yea today came and i dread having to wake up early.. dear dear msg me even b4 my alarm rang -_-'' nvm.. i was supposed to get up early anyway.. so lie in bed for another 15 mins b4 i washed up... went out around 7.50am.. darn the 157 bus.. i waited until 8.15 then the bus came.. when i reached around cs's hse it was already 8.45.. still needed to wait for 61.. heng this one is a short wait.. but i was still late for 10 mins.. haha.. nvm la.. i saw lots of ngee ann students also boarded the bus and squashed with them until they alighted.. the first lesson is socialogy, my fav subject! but too bad i had a lousy headache early in the morning.. must be due to the early wake up thingy.. haiz.. though i did concentrate as much as i could.. jacqueline, my angmo teacher, showed us this socialogy video.. i was that glad bcos it means i could finally rest a bit.. and then during the break i rested.. n felt worser as i concentrated on her teaching.. lol.. damn it. i was supposed to enjoy this class... but i like her already =D i sat 2 seats beside a guy.. so theres no way i could ve make frens although there were lots of ppl behind.. i was kinda upfront... haha... anyway, after lesson ard 12pm.. the first thing i do is to visit the ladies.. wahahaha.. and then eat.. alone.. so lousy.. i din make any frens so i din eat with any.. the next lesson is at 1.30.. i still ve abt 1 hr left to slack.. i walked into the lib to find my textbook but the 'big' library dun ve sia!!! i was planning to sit there and read some book but my headache just make the 'best' of me.. so i just outside n sat down besides this plant.. lol.. and then i msg kw to talk to me.. after sometime, she called instead.. i had quite a rest already.. so i finished talking to her, i was feeling so much better... turned out kw's schedule and mine r entirely different =( mine is mon n wed, n hers is tue n thurs.. so cant eat together lo.. but she said she will soon ve wed classes starting after a few weeks later so whew! i went for my 2nd lesson.. my business tamil teacher, nagep, was like keep telling us to keep up with the news.. we were like.. okay~ cos he asked something and we couldnt ans.. haha.. the notes were like 1 thick book that thick ar.. and its only 3 chapters nia.. still got 7 chapters to go!!! we were like.. WHAT THE!!! he kept asking the front rows qn and making them so paiseh.. he made a girl to hand in a news report to him next week.. we were like thinking, that girl is so suay.. next time dun sit in the front sia.. so scary.. LOL... but he is funny lar.. had quite a luff that i ve forgotten my headache.. oh oh and he keep doing this action that we all wanted to burst out laughing.. LOL.. he kept squeezing his eyes shut n talk and opened it again.. its like when u wanna sleep but u ve to wake up that kinda of eyes.. lol.. wah n he showed us this sample essay-cum-exam qns.. 1 qn only hor.. 4 pages!! front and back! OMG.. of cos the qn got sub qn lar.. so got i ii iii like that... but the student's i is like 1 n half pages leh... i was like.. si liao~~ i tot i could write craps for essays but when he says "argue with the qns" my face fell... really this time si liao lar.. musnt get headache that much and start thinking and studying liao.. socialogy also essays.. all social sciences r essay qns.. say die.. nope cannot... NV SAY DIE ar... perserverence is best! shui nen jiu jiu wo ='(
i took cab home.. the notes is so thick and bulky.. theres no way i could ve taken bus.. so i met my bro and took taxi home.. i think around 9 pm i can go sleep le.. lucky tml no class or my headaches coming back.. kk i think i write alot for today liao.. cya ppl.. wish me luck for er... my studies.. kw.. i wish for urs too.. hehe... bb

oh went sj's hse on last fri.. to take her fashion mag and try out the uzap.. yea, seriously u ve to use it everyday to see the obvious result... went home around evening to wait for darling's call =P
it din come until 11 something.. turned out he came back to bunk very late..

sat, he went home finally.. and he came around 3 pm.. that fella went to the laundry to wash all his field camp dirty clothes.. LOL then picked them all up again and went out.. so i had a very very late lunch.. i could ve die-d.. haha... watched dvd.. he brought cars, the break-up and click... no time to watch all 3, shall continue next week... went jp with my bro and brought tix for pirates2 at 9pm... ate at mac until 8.45 and went in le.. my bro of cos went home... i believe most of u ve watched pirates liao so should not go into details... only the last part that baffles me.. i ve forgotten what happen to the previous captian of Black Pearl.. haha.. took a cab home after that...

dear dear went for soccer early in the morning.. by the time i met him at the station, it was already 1 plus.. i went to his hse to ve lunch.. and then it began to rain -__-'' we wanted to swim de ma.. so waited until the rain has stopped and went down.. it was freezing cold lar... initially went in the jacuzzi.. but it was too cold so i ve to move about.. swam about 6-7 lengths i think.. and then the sun begun to came out.. -_-'' yea no sun until we wanna go up liao.. sianz.. but it was still as chilling even with the sun.. stopped swimming then... bathed and went back around 6.. ate dinner and hung out abit until he had to go.. pei him until pasir ris and then took the train from 1 end to another.. wahaha.. i fell asleep on the train.. LOL.. i dun care lar.. kinda tired after quite an early morning and the swim.. just piak besides the transparent standing board(i was sitting at the corner) and snoozed.. then i lazy to go down at je.. cos needed to walk.. so decided to take till the end lor.. haha... he went back field camp for 3 days again to take the situation test.. its to determine whether one get promoted not.. then get more incentives like $$$... LOL... luckily i ve sch for 2/3 days or it would quite another struggling session =(

im so happy, i finally be able to learn socialogy! even without applying to socialogy course.. though the unit is darn exciting.. but as i read through the course outline.. its kinda difficult.. but not a problem for me.. at most write craps for essays... wahaha.. =X check out my entire august time table! monday and wed lessons only... =P sep timetable is additional thurs classes... hehehe.. k gtg.. cya

went out with lover today.. yes, spgg! swimming has always been my fav sport hehe.. anyway, i lend her initial d stage 1.. actually, its not mine shush.. my father borrowed it and nv return wahaha... =x i dunno y he would borrow initial d in the first place.. kinda wierd hor.. lol.. i realise i haven watch disc 1.. so i watched 15 mins of it and copy the episode in my hdd.. 1 episode is 1 hr my dear, and i meeting bet for swimming ma.. cannot delay else she cannot go for her training le.. hehe.. oh yea.. speaking of that episode, i haven finish it.. shall finish it later LOL..
so i met love at the train station.. as usual, im quite early.. and most of the students were leaving sch already.. its only like 3 pm.. like our last time like that, wed is always the earliest, right ppl? so carefree lar last time.. always go out after sch.. esp wed and fri.. haha.. too much ppl, see until my eyes abit dazzled.. cos their style arh.. very IN sia.. macham going shopping in town LOL
alot of cute guys arh.. too bad, they r young and im attached wahaha.. okok, lets continue.. changed out and swam for 45 mins like that.. im not too sure... oh yea, theres this guy, hes so funny that i wanna laugh out loud.. hes abit plump.. there he was, doing laps and then doing pumping?? i was like.. this guy.. u wanna exercise.. go gym lar.. -_-'' show ur fats while pumping... LOL then 2 more younger n kinda gd-looking men (i call them men cos they look abit older than NS men?) were like suntanning only -_-'' they r what we call hua ping(for decorations and not put to any use)... they were blocking our way of swimming, so while they were chatting at the other end of the pool, me n betty could only swim width until they left the pool to continue chatting at the table -_-'' well, love and me were swimming laps and laps of the short distance length.. although im quite satisfied.. haha.. i ve not been able to swim rounds after rounds for that long b4.. yeap, we got up around 4.15 where we went to the jacuzzi for 10 mins and then to the suana room for 15 mins.. bathed and went home.. love went for her job training then.. that was it.. i should make it to the swimming pool every once a week.. exercise and all.. haha.. i always wanted to.. but love cannot make it every week last time, until recently..
sry jun.. u noe swimming tempts me.. so i think i will make it to ur place tml.. hehe.. uzap, wait for me! lol..

finally.. 2 weeks of not seeing him n 1 weeks of losing contact with dear ... 1 more day b4 i can talk to u again.. 2 more days b4 i can see u... glad now.. =D

rmb previously when u say u cant see my pic? well, here's de pictures for some entertainment... lol


me & big ben!


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that's all...

wah man.. yday i wrote a long entry sia.. then when i click on publish post.. it went to page error... again!!! so sianz... nvm.. to summarize.. i was talking about my dream job.. either i be the boss of my own entertainment cafe... or i be an annonymous internet love advisor.. just stay at home and work.. cos i hate working fix hours... yea.. anyway, i was REALLY crapping all my way thru until that post is gone.. sigh..

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hehehehe... today while my brother was making his chocolates for the funds, i learnt from him how to make them.. actually not really make them.. just melting the chocos and make moulds out of them with candy melts in the mould.. would anyone of u wanna buy them? lol.. it was my first try.. so i dun think he's gonna sell what i made.. anyway, i ve gotten better since the first try.. going to do it without supervision tml.. as self entertainment.. oh btw, if u r free.. u r welcome to do it with me! it will be so fun.. too bad, there are only a few moulds.. haha.. yea by doing the mould, i can self entertain for 1 entire day.. wahaha... finally found something nice to do... =P someday later, maybe i can learn how to make the nice nice cakes as well? im so happy i learnt how to make chocs, so fun! haha.. =X dun make fun of me.. its something i finally learn and really doing it... well FYI, im a lazy person.. but im quite patient so.. tadah! nice one.. oh shall take a photo tml.. i forgot =x and someday, i shall learn how to cook -_-'' yea, that is not as fun as chocolates, cos i noe i will puke while eating my own cooking... =p shush.. dun tell anyone.. k gtg, cya! oh looking forward to tue for swimming again! hehehe...

counting down: 6 days... till darling come back from camp..

how come online photo host just cannot make their server bigger so ppl can upload their photos faster? its making me so ... i tried alot of photo websites liao.. its either the same speed or worse.. u noe y i like snapfish the best? cos u can view the uploading while its going on.. and its doesnt ve server error like some others do -_-'' but the thing with snapfish is, u ve to log in b4 u can view others' photos.. thats y im trying to find a photo host which provide free sharing and viewing and the upload is viewable.. right now, im trying to upload to picturetrails(i got it from jo's blog) and everytime i try to upload, it give me this error: connection failed.. -_-'' so somehow i can slowly upload one by one to the server... damn, so slow... photobucket is no good y? cos u cannot see when the upload is going to be done.. theres no percentage or bar to indicate.. and once u press wrongly, u r dead.. darn! just when i try to finish uploading, it auto shut on me.. .... find another ba... so sianz... i also want a good photo site...

mon did nth.. played pc games whole day long.. tue went swimming at spgg with love n kw.. hehe =P long time nv swim le.. i wonder if my swimming tactic is wrong.. y else would i swim so slow? or is it i nv kick properly? if only i can see how i swim.. someone need to videotape me lol... anyway, we swam for 1 hour n then went to the jacuzzi, hot and cold pool n then to the steaming room.. we stayed there around half hour b4 we went bathing... finally went into the jackpot room to play.. the auntie suspected us of being a student or less than 18.. so she asked us to sign and write our ic num lol... we stood at the machine b4 deciding to play.. i really ve no clue how to play that machine.. well, in any case, i just noe keep pressing the 1st button and then spin! LOL... kw said we won 60 cents but then lost it again in the next spin.. i dun even noe what happened.. haha.. being too hungry after the swim and not having breakfast in the morning, we finally went for lunch at fc6.. so sad, the uncle selling fish head beehoon closed early.. i was really looking forward to eat that after like what? half a year? or perhaps more than that... so i ate veggie rice from the malay stall... betty had the yong tau fu and kw had western food... after that we went home le... me and betty shared a cab while kw went to take a train to go to the driving centre.. n i dropped love off at her tutee's hse first b4 going home... napping time when i got home... haha...

today went to suntec kbox with them again.. cs joined us for singing and then went for work around 1.30 pm... sang until 2+ n went to walk in carrefour... had lunch at 4 in pastamania.. von came to join us.. we walked back to carrefour just cos i needed a drink.. haha.. but i ve already bought mineral water at guardian.. still we walked back.. anyway, stopped at giordano.. love and i bought a sleeveless tee each at 10 bucks at U2 and went home.. okay i still ve 20 bucks left for the rest of the week.. n today is wed le.. time goes fast when i spend the day out... but still dear will not come back this weekend cos of confinement.. not bcos he done anything to irritate his bosses but bcos of field camp.. lol... hope next week can still go out.. so i spend the days faster n not wait at home pathetically ='(

i believe that there is the ONE for every human being out there... be it straight or homo.. else the world is unbalance without enuff love.. hehe.. and whether u find them now or u find them later, u should know it urself.. r they already imprint in ur heart or r they still far away.. theres no mr or ms right.. just the one that is suitable for each other that fate brought both together... believe in love at first sight, it just had to happen! i know mine is =P

tsk tsk, dear is coughing n coughing.. hes having slight fever too.. but i really hope my ah po tea is effective for him.. *cross finger* when he says he is better as day goes by, i feel much relax... hope by next week, he will recover. haiyo.. my dear, pls recover faster.. now i noe how u feel when i sprain my leg liao =( somemore hes going field camp for the next 2 weeks sia.. cannot see him next week le ='( waiting for u, im waiting for u...

yeap, i went to be his nurse today.. okok, not really lar =P he needed to buy insect repellent so we went beach road first then took 51 to bugis.. he bought his tv cable there and then went back to his condo (everytime, i see the pool, i feel like jumping in =p) his bro n friends were in their room so we went to the library for 45 mins b4 going back lol... went back and watch tb.. the making of the pirates were on.. i rmb cos it was very funny haha... we haven watch that show yet so i would really appreciate if u dun break the suspense.. lol.. had dinner at his hse and watch somemore tv.. the mummy returns were showing around 7pm.. dear then prepare to leave for pasir ris.. i pei him until pasir ris then i took the same train back home.. somehow, im just starting to miss him very much.. he just left for god's sake lol.. but then hes wont come back until 2 weeks later.. thats another terrible 2 weeks for me.. lucky i will be going out with kw and bet for certain days or else i would die at home... just missing him alone is hell, what more it is at home.. ='( maybe if sch starts earlier, or if i had work, at least they would occupy my mind for most of the time... haiz.. meow... dreams r not able to make my life any happier lar.. sometimes, dreaming bad things abt him would make me moody when i wake up.. pls bless me with sweet dreams every night... and pls bless my dear not to ve his hp batt low for the next 2 weeks cos i need to know his condition every now n then... pls be fine my dear dear kevin.. sad sad me... i go liao.. ciau..

FYI, my brother set up a table to sell cakes and chocolates to help the children's aid society.. it is held yday and today at suntec fountain terrace.. and if u buy 1 cake, u will get a drink free.. and that drink is JJ drink.. my mum's company as sponsor lol.. its not too late if u see my post today lol.. cos it will last the whole day.. if u want u can still make it.. i tell u, those r hand-made dark chocolates, heart-shaped chocolate, chocolate box, small round cakes and chocolates with adorable designs.. it makes u not want to eat them lol... dear and i went to support him and we bought the paw chocolates(look like lollipop, the design is a paw, quite cute) well erm.. the chocolates and cakes r for donations so it might cost abit, but the design should be worth it... the taste is not bad too.. my parents going down today to support him..

yday, b4 i went to suntec to find my bro, i went darling's hse.. we had lunch at a hawker quite a dist away.. anyway, went back to watch dvd.. and went out shortly after.. took train to cityhall first, buy those chocos and then walked around.. btw, where does bus 36 go?? its outside sakae sushi.. was planning to take the bus to orchard but the bus seemed to take forever to reach.. so in the end we walked back to the mrt station.. went lido and found out the tickets for pirates either fully booked or selling fast sia.. so decided to watched recycle instead.. the ghost story was created by the author who wrote it.. the author is lee sinjie lo.. anyway, the story ended on how she finished it too.. not bad lar.. i think i dunno how to review a movie.. haha.. nv ask me the movie nice not.. i can nv tell u wahahaha... i watched it dumbly.. LOL anyway, after the movie, we went home le..

ohoh bought another short =p...
kw was in sch so she came to my hse ard 1.. we looked at some pics n vids while slacking around.. then we headed off to jp at 4.30.. see see look look.. trying to find more shorts and she was trying to find more shoes.. lol.. ate lao po bing n drank bubble teas.. was wanting to get icecream at liberty but then figured we cant finish the tub LOL.. went to look at lanvin in sasa.. the smaller bottle cost 55.20 *hint* *hint*
snooped around giordano.. okok not snooping around.. i tried on the pink shorts kw told me abt.. and i bought it.. its the fastest short shop i ever ve.. lol.. another 3/4 short attracted me but that one is 30+ so kw told me to wait for discount.. ok lo since i no money also liao wahaha... keep on walking around, and then finally went into ice lemon tea where i bought 3 pairs of ankle socks.. well, 3 for 5 bucks ma.. fine, i ve to stop shopping.. once i start, i cant stop -_-'' kw wanted to buy papilo slippers. its quite nice on me too heeh but we no money sob... its 99 bucks.. think we can get half price online.. right luv? i kinda like that birkenstock slipper also.. fitting also ma.. =p save money first then buy...
we went home at 7 when my feets started to hurt.. its not the shoes.. its my toenails.. should ve cut it.. later then cut ba..
my mum told me we'll be having pizzas for dinner.. so happy.. my brother ordered it at sch.. and when i reached home, it was already there... there was the party box also (drumlets, hashbrowns n breadsticks) yum... gotta bath now.. cya =P

hehe.. went to meet bet n kw at bugis.. but betty had to go town to settle her bank account so me n kw went mos burger first.. after that, i called cs cos i noe he's meeting us also.. dunno y he no work today.. in the end, we settled our lunch in yoshinoya.. i din bring student card so i pay abit more for a bowl.. after lunch, cs went off to meet sheng.. and me n kw went to look at the op sale outside m-industries... soon love join us lo.. i bought 2 shirts, 1 for him which costed me abt 37 bucks.. quite cheap hor? okay lar.. we went inside parco junction walk walk cant find the 3/4 shorts i wanted.. slacked around in kfc while waiting for love to get her hair cut in qb house... quite nice when she came out.. after that we went to bugis street to shop more.. kw n i bought 1 earring each n i bought 1 3/4 short.. was trying to buy the straw bag but they say the trend is going to be off liao.. so nvm le lo.. find another bag another time ba =) anyway, today they accompanied me to shop for stuffs, so paiseh cos they din get anything... next time, my turn to accompany u girls to shop shop liao.. =D

dear dear msg me to tell me about his condition.. relieved to hear that he went to see MO le.. well, i hope u will be okay soon muacks =X

aiyo.. now love and von's feeling what i felt 4 weeks ago.. yea.. cos unable to see their dears for 2 weeks ma.. i feel sad for u girls too cos i noe =) but as weeks go by, u will get used to it.. although maybe after that u will miss lesser than what u missed the first 2 weeks.. it doesnt mean its gone u noe.. now i yearn for the weekends to come.. sob.. thats bad too..

kw and i went to relc to submit the photocopy cert.. i waited for her at orchard around 1 pm.. i din saw her msg when she say meet 1.30 instead.. i had no choice but to go eat lunch first.. i went mac to buy my fillet-o-fish meal.. n guess what.. the whole time i was eating, i was concentrating on the cute/shuai eurasian boy at the counter.. lol =X he is too cute to be true lar.. is that y when ppl come in, they always turn to the cute boy's counter? LOL.. then theres also this pretty eurasian girl who came in to buy mac.. i think if they know each other, they would be so attracted lol.. i sat there for so long i think the manager was irritated =X what? kw haven come, n i haven finish my meal leh... i ate slowly just to wait for her ma.. patient right.. lol.. so 1 hr later, i gave up staying at mac arh.. noe y? i finished listening to my ipod liao.. i forgot to charge it so in a hurry, i only charge it for half hour this morning -_-'' and anyway, kw was reaching le.. after i came out from the ladies, i went the control station to look for her ar.. then we took a taxi down to relc.. wah speaking of that hor.. we went up to level 3 then this fella tell us to go level 2. but it stated lvl 3 on the paper what... and then speaking of the procedure, this guy who attended to us keep staring at us and laughing sia.. r we a joke? kw merely forgot her acknowledgement pp ma.. we looked that blur meh? -_-'' took a cab back to wheellock place.. went to popular to find a scissor.. it was to cut her ribbon for a bday present and she din need to buy the scissor.. she just need to "borrow" it.. lol.. went back wisma to shop around.. i want to find a 3/4 shorts.. i realised i dun ve except 2.. n 1 is a wear-to-market one.. cant find n went home ard 3.30.. i went opposite my hse watson to buy my mascara and water shine lip gross.. yes another 2 items strike out.. haha.. if this goes on, i dunno what cheap items u can get me for my bday liao.. cos i will leave only the expensive ones.. LOL

i waited for dear to book out on sat.. i wanted to go his house and wait for him to rest b4 we go out but he needed to go beach road.. his hp batt is flat so i cannot estimate his time to reach home and i dun want to disturb him while he has to rest... i really dunno what to do.. one thing led to another.. might as well stay at home and wait for his call.. and so we went out at 5pm.. had sakae sushi at bugis.. and sit there until 7.. shopped around bugis parco junction.. slacked again at mac for half hour b4 going home at 9..

yday was a nice day.. dear's family invited me for lunch.. i meet him at cityhall mrt and went to suntec's basement to wait for his family at the indonesian restaurant.. the name is long that i dun remember lol.. but its beside the ichiban something.. lOl.. i was nerve-wrecking.. the waiting is the worse stage.. its even worser than having to go for an interview.. at least u can always op out of the interview lol.. well anyway, things went okay.. i din notice whether the food was nice not.. i was too concentrated on the family.. haha.. after lunch, i thank de wrong person?? well, cos both his father and sis pay for it, u see.. nvm i think.. the aunts and me went back to his house along with the family.. we were planning to swim.. but i think the sky dun like me.. it rained -_-'' so i just slacked at his house a while.. played a non-money mahjong session with the aunts and his mum.. and then we went to tabao for us and his elder bro.. watched some tv after dinner and went home.. well, he went in of cos.. thats all for the weekend..

i think i am angry/moody every sat... whatever the cause may be... DRAT! i hate that... now i feel very disturbed and i just want to go sleep... but i bathed and im ready to go out.. and im not going out yet... maybe around evening.. that's y i am moody.. waiting for u is good, just dun let me wait too much, even on certain days -_-''

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great.. just great.. everything is blank when it comes to big things happening to me.. im suck.. now i am angry/regret at myself.. firstly, me n kw met up to take pictures.. which was nice.. that i had nth to complain abt.. then i took my parents to eat at the fc4, i din finish my lunch cos i simply cant eat.. too nervous i guess... time wasnt right so i din stay long with my parents outside while i directed them to go in the auditorium.. i saw kevin and his mum.. but i stay put and try to find the girls.. m i scared? n finally i saw the girls.. that was still okay.. the ceremony was stiff and boring.. i feel like sleeping if not for needing to go up stage.. and the stage walking? i walked like an injured duck.. that is so unseenly(what word is this?) i thought i did my best onstage, until at night my mum told me i was a coward.. -_-'' after the ceremony, i went to find my parents, but still keeping a lookout for my friends and kev.. i shouldnt ve left them.. cos i realised only today that i forgot to take photos with them.. how dumb! my father bought his camera.. he should be quite disappointed that we din manage to take some graduation pic.. HOW COULD I BE SUCH AN IDIOT?? ITS GRADUATION DAY U KNOW... although during sec sch days i din take with them also.. but that grad was so not worth it! i was wearing formal clothing this time... ARGH... now i dun ve another chance unless maybe after 3 yrs.. and then i went to find some friends.. they din gather ard so i tot i would find betty they all.. then i spotted kevin and his mum.. i went to meet her and his dad finally.. and i gave a very dumb starting line!!! OMG.. things really clouded in my head man.. i dunno what else to talk abt so i just say my parents r eating there, would u wanna join them?? i think she din hear me... but ARGH.. how could i say that?? kev's parents just told us to eat.. and i just went to find my parents.. i din really say good bye to them.. AGAIN!! sob.. i must ve been a total meany... but again i was blur blur one... so much things is happening that i cant take it.. and then dear went to find his frens after eating.. my parents called me to buy the diploma frame.. and guess what happen that shouldnt ve happened??!!! i noticed bryan's family standing besides me after i saw his grandma.. well, to be polite, i chatted with them a while and leave my parents wondering who they were.. yea they haven met b4.. i really dunno what to talk abt.. so i give dumb answers again.. but this time it really doesnt matter.. what matter is, this really shouldnt be happening to me!!! so after talking for a while, i went back to my parents for the frame thing.. i was trying to remember to buy something but i just couldnt remember what! it actually is the long length photos taken during the ceremony.. N ARGH!! in the end, i forgot abt it!! i left my parents with my cert and stuffs.. see, i shouldnt ve left them.. forgot photos over and over again! i obviously forgot.. i saw the army crews.. and went to chap in for a photo taking session.. LOL.. take quite some photos with them b4 i saw daniel.. so went to join dan, bet, yq n weisheng le.. i took photos with bet's mum and dear came to look for me.. obviously they saw him.. right guys? had a photo taking with dear, love n dan.. hehe.. that was still fine.. hanging out with them and dear.. y did we go up from the buffet reception again?? i guess there's no more food there haha.. took lots of photos with them.. and gotten secret shots! -_-'' thats really ugly.. it was, i think, in bet's and jo's camera.. anyway, the SPGG crew was approaching us.. i duno y, but the person-in-charge was signalling us to move to the SPGG table to sign up for it.. and i went with kw?! anyway, i din sign up for it.. lucky me... i would ve if he talked somemore.. dear came to tell me he going to go with his frens le.. so i just left the table gladly.. but not glad to hear that he's leaving.. well, top of it all, i din join his all-guys friends when he joined mine.. i dunno whether to feel bad anot? cos it seems terribly that i din do so.. but on the other hand, they r all guys ma.. i would feel very odd there... well, there he goes, with his frens.. the few of us stand there for a while deciding where to go.. and left to take the train... on the train, they planned to go marina square to eat.. where u eat n slack there and dun ve to go.. lol.. reached cityhall, the girls were looking at shoes cos the shoes they were wearing r biting them.. so after that, went to carls jr to eat.. kw n i shared the bacon burger.. it was too big and we were not that hungry.. so slack there for quite some time lor.. jj went to meet her fren to eat so 1 down.. went to kbox for more slacking entertainment.. had a big room to ourselves cos there were 8 of us but only 2 mikes.. took tons of photos there.. i was quite ok with it for some time, until i became to feel tired ard 11.30.. and by then, jo, sheng and kw had gone.. 3 more down n left me with de 2 couples -_-'' i din take this seriously lar.. dun be offended.. so i continue singing.. i was just thinking how to go home when joanne had gone home already.. take cab ba.. and just when we thought the singing session can last until 3 am, they told us its side order??? i was really trying to leave around 11.30 le bcos i was tired and i dun want to stick with the couples lol... but after the girl came in and tell us we had to leave, i was like okay lo.. i could share cab with betty also ma.. so we sang until 12.30 n left... the cab fare was around 22 bucks cos had to go to bet's hse first then to mine.. and i forgot to sms her and dear when i reached home... i was so tired then my mum was distracting me.. all these unhappy things come back to me when i was in the room talking to my mum.. i wish the day could restart.. well except for the ceremony part lar.. cos my heart was really eating into me.. it could ve jumped out!! maybe i could make myself abit clear of what to do... i was really an idiot all the way until we went out... hai... i had a nice day overall though.. haha.. oh and lastly, i forgot to introduce my bf to them -_-'' Everything is in a mess.. i totally forgot my appropriate discipline liao..

god.. just when i tot nth would go wrong tml.. and i found this tiny bit... my blazer no pocket to place my admin tix and NRIC! meaning i ve to hold it when i go on stage.. u noe y? cos one hand u will be shaking with the director, and the other u'll be taking the scroll in ur hand.. i no hand how to take? -_-'' must change hand.. sure very paiseh de.. ARH.. how to arrange tml meeting? go sch first or wait for my parents? i wanna go sch take photo leh.. then i scare they dunno how to go convention center.. -_-'' then i wanna meet him also.. sob.. i scare i fall down.. wah.. anyone can save me! i think too much.. but it could all be true wat... think positive think positive(fingers crossed) meow... sob... dun want to go liao lar. dotz...

dunno if my internet sucks or blogger sucks.. i try to copy and paste/ modify my prev posts, the error page come out.. if i write a new one, then it can be published properly.. -_-'' login also must login lots of times then successful.. damns.. stupid lar..

grad ceremony on wed! i'll get to see him again... so can my other friends -_-'' anyway, hope nth goes wrong that day.. (keep fingers crossed)
sat morning, i went to find him.. waited at the mrt station for him.. and waited for him to bath b4 going out.. i felt kinda moody that day cos partly of how tired he is and he had to accompany me out.. the other part is how stupid i am.. lol nvm... anyway, we planned to go watch superman that day, but the slots were either full or too late.. well, it was sat of cos things like that happen.. walked to heerens to eat pontian noodles, walked across to get 2 tix for superman but it was like what i said b4.. so in the end went back heerens to walk... try to find the mini speakers which he wanted but it was more ex than in popular.. well then basically walked to ps to find available superman seats.. still de same.. so just went down gelare and ve banana boat basket.. wild strawberries n cappucino.. hehe.. it was near dinner time so yeah.. slack abit n walked another 2 more rounds b4 heading off to ajisen.. u noe me.. i cannot take much more after i eat something when its near mealtimes... so i was really really full after i had the udon ju(eel rice.. i think thats what its called.. or not lol) he, on the other hand, was tired of the volcano noodles lol.. its not his fault lar.. if i had that i will also be sian of that mian.. worse still bcos of the ice cream earlier.. i think i felt better after the meal.. and went home..
sun - we decided to go watch movie ard evening since we din successfully catch superman the prev day.. he told me he was going to play soccer with friends in the early afternoon thats y we tried to go in the evening.. but my leg was aching alot more cos i switched on the aircon to sleep(i really shouldnt ve done that) and i walked so much on sat.. so i smsed him not to go le.. then i changed my mind.. just go jp lar.. nearest liao.. haha.. and really cannot miss superman again.. he came after soccer.. we had dinner(my mum's superb cooking lol.. oh and partly bcos i dun want to miss her nice dinner =P) and my brother tagged along with us to JP.. y? cos he needs my ic to rent dvds -__-'' and so we had quite some time b4 the show starts.. went with my bro to buy his "stupid" ice cream(i was full so i cannot take another bite) lol... went to liberty to choose chocolate and a drink.. should guess who its for.. the pig bro of mine lor.. and then? went to arcade to watch him play drum and rock fever 4.. oh for my cousin's info: according to gw, kenny is more pro than him in arcade.. cos he saw him in arcade a few times ago and wondered who that pro is.. guess who it is? LOL did gw say that already? well, he saw kenny and his friends at the LOT1 arcade few days ago too.. urm.. continue.. and my brother got to take a photo in the rf4 machine.. again -_-''(when u passed the song in the hard stage and above, i guess u r in the top list) although this time, he pushed us to take the photo.. and dear let me take alone! he said he too ugly in the bald.. LOL.. well, i am too when i dun really want to take and i dun ve a choice cos i cant get out(ppl r blocking my way).. it just snapped b4 i had time to wonder what is happening.. damnz.. my awkward face shall be there next time whoever play the rf4 hard song.. -_-'' and so.. they were laughing all the way.. (very funny ha ha..) we went for the movie while my brother just went home... his purpose is to rent dvd u noe... not to play light bulb *ting!* the superman returns was 2.30 hrs.. i wanted to fall asleep liao.. so long... but the movie was nice.. although my first impression was that clark kent's face is abit too fake.. its like wax! so perfect and smooth! LOL took a cab back home after that..
monday came n he came too.. i had my mums yday leftover for lunch.. then watch band of brothers.. it was a series show.. hmm.. should i watch the rest without him.. lol.. what? im bored everyday u noe.. and since he put the dvds here.. its meant for me rite? hor? he left ard evening to prepare booking back in ard 8pm.. aiyo.. dear's been keeping me company every weekend i abit paiseh liao.. lol.. and this time 3 days straight.. and im really sry abt sat when i noe u should be tired after ur guard duty.. i dunno y but the urge of seeing u so much just make me make that decision to find u.. oh n we can try to take lesser cab after next week cos the surchargeincrease and the initial fare have gone up by 10 cents LOL.. this week is not bad.. at least i get to see u again on wed and on sat.. haha.. and maybe the next holiday is national day.. cool! =P