Its been raining nonstop today. Kev and i planned to go out but the rain just wont stop!

By the by, his knee is still hurting, so theres no way we can go out.

Oh my brother booked out yday and we went jp to buy him a wallet and groceries. Today he made breakfast for us and booked in around 3 plus.

Been playing new game. And still watching Friends.

1 week left.

Oh, I had just the most romantic dream ever!

There were 2 seperate dreams.

The first was something about a mistaken the guy that i like falling for another girl, btw, who also steals. That guy was in fact liking me. I didnt know, but cried horribly and ran away, and woke up. I thought i was drowned by my own tears, but my eyes werent wet, so i went back to sleep.

The 2nd dream was about my birthday. Some guy, supposedly my bf, and i were at this restaurant, eating. He suddenly motioned to the waiters to bring out something. There it was, the soup he made, some desserts and a birthday cake! While i drank the love soup, he sang to me. Totally mesmerised in that scene!

The rest was dumb already, like inviting my cousins to drink the soup as well. I mean, what was that? That was my love soup, dont you touch, sj! LOL

I am sorry but i was already trying not to remind everyone about my upcoming birthday and i just cant help it. 'Cause no one seems to be excited about it, except for me. I thought you guys have forgotten it.

Oh, maybe thats why i ve gotten that dream. In addition with every girl's dream. Be treated like a princess, and have a romantic evening. =D Im sorry but this is what i always dream of!

Haha. Ciau.

Honestly, when I saw the name in the post i have suggested for our group blog, and when i know i didnt really have a cool name for mine, so i tried back this blog address.

And that is when i found a perfect blogskin for this name too. Haha.

Ooh, yum. I could have eaten the chocs from my blog. Starving now.

Plopped in some theme song and there you are, my "personal" blog with the "personal" blog address.

Well, actually i was going with meltingChocos. Unfortunately, its not available.

And whom might I do know or not know, read this blog too? Kinda freak me out, so its just time to change one.

Time for dinner.

VIRGO - The Perfectionist
Dominant in relationships. Conservative. Always wants the last word. Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos. Eager. Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to. Hard to please. Harsh. Practical and very fussy. Often shy. Pessimistic.

Urgh!

I do not want to sleep. Neither do I know what to do now. I have been watching Friends for the entire day now. Getting kinda sick.

Good news is my mum brought home new korean drama from her colleague.

What I can do now is to type away on this blog.

How slow my time is, when I am not doing anything. And just when I thought I watched a dozen episodes already. It is still only Tuesday. How pathetic am I?

I swear I am going shopping this weekend.

The thing I was maybe looking for, is for someone to hang out with me, nice afternoon at my house playing Wii, drink some coffee and play some poker or boardgames together. I think I can only do that when I retire of old age.

Haha. To think I want this kind of life when I am so free right now. And the irony thing is? No one to spend my days with now!

And how stupid I am, organising my own birthday gathering, when at the same time, I am doing it for other people's too! I have been the middle man since, like forever. So when theres a gathering, Im definitely there. Why? 'Cause Im the one asking people out! I am trying to complain here so people would take a look at my perspective. I am trying so hard that for a while it dawns on me that Im doing my own birthday too! Abit of help here please?

I hate the fact that i am trying to be a socially person, when in fact i am not at all, ever since i was a kid. I opened up when i started poly. You see where im going with my point? I dont like the times where people starts to make fun of me 'cause I instinctively become a clown outside. I wanted to control that, believe me. Maybe its the person im trying so hard to become, you know.

Oh here comes the angry me. Gotta go cool it down. So see ya.

It is only tuesday. For the love of god.

It is still 2 weeks before my birthday. 22nd birthday is not a big word. I dont see the rest complain. 03/09/07. Nope. 03/09/08. No. Oh a good day would be 030939, which is 32 years later? Hahaha. =|

I cant get a few new girlfriends in school. I cant seem to find. Cos most of them are bimbos? =X I dont know why but my still best gfs are my poly gfs. =D

Oh the weathers getting to me. I remembered when I was in my sec sch days, I walked from school from the bus stop, and it rained heavily. I just want to stand there, being drenched. Its romantic, and I dont think as much. So i just dragged myself all the way home, hoping the heavy rain wouldnt stop or get smaller. Its fun. Well, for ppl who likes rain i mean. Haha.

Oh, piano time.

i just love jiayan's nick: a man must always put his wife before him

I guess its that time of the month again.

Hence, mood swings. =( Unsolved problems and whinings make it worse.

Hmm. Maybe I frequently blog. Thus if I wanted to stop for even 1 week is kinda difficult, cos I m not used to not blogging already. Haha.

Anyway, thanks to my dearest viewers for concerning about me. I am fine. =) Homones acting up as usual.

I bought a new slippers few days ago. Didnt have the chance to show off yet.

Been watching desperate housewives season 3 for a few days now. The plot getting abit off though. Season 1 was still de best.

Been continuing some piano lessons at home. Self-learnt. Ive been learning how to use both hands. Crap. They are not cooperating. Meanwhile my hand-eye coordination with the notes is still as tedious as ever. Gosh I wish I didnt quit piano when I was young.

Homey me has been at home, watching tv and practising piano.

1 more month still school starts.

Hugh Grant - Way Back Into Love lyrics

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past
I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but i just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

Oh oh oh

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

Oh oh oh

Okay fine. Since I'm up already, might as well blog abit more.

I am being doped by love. I am engulfed by it and dont know how to get out of it alive. When I always try to escape, I'd end up getting burned. I really dont know what I should do now. Whatever decision I make, however I make it, seems to be wrong. Someone is always guiding me along. You know who you are. =)

I feel like msning to someone but no one is online at this hour of the night. Massive of alone I suddenly felt. It feels like I almost recognise no one. Total failure. Again.

I'm sorry that no one knows what I'm rattling about. It will help alot if someone would ask. It wouldnt help if someone ask on the blog.

I am seeing through things and yet I dont wish to see through what I am seeing through.

Arh, what a "beautiful" world it is.

Insomnia or Oversleep?

Sigh.

Pics of the day.

Until i ve received all photos taken on last sat, i will not upload any pics yet.

Saturday, I met the guys and girls for a nice lunch at sakae sushi in bugis. We ate until 3 plus den we left. Decided finally to go play pool at the pool center near ThisFashion. Kw, joanne, sheng and I watched betty and dan played while yq and von went to buy something. They joined us later but then joanne, weisheng and kw are leaving for the NDP rehearsal already. I left soon too to go find dear. And look at the poor boy! He got some serious flu going. Well, we watched Alexander and then prepared to go out and have some dinner. Went Kallang to ate at some random hawker. We then walked to the park, trying to wait for fireworks. Somehow I know there wasnt going to be any, but I just wanna go to the park. Anyway, called kw to ask her if got fireworks not. She said they went off early cos theres nth much to look at. Okay. And so we went home.

I bathed and prepared to go to dear's hse again on Sunday. I brought my Wii remote and NeedForSpeed along. We played Wii the whole afternoon. They have more games than I do, cos theirs is the jap modified version and so they can use pirated games. Hmm, auntie told me we are going Swensens to celebrate dears bday! Happy is me! Although its not my bday =X Around 6plus, we left for bugis while daphne and kaifeng arrived later. Had steak for dinner. My portion is so little that I had to snitch some fries off kevin's plate. Anyway, he gotten a Fossil watch from his sis and her hubby. The look on his face is priceless. LOL (Not to say that his watch has more functions than the fossil watch he bought me last bday.) Laughed as we picked his brain, Haha. Left for home after we finished the dinner. Ooh, and I gotten my sunglasses at last. Ive been pining for it since the last time it didnt ve stock. ^.^

Hmm. Didnt go anywhere yday.

My bro booked out yday evening. So today went to Imm for lunch at Ajisen. Guess what he bought? Oh, a woofer. Home audio system, in long. Got it at a member price at challenger cos our father's a member. After that, he wanted to make contact lenses with the NDP voucher at the specs hut. Waited and then we went to coffee club for some dessert and drinks. Cabbed home after that. Came home not long ago from the macs opp our house.

Ciau. =D

heres ones of my best pictures.

and they are taken in vivocity.

 


I love the above 2 pictures! =D


The water art outside carls jr.

Last thurs - I went out with dear when he booked out. erm. To bugis I think. Haha. Ate dinner in er.. oh. system crash.

Restarting. Well theres no system restore so lets continue.

Stayed at home for the whole of friday.

Hm. Yeah Saturday too.

Sunday. Relatives, relatives alert! Oh its been a long time since they came. Well, anyway, after dinner, my bro, mum, cousin and I went JP for the sake of buying game and to return a book. My cuz went to get a new hippy specs while my brother and I went comics connection and bought Need for Speed Carbon for Wii. Passed the next hour at Kopitiam, while our cuz nagged about her new job. Haha. One of her colleagues need slapping. LOL. Last stop was the library and we took a cab home.

Monday. Dear booked out and came my house to bath before we gone to watch The Simpsons. Its a Monday so Vivocity wasnt as crowded as before. And partially, the new phase is gone. Bought tickets and watched comfortably in a big theatre-look-alike-musical-concert. Hah funny. And we laughed about the movie after that, as always. Saw clara on the way home. Funny that shes meeting wilson, kev's friend, at their own train station to go home together. (Something fishy around here. Hmm.)

Tue. Oh no. Was Vivocity monday or tues? Huh?

Wed. Watched another korean drama. My mum borrowed from her colleagues. Its My Girl.

To-day. Finishing the drama. I downloaded 2 HK series too. Able to last me a few days I guess. Haha.

Looking forward to school and my results. I am confident of them. Smiles.