Sucks.. am sick now..

but at least better than last week. i hope tmr will be better.


gotta go rest now.. cya..

haha.. joke of the day: benson want to go hk to buy prawns back to sg. so wei wei says, what if the prawns cannot take the pressure when they are on the plane? den they become longxia?!! LOL!!!! *when u go up to a higher atmosphere, ur ear will get hard of hearing*

anw, gonna take a company trip to hk this month with my parents for 3 days. too bad dear got his last paper on the first day im going. =(( my bros going hk this sat with my relatives.

going to meet up with carmen, and probably de rest of my hk frens if they are free. =D She and jeremy gonna discuss where to bring me and my parents. hehe. too bad jeremy's going mainland china with his parents, so he cant come meet us, and i noe hes been dying to. (cos ive been saying im gonna go hk one day ever since they came sg lol) haha! next time ba jeremy! we sure got plenty of chances to meet!

My mum got me these jackets from Msia's uniqlo and disel lately when she and my dad went for a wedding dinner in KL. so happy.. cos i love the jackets!! hahaha~!

although its only 3 days but i believe i will enjoy my full 3days in HK! =D shall rmb to bring my camera~! hehe.. haven been so happy since my last overseas trip lol. maybe cos its with frens and colleagues! ^^ 2 more weeks! keke.. den come back and celebrate xmas!

until den! tata!

我觉得很空虚吗？有话也不想说。别的情侣是天天想着对方， 想天天谈天说地。即使两人是隔得遥远， 也是互相惦记着。为什么我们是多末得靠近皮此，却是不想着对方，想要见到对方？为什么我是不敢和他说出心里的话？我讨厌这心中的疑问.谁可以解我心里的疑惑和纳闷?

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LOL~! A full weekday re occurrence. Weekend is another thing. But time pasts really fast on weekends. tsk tsk...

feel like napping now. but i'll be wasting my time away sleeping. i should be watching more dramas instead. HAHA~!

luckily weekdays lunch has always been fun and laughter with colleagues. though i still hate de long walks in de morning to the office and back to de train station at night. My condition can not really take such toll. Really wish that someone would drive me to work every morning and back home at night. My joints start to ache. I dunno if its my condition that causes this, or bcos i lack exercise. Then again, i used to walk such long walks and not ve any pains while walking. damn legs. seriously, this condition starting to ve an adverse effect in my life. Im starting to worry about my future. Maybe physio will help. Lets hope so.

Can i truly find someone who really appreciates who i am and accept me, and vice versa?

*yawnz*

starting to ve acne now.. zzz.. need to ve proper sleep.. haiz..

my colleagues say all de males in our company are all gentlemen. I agree.

i like john. i think hes more gentle than albert or koh haha. =p

Anws, wei wei, joseph and ben brought me to china square to eat prawn noodles. Nice! And the streets hawker along boon tat street also 'mo-tat-teng' ar.

Work's been alright. Been going home later everyday but still at least that means i ve unfinished jobs to do everyday. =x

Did try to bring my office laptop home de first week. Cant take it cos its too heavy =.= plus i dont want to do any more work when i get home. Just wanna watch my drama. ^.^

Tmr is public holiday! yay! haha. i haven had my full sleep for a long time. lol. Not even weekends. Just dunno why. Auto wake up when i ve enough 7-8 hours of sleep. zzz. FYI, full sleep is 9-10 hrs.

Oh yea, hwee ching got me my Naraya bag and pouch from bkk. Thanks girl!! Happy =DDD

Alright gotta go watch show now haha. Ciau!

Sigh.. Everytime it happens when im having PMS. Just so very moody. And worst. Just hope my symptom can be something else. But moodiness probably is de best symptoms any female could ve. haha.

i notice that some other females might ve gastric pain or headache, or lose weight when they are experiencing PMS. soo i dont think i wish for that symptoms. heh.

Some things he said worsen my mood. I seriously tried to listen. But my hormones just wouldn't listen. Just keep crying and crying, that's all. I wonder if we can control our PM symptoms?

Feeling so stressed that i'm having pimples at my forehead. Maybe its the hormones. I dont know. Maybe they add up together.

M period comes, and of cos my moodiness should fade gradually. Yday was probably de worst i ever had. Men just cannot understand women. Sigh.

The FB app i took..

101 Romantic Things To Do With Your Lover

• Sing to each other. (Not really to each other. Mostly i sing and he happens to be there. LOL~)
  
• Go to the park. (yes)
• Apologize for previous fight and have a romantic dinner together. (hmm.. nope)
• Put love notes in his/her pockets when he/she isn't looking. (i used to..)
• Go to the beach and see the sunrise. (once? with frens too..)
• Learn from each other and don't make the same mistake twice. (hmm.. nope)
• Party with his/her friends. (yup)
  
• Go for a long walk down the beach at midnight. (during chalet...)

Only a few cos i just play this app. haha.

My point of view

Every time i go to my window to close it, I wonder about jumping off / death. Would I be better off dead, or if the world is better off without me?

Then I rethink my sudden thought today. I write down quickly to remind myself and for those who find death comforting.

My answer would be, No, it wouldn't. Sure, it would put me out of misery. Sure, my family and friends would be devastated. But it wouldn't change anything. My life wouldn't be better. Their lives would not be better or for worse. It will not affect strangers who doesn't know you, or people who doesn't bother / care. It would probably change ur family or ur close friends, but not much. Life has to go on.

Why not stay alive, and continue to change ur lifestyle if u find it so demeaning? THAT will definitely make ur life better, or probably make people around you better. =) Make a wise choice, after all, we hold our own lives.

Anyway, i thought of this when i finally go for a checkup at polyclinic. I am anxious to solve my own physical problem. I don't want help or pity anymore. I wish to do something about myself. This visit to TTSH is impt to me. Countdown period. 1 month and 1 day. Sigh.

Right now, i can do nothing but go on about everyday life. Probably dwelling isn't my concern now. I have an option, that is to go to the hospital. Must have a positive mind. Even after going to TTSH and doc says there is nothing they can do about it, I must be positive.

This is also something I thought of when i finally thought of finding a job. Someday I have to work to support myself, if not for my family. So stop avoiding work / life and start doing something. Even if it means failure and learn. Learn and get over your failures.

I realise anything that i procrastinate / reluctant to do is mostly bcos of my illness. It seriously affect my way of life, probably my speech too. This is why i decide strongly to change it by visiting doctors and getting appointment at the neroscience dept. I am tired of telling my family and friends that I am born like that, without really knowing the answer myself. And finding excuses that I couldn't do anything about it. Well, that part is true now. So I am hoping that any kind of cure, if there is, would really change everything about me.

Just remember, your life is in your hand. =) Don't be distress. A life only approximately takes 80 years.

Part of my horoscope in relationship

i believe i ve quoted this before. But this is only for Kevin. LOL! for 4 years, he still didnt seem to know me well. =P

VIRGO WOMAN
"She only searches for true love, not just any love. Her love is an ideal one. She likes to think no one is neater and as effective as her, which can irritate you sometimes for there is no such thing. She likes sweet talk, but she can slip and say something unpredictable and unbearable to you too. When she stops getting mad, she will totally forget what she just said and be an angel again. If you have a date with her, you'd better be there on time.

Flowers and sweet word can calm her down. If you want to say sorry, make it brief and straight forward. Do not drag your apologetic words into a long making it up event, it could lead you to another world war. She likes her man to dress nice and clean. She is good in details especially with money. Do not make she thinks that she is a clown or funny. In the beginning of knowing her, please try not to glance at other pretty woman so much. Early period of dating her, try not to hold her so much in public, it would not be a proper thing to do. She loves books, stage play and music and likes to criticize about them too.

Criticism woman is her icon including big and small things in life starting from your hair, your dress , and the way you talk. If you are in love with her, be as almost perfect as your can."

Satisfying lunch n dinner today. Yummy.

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The Big Bang Theory - The 'soft kitty' song



Soft kitty, warm kitty, little ball of fur.
Happy kitty, sleepy kitty,
Purr purr purr.

^.^

feeling damn tired..

afraid to sleep more.. fearing that i might wanna sleep even more. and den sleep de whole day away.

well den again, since i dont accomplish anything in a day, might as well sleep. haha.


sometimes i just hate to sleep, cos i dislike dreams. Sometimes they are so real that u will find urself disappointed when u wake up. Sometimes they are so scary u wake up in de middle of de night and soothe urself. Sometimes they gave u several discomfort dreams that u dont get when u wake up, so u wonder why u ve that dream.

Then again, i like anime. Cos normally I watch anime that are not real, that can be differentiate from reality. When i stop watching it, i come back to "my" world. Somehow i like what i can control, and dislike what i cant.

U only sleep when u need rest. I hope i can sleep without dreams. There is never once i ve dreamless night. Or probably i know that i ve a dream, but that i forgot what dream that was. Maybe i keep thinking before i turned in, so thats why i will not stop thinking even when im sleeping.

I used to want to find out what my dream meant. I heard that they mean different kind of perceptions or personalities in ur life. Now, i wave that thought away. Probably i noe that i will have a different kind of dream once i change my thinking towards life. I know that my whole life up till now, my dreams seem to be de same. Sounds like deja vu in dreams. That would only mean that i have the same thoughts in me since then.

Things that i can control and things that i cant. Frustrated..

my interest lifespan is short. i noe that myself, even though i have a few interests myself. For example, i can be interested in a book. but once i finished that book, i wouldnt read another one, unless de content fascinates me.

RPG and anime are ones that would sustain my interest for as long as possible. Kevin says that i watch anime longer than he plays his game in a day. haha. Or i can play RPG from morning to night. wahaha~ Nerd~!

Contrastingly, that time when i wanna learn jap, i didnt continue to stage 2. Nor took de JLPT exam. After all, its for an interest. I dont ve to ve de cert. My teacher was kinda disappointed haha. Not being to brag but cos i learned abit better than other students.

Anyway, that interest that sparked me in the beginning began to fade, and i regress to my fav and only games and anime lol.

Okay, kevin and i bought these few fact books from borders cos its interesting and of its knowledge. haha. and since it was going at 3 books for 2 books price, we bought 6. =D Those books are very, mind intriguing, mostly philosophy and logic books, which is why it can be hard to digest when u read it. Still its definitely fun for me to learn those "facts". =P Im still reading it. haha.

If i want to work, i definitely want to work in a place where it can hold my interests for long haha. How can u work as a philosopher? i cant write. hehe.

i'll stop here cos my thoughts run until here for now. haha. cya!

think.. think..! Think about my future..

Its so hard to find what i want to do in the future. I cant foresee myself doing anything. Adding on to my frustration is me without enough confidence to do anything.

My results are out, and accordingly enough to my expectations, its a 3rd class honor. What can i do with this cert~! Certainly there are people who has skills above me, that's what my interviewer told me. ='( (And of cos i realised that without him saying)

Its too late to wish I had thought about my future when i was schooling. Cos when ure in school, u would never bother with your own future. Nothing but continue to study and play.

Its me with my lack of confidence, again. Should I ever think about being an admin assistant or other lower-paying jobs again, my lack of confidence has reached its peak!

Speaking of that, I ve had alot of negative emotions lately. Its not bcos of PMS. Its just cos i know myself. Shoots.. what can i do?! what can i do?!

Please dont say stick to IT. Bcos even i know that's hard. I'm sure all my classmates or course mates know this. And it doesnt matter without any inspiration in me~! With only a tiny satisfaction if others can appreciate my work can bring me no further.

If things are so simple and dull, why do we live? Do we live for the purpose of living? Or do we have a goal that we must accomplish as we are living? Why are most people always eager to go home after work? Is it bcos their work has no meaning to their lives?

I read this abstract from a website, for this philosopher encourage ppl not to work. He encourages ppl to enjoy and live, and not working to work. But i dont agree with one statement: Make people hate you! (why would you want to make so many enemies with yourselves to make your life difficult? is it for challenge? sigh~) Anyway, I forgot where i found this website. But overall I agree with what he was saying.

Okay, what i enjoy everyday now: is to stay at home, play RPGs, and watch anime! (I know that im a nerd.) If only I can apply for RPG-beta tester. LOL! but den again, a lot of nerds love to do the same thing as me. haha. hmm. one fun job to think about. (I would change games to play if i dont like that simulation or that gameplay enough.)

my family's traditional (ps: previously, rarely eaten =.=) breakfast is: semi-cooked egg with bread, complementary with coffee ^.^ (Normally found in kopitiam breakfast menu, or yakkun *yums*)

Anyway, my highlight is not about de semi-cooked egg, is how to make a macdonalds' big breakfast egg. LOL~! well, i was making my egg just now, so apparently its not too semi-cooked yet. so i went to put it in de microwave oven and pure coincidentally, i have a nice macdonalds egg!

How to make a macdonalds' big breakfast egg:

Step 1: Boiled an egg for about 5 mins.

Step 2: Pour content of egg into a small soup bowl. (to make a round shape ^.^)

Step 3: Put the bowl inside a microwave oven and heat it for 30 secs.


AND voila! there you have it! LOL!!

Of cos, timing is all about trial and error. I make an estimation for the 5 mins on de 3/4 semi-cooked egg. it would looked watery and uncooked. =D


In addition to my semi cooked eggs, i made mocha this morning. ^^ Just to make a fulfilling breakfast~

i think i am a nerd.. =X

i suggest to all sales people that they should thoroughly understand their products before promoting to consumers.

i bought a dead sea facial wash from marina square (de shop that is in the alley near puma). Well anyway, de first saleswoman keep persuading me to buy bcos she insists that de product is good for my delicate skin. I keep telling her my only concern was about my sensitive skin. but she keep telling me that its dermatological tested, i was thinking, "so? every products have that dermatological-tested logo on."

Anyway, when i was leaving, she went to ask another saleswoman (apparently her superior) to solve my problem. That saleswoman was quite persuasive, except that she cant even pronounce de words on the products itself, thinking that she can skip over de word. keke. okay, she told de first salesgirl that i cannot use de product she just recommended but a milder facial wash. =.='' man was i lucky not to listen to de first one.

And again, she insists that its dermatological tested. I was like thinking, yes yes i know. i just want to know whats de diff btw this product and all de others that also ve de same claim. Finally, she related de products to my skin condition, eg. bodyshop natural minerals (alovera) vs this. okay so i told her i use bodyshop. and den she explain abit, cos she dont fully know de ingredients to de bodyshop products.

i finally bought de facial wash due to part of her persuasion, while thinking that its cheap and that its ingredients are natural minerals. one thing she keep insisting was de "bubbles" that is in other products, and demonstrated that their products doesnt ve de bubbles to block ur pores, or something lidat.

i should really try one, seeing that they dont ve facial sample. oh my god, if they recommended these products to other aunties, and if de other aunties dont understand what they want, they would kena "cheated". Maybe i was also being cheated, seeing how most saleswomen use de same tactic to get customers. =) (i didnt get a full set, cos i want a trial, so i only got de facial wash and a toner. but they should really provide samples to attract more customers if their products are really credible. if i were de sales manager..... LOL!)

i know my own personality. Sometimes i didnt say anything, i know that i dont want to defend myself or make any excuses. Yet i dont want to agree as well. So often i duno what to say.

i know you dont know that, thats why ure damn frustrated. That irritated feeling of urs just make me desperate. i dunno what to do.

Negative feelings again. =(

Support and mutual trust are really the key factors to a lasting relationship..

Right and wrong doesn't matter anymore..

='(

yet another day to "Unemployment". LOL~! How slack am i for these few months.

Well, anyway, hope i ve good news within this week.

Im not confident if im up to that job he described. Well, personally, i tot that vibrant designs are more suitable for me, den a professional / dull look. I know that cos i used to design some cute layouts for my attachment company and they actually told me its too kiddy! hello! ure attracting youngsters for goodness sake! =.=' in fact, i tot that some designs i did were pretty good. haha. Time for self satisfaction~ LOL!

Anyways, apart from designs, liaising with jap hosting companies (my eyes sparkled on de mention of that LOL..) and probably socialising are involved. which is why i feel that im not up for it. Socialising has nv been a part of my life anyway. but i did tell him that its alright, cos i wish to get some experiences like these. Now is a good time to get these experiences anyway. Or else i dunno when would be de next time. maybe i should take up design courses as a job enhancement.

hmm, well, im waiting for confirmation, or a 2nd interview. *cross fingers*

As a fresh graduate, i yearn nothing more than a job i like, despite its pay. Okay.. somehow im starting to know what i like. thats good, keep it up. i do believe ur goals and passions will come about in ur experiences. right now, i ve none. lol. oh other than my pride in completing my fyp lol.

see ya soon! *hint: my bday!*

http://talkback.stomp.com.sg/forums/showthread.php?t=106263&page=3

zzz.. who says sg women are lazy?

We are independent cos we cannot depend on sg guys to do things for us. When they "try" to do things for us, they would sometimes complain, like that forum above.

anyway, its pretty annoying if u do things out of courtesy and ppl dont even thank u. but then again, its out of courtesy rite? hmm, this kinda culture dont exist in sg, probably.

i am thinking, if girls try to wait for guys to pull out chairs or open doors for them, its probably bcos we wish for some gentlemanly actions in our society. *Or maybe some chairs and doors are just too heavy for a delicate lady alone, im not kidding. Even men thinks so sometimes.*

If there are very few of these actions around, women yearn more of them. Sg guys really dont take initiatives, do they? haha. and of cos, i chide ladies who doesnt thank the gentlemen for doing any courtesy actions.

Its contradicting in our society for ppl dont adopt a courtesy culture. Something to ponder about. And sometimes u wonder why u press lifts for ppl, giving up seats, opening doors wider for ppl behind me, and not rushing up the bus *a sign of kiasu-ness* when most ppl dont even appreciate.While in my case, most ppl do thank me for it, and im glad. =)

there are many different kinds of people in de world. if ever u are bullied / backstabbed, just tell yourselves that u ve met people whose thinking and actions are way too different from yours.

But it doesn't meant that you should compromise to their thinking, it just meant different priorities in life.

Well, alot of us do not come to an agreement with that thinking, so we complain / despise / disagree, a lot.

If only our culture morph into de same thinking, there would be less prejudice and despise which would then lead to bad conflicts.

It doesnt nullify any bad emotions, but it just mean lesser ill intentions towards other people.

Despite de different races, nationalities and religions in our country, our bad emotions towards other groups of people doesnt present itself to the surface, but rather to our own people.

That is why our own "groups" of people begin to absorb some of these bad feelings and tend to increase ill feelings towards other "groups" of people too. That is what we called prejudism / discrimination.

It is not wrong. Different ways of thinking and behaviours just cross paths. Sometimes it happens within a family, an organisation and of course, a country.

What is bad is that it doesn't stop. People dont just stop their own way of priorities and try to accept / accustom / adapt to others' methods of life.

You dont have to persuade others to understand your way of thinking, but they need to know that is what you stand by to. If you try to force it into other people whose priorities are extremely different from urs, den our basic instinct tells us that its dogmatism.  

Cognitive dissonance is an uncomfortable feeling caused by holding two contradictory ideas simultaneously. The theory of cognitive dissonance proposes that people have a motivational drive to reduce dissonance by changing their attitudes, beliefs, and behaviors, or by justifying or rationalizing them.[2] It is one of the most influential and extensively studied theories in social psychology.

Dissonance occurs when a person perceives a logical inconsistency in their beliefs, when one idea implies the opposite of another. The dissonance might be experienced as guilt, anger, frustration, or even embarrassment. (Adapted from Wikipedia)

Pardon me for my philosophy. =p

picnic outing success! I couldnt believe that the weather was bright and sunny despite the weather forecast prediction that it would rain yday! haha..

though i couldnt provide something more fun to play with to de girls.. hee.. sorry jo and kw..

well, all in all, i hope everyone had fun!

next outing: fishing and camping at ecp! lol!

keke.. dear dear went to be a "brother" for his brother on his wedding day. Well i didnt go to de bride's hse of cos. so i waited them to come back at dear's place.


dear was so shuai in his 1st owned suit! i was actually stunned! haha.. anyway, watched the tea ceremony and den have lunch in the function room before going up to rest.

left for de hotel at 3pm. de 4 "brothers" drive us to zhenqing hse to get his blazer first before we headed down to four seasons. haha i makeup and got dress into my evening dress at their hotel room.

went down for de solemnization ceremony before i helped out at de reception table. dinner was fun watching de games played by justin and leeyan. =D *which gives me some ideas lol.*



went back to dear place after de dinner cos it was too late to go home. i hoped dear had fun being de "brother" for his brother. actually dear as justin's real brother should really kena tekan more. haha. yes yes apart from de solo action on those tasteless dark chocolates. well anyway, i could see justin smiling from ear to ear on his big day. =)

people who likes japan products should visit the following page:

http://japanbag.com.sg/

products are authentic.. well, thats what the website says.. and i ve brought a burberry sling bag on their website.. and well, its slightly cheaper!

good luck on ur spoil of war! ^.^

photos uploaded! click on de 1st link on de right-hand side to view my tokyo photos!

took me forever to upload them.. bcos of de size problem.. haha but all is well now.. unless i ve got de urge to place it in fb (which i ve none)..

The Pupil, by channel 5, has no ending.. it sucks. I was awaiting for a surprised change of plot, den gone, one lead actress was shot at de end due to a shady business between some India mafia, her father and her uncle and thats it. =.=

This case was never taken to court nor leaked to the public. Funny how such big organisation launders money and never be justed.

Oh and before that I was watching the recently ended Channel 8, 9pm show, wo zai ni zuo you.

That bad ending also pissed me off. I was hoping that Zhang Yang would disappear already and that his wife would be together with Wen An. It just turned out that Zhang Yang still resides in Wen An's body and Wen An's soul fly to another body because of a accident / collision with another man. =.=

Well i did like that show cos its a better plot compared to other Channel 8 shows. haha. Haven been watching that much mediacorp tv for a ga-zillions years. Although thats from xinmsn.



Oh, am finally "free" now. Ended last paper on tue and had celebratory lunch with my classmates at Sakura International around Doby Ghaut. haha. Hadnt been properly going out with frens since probably few months ago?

Day before my 2nd last paper, had steamboat at my cousin's hse too. That wasnt too bad, except that i was so engrossed watching tv and eating at the same time. lol.



Nothing much going on now.. Going find food to eat. See ya!

woohoo tokyo trip!!

exams first den play den work!

lemme play first.. hmm i also wanna go overseas with dear =( lets see how..

3 more days to first paper..


somehow while going thru my paper, i thought of my projects which i submitted 2 mths ago and which i can say i proudly finished and hope to get a good mark for the 2 of them! seriously recognised the toil of handling multiple projects alone.. thus which i am proud of.. those who ve completed a project single-handedly will know. even if its not ur best project, its what ure proud of!
 
amazed to complete 2 projects in half a year.. which of cos some of my classmates are struggling to do within a few mths.. now im just hoping my projects can be implemented in sg.. (highly doubtful since its in some part of London right now) Unless! i present my portfolio to my potential company! well its been my wish to implement this 2 information systems in sg, den i could win some innovater prize! (yeah right..)

and well since NGHP says they are researching on a similar system as my project.. hopeful!! if only they thought my project through and thoroughly.. well some of my classmates' systems also intrigued me, really those are potential systems which could be used!

with technology nowadays, every thing could be done. its a matter of budget and resources anyways..

time to go back to my studies.. tada!

y do they not care abt me? i have feelings too.. why am i always being taken for granted???!!! just bcos im guai and i dont say a thing when yall bully me is it.. i have a silent mouth, but just bcos i dont say anything doesnt mean i dont have a heart!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So many resentments..!

how cool! my burberry sling bag arrived yday!! yippee! been craving for that bag since long time ago. =p time to buy few more shoes! haha.. (*after i can go shopping of cos) oh yea and i change my item to buy section. new HTC legend is my next targetted phone! lol. contract still not over. thats y i cant change it. been waiting for my contract to expire for a long time now. and probably im gonna continue studying part-time. no worries, not in IT anymore. =) journalism or psychology? hmm.. should try to find jobs now to fund my part time studies. i dont care if its contract job too. haha. *i probably just cannot stay in one place for long.* hmm what else? let me just hang on to this new goal for a while. =D my mood got a whole lot lifted. =D quoted from somewhere, without a goal in life means ure dead in heart.

I always have pessimistic feelings and emotions when PMS comes. Mood swings thrust forward. And my inability to control them. I feel pain, yet unable to cry.

I wish i could lead a new life. I wish I have passion and interest for certain things. Den i would have dreams and goals.

I have nothing to crave for. Everything is dead to me. Maybe only "illustionized" by watching dramas and variety shows help cheer me up.

I always wonder, how does it feel to be alive? to be totally mesmerised by something / someone? to have passion in something / someone? to be happy?

This may come abit late.. haha.. but

Happy belated anniversary, dear! *muacks*

Karen Mok - IF

If a man could be two places at one time
I'd be with you
Tomorrow and today
beside you all the way
If the world should stop revolving
spinning slowly down to die
I'd spend the end with you
and when the world was through
Then one by one the stars would all go out
then you and I would simply fly away
If a picture paints a thousand word
then why can't I paint you
The words will never show
the you I've come to know
If a face could launch a thousand ships
then where am I to go
There's no one home but you
you're all that's left me to
And when my love for life is running dry
you come and pour yourself on me
If a man could be two places at one time
I'd be with you
Tomorrow and today
beside you all the way
If the world should stop revolving
spinning slowly down to die
I'd spend the end with you
and when the world was through
Then one by one the stars would all go out
then you and I would simply fly away

hmm.. i recently finish this taiwan drama.. recommending to those who haven watch it.

Say Yes Enterprise 求婚事务所 (40 episodes)

this drama is about this group of friends who start Say Yes Enterprise - helping out couples who are in love but has difficulty to be together.

Starring big names celebrities.. well, i dunno their names.. but.. i do recognize them.. haha.. 
 

i realise i cannot rely on u at all.. ='(

Happy Chinese New Year!!

Oh, and..

wish that my cousins, Alan and Iris will have a blissful marriage!


i ve bought my cny dress at bugis. was trying on some cheong sam.. den.. it makes me look like chinese restaurant waitress.. =.=

Nonetheless, its still quite nice. but i didnt get it. cos i think i wont be wearing it after cny.

so i got some regular dress.


anyways, ive been working on my projects that im going crazy!

next time, i wont be a programmer. LOL~ probably a financial analyst like justina.

oh yea, last time we met, i didnt get to ask her abt her job. hmm.

my student life is dying. How?!! I dont want to be going from 9-6pm all day working, without slacking at home!!! except prob weekends.

on 2nd thought, i would get income. but it would take away my lazy life. haha.

*boo* working life sucks. everyone is just waiting for weekends, unless u love your job that u dont mind doing it everyday. lol.


ma life is miserable..*quoted from my mum LOL~*


Ciau.

oh yes..! the burberry sling bag that i want for a long time is restocked..

http://japanbag.com.sg/products-page/burberry-blue-label/burberry-blue-label-pink-sling-bag/

p.s. this is posted for my dear to see.. LOL!! *doe-eyed* anniversary present, pls pls pls???

somehow i feel empty.. like living a meaningless life..

hmm.. its january 2010 already rite?

time passed and i let it pass. it doesnt mean anything to me. somehow i dont feel like having a resolution, or anything that screams yay, im in the new year! cos it doesnt matter.

all that matters, is my graduation this year. and den, well, the rest is secondary.

time flies, to end of a semester year. bcos of projects, and exams.

but its still a standstill for me, in reality. cos i haven change. maybe that's why.


now, to flashback to the year 2009. to what i ve achieved in 2009.

1. i went to hokkaido


2. i learn basic jap, to be specific, in dec 08 - aug 09.


3. i volunteered myself to 'attachment' during my long break. its kinda surprised to many ppl. haha.


4. i did my first interview and survey for project. *i shall always rmb this.*


5. i attempted to fix my pc hardware by myself. consider that as an experience.


6. i held a 'surprised' party for kevin. lol.


7. i rode the sg flyer on my bday for the first time in my life.


8. i rode the car that my brother drove for the first time.

well, it may be insignificant but thats pretty much all thats new to me in 2009.

maybe things gonna change abit after i graduate. we'll see again next year. haha.


now, back to my anime. *some things nv change!*

i used to love reading wei si li chuan qi.

i think thats the only chinese novel i read haha.. cos i like this kinda mystery stories..

some of wei si li's stories freak me out lol.. but it was fun to read them.

maybe i should get the whole collection and read them one day. after projects i guess.



1st year poly gathering! haha..

been long since we last met.. but nvm we shall meet at least twice these 2 months.. one for this upcoming one, and the other for chinese new year.. keke..

do we meet up on cny every year? i got inspired by chin sher's uncle last year that we should keep in contact haha.. chin sher, i still rmb what ur uncle says... keke..

anyways, looking forward to meet up and crap like always! haha..!



anyone wanna go to some mummy exhibition at the national museum this coming sat? i thiink its free for students, so long as u got ur student pass. 15 bucks for adults, but still need to get tix from sistic. im soo going... sms me haha..

Quest for Immortality

yes my survey is finally up! http://www.kwiksurveys.com/online-survey.php?surveyID=BIEOL_7cd7fad9 pls help me do them! anything can just msg me.. thanks! =)