my eyes feel so dry and tired now i feel like going to take a nap.


ar, somehow i really wish a more colorful life. probably more activities to do, but then my lazy attitude just prohibit from wanting to do things. wahaha.

tsk, time is running out for my school life and my slacking life. noooo.. i dont want to start another wierd life, filling of fear and tears, and much tension. now is so relaxing. i can think of my trip whenever i want.. hahaha..!

time to eat! =D *how nonchalent =.=*

see.. told u im having pms. so emo. i wanttttt to be the happiest woman on the earth!! *who doesnt, bish!*

i want a life!

woooooooooooooo.................................... i can see white light coming for me.......................... *hello?* so incoherent in thinking now.................. so gaga............... meow.................................


=.=

continued watching naruto shippuden and bleach yday. so many episodes didnt watch already..!

the first time yday that i finished studying around evening (without distraction thats y haha). so i gave myself a break haha. yesh, mostly i force myself to mug and make notes for a handful before i give it a rest at night.

starting to get the carefree feeling after my pimples caused by own stress slowing begin to fade. guess becos im finally starting to make sense of my notes =.= if not, will be so blurred cos simply too many things to read and comprehend.. sigh.

theres still 3 more articles to read and make summarised notes. guess i should start soon or again i need to study until 10pm. zzz.

lately i ve been sleeping for probably 7-8 hours.. haha.. its enough for me. but really if i sleep early, i should wake up early (bio clock of 7 hours sleep). enough sleep and drinking sufficient fluid also bring beauty lol. like pimples diminishing.

well, most imptly i started to really care for my teeth and its counterparts. haha. i make it a point to clean them after eating, whether by liquid (listerine) expel, brushing or tongue cleaning. lessen my bad breath too. haha.

is it just me, or have i gotten vain? haha..

okay lets continue mugging.. my small brain and i, will jiayou de! *puke, stop acting cute laa*

how silly,

to always craving for things that would never come. And the need to understand and satisfy other ppl's needs just to hope that my own needs can be fulfilled.


it sux when hope is taken away from u. As it rises, the disappointment is bigger when its dashed.

Well i guess it seems to be only in my head.. And thats y i hate it.

who can really see what i want and fulfill my needs?

This is why i choose loafers. well, since quite a few years ago too. i like casual wear, more specifically now.


What Is A Loafer And Are They In Style?

There are some who will deal with the pain of uncomfortable shoes just to look good and be fashionable. I see women all the time in super high heeled shoes looking like they are about to fall down and complaining of sore feet. I don't want to sound mean or uncaring, but they are doing it to themselves, it isn't necessary.

Personally, I fall into the comfort category and I know many people are just like me and would rather be comfortable than wear a shoe that hurts my feet just to be trendy. The makers of shoes have noticed that the trend is towards this philosophy and are now increasing production of various options of comfortable shoes. One of these varieties is the timeless loafer which has seen a huge resurgence in popularity recently. These highly comfortable shoes have never really gone out of style but they haven't really been considered fashionable for over ten years, now they are considered stylish. Here are some of the reasons people are choosing loafers today.

Most people who wear loafers, myself included will tell you that their loafers are their favorite and most comfortable shoes. They are very breathable and don't constrict plus they are supportive of your arches. They also are usually highly cushioned which adds to the level of comfort. Do you ever come home and just throw your shoes off as soon as you get in the door because they are hurting your feet so bad? Well, with loafers you don't have that feeling; in fact many people continue wearing theirs around the house after they get home.

Another thing people like about loafers is that they are easy to get on and off and you don't have to deal with laces. I particularly like this aspect. For people who have back problems they are ideal because you can just step into them and slide them on without having to bend over to tie your shoe. If you have back pain or some other medical condition that prevents you from being able to bend over easily try loafers.

The versatility of loafers is another reason for their popularity. They can be worn with semi dressy pants or even with khakis or jeans. They are equally suited for church, office, or a trip to the grocery store. With jeans they give you a dressier look. If you are on your feet a lot at work you may want to consider a pair for the office. You feel a huge difference in comfort and you won't be so tired at the end of the day.

There are many varieties of loafers now being offered compared to what was offered only a decade ago. In the past you may have only been able to find the shoe in black or brown leather but today you can find them in a variety of materials and colors.

article from: http://www.streetdirectory.com/travel_guide/34757/shoes/what_is_a_loafer_and_are_they_in_style.html

yesterday evening went with my family and kevin to taka's sushi tei to eat lobster mentai! the texture is sooo good, but the fish eggs on top of it is way too salty. even for me. =P

was so full cos we ordered alot. even after that much, we went down to b1 and buy venezia ice cream for dessert. lol.

today had another full dinner, this time at home. cos my father cooked a huge pot of "yam"ed fish head and papaya with peanut soup (soup isnt that bad but i still wont like papaya soup). super delicious. and well i ate mini ice cream and drank my bro's "concotion" of barley (opps did i say barley.. er i mean bar----) + choco milk. well i had tie guan yin before that as well.

my stomach is at the dynamic process of digestion now. *look at the on-the-verge-of-exploding tummy LOL!*

ugh, so full... *rub tummy*


another week plus to last paper, and den finally i can start packing for hokkaido! woohoo! *sorry am i dancing?*


guess i'll be going for shopping first to shop for my work wear and probably for the trip stuffs. i noe its gss now. who's with me?!

i'll miss the first half of promotion at bodyshop, but theres promo all the way thru gss, so its okay!


just signed up for stage 3 of jap's beginner class starting tmr. should be missing a few lessons in june though cos of the trip, exam and probably work.

hmm. half dying now bcos of mugging too much these few months. >< seriously hope that mugging so much helps in the exam. haha.

Gambatte ne!!

哦！我知道为什么前几个月我有做运动的冲动了。那是因为我认为运动真的可以把你身上的毒统统排泄掉。大概有口臭也是因为累积身上太多的毒素或者是免疫系统的关系。

自从我看到脸上开始又有豆豆和瑕疵的出现，我才发现我需要做运动。运动很好啊。也可以练你的腹肌，去掉代谢。只是看你选着那一项运动罢了。

我是很想去游泳啦。可是想到自己的脚好像要被烝在水中泡水，又怕自己脚泡久后会软掉跟着跌倒。哈哈。

最近实在是没有时间去跑步。希望去骑脚车时，可以顺便练练脚的肌肉。

嗯，希望去检查或扫描的时候，有复检可以让我做。或者也可以让我知道为什么走路的时候会那么的没有力。几乎也缺乏了重要的平衡点。开始后悔以前不在学校和大家一起运动。实在是没有想到会有这么样的下场啦。

真的真的很希望有一双健全的脚，让我有信心地做每一件事。大概是因为太缺乏自信，所以做的每一件事真的是有心无力似的。连走路也觉得超困难的。

嘿，又在哪里自叹气了。

好了啦。总之就是期待检查的倒来，可以让我更深入地了解自己的状况。我不介意每天都要下去做复检。为了自己的身体状况，我什么都愿意去做。

going to slack today.

at last, another 2 papers are gone like the wind. *hoping its not coming back ><*

last paper in 2 weeks time.

haven start studying for that paper yet. but i think i just need to read more articles and start making notes and links for this paper.

meanwhile, gonna play some games. oh! and the joy of the coming post exam celebrations!! LOL!

cya!

slacking now.. tmr having ict paper at 10 am.

well, gonna go thru my mindmap later one last time before i crash for bed.

already feel like sleeping now. *yawns* den that means that i will be able to sleep early tonight if i dont take a nap now.

been playing plants vs zombie since morning. LOL! sianz..

counting down.. 15 more days.. wols..

even slacking nv been so stressed before =.= maybe its the day before exam, and im slacking away. haha. *just to be clear, i ve already finished mugging for papers for these 2 days*


im already thinking what im gonna do after these 2 papers. lol.


i need to shop.. retail therapy for the exam stress! and high tea!

*maybe i can write a list of to-dos i wish to complete.* *slaps* go study la.

nonono! so near yet so far~~


feeling so crappy now. want to sleep, cos its raining. but if i sleep now, tonight i will difficulty sleeping.

i think i go drink some tea now, well its a sort of my favourite pastime. even without cookies and cakes. just stare and relax, while letting my mind run amok.. no i mean, relax. LOL!

omg, i can smell something, something like mun nian ou... hmm.. hungry.. ok go drink tea le.. cya!

counting down.. 17 more days.. to de end of paper..

haiyakku!!

studying otia now. so sian. eek!

so sleepy man.. zzzz...

sob i see ppl already celebrating.. nan de?!

theres so many things to do and i cannot do them because i ve to mug!! ><

now it feels like im delaying my set timing by 2 days. argh. although my otia is a retake paper and i already finish studying half the total chapters, but its on the 20th leh. and i haven finish mugging for my ICT paper. zzz.


after my exams, im goanna shop! for clothes, for shoes, for things i dont need. lol. going cycling, going swimming probably, going ktv, going for high tea, going for dinner with ppl (u just wait, i will ask u out one LOL), watching shows (any good movies?) and anime, finish reading my last book of breaking dawn, playing oblivion, plants vs zombies.. all within the week before i fly and before my internship starts.

although the number of things probably doesnt compare to, well, as alot, but those are what makes me happy. haha.


ooh, and im still thinking about going taiwan again at the end of this year. time for discussion with the group of ppl im going with. haha.

Kaiwen, HK! lol..

$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$


I want freedom!! and happiness!! hahaaaz.

Wonder Girls - Nobody MV



This MV is so funny. haha. I found the Wonder girls are really good at choreography.

Anyway, enjoy!

1 difficult module down. lets pray for pass, shall we?

and exactly 1 month to hokkaido, woohoo! (trying to motivate myself after POA paper)


yesterday, temperature taking and checking of seat arrangement was a waste of time. cant they mobilise more ppl to help us with them? or at least put up more than 1 seating arrangement list outside the exam hall?!


over few thousands students queuing up for temperature taking above hall 3, and than over few hundreds or a thousand fighting to read the arrangement list to know where the seatings are.

den something like, "theres a list inside the hall!" =.= so ppl start to go to the hall and read instead of chionging up to the notice outside. and you ve to queue again to read the list. =.=


clock's ticking. i reached at 9am to queue for cubicle in the ladies. and when i saw the superb long queue (or so i thought for temp taking cos i didnt walk until meeting room 3), i was like, "what the hell? they expect us to take temp when the exam is at 10?!" it was already 9.20am so i told my fren to go directly to the exam hall which is on the other side.

and what a "surpise". when the exam doors are opened around 10 (note this: around 10am hor), theres actually a thermal taking session inside the exam hall. its faster and ppl dont have to sit and wait like what ppl did outside meeting room 3. yeah true, but rmb what i say about the queuing for the seating arrangement list?

so after everyone is done, the exam starts around 10.30am.


oh so u think thats okay, at least 10.30-2pm ma. hello, theres a 2nd paper at 2.30pm! so the head invigilator was like, "no need to panic! we will delay the 2nd paper so it will not start at 2.30pm." well, most students, the year 1 students, were taking these 2 papers at the same day. seriously, that waste of time earlier that day really took us all by inconveniences, and a lapse of exam time.


because i already prepare my exam timing for the paper, setting time for each qns, i really couldnt finish it or rather that time confuse make me gone haywire.

okay, so i attempted all the questions in the paper, but the qns doesnt seem to make sense. like what the hell does the examiner wants?!!


so distressed to find the clock ticking. i dont even know when the exam paper going to end at(extra 15 mins for reading). so i just do lor, without knowing how much time i have left. i estimated each qns timing but so when she says we have 30 mins left, i still have 2 big qns undone. zzz.

i chiong my way through, and i saw the big-headed questions in section C, i was like, "HOW IS THIS ALL SO DIFFICULT!!", chose the easier ones and started doing. it still felt hell to me. AND the chapters i didnt study thoroughly just appear to be the easier ones of the section C.


seriously, i felt like giving up halfway through the paper thinking, i could retake next year what. haha. but haiya, just finish la. what a waste if all these months of poa preparation are just discarded away by these BLOODY PAPER!!


was heaving abit of relief when the hired invigilator took away my paper. also was shivering the whole time i was in the exam hall. freaking cold! my hand was trembling while calculating and writing down the answers. damn it man. that would slow me down, honestly. if only it wasnt so cold.

y do they always put these kinda temperature? so that ppl wouldnt fall asleep? or u wanna make ppl feel all sick and mucky from nose dripping? haha.. "If you are feeling sick, like having a fever, coughing or having a running nose, please inform us immediately." how does the aircon help some of us NOT having a running nose? i was like laughing away in my own head. stupid announcement. didnt they hear students wheezing and coughing throughout the paper? turn up the aircon laa!


ranting in my blog is a form of leisure time, so i wont have to start studying. haha. okay, end of complains. i really hope someone would complain about yesterday, no kidding. we ve the whole of may and june exam papers going on, know? i think i should also inform them of these. haiz. probably the part time students are already sending them complaining emails, flooding their mailbox. hahaha!!

ciau!

im selling this shoes, see below, at 15bucks(bought it at $29). anyone interested please contact me. =))

Size 34 (heh =P) non-heels, 1 inch probably at most..

bought them at D&G. wear the pair out zero time, but tested it few times.

my feet are too bendy =.= so whenever i walk 2-3 steps, the back of the shoes will auto dislodge from my heels.








so y i buy them? good question.

cos i think they are really nice looking, plus it should be comfortable if it wasnt for my lousy feet ><.

first tries at the shop are always a sham. u ve to try it out, as in out the streets to know.

to me, i cant bear to see these shoes go wasted, cos its really attractive, haha. anyway, for those who has the size of my feet are welcome to try them at my house. keke. =D


back to mugging for accounts. =( sians. byees

zzz my aircon broke down. i think after installing mine, my brother's aircon also broke down. i guess becos my aircon pipe is link to his aircon pipe.

wah the first day is so cold. den after that, although no sound, theres also no air. *grumble grumble* piangz.



attended my last lesson of the year before exams start. haha. stupid leh actually, to ve the last lesson on labour day. ><

anyway, i took a cab down to liang court after my lesson to ve dinner with my parents and my bro. had dinner at tamtampo. its full of people, by the time i joined them, my parents already got a table, but theres still a long queue outside. hows its so famous i dun understand.

after dinner we went to mediya (supermarket) to buy some groceries. and den sat at starbucks. haha.


and den cab home.

hmm. so sian now. aircon is bailing out on me. sigh.

i go play bejeweled le la. i realised this game can be addictive haha. u just want to beat ur frens' score thats y u keep playing lol.

ciau.

yay! although my carrier aircon is 2nd handed, but as long as it works and thrusts no sound, i dont mind at all. besides the air con units in my house are all old anyway, haha. they match what..


and about the weather, its just =.= its like throwing its temper everywhere, everyday. hot and cold, hot and cold. pmsing like a girl, tsk tsk.

i ve been reading skip beat! keke. finishing it though, and ve to wait for the next publish.

y is imeem giving me the 30 secs sample to listen argh! i uploaded the full length, so that i could listen and sing to my fav songs at peace haha!


meanwhile, im still trying hard to mug, man.

i am so carefree, that im not fretting over my lack of studying when exams are so near. haha.

i guess because the 4 modules are stretched over a long period before the next paper starts, which is why i know i ve enough time to study. well, at least the key chapters that i need to know.

the first paper starts on 7th may and my next is on 19 and 20, and den finally 2 june.

woohoo! i keep thinking of hokkaido! since it should be safe despite of the swine flu, im so looking forward to that trip!

hmm. den my internship starting after i come back.

so many to think about, and yet i am so carefree~~ haha!


i suck at bejeweled ='(( i think i going to play some more before i go out study. haha. cya!

kami sama!! please dont make the weather so hot and stuffy that it is impossible to study at all!

lazy to go library too. so far... need to take bus there leh.

been sleeping in my brother's room cos his air-con splutter no loud noise. mine just have to shake my room so hard as if its wanting to wake me up =.=

and now hes back from tokyo, i ve to bring my mattress over his room to sleep.

tsk tsk, the air-con man keep delaying his time to come and install a new air con in my room.

so fun listening to how my bro talk about jap culture. I kinda wanna live there haha.

im uploading songs to imeem again. finally listened to the new albums of jay chou and mayday. haha. although i know how to sing abit of their songs, that its wierd i haven hear b4 rite. lol.

jya ne.