dear came on fri and we finally finished the puzzle.. yay!! =D

sat went to sing ktv with my bro n cousins from 2-7pm.. exchange gifts and i got a cushion with a pressable button for colorful lights.. bro got a stitch mug(xmas) and a cap(his bday) from the sistas.. ate at jp and met dear n his fren for deathnote 2.. and went home after that.. so tired *yawns*

i realised something big just now.. next yr which is 2 days later, there would be a few having 21st bday *bash* le.. i got an idea liao.. hehehehe... (*evil grin*)

first our xiaojie, ms kw, on april

then our joker, ncs, on may

then my dearest kev, on aug

then come to weisheng, on oct

and lastly da niu, on nov..

woohoo, thru-out the yr man!

n then we'll be 21, 'cept for love n yq =x

happy new year 2007!!! LOL

the Internet is still down, hindering my process to finish my assignments.. sian..

no motivation to do assignments.. one, the net is down. two, its simply dunno how to do..

having a whole week break currently and starts sch only on next thurs.. shiok rite haha..

erm.. wanting to paint my room again.. cos the color dun match when i bought the curtain haha.. its yellow and then my walls r blue.. wierd rite? all other things r also yellow/light and wood color such as bed, couch, tables and cupboard. i wanna get it done b4 new year but then again i dunno whether i should do it this week not.. its a long weekend and i dun wanna spoilt it..

i ve been compiling a new yr resolution. and so far i follow a few of those haha.. i am still me.. its hard to change..
but with determination, yeap..

gonna go down buy lunch liao.. looks like its going to rain again.. damp my mood.. darn it -.-

done 51% of the puzzle le.. =D

time for updatess..

1stly, went to celebrate eve of xmas wit my usual group of gang at settlers in hollandv.. after that me n dear went to beach rd to help gw buy army stuffs.. went back to his hse to ve dinner.. n stay until 10 then went home..

2ndly, met dear at ps to watch curse of golden flower.. then walked around to find our prez lol.. yay i got my esprit jacket! guess it can be cancelled from my wishlist.. went back his hse to ve dinner and then went home whilst he booked in..

next..

i saw a girl crying on the train during xmas eve when i was going home.. it may be bcos that her r/s failed.. well, at any pt.. she may not get used to getting home alone in the first few weeks.. i felt for her then..

i think i take things for granted too much.. i cause misery on myself and for ppl around me..

i din reflect after xmas eve.. i continue to expect more.. but only tot that bcos its a special occasion..

on eve, my toe had blistered n my heart hurt..

on xmas, my back ache n my heart hurt..

shuang chong da ji..

now i wonder.. if anything else hurt when my heart bleeds?

is it wrong wanting romance? whens the last time ur bf do something mushy for u?

i asked myself that alot of times.. isnt that what a girl wants? i think i ve troubling getting this out of me properly.. pls help me..

i dun want to expect more.. i dun want to think abt any more romance.. just get it simple.. but thats what my heart yearns for.. am i wrong in wanting this out of a relationship?


yeah, i compare too much.. thats bcos i saw the visible romance that my frens ve.. things like, bf send tauhuay to her hse one fine morning.. or bf went to pick her up early in the morning.. or bf shower her gifts at the first stage of their r/s.. or that bf wrote small cards to her.. bring her to eat wherever they like.. bring her to really romantic places..

yes i noe its impossible that every guy do this.. but i only hope to only get them once in a while.. n of cos u call going to shopping and movies and eating together romantic, but its what couples do often rite? other than that..

what abt going to parks late at night where u just want to spend time with each other without getting home early? what abt staying up together to talk from night to dawn? what abt watching a good movie at home? what abt doing things that both of u like to do(e.g puzzle)? what abt having candlelights dinner(homecooked)? what abt doing household chores together?

i dun really care abt spending money.. all i want i romance from the guy i love.. i dun think all these require money.. i am not a spendthrift.. i save from the pocket money i get.. but i couldnt bcos thats all i get and i ve to spend it all for daily expenses.. and bcos i ve no more money.. thats y i cant spend my own.. and sometimes i spend some extra thing, it exceeds my pocket money.. but at least its only abit.. maybe next time i should just eat 2.50 for 1 month and stop spending unneccessary items..

omg, i realised i can only get things outta my chest by typing.. sry guys.. do not worry.. just needa help me.. haha.. i need to write down a list of what i should do n not do.. alright that shall be my new year resolution! i can do it!

thats wierd.. the first time i feel that im pathetic.. my mum din come home cos she got xmas party, my dad din bother abt dinner/lunch, my bf cannot meet me in time, my frens dun wanna go eat with me.. 1st time i feel so much like crying.. help... i cant survive alone.. search for bread in the kitchen then.. plain lazy to go down and buy.. be emphathic la.. LOL.. whatever...

haven shop for xmas gift yet.. so went to imm with love yday.. spend around 30 bucks.. and still haven finish shopping.. should be done by sat.. haha..

mon was scoot's bday.. went to sch first in the morning.. only me n william attend class -.- they din come to sch..

after that we went to meet alvin at ps's arcade.. watched them played around 1 hour like that then go eat burger king.. tok cock all the way.. LOL then went to actioncity trying to find xmas prez.. cant find..

yinghui came to join us.. he haven eaten so we accompany him to ljs to eat.. walked around after that.. i mean go back arcade again.. where we played photohunt again..

rode alvin's scooter to marina square.. weilian sat on longze one.. met the girls after their lesson at 5 at the bowling center.. will's gf came after work.. watched them play 2 games.. eve left early to meet her bf.. yh bought n73 for angie sia.. so envious of her.. he really dote on her lo..

left to go swensen to eat dinner.. the jokes still on longze n angie haha.. i think they ve to tahan for 7 7 = 49 days sia.. rumours ma.. then will stop.. well i really hope angie love him the way yinghui love her..

left after dinner.. it was raining again.. so they were waiting for the rain to stop to ride their bike.. tata..

heavy rain and flood!!! so cham!!!

anyways, for ur entertainment.. my unfinished puzzle..

dear came on weekends to do the puzzle we bought months ago.. LOL.. i did my assignment yday, so i din touch on the puzzle.. but today we r not bad.. at least we finished 1/3 of the 1000-pieces liao... so happy to see winnie, piglet, tigger and eeyore's faces LOL... would be done soon so if u wanna see it, come my house to admire our masterpiece! haha.. should be continuing on next week..

er.. monday again.. urgh~! sch.. stay in sch do socie assignment.. home.. try to continue doing..

tue came a very lousy day.. lost my ezlink card on the bus when i was about to alight.. i flung the card away LOL then couldnt find it.. after class, went to cancel the giro from the ezlink card.. hopefully no one found it and use it.. *cross fingers* came home to continue doing socie..

din go to sch on wed so urm try to complete socie assignment.. but left til conclusion haven write..

thurs went to sch.. was tired bcos of staying up late to do socie.. anyway, went to meet jj, betty, jo n cs after ibm.. went to mind's cafe to play games.. dan joined us later.. had a quite a fun nite playing group games.. dan sent us to clementi and then cs n i took the last bus home.. relieved that theres bus.. or else stranded lol..

today was doing the conclusion.. then went to meet my parents after they came back from tekong(to send my bro off).. y i din go ar?? firstly, i slept late yday.. 2ndly, my bro forgot to wake me up n my mum din noe i decided to go.. aiya.. when he grad from bmt then i go la.. nth to miss anyway.. my mum's complaining abt the long journey to tekong and then ve to walk alot and the food sux.. LOL.. oh where was i? yea.. meeting my parents to buy hp one... but k800i was out of stock, everywhere i guess.. so din able to get one.. waiting for the next singtel promo..

alright.. shall bath and do my ibm now.. shucks.. dunno when to hand in.. mon(original class) or thurs(going now)? tata.. oh btw.. my new taggie is not bad.. do tag me loadsss.. thx =)

thurs after class went to je.. scoots and longze rode bike there.. we girls took 52 to imm and alighted.. walked for abt 15 mins then reached.. then eve went to meet her bf cos she wanted to visit the clinic at je.. but in the end i din noe where she go cos she went up to the platform.. angie and me just walked to kfc to meet the guys.. yinghui left for work then.. alvin me n angie ate at kobayashi.. crap for a while and then went up to the arcade to watch scoot play percussion.. then i challenged him to daytona.. which was a bad move -.- he's not that zai.. just that i stepped on the brake n the accelerator at the same time without realising it.. then the 2nd time is bcos of er.. i crashed once and thats it? then angie and him play bball, the standing basketball machine ya know? again, watched him play time crisis.. i think we had lots of time.. cos by then, its still 8pm.. haha.. after that went home lo.. alvin sent angie home.. y? cos they live far n he helped longze send her home.. LOL..

yh send me pictures during his bday.. i looked ugly in every pic -.-










oh and this is on will's bday.. though i wasnt there..


fri stoned at home..

sat - me n gw met xx n yw at boonlay control.. went to taka to eat seoul garden.. not bad.. at least i eat quite a lot this time round.. full.. and had our usual routine.. whoever lose the zhong ji mi ma would ve to take a little portion of the leftovers.. lol.. finished the whole thing finally and walked to kino.. waited for them to buy books and mag.. and make a beeline to the departmental store.. looked around for bag and jacket.. yw took a liking to the converse bag.. but convinced her to look around first at the b1's sports shop.. it din ve the converse bag she wanted so we went back again n she bought it.. oh i took a photo of the xmas tree standing at the lobby of ngee ann city..



slacked at coffee bean cos we walked until very sian and then so full.. was supposed to go to meet with my parents for dinner at crystal jade.. din go cos we dun wanna go back jp and were still full.. stayed there until 10pm.. i think 4 hours hahaha.. and shared cab home.. din meet them for quite a long time, so caught up with them for quite a bit.. haha.. sj, see la, u nv come.. LOL

the next day, i was playing ro again with dear until 12pm... cos i meeting him at 2 at bugis.. wanted to watch open season but theres only 9pm slot.. damn it.. nvm so windowed-shop around bugis junction.. we went watson cos i wanted to get a blackhead remover loop.. then sat down to eat mars bars.. which we went into kino again -.- after snacks.. went bugis street to walk around looking for bags for him.. he bought one at square for army.. and then we went home.. got to his house and the hong xing da jiang was showing on the tv.. had yummy dinner, the soup was made with chicken(my mum nv do that) and had other good dishes, like codfish, too.. went down with him to gym.. at first it was told that someone was using the room so i went back.. then he called me to go down cos nobody le.. so i went.. at the lift, i nearly died.. 4 huge angmohs came in the lift.. they were really huge!! all i do was to stare at the lift door, hurrying it to open.. scary! just when i tot the worst part was over... the angmohs came in the gym room -.- so i was stucked there watching hong xing da jiang with dear doing his weight lifting.. darn, i looked like an idiot doing nth at a gym! how was i supposed to noe ppl wanting to do gym at 7pm still.. and top of it, angmohs!! so after 15 mins, i finally breathed out(literally) as we left.. haha.. funny sia.. i went back to continue watching while he bathed and get prepared to book in.. he looked good with his new backpack *shy* LOL anyway, i accompanied him to take the north line to yishun.. and he left while i continued the journey back to je.. reached home around 10pm though.. anyway, was glad that i made a new move to want him to do something.. LOL u'll nv know....

fine.. i admit i would like to try this out...

Think of 15 short bits of interesting stuff about yourself and they gotta be true. Come up with another 5 false statements regarding yourself. Jumble all of them up and list them in any order. Post in your blog and let people guess which are fake. Get 5 others to do the same.

i am not academically bad.. i am just lazy...

I love romantic stuff but i am not such a person

i ve self-awareness, but lack self-confidence

Cooking noodle is the only thing i noe in the kitchen.

i hang out at the arcade, but often doing nothing.

i am not totally racist. in fact, it doesnt matter who u r.

Playing ro is my fav game, but sometimes it gets a bit too boring.

I am not particular abt gifts. i dun think abt them unless i want them.

i dun think that im thin.

i love to study in groups.

i like hanging out with guys.

Talking is an in-thing for me.

Posting events on the blogs prove that i exist. Or else i just MIA.

I love to take photos. However, theres not a lot of MY photos.

Love dear and family, whoever sides it is.. LOL

i am a failure in human relationship.

i just love to analyse people and things around me. i am a psychic. LOL

Girls love to be showered with loves by their bfs and i am one of those.

I love sleeping so much that i wouldnt want to wake up unless its a bad dream.

I love school and the subjects that i am studying.

5 others:
- betty
- joanne
- jj
- kaiwen
- wang-ge

let me share happy feet ost with u lol.. its by norma jeans(nicole) n memphis(hugh).. the first song they had when they fell in love.. so cute.. LOL..

today went to siloso beach again.. but this time the girls din go.. i went with yq, cs, dan and betty's colleague and frens.. all guys -.- yeap.. it was raining and luckily it stopped fast too.. but still no sun came out.. i was totally zhuo-boing there.. except to watch them play volleyball.. finally left at 3pm and went to bath.. met dear after his soccer at harbourfront hawker.. dan n cs left while yq went to walk around harbourfront.. me n dear went to eat at pastamania and then went home le..

fri went to lunch with aunt jerine n baby ann in imm.. had cafe cartel's set b meal.. bro had set a... walked around in daiso for a while cos jerine wanna buy some things.. ann just refused to hold my hand -.- i wondered is it me, or she prefers guys?? LOL anyway, went back to the baby's house which is near xx's place.. while she slept, we slack at her place for 1 hr then me, gw n jerine went jp to shop.. my god-grandma was looking after ann so its safe.. din buy anything until jerine left to take care of baby ann.. i bought my curtain n cotton pillow.. gw bought his prom clothings at crocodile's.. we've gotten a free umbrella and these 2 coupons for the spinning wheel outside jp which is in front of old chang kee.. and then guess what? both tix got us $20 osim voucher each! lol cannot believe the luck we had.. so we went back to osim, wanting to get a uzap which is on xmas promo now.. we can only use one voucher on each item.. so we bought uzap n a osim massage pen which cost 29.90-20= 9.90(u.p 69.90).. went home after that.. shiok ar.. after spending so much LOL n of cos got back my money for the uzap from my mum la.. oh yea.. did i mention we did the osim foot massage while waiting for the guy to settle our stuff? my bro said we r like in an aquarium with ppl staring at u.. imagine 2 kids sitting in an osim chair with no adults and then u wonder if they r buying anything from there? chao zai sia!! LOL

sat i met dear 2.30 at outram.. cos we r going to sentosa for sightseeing.. din of cos take any pics.. we r not tourists ma.. the sun was extreme on that day.. i was already not feeling very well(tired) and then the blazing sun make me feel more worse.. din walk much cos nowhere to go + no time + i really dun wanna go under the sun anymore.. went to bugis to meet dear's frens for steamboat.. there were 10 of us.. yup all guys except me.. dun really mind cos i hang out with guys way too much.. LOL finally gotten a 10-seats restaurant opp bugis junction.. ate mostly beef.. after dinner went back to bugis's arcade.. saw alvin there.. hes going to meet his fren to play at the arcade b4 going for the standard chartered marathon thingy.. anyway, pei the guys play arcade and watched this very zai guy played house-of-the-dead 4 cos his aiming is good and he used both hands.. and finally reached the final stage and of cos finished the game.. after that dear n i went home le..

dear book out again on tue afternoon.. so i met him after lesson around 5 at dover.. and went to jp to eat n watch happy feet.. after that went home at 8+..

i met him to go ikea on wed.. had the delicious hotdog bun first and then went to look for my drawers and a standing mirror.. kev found a side table suitable for his laptop but din buy it.. i din find any of my things.. and feet were already aching like hell.. went to burger king to eat something.. then went back his house cos he booking in at night.. watched the movie "girl-next-door".. the shows disturbing + i was already very tired so i dun ve the mood le haha.. went home like a zombie after having dinner.. dear went to take a cab to his fren's b4 going to neesoon camp..

thurs went sch and as usual i refused to wake up.. but i rmb i din pack the night b4.. so i quickly "jumped" out and get dressed.. well, took 157 to bukit timah to change bus to 61.. 61 finally came at 8.50am.. i squeeze thru the backdoor with the others.. somebody was shouting something.. i couldnt hear cos i was listening to song.. someone got down then and the bus moved on.. i think its bcos of us boarding the bus by the exit door.. anyway, i reached sch just in time.. i tot frances would complain abt ppl coming late again.. but today she din say anything even when ppl coming in at 9.25am.. guess she noes now that the traffic is horrid.. after class, met kw and the guys for luncheon together.. after kw left, i joined the guys again for ibm lesson.. yh, alvin, eve angie and me went jp for pizza while william went home.. tot they wanna eat at pizza hut.. but they wanna go pizza place instead.. eve left to meet her bf at 6.30pm.. the rest of us went to the arcade.. yh cannot go to work bcos of the heavy rain.. finally went home around 8+pm

this is the dress i wore to the wedding..


took this 2 pics at burger king in ikea

sat came and what happened? lemme think.. er.. oh i spent the whole afternoon with dear.. and left my hse around 5.. he ate his dinner at the kopitiam opp my hse.. i din eat cos i was meeting the poly guys for dinner at somerset.. so we took the train to raffles n i left first.. i saw weiseng the moment i reached the station and burst out laughin'.. his so-called botak hair is really too short then he was wearing a cap.. i was not too used to seeing his "almost bald" head.. cos hes one of the last to enlist in tekong.. anyway, the whole group arrived and then we left for heeren's marche.. or was it? well, it has a "buffet" style which we paid for everything n anything we buy.. ate a baked rice and drank snapple.. costed me 15 bucks -.- n the rice wasnt even that nice.. pastamania is so much nicer..

was slacking a while after dinner and then i went to withdraw money n returned to lcc who helped me pay the dinner first.. the whole group walked to cine's cinema intending to watch some movie.. the movie slots all too late n so they din noe what to do already.. after some discussion, stranding there, lcc me and mike decided to go to seng's hse to play mahjong.. the others went home.. bcos mahjong only require 4 ppl.. we managed to play 15 rounds of mahjong.. cos bth so finally shared a cab home with mike.. lol i din pay a single cent for the cab, so happy.. cos mike gave me 10 bucks and when it reached my hse, it was 10 bucks.. just nice.. oh of cos he got down first.. near my hse there ma..


sun - arranged to go sentosa with betty n jo.. din really wanted to go cos i was tired and it feels like it could rain anytime.. well gave up the thought cos joanne needed company.. betty meeting her colleagues too.. was late for an hour but they were eating lunching so din really matter.. finally reached siloso beach around 11.30am.. me and jo went aside to suntan while the others played volleyball.. everything stopped at 2 bcos it started raining and poured when we finished bathing at the bathroom in palawan beach.. y we go there to shower? cos the siloso beach's toilet had simply too many ppl... left around 2.45.. bet and me met dan at the cityhall station while jo went to pasir ris.. shortly after, dear came to join us.. went to marina square's kfc to ve my first meal of the day.. lol.. anyway, after that went around looking for a nice footwear for kevin's cuz's wedding dinner.. the other couple went to buy movie tix and then came back join us.. they left again to buy things when we were at charles n keith.. still desperately looking for a evening dress.. din find one and then kev's sis msged to say she has a black cocktail dress.. went back to charles n keith to buy my matching-color flats and finally got back to his hse.. changed, looked nice liao and then left at 7.30pm to copthone hotel

freaked me out when i stepped inside the ballroom.. relatives were looking at me.. some were asking who i am so on so forth.. i realised i shouldnt go -.- haha.. sat with the family and then the wedding procedure started.. the food was okay, not as good as guolong's wedding dinner.. place was alot smaller.. well.. li lin(kev's sis) complained abt the place being small.. i only say that the old waitress had a prob serving us.. she wasted the shark's fin soup as she was serving... she just dripped the soup while dragging it to every bowl.. same goes for some other dishes.. dinner ends around 10pm and the family drove me home.. abit paiseh but justin(his bro) insisted on sending me home since its near.. i din noe its at bukit timah until i saw the road sign as we drove along.. and he called that near -.- well, reached home around 11pm cos things just dragged abit.. initially me n dear wanted to take a taxi home but then justin insisted on sending me home so had to walk back.. overall i had quite a day.. crashed at 11.30pm..

wed went out to marina to study.. was planning to meet angie n eve at city hall at 12.15pm(yea i know i was late) but when i reached, they already headed towards marina square.. shortly after, yinghui joined us at the foodcourt.. sat outside n ate lunch first.. n study.. i studied psychology cos the test is on thurs.. then we went inside to the aircon.. it begun to rain -.- we were so cold and i din bring my jacket somemore.. i couldnt study much cos got too much distraction.. so after yinghui left to sign his company's contract(he starting work on mon), i left too.. i really couldnt take it anymore so i planned to go home and study somemore.. however, i was so tired when i reached home that i couldnt study anymore.. i keep playing ro haha.. that game no need to use brain ma.. n slept around 10 lo..

how ever many hours i slept is still de same.. darn.. i woke up finally at 7.30 am(cos i was waiting my mum to call me.. i just refused to get up at 7) and i just washed up, preparing for sch.. once reached the class, i saw the class studying(or what i thought).. after 15 mins later, i realised that they r doing the test already.. so i mistaken the words on the board.. i thought it said test start at 10.05 but it wrote test to 10.05 -.- eventually i begin to do my test also.. only to also found out that ppl r so much like studying becos its a open-book test -.- anyway, i still couldnt finish in time cos i wasted around 20 mins in the first half of my test time.. and bcos i really dun understand the qn.. haiz.. my ans was relevant but it wasnt really answering to the qn.. my fren is pro.. she prepared the test already.. so even though she came late, she just ve to copy whatever she prepared and submit it.. and of cos we did the test somemore when it was breaktime.. cos couldnt finish what.. i finally couldnt take it.. cos firstly i know i din really understand the qn.. 2ndly, i ve no time to write over again my stuff.. so in the end i only hand in 2 sides of the essay.. well, its supposed to be 3-4 sides.. great, i hope it isnt graded.. well i dun think it is la.. cos frances gave us the qn beforehand.. yea i noe i noe.. i dun really understand the qn ma.. at least theres few marks involved.. well uol tests shouldnt be graded i think.. but the lecturers send the tests to the office leh.. y ar? to see how we fare and pass the 1st yr?? i also dunno leh.. whatever it is, its over.. but next week, nagep's going to give us our 2nd assignment -.- we should ve said "no" in unison and aloud when he asked.. after psycho lesson, went to lunch with kw at np.. the food there still sucks, nv improve.. and so small portion.. i tell u, sp food better lor.. anyway, went for ibm after lunch and she went back.. as usual sat with the bunch of siao chabor and tabor lo LOL towards break, ive beginning to feel my eyelid coming down.. b4 break only leh.. still got 2 more hours to go.. i sat inside so im not afraid of getting targetted anymore.. haha.. i think he forgot my name also la.. then "cheng" until the end of lesson.. was raining again.. so waited with the guys a while.. they r driving their moto ma so couldnt possibly go.. luckily it was a small one.. but then i reached my busstop, it gotten heavy.. i knew that.. the rain couldnt let me walk home in 1 piece -.- i waited for my mum to come and fetch me.. she borrowed an umbrella from her company bus driver cos she also no umbrella.. like mother, like daughter hor.. haha.. played ro until 10 like that and went to sleep le..

cmi ar.. were so tired on wed n thurs.. is it bcos im too stress? keep feeling tired recently.. been going on for a month liao.. wierd thing is, i actually pay attention in class.. n din daydream.. weekends r for frens and dear dear! yay, come weekend again.. and dear booking out today.. although its in the evening but more than enuff.. aiya, love.. how to go sentosa when its raining all-month round? i ve got a feeling that once we tan for around half hour then its going to rain liao like last time lidat... the rain just wont go away!! meow, guess we can go somewhere else le.. waiting for sat~~

mon - as usual went to np to eat after socie class.. din get to present *whew* cos jacqueline din call upon us.. we'll be up next week though.. argh always hate to do presentation.. i hate the butterfly feeling then the stress then the nervous performance when im up there.. the whole morning i was feeling uncomfortable.. but then when i saw the other groups present, my feelings gradually fade away.. it was not that difficult after all.. as long as the whole class is quiet and listen attentively.. u r able to let ur voice be heard even though its soft.. maybe i was in the front thats y when the girls group voice is so soft, i will still be able to hear them.. and then just read blindly thru the slides.. but the first 2 groups r so lihai.. the first guy is impromptu though but his voice is loud.. the 2nd group had their presentation mapped out.. the last 3 group of that day r just girls.. though points r well taken but voices r soft.. nvm la.. as long as they can project their vocal sound can le.. like mine.. i dun think i sound as loud during presentation.. i dunno y, my (previous)members just comment that im soft.. everytime one.. but i already did my best to project as loud as possible, to be as normal voice as can be.. i guess i just need more practice.. but then again this presentation has no grade involved.. hmm.. crap man, should ve really done it on mon so dun ve to go thru those feelings again.. i noe on sunday i can be as uneasy again n keep saying "shit!!! haizz..."

lol i din felt sleepy and was alert when the presentation crap was going on.. and i got "praise" for that! -.-

today - slept until 10am.. din eat anything until 12.30pm.. went to sch for stats lesson.. wantian took the same class as me n kw.. was trying to be as alert as possible.. haha.. din daydream la.. stats is impt.. lol.. went home after that.. its rainy season.. sian everynow n then keep having heavy downpour.. ve to walk around opposite my house until the rain goes away... rain rain go away, come again another day~ i go bath le lar.. and then play ro then go sleep.. lol now i want it to rain -.-

hmm.. had usual lessons on thurs and fri was just slacking the whole day..
dear came back on sat afternoon.. went to meet him around 1pm for lunch.. went back his house to put down his bag first, bath and then went out again to bugis.. had ajisen for lunch.. and then walked around parco n bj n bugis street to find my jacket.. went to sim lim to look at psp.. and ate dinner there.. sat until 6 plus and then took train to chinatown.. saw angie n eve on the train to ne line.. we went to celebrate yinhuey's bday at chinatown partyworld.. dear then went home.. met kevin and then walked to pw.. yinhuey n alvin were already there.. well anyway had fun "shouting".. lol.. i mean singing la.. kevin went to meet his frens around 9+.. we sang mostly jay chou's songs sia.. i had fun cos i sang alot of songs wahaha.. 4 hours ma.. so okay lo.. left at 11pm.. walked with them to lau pat sat cos they wanna ve supper.. and then took the last train home.. too bad william din come.. else more fun..
today just went to meet dear and watched "step-up" in marina gv.. nice show.. i like the dance moves.. and dear likes the soundtrack.. anyway, went back his house to ve dinner.. i slept abit while he prepared his stuff and then went home le..

Scott's shopping centre during angie's bday..


on will's bday, i din went to celebrate with them.. but i will ask him for his photos so i can put it up as well..

yday morning went for socie class.. socialogy lessons is now slacking.. cos shes teaching globalisation which has no handout, only textbooks n some readings.. and then always watch videos on globalisation.. when its time for disussion over project, we always go off.. lol.. so early dismissal around 11.30pm lidat lo.. anyway, yday ate at canteen as usual.. then the 2 girls went for econs class, wiliam went to meet his gf, alvin went to work, we went to study in the study room(while waiting for the girls to end lesson).. studied until 5 pm lo.. i went over my socie test 2.. and redo the whole thing.. it should be 85% correct after i did it while referring to the study guide of cos.. then eve angie me n kevin went to scotts road.. we were planning to eat at crystal jade to celebrate angie's bday.. when we reached, will n gf were there waiting already.. alvin and yinhuey(will's fren) were late.. but yh was earlier.. he bought the girls and weilian their bday prez cos they were having bday this n last month.. guess what they got sia? eve got a nike jacket, angie got nike watch, will got some shirt dunno made from where wahaha.. but its ex cos yh forgot to take off the shirt's tag.. haha.. alvin arrived around 7pm.. said he stucked in work.. anyway, in total we ordered 4 ramens, 4-5 plates of xiaolongbaos(i forgot how many) and thats it.. 8 ppl sharing so should be quite full.. went to yami yoghurt to eat, of cos, yoghurt lar.. then after that took 1 photo(cos will's gf cam was very low in batt haha) and went home le.. i reached home around 10pm.. okay la since i dun ve morning lesson today, only in the afternoon ma.. well thats that.. nice day by the way =) lotsa luffta.. haha.. make my day brighter =p

hmm.. update for last week..

mon - hand up ibm assignment thru fren(cos i go to thurs ibm one), ate and went home..

tue - went for afternoon stats.. home after that.. valerie then told me nagep told us to do framework and underline keywords.. so she trying to return me my paper..

wed - no lesson, prog class stop already.. din go to sch.. study abit of ibm..

thurs - had esap in the morning and ibm in the afternoon.. valerie din go sch that day so din get to meet her too.. kevin booked out that day n went for his company gathering in chevron..

fri - din go to sch.. dear did his volunteered work at bukit batok.. met him at jp for pizza.. after that walked around b4 going to watch "flushed away".. finally met valerie to get my paper le.. went home to play ro.. his com was still here... had dinner opposite my house.. continued playing ro until 11 b4 he went home.. and of cos i still played after he went home.. LOL

sat - retyped all my framework and essay on the com and print it.. was having dinner at tong le at liang court.. met him and my parents with my bro at city hall, and took the shuttle bus there.. had a full dinner.. walked around in electronics shop and kev saw his officer there.. so "lucky" neh.. haha.. and went to starbucks for some satisfying ice blended.. went to the japanese mart there.. and went home..

sun - was at home the whole day playing ro.. lol.. met dear for dinner at kfc(actually i had mine).. he just wanna eat more.. and then he booked back in..

brief account of what i did last week?? i think so too.. haha.. update again soon..

did i update until friday already? urm okay.. i was trying to do my ibm assignment on friday... was studying the whole afternoon and then went to nap haha.. and woke up to try to do... no idea how to begin.. gave up while doing starting of planning haha..

sat kw gave me an outline.. its similar to the sample essay nagep gave us.. well i did my own, wondering if mine is correct.. needless to copy the same outline rite?
anyway, went to kbox marina with yq cs n kw.. sang until 2.. needless to say, the guy literally "threw" us out.. he came in, told us its time, and then cleared the table.. so i walked around marina with them for quite some time.. walked to suntec and then went to subway to eat.. i only had a drink.. after which we walked to bugis.. slacked until 5 something and then went off.. i took the same train with kw.. only that i went to dear's hse.. played xbox, had crabs for dinner, and then played ro.. fun.. should play more xbox games while at his house sia.. nvm.. next week then play again.. went home to play ro until 2 am i think..

finally finished my essay on sunday afternoon.. im not sure whether im right not but.. i think i chucked the whole chunk in.. except for my own example la.. then played ro.. lol.. dear came for dinner and then we played ro, well his com is still at my house.. i dunno y i need 2 coms haha.. he left around 9 .15pm.. i played until 10.30 and then went to sleep..
thats for the weekends.. dun need to ask me abt the next weekdays.. sch, slp, maybe self-study abit.. haha.. kk i going to sleep liao.. the electricity is backed up.. yesh!! i come back home just now to find no electric -.- cannot play my ro.. but then again.. i dun want to train by myself.. aiya dun talk liao.. slp slp.. hehe...

angie asked me today "What's ur motivation in life?" as in what keeps me moving.. i replied her "BGR lo.. " thats the only thing that keeps me going now.. like what eve said, we spend days as days goes.. and then look forward to weekends to meet bfs.. quite thru la.. she also no motivation.. i guess that's the sadest thing in life.. when u r trying to find goals to achieve.. everyday u r doing the same things, either work or study.. no really full attaining purpose.. they are working as well as studying.. but they find those r the fixed things in their lives.. something that r not changing.. i agree too.. everyday u just go to sch/work and then come back to relax in ur nice little home.. at the end of the day, u pass the day just like that.. some days u go out with frens and slack abit but thats that.. life in singapore is boring.. u find life in elsewhere ppl r more hyped-up.. if u enjoy the things u r doing thats still okay.. but if u r doing for the sake of doing it, that's just boooorrriiiinnngggg... i can map out a person's life in sg already.. young > school > work > work > work and until old still work > tour the world(basically living a lexurious time with the money u saved while working) > die at old age(assuming u dun ve cancer) ... weekdays either work or study.. come home sleep/watch tv/play com/clean house.. weekends spending time with frens and family/clean house/whatever.. i can program all these sia like how a sim life is.. sims life is easy.. u go sch, work, find social life, married, get old, have generations after generations and finally u die.. similar to our lives isn't it?? some ppl have higher goals.. they make themselves worthy to the society.. and then die with no regrets haha.. some ppl, like myself, live only for themselves.. and then only attend to the ppl close to u.. i ve not much purpose in life.. maybe when i grow older, my ultimate goal is to open a cafe, then at times hanging out with frens at my own cafe... and then priority is money and then family.. i live a simple life.. haha.. next, update with my own life..

so tue i was revising as usual.. and then wed went to lecture.. after that went to the lib to look for socie assignment-related stuff.. went home around 2.30pm lidat.. and again revising ibm.. yday was as usual esap n ibm.. sat with angie they all so was quite at the middle so din get picked on.. went home n played ro as a reward for my study these 2 days.. wahaha..

i feel that ive been so lifeless since recently.. din go out much except weekends.. luckily this week going to ktv with them.. then then monday hand in assignment -.- today doing it.. sianzz...now going to rain liao then im feeling like im falling sick sia.. hope not.. but still.. i haven recover from my long term depression.. how ar? maybe bcos of stress, ve to study everyday.. then no go out.. no $$ haha.. someone pls cheer me up tmr.. god..

i had 2 terrible dreams yday.. so bad that i woke up after each dreams -.- the first one i was being chased by vampire.. these group of guys were supposubly controlling it cos they were so calm.. then i ran towards others and they ran away too.. and then i woke up.. de 2nd dream was not as good... something abt my bf being very upset abt something.. then i went to console him but it din help... so i asked "what can i do for u?" he then proceed to say, "ask her over.." then pointing to a girl(her actions n looks similar to sj, not my cousin).. so i told her to come over.. and the way she console him was way better than mine.. i was thinking "if u only want her consoling, and its better than mine means that u dun need me anymore" i was so terribly upset.. and there i was, mulling away thinking " that's it, my bf always thinks other girl is better than me cos im not as cute and active.. i cannot capture his heart anymore.. y does this always happen to me? great.. now this 2nd relationship is going to end again just when i tot we were going great.." my heart was so dripping blood that i woke up.. i hate those 2 dreams.. and of cos the latter is reality-like... i think its bcos i think too much in the day, or cos due to stress/tired etc.. bcos napping in the afternoon today, i was thinking "pls no more of yday's dreams.." and luckily there wasnt.. whew.. to think abt that 2nd dream hurt me.. i mean seriously, if ur bf call other girls to talk or to want console from them(not say r/s things la) every time they r upset.. i think its gone case.. y would they tell their secrets to other girls n not u? dun even try to rationalise me, i am being the most rational person now.. that just goes to show, their hearts wander off to somewhere else.. even if they want to share their joy or depression with someone, it should be someone close right? i hate that dream.. i ve been having these kind for the 2nd time now.. im going berserk abt it.. but then again, its only a dream.. but it should interpret meanings.. what can it be?? m i too stress bcos of todays test? whatever it is, its making me moody now now now...

damn today's test.. had to study on sat n sun bcos of this socie test2.. then i din do well cos i din understand the qns at all.. or rather i din study and put the concepts in my head yet.. plus i was so groggy in the morning i slept all the way on the bus.. din really think it thru.. haiz.. 4 qns n i think i understand none of the qns!! LOL.. went to eat with the 5 of them and then william sent me to ngee ann poly's busstop(cos was raining heavily) and then sent kevin home.. they so good living in the NE line.. haiz, im the only one staying in the west.. -.- cannot take shun feng che home.. haha.. anyway, tml got stats in the afternoon and wed got prog.. thurs another ibm lesson.. i think i better study b4 nagep pick on me again.. then got his assignment due next mon.. sigh.. sianz arh.. so many things to do.. got socie assignment also but lucky the presentation is due is 5 weeks time.. b4 xmas hahahaha... today slack first.. tmr start revising ba.. or do assignment.. whatever lah..

wed went to sch as usual... slacked there until 12.30 then when to meet love for lunch.. we ate at spgg then.. cos love got her bday voucher at spgg restaurant so 30 bucks is reduced =p in the end only need to pay 2.50 haha.. after that i went home around 3.30pm.. and slept i think, cant really rmb.. then at night realised i haven do my psychology assignment -.- so chiong the assignment until 1.30am lor.. the next day i became a zombie at sch haha.. had psycho class and then ibm.. shit dun remind me of ibm -.- i was kena from nagep! once he asked me qns, my mind was blank! i cannot reply him promptly and needed help.. cham liao.. next time he target me liao.. haiz.. thats y i refuse to sit in front what.. but my frens ar aiyo.. sianz half.. lesson until 5 pm then met eve, angie, alvin, william n kevin to go to orchard.. its eve's bday.. wei lian took alvin's scooter to town(they call him scooty haha..) the rest of us took bus to somerset to meet the both of them.. then had dinner in nydc.. ordered lagsana and a king tut's fav(drink).. okay la 'cept that the lagsana full of tomato sauce and taste abit like curry.. haha.. took pics and then went to lucky plaza for pool session.. my pool still sucks but i can improve on it haha.. i think we played for 2 hrs sia.. after that i simply going to die liao.. bcos of last night late night + the whole day at sch + pool.. aiyo.. went home right after that haha.. on the journey home going to "dao" liao.. i think i owe alvin money for the prez =X nvm return him on mon.. oh right, im in the same course and classes with the 3 guys -.- they keep forgetting i also take is & management haha.. had a fun day after lessons although tiring.. dun remind me of nagep pls.. kw, u noe how its like to be targetted right -.- haiz...

pics for yday..
eve, angie n me!
alvin's monkey face -.- extra one..
the group foto!

sat was dear's sis bdy.. her bday fell on deepavali so qiao.. so went little india to ve lunch with them at a chinese foodshop.. i had a full western breakfast so i din eat alot during lunch.. anyway, after that we parted le.. me n dear went to vivocity again cos we were taking the NE line ma.. haha.. went to candy empire to buy candies!! u noe charlie's and the choc factory - willy wonka's goobstopper? yea we bought that.. din change color leh wahaha.. still bought the sweet n sour(i think) biscuit.. then walked around the mall.. dear was supposed to meet his frens for steamboat but then they cancelled it at the last min.. we met his fren, hb(yq n chinsher know him in commando) n then went to eat mac in jp and then walked ard.. dear n i bought 1000-pieces puzzle of winnie the pooh so cute! then the 3 of us went to walk around toyrus.. there's this stickman game which u connect 2 or more together then they will do things together one.. so nice.. its something like tamagochi 'cept that its stickman.. haha.. anyway, after that, met another fren of kevin to watch talidaga nights.. its a comedy... ard 11.30 pm then took a cab go home le..

sun went to sentosa with love n jo.. had a nice time lying there listening to songs for 45 mins lidat then it started to get very windy and hazy -.- finally it rained.. luckily by that time we got out of the sun and were bathing liao.. left sentosa around 2.30pm.. ate lunch and walked around vivocity for the third time.. haha.. while waiting for dear from his soccer match, we walked ard in tangs.. and went off at 4pm.. met kev n went home to get started on our puzzle.. did 3/4 of the edges and then ate dinner.. after which he went home to watch soccer match... i watched the hk drama on tv until 10pm n went to sleep le..



had sch on mon in the morning.. our first socialogy presentation due in 4 weeks' time.. sianz.. and our topic is singapore and globalization.. jacqeline promised it would be an easy topic for us.. the other topic that we chosen were already taken by other grp so we were left that.. haiz.. anyway, its a 15 mins presentation and i think i can die liao.. to think we need to present for 15 mins in front of 50 over ppl.. kevin n william r my two grp mates wahahaha.. i really dun want to be their leader.. i dun care.. they cant bully the only girl.. haha.. then after class, the 6 of us(3 more frens) went to foodcourt to tabao cos too many ppl and then slack at the bench at one corner.. chitchatted for 3 hrs like dat den went off le.. met dear after he went to see doc.. n headed to cityhall.. the steamboat was postphone until that day.. trying to decide where to eat steamboat.. finally went to seoul garden in marina square.. ate with dear's 5 other frens and slacked until 10 pm where the restaurant is closing.. went to the arcade and watch dear and his fren play pool.. and took cab home around 11.30pm.. thats all for the 3 days.. will be updating soon..

wed study, thurs go for classes.. but wanna die liao.. dunno y also.. i think i ve sufficient slp leh but go to class abit zzz in the morning then afternoon is a whole lot of stoning.. macham being hypnotized lidat.. and then i was sitting in front during nagep's class.. lucky he thinks im not feeling well so din call upon me.. anyway, went home after lesson..

today went swimming at spgg while betty went gym..darn, i forgot to bring my google.. i nv swim without my google de.. once i close my eyes and swim, fear engulfed me.. and then when i cant feel the edge of the pool, i panicked.. opened my eyes abit to look ard.. and finally got up.. that part of the pool is deep so i din dare to swim there just in case i swim further from the edge of the pool and cant feel the ground.. so i decided to swim at the 0.9m width part where i feel abit comfortable.. the width is maybe only 12.5 m.. i closed my eyes and kept count on how many strokes i need to take to get to the other side.. once i did that, i did 40 laps of the small width.. and then hungered for more laps.. finally i did up to 100 laps which was ard 900m.. i missed the last 20 laps(100m more to 1km) cos i was exhausted already and love was ready to go take a shower.. sounds like i did a lot of laps rite? hahaha.. but in fact is what im supposed to do 50m(at 1 go) without stopping and yet at every 12.5m, i paused for 10-20secs for small breath-recovery.. at the end, i was still too exhausted.. i couldnt even lift my hand haha..
we went back to sp's fc 3 to eat chicken rice.. and went home.. once back to my home sweet home, i dropped dead on my bed.. dun even want to go for dinner at jp with my mum n bro.. well, now im reading death note manga.. gtg to bed soon again.. haha.. cya guys!

today i was in de study room.. this malay guy suddenly packed his things loudly, stormed out of the study room and slamed the door behind him.. we were like "what's wrong with him?? &*#@*$#@!&@" then someone shout something to him.. then few seconds, he came back and shouted "who just now say f*** up ar.." the whole room diam diam then he went out again.. then something like 30 mins later.. this malay and indian admin worker came in the study room and "tell" us to keep it down and what to expect in the study room.. one guy just keep apologising "sorry, we'll keep it down" then the other cannot take it "just now that guy who slammed the door is the one making the noise.. i think u should check on him" the whole room was like clapping silently haha.. i sniggered abit though.. i was wondering, y this 2 ladies just come in and got the nerve to tell us off when its the guy who was making so much noise.. after they left, ppl were murmurring away.. the whole thing just make me feel uneasy.. at the same time, i was so tired.. so i just rested my head abit.. and then went home with sharon le.. she was also going to the clementi station.. so pei her take bus lo.. she told me abt the eye bag whitening cream she bought.. it does seem quite effective on her.. so i just went to watsons and bought it.. really, i recently keep seeing tremendous eyebags that my frens n dear keep telling me abt.. anyway, tml still got sch.. now feeling damn tired.. i gtg bath liao.. bb folks..

heres the latest photos..

and there again, weekend passed quite smoothly.. went to dear's hse on sat to eat lunch.. n then took bus 100 to vivocity.. was stuck in traffic on the verge of reaching.. stucked for 30 mins lidat.. reached vivo at 7.30pm.. went ard the huge mall searching for food lol.. queued up for the chicken rice until 8.30 i think then ate until 9pm.. din really walked much.. cos firstly, too many ppl.. 2nd the mall is so huge i dunno where to begin.. 3rdly, the time is short.. anyway, went out for "fresh" air and took some photo.. too bad only 1 is taken successfully.. the others all delete le.. haha.. not much liao.. went home at 10pm.. n then slpt at 1 am i think..

sun, went to aljunied at 1.30... reached there ard 2.30pm.. met dear to go TM to watch death note.. the show is not those that got ending one.. lol.. but its quite nice and abit funny.. i dunno y ppl laugh inappropriately also.. maybe bcos of the 3D shinigami(death god).. hes damn funny sia.. lol.. anyway, we watched until 5 plus.. then walked for awhile n ate at mac.. went back his house ard 7 pm to eat dinner.. headed back home around 9pm.. he going to field camp for 1 week so unable to contact with me during that time.. hmmm.. miss u..
gtg nite ppl..

guys sorry for all that emotional stuff.. its fine btw me and kev.. really.. im just having the lowest peak haha.. and thx for all ur concerns, i appreciate that =)

im looking forward to sunday to meet u gals.. be it a slacking session at any cafes or suntanning in sentosa.. im okay with them.. =D i go watch drama le.. tata~~

i cant believe i actually miss those guys i haven seen for yrs now.. lol.. i miss mike, dy, cheeyong, kenneth, kane, jaron, huiyi, jiayan, weiseng, ziyu, vinc n his 3 frens.. did i miss out anyone? i haven seen them since we came back from redang and it seems like ages.. they did organise outings but im always not free.. or apparently i go out with dear.. i wish they could org another eating session too.. go ask vincent liao.. he's always the one planning... i think thats bcos i always reject their outings thats y they din ask me out anymore.. these group of gang always very hype up one.. although im always the quietest among them but i enjoy their fun n craps.. lol.. now we can only meet on weekends, but i swear i will go out with them again if there is one outing.. i feel that ever since from redang, my life has been cut out from their circle quite alot.. n when i saw lcc(zhenqing), i got the urge to see them again sia.. heck the couple liao la.. just pretend they r not there lo.. *sry this sentence is coming out from nowhere*

and u gals! wanna go bbq this weekend? i dunno how to org this.. haha.. anyway, i wanna bbq~~ n enjoy with mooncakes.. wahahahhaha.. fat fat la.. dun care.. =x k gtg now.. wanna go then msg me or tag me whatever =D

i fear that i will not be strong enough.. whenever it happens, i feel that im not determined enough.. if ppl were to treat me better, i will feel abit guilty cos i would not treat them the same way.. and when i got a better treatment from them, i think that person is nice in spite whatever other says.. and then i would feel good abt that person.. is that y i fall for guys easily? cos they treat me better? i noe i like my ex alot bcos he treated me good.. but i noe for my current bf, we got mutual attraction.. but what im afraid is, im not determined enough.. but i will.. as long im at home, theres no way i could be in contact with other guys.. bcos we r abit distant now, as in physically, im abit worried.. i hope he can understand how i feel.. thats y i ve been getting so moody, or rather asking for more, when it comes to weekends.. i dun want us to distant away from each other.. although im still very in love with him.. well, i guess im at the lowest point of my wave now.. as the book says, "women are like waves.." their moods come in different wavelength.. when they crash, they will come back up again.. but it depends on how long.. n i fear that my wave will be at its low peak for quite a long time.. unless something good and promising happen.. everyday, when i go to sch, i will be like "oh great, how comes the feeling again.." to suppress it is okay.. but i will be in sch for 3 yrs leh.. bcos i nv part with my ex for so long b4(i see him everyday in sch).. im not used to it.. and now im everyday seeing guys frens in sch, without my bf.. so its abit hard.. if he's by my side i would not be worried.. y r u always not there when i need u the most? i feel so strangled by my own feelings.. going to choke to death anytime.. i cant tell, i cant tell, else he'll think i'll not wait n leave him.. i promise i wont and would nv.. frens, i need u to speak to me.. come on.. i need to open up.. or i'll die sooner or later..

m i speaking in broken english? lol.. my english been getting from bad to worse.. i feel so outcast when im in sch.. cos ppl r all speaking english and im not comfortable in that language.. except for writing it.. but then again, my writings been becoming bad.. haiz.. somehow, sch life also pose another problem for me.. not that exams is around the corner la.. but its just that i haven had enough time to study what has been taught.. i feel that i should stay in sch more, and yet i dun want to.. well, u guys should refer to my prob on the above para.. cant study at home.. no space, got bed, got tv shows.. oh, maybe i should go to the library in je.. slack there.. no need stay in sch somemore.. kw, we should try to go je lib and study ok?? pls..

occasionally i will start thinking... that such a simple, naive, dai dai, ben ben girl also got ppl want.. LOL.. which is y i am feeling so blissful now *angels circling the head* haha..

i am not in my right mind after watching the tomenting korean drama yday.. the first few episode is already showing the lead being a fugitive.. he was of cos being set up.. and hes trying to prove his innocence by finding the woman who gave false testimony in court.. well, the lady went to shanghai to escape from the so-called "murderer".. she din knew everything of cos.. but was acting accordingly.. anyway, the show is called "Green Rose".. im thinking abt how lucky i am which then pop the first sentence i wrote.. wahahaha..

so bored now.. have to study later, but table's full -.- dunno ar.. again, trying to emphasize on "dear, u r the best!!" wanna puck? LOL.. arh.. go do other stuff le lar.. sianz.. -.-

updates for recent events..

last thurs i went for my psychology.. met kw for lunch and then we both went for ibm class.. well, we saw another stupid eating contest - the guys comparing who will be able to eat 3 big cups noodles at 1 go.. wed was water drinking contest.. i wonder y sim ve so many stupid contest?? cant they be constructive? like maybe a charade or something? -.- anyway, met kw's fren and talk to her for a while during break time.. and then went home le..

fri was just slacking at home.. playing audition and flyff.. both online games.. audition is like a dancing competition, except u use arrows to compete with ppl and score pts.. well, if u ppl got nth to do, like me, u can dl it.. but erm.. the dling time could be quite long cos the installation file is 600+ mb.. flyff is like another RO game.. just that its 3D thats all..

went for my programming lesson on sat instead of wed.. was again doing for-next loop for practical.. sianz.. anyway, after the lesson, went to dear's house.. he was already back.. but only for a day.. going back again at night.. luckily not in the evening.. else lesser time to see him.. bought lunch and ate at his house.. then dl audition on his com also.. wahaha.. watched some tv and then over-the-hedge.. after that, is just hitting the arrows on the com liao(meaning play the game).. played and played until dinner time.. after dinner, still playing until he had to leave.. we went bugis around 9 to buy batteries, sweets and fir album.. all for him lar.. and then went back to the last station liao.. i went home while he joined his mates to wait for their bus to take them "back" LOL..

my mum wanted us to go swimming today so we went to jurong sports complex at 12.30pm.. i planned to swim 1 km today again.. but then i had muscle cramps after 500m.. so i just stopped totally and went to join my parents while watching my brother swim.. really, wasted sia.. as usual, a lot of men displays there.. haha.. and of cos most were in the pool blocking my way -.- i lost it totally.. i mean my stamina.. too long nv go swimming liao.. and then at 500m i was really going dead liao.. to think i did 900m last time i came here.. sigh.. anyway, we went to my aunt's stall to ve our lunch and then went home.. well, going to slp now.. bth i really lost it today *shake head* and now im like dead tired.. crap la.. well, tada!

went to sch yday for socialogy again.. not programming.. haha.. din go for ibm on monday either.. decided to go with my fren n kw on thurs afternoon instead.. and then going to programming on sat too.. anyway, after sch on wed, study in the study room with the rest until 5.30pm.. which i went to jp with my bro later on... we rented vcds and then he renewed his card in 77th street.. b4 going home, went to op to try out tee and shorts.. gw says the shorts doesnt suit my style but the shirt is nice.. and so i bought it.. well i need one and i tink its nice too.. and then we went home.. update more tml.. *yawnz* nitez ppl..

im a stupid and ignorant girl who dunno how to ask intellectual qns =( depressed...

sat - dear came back at 1 pm met him at lakeside mrt station.. headed to his house first to eat.. then just slacked there.. saw zhen qing there also.. he was surprised to see me haha.. zhen qing is the guy i went to redang with too.. he is vincent's fren.. i know he is justin's (kevin's bro) fren already ever since i came back from redang.. yea, the world is that small sia.. LOL anyway, we went out at 4.30 pm to suntec cos i needed to buy vcd for yw's bday prez.. suntec dun ve so went marina square's ts.. found it and went to look for dear's watch.. was expensive everywhere so din buy.. finally he pei me to raffles place.. cos i meeting my bro and cousins there... it was sj's bday dinner party that day.. he left while we went to sizzling rock at boat quay.. had quite a small party.. there was buffet and ktv.. was quite full and we had lots of fruits and desserts.. haha.. after that was cutting of cake lo.. and then after guolong left, we continue to play daidee.. and sang while playing it.. left the place around 11 pm.. was planning to meet dear de.. but i was so bushed up that i decided to go home le.. anyway, he was with his frens also so nvm ba.. shared a cab home.. hmm.. the day was fun.. its always fun whenever i ve my dear, frens, and cousins around me.. haha..

sun - went to ktv with love, dan, yq n von.. wierd rite?? im the only extra there -.- y? cos NG CHONG SENG refused to go... haiz.. nvm.. quite okay la.. but i was so tired after the prev night.. then had to wake up so early in the morning.. after that, yq went home to get something.. only to nv return.. -.- and then von had to go back his house.. cos he left her at the ktv while promising to come back.. ah dear, if ever u do that.. u r so dead, got it?! after kbox around 4 pm.. i went with betty n dan to walk around.. then met dear at cityhall platform.. we den went bugis to stop for his jeans and watch.. went further down to bras basah center to get a cheap watch then headed back to giordano to buy a jean.. went back his house to pack around 6... and then to my house at 7 to eat dinner.. well, reached home around 8.. so ate le.. then let the food digest for a while and then he left... i think i miss you already.. ='(

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i got lesson yday morning and evening.. actually i went to crash in on the morning's socialogy class to find out how the lecture is like.. its fine.. at least whatever she said, ive read the guide already.. other than that, she's quite entertaining.. but she also picked certain ppl to answer her qns.. but normally those r stupid qns like "what do you think about this sentence?" haha.. anyway, went to tea break with kw and her fren.. after the lecture, kw and i went to eat at megabites.. right after that, we took a bus to chinatown.. cos i was like having tons of hours to spare b4 the next lesson.. wah, 61 hor took 1 hr to get to chinatown lar -.- anyway, i swear i nv going to take 61 to chinatown again.. if want, just take the train.. i think faster lor.. kw bought nokia 6280 so we took pics at chinatown.. haha.. theres lanterns already ma.. so nice.. walked everywhere.. ppl's park center, og, outside shop shop, whatever.. lastly, went to ve dessert at the traditional dessert's.. kw had mango and i had the ginko nuts soya bean dessert.. i dunno why i called that dessert.. in fact i hate to eat gingko nutes.. it just looked nice.. haha.. had them, and then kw tabao for her mum too.. we walked somemore and then finally went down to the train station to slack.. then we parted.. i reached sch at 5.. went to study room to study with kevin.. we r in the same course ma.. so got same programming class.. lol, cos i studied most of it already so i just revised abit.. then sleep there until 6 wahaha.. the test was not bad.. except that when i finished rite, i saw alot of ppl still scribbling on the pp.. i wonder y they got so much to write? my fox lecturer expected us to write 5 pages, and guess what? i only did 1 page, front and back.. haha.. the others wrote around 1-2 plus pages.. cos its only 2 qns what, nth to write also.. just ans the qn directly.. looked alot more like our poly paper haha.. the test was 1 hr and after that lesson was resumed.. actually this programming language is quite diff from what i learnt b4.. cos got some words not the same but the meaning r still quite the same.. like dun ve for-next loop we got repeat-until loop.. those learnt programming would understand what i talking abt.. anyway after lesson went home around 9 lo..

oh, pls do my quiz.. its in the 2nd flower section.. lol... not very hard de.. haha.. gtg ciau..

i realise that my makeup set is mostly maybelline stuff.. i ve maybelline's red mascara, blusher, lip gross and liquid foundation.. maybe the next i should get is its loose powder, powder foundation and black mascara.. hahaha.. currently dun wanna use my money first.. maybe next month then think abt spending on these.. ciau..

the clock strike 7, the mouse ran down, hickory, dickory, dock!

lazy to get up sia.. so sian.. today got test somemore.. bathed and gotten ready for sch.. revised the impt pts b4 leaving the house.. met kevin(new fren LOL) at the bus stop as usual.. and when we reached class, guess what? the test is next week -.- i din noe that.. i think lots of ppl din noe that, cos i saw them studying when we came in the class.. haha.. but wierd is, jennifer and suat noes.. shoots, should ve ask them first.. luckily i read my study guide, so when jacqueline was teaching, i noe my stuff LOL.. and i was listening intently to the video.. cos its abt feminism.. so cool.. at least i din fall asleep as usual when she showed us the video.. haha.. so proud.. cos i was so concentrating on this lesson.. =P well, if u guys noe me well enuff, i listened half-heartedly in class all the time.. not bcos i dun understand, but bcos i wanted to sleep.. so normally i fall into a mode called "stun" wahahaha... ar well.. went to lunch with kevin and gangs at megabites.. got to noe another fren, dalphne.. oh she was taking the same afternoon class as me.. so we attended lesson together later after lunch.. oh btw, i forgot i only ve 2 bucks today -.- well let my fren pay first, next time then pay back LOL.. hope i rmb =x well, ibm class as usual was sian.. on the other hand, also quite disturbing.. cos nagep always pick on ppl to ans his qn.. if dunno, u suay lo.. luckily we sat quite far away for him to pick on.. oh always not to sit at the front row.. and nv wear prominent clothes to nagep class, else he will start to call "that mei mei in red.." or "the man in green" haha.. the week b4 holiday, kevin kena this lo.. he wore green ma.. and his fren wore yellow, so he just go "the guy in yellow pls ans.." anyway, i din bring my prev chap notes so i just gotta share it with dalphe.. now i get the worse part is to not bring ur notes.. if at any point of the lesson, nagep call upon u, and u dun ve his notes, he either glare at u or shake his head.. lucky he din notice me.. he picked on other girls and they din bring their notes as well.. its not deliberate u noe.. cos we tot he would be starting on another chapter liao.. glad he ended class early.. well, 15 mins earlier is a whole lot early hor.. cos nagep always ve his classes for 3 n half hours.. and would always fang ren on the dot.. but bcos he taught finished that chapter fast today n so we ended early.. well i went opposite my home and shopped.. i bought my file.. thats all.. but i walked around quite long.. no money to buy other things.. sianz.. arh.. wed got programming test.. but that one is diff case, should be quite easy one.. hehe.. tml then study.. since i ve class on wed evening.. dunno what SIM is up to.. shift this lecture to evening.. lucky its only for 1 day.. well i gotta go.. cya..

i study in the morning on sat.. cos i was thinking i not enuff time liao haha.. anyway studied only 1 n half chapter.. b4 going out and eat with gw at 2.. met up with dear at 3 at bugis.. walked abt parco bugis and seiyu.. saw alot of jackets that we wanted to buy.. i want a jacket from esprit, dear wanted a sweater from kappa, lasik track shoes(i think thats how its spelt) but no money =(.. i bought a top at the busstop.. then we went to eat at yoshinoya.. wasnt very hungry cos i ate lunch late but still able to finish my rice.. went outside n saw lingiries selling cheap.. bought 2 sets.. and then went to bugis village.. dear and i saw a pouch which is quite nice.. and then end up buying it himself.. and then went home..

sun was a bad day.. cos i was having dizzy spells when i woke up.. after brunch i went back to sleep until 1.30 pm.. when i woke up, its better already so i decided to study the rest of the 1 n half chapters.. yeap, its only 3 chapters for the test.. finished studying until 4 something.. and went to take a nap again.. u noe that feeling la.. study liao, tired then need to rest one.. somemore its raining outside sia.. so song LOL.. woke up at 6 by dear's call.. he reached my place around 7.30 cos he was out with his frens.. then came to eat dinner wahaha.. too bad, my dad made lotong.. was still quite nice la(got lots of prawns yum!).. but the portions not enuff cos my mum din cook alot.. dear was going to book in next morning liao.. well, its not hard to say goodbye this time.. i think im used to it liao.. haha.. anyway, he's still coming back after 1 week, and somemore de camps at jurong sia.. LOL =P anyway he went back at 9.30pm.. i continued to watch shou shen nan nu.. it aired until 11 pm.. i online awhile.. nv study liao.. and headed straight to bed at 12..

yday was our 6 month anniversary.. was kinda looking forward to it.. din get dear anything but write a letter for him.. i had lesson in the morning.. met him and my bro at clementi to ve our lunch.. well, my brother was having his paper at sch too.. so met me also.. somehow we decide to watch 'the devil wears prada'.. took bus 52 to jurong east.. and then booked tix for the 2.45pm show.. too early liao la and then its weekday thats y very few ppl watching.. b4 the show we went to the ice skating rink.. not to skate of cos, just watch.. then walked abt.. dear played the machine where u can win those major prizes like hp, psp.. but he managed to get the minor prize which is not bad liao lar.. i think if concentrate long enuff, can get the major prize one.. haha.. went to watch the movie liao.. not bad ar.. bcos all abt fashion.. except that halfway thru the show, i had a major throat irritation.. luckily i had strepsils with me and water.. else i can die.. well, after that show, my brother went home and a white belt caught my eye and so i bought it.. it was to match my pink blouse i bought recently.. dear dear and i went to orchard to go walk walk.. was hungry already so ate at the omu rice..i had a very delicious set B and he had set A.. the rice was alot so we both were too full to move.. in the end, sat there and play with his phone.. LOL.. changing ringtones and taking photos.. ppl were coming in liao and so we left.. walked abt in taka and wisma.. finally b4 going home, bought giordano ankle socks for my bro and dear got me the giordano jeans that i ve wanted!! though it was quite ex, but darling tot it was worth it so i din worry abt it anymore... i think ive been spending too much of his money lately that im so feeling guilty.. shall upload the pics another day.. its in dear's phone, forgot to bluetooth it to mua.. okie, gtg finish my assignment and study liao.. cya man..

My Set B


His Set A


Cinema

well lets start with yday.. last week nth much to update cos i was sick and din went out.. piangz.. nvm.. lets continue with yday.. i din ve socialogy class in the morning only ibm in the afternoon.. so dear dear came to pei me eat lunch.. after lunch we took train to dover cos he meeting his fren there and i went to sch.. think he n his fren slack in sch fc and then went to clementi arcade.. i joined them after my lesson ended.. lesson was okay.. as usual... but bcos i was tired and still abit sick.. i wasnt really paying attention.. while nth much also to say.. so we took mrt, his fren alighted at je and then we headed off to jp.. had dinner there at the food court and just walked around until 8+ and went home.. he went home at 10.. oh dear finally bought his N6280 at a singtel promotion for 99 bucks on sunday! so cheap.. so yday was just taking photos all the way.. wahaha.. i want to ve his phone also.. for 1 day.. lol.. but he dun let me "rent" it -.- dear dear, my phone music quality better right? let's exchange it for 1 day laa... dun so giam leh.. LOL i like ur camera better but i like my music better.. haha.. well, gotta go bath and study liao.. tml sch is in lab sianz.. tada..

took with dear's cam

i think love and i feel de same way.. we both r sick and just when its near trip time and when the guys r POP-ing.. sick until cannot go out with them, and its the only time when they come home for 1 week.. and had to cancel the trip.. actually betty, partly i dun wanna go is bcos im still sick, i also cant recover in time.. hehe.. i am so sad.. just when i had my one week holiday, i fell sick during that stupid 1 week.. lucky dear dun ve to go back until next wed.. so we still got 2 more days(mon i got sch, sianz).. i guess love feel worse.. cos she's having chicky pox =( haiz.. oh man 1 more week then got social test liao.. yucky.. lucky its only short ans and not essay.. else i think i might die.. lol.. i go eat breakfast le.. cya guys later =)

yday sick~~ today sicker... i am dying.. doctor only noe how to give medicines.. who can save me?? argh~! *cOuGh* *CoUgH* *SnEeZe* *VoMiT* *coUgh* Ugh~~~!

i am so having flu now.. my nose is blocked and i am so tired after eating the flu med.. although i just wake up and had my dinner, i still feel very tired.. sian.. betty realised she gotten chicken pox and i think we might ve to cancel our kl trip.. cos chicken pox is not a few days thingy.. its a few weeks de.. haiz.. nvm still got next time de.. y r we getting sick at nearly the same time? and just when we r going overseas sia? alamak.. i haven study much for the socialogy test.. i dun feel like it.. maybe i'll start studying next week.. now i am just concerned abt my flu.. dun really ve de mood to study.. wah piang.. getting sick at this time is what i dun really expect it would happen.. i tot the trip should be quite okay.. aiyo.. i am sick.. betty is sick.. is dan sick too? i not sure.. but dear is definitely not.. haha.. =x i want to watch full house... the stupid youtube is stuck at the episode 1 part 8.. gotta borrow it and watch liao.. i think i need to go take medicine again and slp.. well, cya then..

starting my holiday now.. but since monday, i ve been getting sore throat.. and then headache and then flu.. its until now then its getting better.. hope i will be fine by sat.. cos sun leaving for kl liao.. trying to come back by next tue.. so would be able to attend classes on wed and thurs.. and rest on fri.. dear pop le finally, but dunno his posting yet.. -finger keep crossed- i think im dying of hunger liao.. i go eat first haha..

Had a fun day on sat.. i ve uploaded pictures.. its at the link below... here's the photos of my presents!! hehe...

met love at 1 pm at buona vista on tue... then went to chinatown together to eat first and then to look for travel agency.. went to 5 stars travel then went to find out its packages to kl n genting.. quite cheap cos by the time we leave sg, its off peak days... took brochures n pamplets from other travel agencies as well.. we walked until 4 pm lidat and sat down at the food center.. she bought longan while i had my hei nuo mi.. then found out the packages are almost the same but the cheapest is still 5 stars... other than m'sia, we also found a 1-day trip to batam.. so next time we shall go together ok? sat until 5 and then went to OG.. we tried out some black gowns then the nice sales lady tot we were having prom night or special occasion.. y must wear black together?? lol.. cos itchy hands go touch the gown then wanted to try it out and take pics only.. wahahaha... but turned out it doesnt look good on me.. nvm i dun really like that anyway haha.. so din take photo lo.. and then went to walk somemore.. found a white dress suitable for me.. hehe.. quite cheap also so i bought it.. love was still hesitating whether to buy the cardigans anot.. in the end she din buy.. then we went off le..

went to clementi to eat lunch with kw after my lab session on wed.. had my eyebrows threaded also.. it was so painful that i had tears in my eye.. i din realised it until i open my eyes.. haha.. then my eyebrows parts are all red patches.. so awful.. anyway, we went to jp to look for some things.. bought it and went home around 3 something.. went home to melt the chocolates.. well, hope u all like the results.. anyway, its dark, so u wont able to see the choco nice or not nice.. haha.. well im stopping here.. tada..

bought decorations for my chalet after eating lunch at mac.. then watch kim sam soon vcd lend by my brother.. dear went off around 5 pm cos he meeting his friends.. then me and gw went to my god-grandma's hse for dinner.. gave them the invitation paper haha.. had a yummy dinner.. and then went jp with my uncle and aunt.. they wanna buy ingredients for next day's lunch n dinner.. we just follow and then they can drive us home haha.. they bought me my bday prez.. wanna noe what it is? come for my party le n then u will noe.. LOL.. after tat went home le..
sun went out with dear.. he got soccer so i met him at tiong bahru.. had japanese ramen there.. and then went to shop around.. wanted to buy dress but not suitable.. in the end went to buy nan quan ma ma's album.. and then went back to his hse.. had a yummy dinner cooked by his mum.. then left the house around 7.45pm.. he booking in at 8.. he forever late one lar.. -.- i was trying to meet betty cos she also sending dan's off.. she msg me saying she coming to pasir ris so i waited for her.. walk walk then again this insurance guy approached me.. -.- i was thinking i really look like an easy target sia.. so i let him entertain me for a while lor since im waiting for betty.. at the same time, i try to get out of it.. he wouldnt let me -.- finally i say i no money then i went off le.. haha.. then met bet and dan.. slack around and talked abt the trip.. after a while dan went off so we also go le.. so sad, on the train, kw called to say her bf got something on, cannot go for trip le.. so count them out.. hmm.. abit disappointed also.. cos i noe how much she also looking forward to this trip.. her parents ve already agreed to let her go but then her bf got something on.. so sad sia.. maybe next time ba.. around june like that... then we got long holiday le.. wah next yr june leh.. so long.. ='( kw, can ur bf dun join the IMF thingy? haiz..

eh.. y this trip only i enthu abt it? like that abit not fun liao leh.. y y y? i waiting for lots of things also.. for love's confimation whether she going with us not.. waiting for kw's bf's reply.. then can confirm when going and go where.. y sounds like im only the one enthu abt the whole trip? =(

sch was as per normal.. but i make a few more frens.. on mon i saw joan(she's the one i saw durin the first day briefing) and she invited me to lunch with her n her frens.. i was having migrane on that day so after lunch, those few guys accompany me to the bus stop to wait for bus.. they were staying back to go to the lib and study.. and so i skipped ibm lesson to go home n rest.. oh i found out joan's fren, kevin is taking the same course as me.. we having the same socialogy and programming class too.. kinda glad to find someone to sit with me during class.. wed, while i was going for class, i saw kevin waiting for his fren at the busstop.. so went to programming together.. after tat had lunch with kw at imm.. shopped at diaso.. bought 2 nail polishes n then went to giordano and get a nice top.. after that took the shuttle bus and go home.. we arranged to meet the next day at the bus stop cos i was going to crash in thurs ibm when i din go for mon's one.. luckily nagep stopped the lecture at the same topic so i was able to follow.. when we reached the lecture rm, it was almost full, and we din want to sit in the front.. cos we noe, as usual, nagep will pick on the ones sitting in front.. so kevin, me and kw sat quite at the 2nd front row where nagep cannot squeeze in and point at us.. lol.. he kept talking abt the national day rally and how we din watch it affects our life.. and then scolded us at the beginning and at the end of the lesson -.- had lunch in the foodcourt where joan came to join us.. slacked there until 2.30pm when we going to ve a briefing by a london socialogy lecturer.. had quite a laugh during that lecture.. although shes strict abt the discipline of how ppl cannot talk, or leave the hall while the lesson is going on, shes actually quite a nice old lady haha.. oh, she went after a lad when he left the lesson even b4 her lecture started.. we were startled all by her.. thats goes to show how "xiong" she is.. anyway, after lesson, alec came to pick kw up.. i only taking a "shun feng che" to clementi LOL we were discussing abt trips.. is really getting excited now on where and when to go.. cos after my bday, its the 2 weeks holiday! yes!! waiting waiting...

dear booked out early in the morning.. i went to accompany him to buy contact lens.. then we went back home to have the home-made steak cooked by my brother... my brother's fren return pirates 1 liao so we watched the curse of the black pearl.. decided to watch the movie "the break-up" with dan and betty at 6.40pm.. reached marina gv around that time. dear n i bought nachos combo.. while bet and dan already had snacks in their bag.. the breakup is just like when a normal couple break up.. i mean that is what happen what a couple has a big fight.. and from the fights come alot of flaws which neither party said it before until then.. when neither of them can tolerate all these flaws anymore, they break up.. is that correct? i think so.. when the guy finally understand where the relationship has gone wrong, it was already too late.. the girl has nothing more to give to him.. thats just so sad.. anyway, after watching the movie.. we ate at the foodcourt.. slack for an hour plus b4 going home..

sun i left the hse around lunch time to go to dear's.. waited for him to finish his game with his brother while surfing the net and watching the tv at the same time.. was abit quite tired liao.. i cannot be sian and then with my stomach empty(it will make me feel weak) and then trying to perk up later.. i woke up early and then sian so i really feel like slping haha.. anyway, my motive there was to go swimming so went down around 3 pm and swam for 1 hr plus.. bathed and then we left the hse to go newton to meet my brother.. well, as usual, or rather every guy i meet with is always terribly late.. -_-'' cant stand that fact.. i am always the earliest despite the fact that i am 10 mins later than the appt time.. know why i did that? cos they r nv early! coming back to when i left off.. so my bro was half hour late.. and we waited for him, while feeling REALLY hungry after the swim.. i just feel so dramatic when we waved goodbye in the lift.. haha.. anyway, took a cab to turf city and found out that we r the latest.. nvm.. at least no more waiting.. well, my bday is the topic.. so talk talk and then the dishes are served.. ate quite a good lot of dishes, crabs, prawns and lala included.. wasnt that full but satisfying enuff when i had my noodles at the end.. went home in si yi's car... thats it.. i buay tahan after the whole day liao.. firstly it was the early bird, then the wait, then the swim, and the satisfying dinner.. i feel like sleeping now.. okok i go le.. haha.. good nite manz..

fri went to sch to wait for betty, cs and kiat siong(he is the last time from 1a21 class).. then took a taxi to spgg.. we gals went to swim while the guys go do spa.. haha.. cs came to join us while kiat siong remain inside.. we swam a few laps, talk talk swam again... finally kiat siong went for the debrief after itp... cs nv go.. then bet and i went in for the spa.. the steaming room was not operating cos its after the operating hours.. so dipped into the hot and cool pool.. and then went to the suana room to "chill" out haha.. nearly fell asleep there.. bath and then went to find cs at kfc.. ate shrooms burger for lunch.. slack there for a while and went home.. it was quite early so i went jp to walk around b4 meeting joanne.. i walked around aimlessly cos i got no money.. haha.. i dun wanna look at things when i ve no cents in my wallet.. anyway, met jo le and then we walked some more.. went in to value dollar n bought a cute clock and a cushion for my armchair.. walked until my leg wanna break liao so stopped to rest.. then joanne wanna go down to ntuc to buy coffee.. my bro called to see how i settle my dinner and then wanna buy beef to make steak.. so i told him to come instead.. met my brother after jo left.. headed to liberty to buy the ingredients for making steak and went home..

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hmmm... went to sch today for programming... chao boring.. cos the teacher is teaching the theory basic all over again... sianz.. i nearly dozed off.. i mean seriously! ar.. anyway i scrape thru that 3 hrs finally and meet kw for lunch.. and went to city hall to shop around.. firstly, go citylink vnc pei kw go look at some shoe.. she saw one and reserved it.. cos this shop doesnt ve the size but raffles has.. after that we walked back to raffles city to go to the birkenstock authorised dealer.. there i found my papillio thongs hehe.. and tried it.. it was comfortable and fitting.. i dun think i ve any problem with that shoe.. so i decided to ask wang-ge to help me buy too... he buying in bulk online.. i asked kw also but she no money sia.. i also dun ve... but i really want that shoe.. its nice and comfy.. anyway, after that, we went to starbucks.. i bought a java chips(its a frappucino) and slack there until 4.30 and then went home.. quite happy cos i finally went to try that papillio shoe and want to buy it.. if i got that one item, it should be strike off from my wishlist LOL.. quite satisfied now.. oh dear.. gotta spend more.. okay after that shoe, i shall stop spending for shopping for the month.. haiz..

btw, this is the video.. sorry of the laggy frame haizz...

sat came and we haven plan what to do on that day.. so i decided to let dear dear rest abit first.. he went to make his posb card once he came back.. then i met him 5.30 at cityhall to go watch the last firework.. ate at ljs then go there chopped seats wahaha.. his frens were going to join us.. but they were still eating dinner around 7 pm and its getting crowded so they dun wanna come join us le.. his sis was also at esplanade so he called to find out where she was.. it so happened she was at the esplanade bridge with her fiance.. we finally decided to find his sis cos the view there was excellent.. but the first part of the bridge was already that pack with ppl.. were having ppl jam... took 1 hr plus to reach from one end to the center of the bridge.. ppl just refused to move then more ppl coming to squeeze with us.. i nearly toppled over.. haha.. cannot even stand properly.. whew, lucky a guy gave direction "ppl moving to the merlion all stick to ur right.. ppl moving to the durian also stick to ur right.." that way, the jam is over and finally we were able to move.. crap.. the guy should ve done that half hour earlier.. but it doesnt matter now.. was grateful to him also, so shouldnt complain too much lol.. joined daphne(i think thats her name, i just noe her chinese name haha) and her fiance.. their camera was already stationed on the tripod ready to shoot nice fireworks.. the scene was perfect!! i wished i had a camera as well.. i saw on the forum, other members' shots of fireworks were just beautiful... but i only ve my lousy w500i.. y lousy? cos the cam quality is darn bad.. i only complain abt my phone's camera and memory space.. other than that, its still okay.. anyway, dear is tall enuff to help me take video shots.. i just stood on the ledge.. then be taller than him.. wahaha.. the france fireworks started.. its not that bad.. the best part was near the end.. where they ve lots of colors.. some are just nice to look at.. hope dear could see and not just concentrating on taking the vids.. it lasted for 10 mins.. i ve uploaded it.. but the frame skip is just too slow.. so its like lagging.. and my stupid hp quality is not good also.. cannot see much, except for those bigger fireworks.. after that, daphne left.. me and kev went to join his frens to drink.. mind u, its sugar cane at the hawker.. lol.. anyway, quite happy to mix around with his frens as they all just crapped abt NS stuffs and stories.. LOL we shared cab with one of his frens who live in jurong also.. the others went for ktv session.. mai.. paiseh lah.. lol and somemore its so late liao.. they sure going to sing until morning one.. haha... so that's all.. ve fun with them.. and yea the squeeze b4 at the bridge -_-''
darlin went for his usual soccer session with his buddies on sun... dunno what to do again.. so we hung out at my place.. i had bat kut teh for dinner and he had 2 bowls of rice -_-'' (hungry ghost festival lah.. dun blame him lol) so he went home around 6.. and had the 3rd bowl of rice at home(told u liao, hungry ghost..) haha.. tata..

yes! finally dun ve to worry about the insurance thing le.. was really worry they might try to ask me to continue with lesser money.. yea they did, but when i said i got lesser money than i thought, they gave up and return me my money.. thank god.. i see my bank account, i sianz half liao.. thats y when i come back, i immediately go bank in my 100 bucks.. lol.. happy to see more money in my bank wahahaha... got abit of relieve also, cos i no $$.. the 8 bucks(the deposit was $108, i bank in 100) can help me survive this weekend u noe.. i decided to not touch a single cent in my bank liao.. unless really necessary.. so erm, my wishlist is really up to u guys liao wahaha.. mei you qian mei you qian... sad..

oh by the by, there's fireworks today and tml.. tml is supposesubly the best.. cos its fran-ce.. its fireworks should wanna beat italy since france lost to italy in WC haha.. thats what i read in de forum =X

i think lots of kids din go to sch on thurs? cos when i went to eat mac, so many were there.. after that, went to buy some items.. spend more money opposite my house.. realised my hse there got everything sia.. if i had the choco theme on my bday, i can go to the shop where it only sell all the chocolate-making tools...wahaha.. then there was this shop that sell party stuffs beside that choco shop.. so cool.. finally bought the cork screw to drink the wine i bought at the dfs after thai trip.. LOL yes, with my bro, we can eat and drink lots of good stuff haha.. mainly bcos we can claim money after we shopped?? i dunno.. if i shop alone, i could nv recoup my losses.. at least i can say, gw spent my money, i want it back... wahaha..
went swimming with my brother at 4 pm.. swam 900 metres.. so proud of myself.. lol.. was going for 1k swim but then by the time it was 5.30 pm, ppl just filled up the pool.. and the last lap i was going to die.. so heck care abt the last 100 m la.. lol.. gw swam another 200 m more.. he's faster with his front crawl so yea.. anyway, learn abit how to improve tactics from my bro.. should be faster now, but use up lots of strength.. yes, thats what swimming is all about.. to exercise and to sun tan wahahaha... god, by the time we finish bathing, the both of us were like dying.. drink lots of water and headed home.. stop opposite our hse again to buy some food home.. after swimming is all about hunger.. especially after such vigorous exercise.. haha.. well slept around 10pm.. was really too tired le.. going to meet the prudential guy later.. he smsed me yday and said "we shall ve a good chat tml" then i was like die liao, hes going to force me not to cancel it.. hope not.. *finger crossed*

yay, now we come to jj's bday! early in the morning, i arranged to meet them 12.30 at boon lay.. dan n kevin were late lar.. then cs n kw were in jp... i came earlier then those guys, although still later than the appointed time hehe.. anyway, took 243 to jj's hse.. she got her frens inside and outside the hse.. relatives quite a few of them.. they came at a later time.. well, went to eat and urm.. slack around outside the house.. no seats so the guys were sitting at the stairs.. we were standing.. haha.. eating abit desserts and all.. talk talk talk.. then yq n von appeared.. or rather time to cut cake haha.. well, her 2nd brother is trying to make her to give a speech.. poor jj, if it was me, i would ve die-d.. pls, next month, dun do that to me... so we had photo-taking sessions, and back to our slacking place, which is outside the corridor lol... kw then went for ndp while cs went to ikea.. aiyo, leave so fast.. then we urm.. went in again for the time to open presents! this is the exciting moment! im glad she love the presents we got her: the jacket, the earrings and the make-up kit.. so cool.. =D jj had a wonderful time opening surprise presents, LOL.. after the presents "ceremony", her frens left.. we were slacking in her room instead.. haha.. the guys were continuing their NS chat.. we just sat by and listen.. -_-'' left abt 4 pm.. took train back to dear's hse.. betty went to dan's, jo n sheng went gai gai in bugis, chinsher went home, yq n von went to queensway.. well, yea thats abt our gathering.. dun worry, we should ve another one soon =P watched ndp at dear's, had dinner and watched the parachuters, jet planes and choppers by the window.. so cool, i like his place.. bcos its the highest floor, then sure can see the fireworks and all.. but too bad, i din catch any fireworks.. it was time to go and that was the time the fireworks started.. -_-'' as usual, we took train to pasir ris, and i met betty there.. at first we tried to meet and catch the fireworks together, but din expect the fireworks would start so early.. haiz.. so we just met and went home lo.. should catch it again this sat.. pls *finger crossed*.. i ve yet to see a full fireworks yet LOL..

oh btw, i think hor.. the chocolate theme is really cmi.. unless i go and buy the fountain.. haha.. just pray that my mum would buy it lo.. and we ve the time to make it.. but we really want them, dun we?? lets go and beg my mum for it together.. LOL okay i gtg liao... heres some pics for entertainment >.<