I think no one ever needs my help. Bcos I will always end up 越帮越忙..
its not me being negative. sometimes its true. bcos when i do something, i always do them slowly, slower than the person who needs help. Thats why i always choose not to help, for being afraid to be labelled. Like i would always get shout by when i tried to help, probably i do it the wrong way, or not the way that person wanted.
Okay, i must admit its not always me, its the person being too 'kan chiong'. I probably help in the sense that they dont think its their way. And well, sometimes being too 'kan chiong' in helping, i flop in helping. Thats pretty much why. Haha.
I know why. Bcos im clumsy. zzz. Thats why.
And when others dont really think i can help when i try to, i feel pissed off. When i offer to help, i know i really can do it, in spite of my clumsiness. That's me.
Arh.. Better to type it out then saying. Ppl wont understand anyway. Why I do/dont things the ways i do/dont.