I want to cry when i saw the news abt the death of the 5 rowers of the SDA who died in Cambodia few days ago while having competition.

I heard one of them, Jeremy, was one of our 2nd year student. My friend's friend know him. And im sure kevin, my SIM dragon boat friend, also know him. I saw him looking grief today in school. In fact, im sure everyone is.

They are so young. It could be my friend also. I mean if he join SDA.

Hmm.


Anyway, on a happier thought, my brother came back! And he bought guitar hero for wii today. We also went kino with our parents to buy books yday. It was on 20% off worldwide. Ate at sushi tei for dinner. Super nice. Except for the chatty workers which my mum disliked. Woo, and had Venezula icecream(basement 1) for dessert. Yum!

Last sat, i also went taka with dear to walk around. Stopped in coffee bean to have mudpie and drinks. Continue windowshopping until we went home for dinner. Too tired to walk more. Haha.

=D

Aww i am feeling so bored now. Every single day is like routine-based.

I feel so strangled and restricted by my own stupidity.

I want to find my goal in life. I know it takes trials and time. I want it now. My interest at the moment is 0. Nothing man.

It is often around 25 age and above that you find your goal. Im guessing that age, because that is just when you finish boring school life and starting to explore options and opportunities.

Woof woof. Thats how sian I am now. Haha.


Urm, okay.

I went to westmall after school on Wed afternoon and den met up with chong seng at raffles city to have dinner. Walked around aimlessly at marina square before really going in Sakae sushi. Anyway, we windowshopped and slacked the rest of our time at mac's, drinking iced peach tea. Left at 9pm.


Yesterday and today - accounts test and IS test respectively.

Been formatting my laptop and is still updating. =.= slow com. Cant wait to get a new Mac. LOL.

bye.

friday, cs drove me and betty to geylang district to meet yq and have supper. Had youtiao and dounai. After that, we walked around, trying to find things to eat. Well, somehow we just keep walking. And cs keep going to the loo. Haha.

Finally, drove to changi. We stopped outside changi camp for a while, hmm, watching if the guard can chase us away not. LOL. Anyways, headed on to changi village. They had the red tea thingy dessert. I heard red tea and decided not to buy it. But when i sipped abit of betty's, i change my mind. Took the leftovers instead. Haha.

Saw the pretty "girls", if you noe what i mean. And we just drove round and round the carpark to take a closer look at them. Abit fascinated by their flawlessness and wondered what they really are thinking. LOL.

Thank god, we went home. Haha. I am sensing that cs may not hold it any longer. Not the pee. His alertness to drive. haha. Drift into blank at 3am.

U noe the swill that POW eat? Well, i just had that, in the form of oatmeal, of course.

I am not sick, in case you are asking. I have a swelling ulcer, thats all. Any food that should come in touch with my lips and teeth is way forbidden.


Updates.

Tuesday met up love, jo, kw, sheng and cs for dinner. Went to eat at PS's ajisen. Then went Gelere for a nice waffle dessert. Sat there for quite long. kw left first, then jo n sheng. Betty was copying my poa assignment question to try it herself. Haha. Finally, the 3 of us took 106 home together. Reached home around 12.


Wed - IBM lesson in the afternoon. Did nth much. So played NFS on wii. Not bad. I congratulate myself for winning one drift race.

            Waiting for my bro to come home, so we can go buy more new wii games together (Note: not my money. Why else would i bother waiting for him?). And finally gor taught me how to connect the internet in wii. Thanks man! Been trying that for months already. If only we had the same games, then can play online together!

So exciting. Am waiting for my debit card to arrive too. Wols.


Today, submitted POA assignment. Hmm. Going to play NFS now. Then nap later.

Tmr, may be meeting to eat supper. Look forward to it!

Later!

Hmm.

I have been spending time with myself, kevin and his friends lately.

Its really nth much to update.

Assignments and tests are coming up though.

Dreams are still as disturbing. I would normally wake up and try to remember the 'scenes' and why it happen.

Crunchyroll has been helping me to spend my time away. Haha.

Oh maybe i should start watching Heros too. I love Hiro, the Japanese time-space-changing guy! He's so cute! LOL

Yeap, going to watch it now! Bye.

I had the most uncomfortable dream ever. I cannot tell you how much of the aftereffect i suffer, even as i type.

Its something about my brother, and how i wanna go aust. And something about dear's too, and my cousin and his friend. They linked up but those dont make much of a sense to me. I only recollect that towards the end of my dream, i was looking for someone i love and he was slipping away. Then i was carrying a heavy load of cement, that when it touches water, my bag will become heavier. My search become difficult as i come across an obstacle of water. Someone(s) was looking at me, and gave me advice. But finally, i made it thru, thank god. or i wouldnt have time. (i wonder why?) Then something to announce, but then someone beat me to it. Complicated dream.

P.S.: I was playing Jay chou's latest album at the background. It was worse.


Arh. I have an assignment to finish.

I am quite sure I know how to do, but i dont know where to start the next para. I only written half a page of intro.

Oof.