Saturday, July 16, 2011
Wednesday, July 13, 2011
my mum says my bro miss home already. haha! i was like, "so fast?! its been barely 1 month.."
Well, its still always nice to know that my bro miss home.
During the weeks before he left for India, he was always going out. He said its a farewell gathering. And den become sick because of staying out too late. =.= (still sick, dunno why, gosh, pls not bcos of any diseases caught there! den again de city he's staying at should be safe.)
cos i nv heard of him becoming bored before. LOL~~
And we miss him too. =)
My dad went to Qidong (China province) again one week Gw left for India. So now its just me and my mum. =.= Bcos she dislikes to peel fruits..... hahaa! we always rely on my dad for fruits after dinner. Well, he's coming back next week though. =D
For the both of them, just be safe.
Well, its still always nice to know that my bro miss home.
During the weeks before he left for India, he was always going out. He said its a farewell gathering. And den become sick because of staying out too late. =.= (still sick, dunno why, gosh, pls not bcos of any diseases caught there! den again de city he's staying at should be safe.)
cos i nv heard of him becoming bored before. LOL~~
And we miss him too. =)
My dad went to Qidong (China province) again one week Gw left for India. So now its just me and my mum. =.= Bcos she dislikes to peel fruits..... hahaa! we always rely on my dad for fruits after dinner. Well, he's coming back next week though. =D
For the both of them, just be safe.
Sunday, July 10, 2011
i know i am always slow in everything. I never thought that this physical and mentally weakness could hinder me in my work. My boss now always scold me that im slow. I cant give any excuses, even though i told him before that i process things abit slowly.
I dont know, maybe i need to train my brain. Maybe i need to see a doc. Does it really affect my attitude and behaviour? ='(
My sup always tell me that my work is the slackest of all IT work. I dont see how to disagree with her. Maybe i haven got the brain for IT, after all. My negative thinking always fail to encourage myself.
I like to think that i am me, no matter how many weakness i have. I know that of cos i will hinder myself from doing alot of things, whether by chance or not. I haven gotten any passion or motivation since i wrote on my motivation post.
Each day when i wake up, when i think that i have to get to work in a long journey, i start to feel my body is dying each day. I feel mentally and physically stressed and drained everyday. I am not sure how long my body can take this. I wish the circle line could be completed as soon as possible.
I dont know, maybe i need to train my brain. Maybe i need to see a doc. Does it really affect my attitude and behaviour? ='(
My sup always tell me that my work is the slackest of all IT work. I dont see how to disagree with her. Maybe i haven got the brain for IT, after all. My negative thinking always fail to encourage myself.
I like to think that i am me, no matter how many weakness i have. I know that of cos i will hinder myself from doing alot of things, whether by chance or not. I haven gotten any passion or motivation since i wrote on my motivation post.
Each day when i wake up, when i think that i have to get to work in a long journey, i start to feel my body is dying each day. I feel mentally and physically stressed and drained everyday. I am not sure how long my body can take this. I wish the circle line could be completed as soon as possible.