er... lame... i just blog abit in this entry la... later say i nv update again. friday i got my laptop back, cos i brought it to service last week. hdd crash la, no choice.. then got all those photos back from carmen.. so if u all wanna go see, just go to the pictures under kisses drop-down list... quite alot man...
still haven got vs.net so cannot do projects yet... sian na... weba exam coming some more... i haven study... hehehe... k nth to say liaoz... cya

haiya, just same old stuff lo... same stupid stressed projects and exams coming... anyway, ghost festival is just over and moon cake festival is ard the corner... yeah!!! mooncake mooncake~~ i guess nth much to update la... just gotten abit stressed bcos of bad results and projects... haiz~~~

today when i went to go to sch, i saw an garung guni pushing on a newpaper cart. we were both up the half slope at the same time... but then he stop to let me go up first... at first i thought he did. then he cant hold on to the cart so he and the cart roll back again. i did go up but i heard de cart rolling back down so i turn back and look at him... the next thing i did was to walk away... i din even try to help and push the cart with him!! what's wrong with me? at first when i saw him pushing the cart up b4 the both of us vie for the slope path, i wanted to help him. but then i was surprised he stopped there to let me go up first. the newspaper cart was heavy to push, i knew and i din help but just smile at him and walk away!!! argh... he looked at me and smiled back... anyway, i still felt terrible as i walked on.. u must be wondering why i din went back and help him... well, i thought even if i went back, he would ve gotten the cart up already.. besides it would be so awkward for me to say wat i was doing back there... anyway, i just hope it doesnt bother for the rest of my life... it's not just a good deed so simple lo.. it's just something in front of me and i din do it which i should...
i believe u do something good not because u want to show ppl. most of all is that u feel good doing it and that this will peace your mind... not like me when i din help that man... terrible...
also i believe in this sentence, 善有善报。。

few weeks ago, i chat with my fren on msn from another country... he told me he joined a club where there's sort of volunteer jobs going on... and it seems fun. u get to tour around countries, helping ppl and make loads of new frens... so i keep thinking this is a fun group of ppl.. but there's also another fun group of ppl, but these group of ppl put their faith in who we call GOD... these ppl helped themselves and others non-physically by believing in GOD and thus giving them strength to lead a new lease of life. it is their faith and belief, i do not condemn any of that... but if i had to choose, i would choose the one physically where u believe that u do volunteer work, u can help urself and others. this is within ur physical strength though. but u feel good rite...
faith is what we all believe in... but it depends what u trust urself into... something like relationship... if u trust this relationship u holding on dearly, no matter what thing will not separate the couples... so if u put ur faith in ur partner, u will not get jealous no matter how he/she looks at other girl/guy... if u scold him/her because he/she did so, then make sure u make a joke out of it, or else u just dun ve enough beliefs in him/her...
ok i say enough today, crap too much liao... go chat on msn le... hehe...

oh man, sat reached... time to say goodbye...
woke up at 630... then too lazy to walk to the mrt station so took a bus. i meeting kw 830 at kembangan... the train is full of ppl man, dun even think sat got lots of ppl early in the morning. so had to stand... stand until i got cramps in my legs. anyway y am i telling u this ar... haizzz... went to burger king in the airport to fix the whole thing cos the photos in my hand wat... quite nice la, kw's sis help to decorate the frame, though wasting my effort coloring hahaha... it's black with white(liquid pp) stars all over, names written like last time although got glitters on them now... sg at the corner indicating 2004, and at the back kw wanna put the place and day we having the farewell party... add the photos on them... and then wrap it up... want to see the photos??? (have to wait while i upload all the photos lo...)
after that... went to buy egg tart to eat, yummy man... simply delicious... then take the train to terminal 1 where we find the poor jeremy there alone waiting... haha he reached the earliest... cos mr. ho drove them to the airport, thought it's terminal 2 then went to park his car, ended up they kenna stranded at terminal 2 with their heavy packed luggages hahaha...

i think this is the most satisfying gift i can do for a fren ever... nv have i given such a gift to a fren b4. that day, after the party i walk to clementi with carmen, though it's kinda dark, she's willing to walk with me... of cos i went to develop the photos after i reach the bus stop opposite by house... when i went back home, i realised i forgot to develop 3 copy of that photo!!! gundo man... but i couldnt go back now, i guess the shop must be in the midst of closing... lucky there's still friday...
where we go on fri ar... let's see, oh ya... went taka with carmen,jeremy, teddy, kw and soojun... at first we had to go to the popular there first to find wrapping paper... lucky there's still time... so bought this wrapping glass paper??(u noe those kind where there's bulging holes and u can play with them one lol) and kw wanna buy the wrapping paper ard her house there... so met them, and we bought curry puffs.. they went to kinokuniya to buy a farewell card for mr. ho... after that, just walk ard until it's time for them to go to another party with their tp frens... then it's still early and i saw the brochure for mp3 players at comex so i called to join my father at suntec... quite alot of ppl la in the convention center... the listed mp3 players are all expensive... u buy the stated mp3 players then there's an offer for slim cd player @ 99 bucks ma... but too expensive la... u noe my father ar... haixx. u want something good, of cos must pay more la... the price is higher now... not as low as in the past, u cant find an 256MB mp3 player lower than $150 liao la... haiyo pa... he keep saying to the salesgirl that he bought the creative 256MB one for 200+... cos it's 200+ for 128MB at the comex... of cos ex la... but i really pity that girl sia... kenna say like that mahjiam is her fault... she's only a paid girl to sell the product la pa... then i gave her a pity look, like just saying, this is my father, not only u kenna treated like that, me also very ke lian one... lol... anyway, i abit paiseh walking abt with my father in comex... cos im a girl wat.. u noe la, it's rare for a girl to be interested in all those stuffs wat... anyway, din buy any of the mp3 players lo... but hehe, my father agreed to give me his...
it's 7+, went back and develop the 3 3R photos cos the previous 4R one cannot fit the frame la...
wait, i continue my next day story in another entry... later u all fell asleep, say too long la...

arhh... this thing ar... make me unable to blog for several days... then i found out it's the compose setting which dun allow me to type into the textbox... haiz... anyway im back... hehe...
i forgot what happen last week le... except of cos the departure of the hk ppl la.. as a farewell gift, kaiwen and i bought them a photo frame each... we(or rather her)designed the frame, and i went to develop the photos(de one we took at their farewell party, that part will come later)... during all these times, our ardous journey to make the 3 frames is undescribable... haha...
wed, after sch, we went to redhill and took 31(forgot which bus)to ikea... and then choose for nearly an hour to find the best frame for them... it's time to decorate the frame... so went across to what's that mall to find the stationery we needed la... the stupid stationery shop is so secluded, i doubt ppl go in there lo... so messy somemore... had to make every move carefully for fear of making the shop tumble and crack... haha... anyway we bought the things we need, and went to kfc to start designing b4 actually do it on the frame... got thurs fri and sat to do... kaiwen wanted to ask her sister to help us design... cos she's the best hahaha....

hmmm... just now was the previous wed... now im telling you wat happen on thurs... well, kaiwen and i skip sch(din expect har)... where we go anyway??? huh... oh ya... i remember... that day we din go to sch... she stay at hm to study while i went jurong east to study... when i reach there, the library still haven start the day(stupid hor, 12 then allow ppl in) so i just sit down at the table outside mac... quite noisy la... but got a place to sit and study rite... i can one... then ard 3, kaiwen come join me lo... actually we met there to do the frame b4 going to the party... they wrote our names but diff places where we planned... but still there's SINGAPORE at the corner...our names were on the top diagonally... (can imagine?) anyway, her sister drew stars on 1 frame... so kw did it on the 2 frames... i help to colour... haha... cannot finish so fri then continued...
ard 430 went to dover and headed to their apt for the party... haha... u noe we skipped sch ma... so reach there earlier and found jeremy alone in there cooking... and the door was not even locked man... haha... then we eating half way, carmen brought them back... kenna accused of stealing food without them first... hahaha...
oh she invited some of my classmates too.. there's spagghetti, sandwiches, bread fried in egg and banana(for me and kw la, special ma bcos of the banana man lol)... lots of snacks... the guys played poker, i keep taking abit of photos here and there... soon, christina, jerrick and dingyuan went off first... then the guys... then dessy came... is that how u spell her name? hehe... anyway, played daidee until kaiwen wanna go home liao so take the photos la... the five of us to put in the frame... me kaiwen jeremy carmen and teddy...
sleeping time... tml then continue... good nite...