woke up early at 7.15... but i took my time bathing, end up i din eat my breakfast... haha... so went to fc6 to eat bao... after break at 12, i bought 2 baos... again... yup... dun feel like eating proper meal... feel it's always the same food at the same stall... anyway, kw and bryan came and did projects... got dialogue session, so went to sch again at 330... -_-''(im was being con one)
reach there ard 4.10, tot we were late but the lecturers were just going in... after that, one by one, subjects were being shown on the screen to show which class got prob in which sub... kenneth, soojun, me n bryan just sitting there staying slient... cos we really got nth to say... everyone was like giving agree marks to all the relevant topics... so no prob lo... thus sit there like nth to do... just sit and listen to others feedbacking... haha...
went to bukit timah to play pool.... then play until 630... apparently there's a competition starting soon... so gotta go... that's it... im going to bath liao... cya...

Ashlee Simpson - Love Me For Me

It's been three days
You come around here like you know me
You're stuck in my place
Next thing you know, you'll be using my toothpaste
Step up, sit down
Get ready, let me tell you who's the boss now
Stay here, get out
Everytime i turn around you're in my face

Don't care where you think you've been, and how you're getting over
If you think you've got me found
Just wait it gets much golder

*Here I am,
As perfect as i'm ever gonna be
You'll see
Love me for me
Stick around,
I'm not the kinda girl you wanna leave
You'll see
Love me for me*

Shut up, come back
Know i didn't really mean to say that
I'm mixed up, so what
Yea you want me so you're messed up too
I love you, I hate you
If you only knew what i've been through

My head is spinnin'
But my heart is in the right place

Sometimes it has to have it's self a little earthquake

repeat *

I've been waiting all my life
To finally find you
Just so i can push you away
And when youre crawlin on broken glass to get to me
That's when i'll let you stay

Oh,

repeat *

Love me for me

Whoa, here I am
As perfect as i'm ever gonna be
You'll see
Love me for me
Stick around,
I'm not the kinda girl you wanna leave
You'll see
Love me for me

i believe dreams are the opposite of reality.... but sometimes i wish to be in reality too... cos lately i ve been having terrible dreams... like it were to happen to me... if one day i were to ve terrible(very) sweet dreams, that must be something very wrong is going on in my life now... or something good has been taken away from me... u always wish ppl sweet dreams, but in fact they dun want it to be sweet, where often they find themselves in the opposite direction of that dream they just had... but if i want my blissful life forever, wouldnt i be having nightmares forever?? argh... there's just another imaginery conjunction of mine... haha... maybe it's the room im living in now... maybe it's just me, having all kinds of unneccessary troubles... maybe... just maybe... i ve foreseen wat is going to happen in the future??? hahaha... crappo... anyway, nowdays i really hate dreaming... well, of cos daydreaming is definitely alright... and sleeping without dreaming too... love my pillow, bed.. haha... watever... love sleeping but loave the bad dreams im going to ve or shall ve... if reality were to happen the same as the one in dreams, that would be really unnerving... good and bad would turn upside down... maybe i watch too much charmed la... where the show is abt magic existence and non-magical world... it's like between good and evil... if either were to cave the whole world, it would upset the balance...

went to st lukes's hospital to visit my grandpa... first thing i saw was the resemblance btw him and my paternal grandma who died last year... not say the look la... but the saggy skin and how weak he looks... he used to be so vibrant... all happen when he fell... well, when we reached there, he was sleeping, not awake enough to greet us... after that we left for westmall where i was going to take my sim card... halfway on the path, a sweaty fella just stopped us and told us that he lost his bag where there's his wallet and phone inside. then he asked to borrow 20 bucks to take a cab... first thing my mother replied was, "You just need to take a taxi to ur block and tell the taxi driver to wait for u while u go and get ur money..." then we went off... a passerby asked us if that guy has asked us for money, she told us she din gave him any too... tot he was a cheater... well, the guy himself looked that suspicious, how could anyone trust him to lend him 20 bucks? anyway, my mother asked for direction from that lady and off we went...
at hello!, that stupid fella had us wait there for 1 hr... then give me the sim card... it will then activate at tue after the next working day(which is mon).. there was this lady who was introducing us to 3G... then when my mother asked her abt the plan price... she told her classic plan had no free incoming one... iOne Plus has... and there i was rolling my eyes... cos i told my mother to upgrade my plan and she din believe classic plan dun ve free incoming calls... well, anyway... watever... watever it is, if i had to buy a new phone, i must use my own money, asking her to pay is like... 200 and below maybe... more than that is that impossible... we'll see...
so went to da yi(first aunt)'s shop cos my aunt and my mother wanna buy clothes... tag along cos my cousins already their mother to go too... just go lo... went upstairs and watched white chicks... haha... guess u already watched it... but it was hilarious... lolx... oh btw i saw the trailer of phantom of the opera, and they keep toking abt it, so kinda wanna watch it... haha... dunno la... next time bah... elecktra first than that lo... i also have no idea wat elecktra is abt, but some of my classmates went to watch it on fri then dear dear also wanna watch it... so i anything lo...
after the show, we went home... well, not actually home, but went jp to shop... bought a shirt at 77th street... that was all cos most shops are closing already so there was nth to shop... find another day to shop all over again... hehe...

wah... i dying liao... recently spend my money like flowing water... i think mostly spend on that day when we went that pub alone... just now left 2 bucks after sch... but i was thinking wat to do with 2 bucks anyway so might as well spend it to end my agony... lolx... thus went to play pool with michael and soojun at clementi... play for 1 1/2 hours, $8.30 so 2.70 per person... pay micheal back 2 bucks, cos no 70 cents wat... not even sure got anot... hahaha... mon then pay him back lo...
gotta clean my wardrobe le la... then buy new stuff... haha... cny wat... haiyo... the thing is after cny that week got term test leh... sian sia... so let me enjoy this weekend first b4 i start on anything, be it projects or studies... haiz... gotta zZzzzZzzz le... nite ppl...

yday went out to eat... then told my mother not to cook even say i'll go home straight after dinner... actually wanna go ajisan one but too late already so me, dear and soojun went chinatown to eat lo... wat happens is she brought us to the food street... but as she bought back her tang yuan, it was starting to rain, so me and bryan went to walk abt while we wait for her to finish eating... after that she called me... was supposed to find somewhere to eat... but then was browsing at all those things... and i finally bought a bag of sweets for 2.40... soon found these hawker stalls, went in and buy my food... started eating and that's when i realise my phone was GONE!!! i was thinking... god, dun play such a practical joke on me... so i was calm at first... then when i really thought it was disappeared from my bag, i started to panick... well, they couldnt see the panicky expression on my face cos it's still straight.. so dear called my phone and he says he couldnt reach it at first... when soojun called again, the fella hung up.. so that's when i noe my hp was stolen... they called a few times... at first the fella just hung up or din answer then switch off my phone!!! darn the stupid thief...
use bryan's phone to call my mom, gw says she's bathing so i said i'll call later... after that which she called back... i told her abt my lost phone then she told me to go home first...
went home, was abt to bath so ve to go in my brother's rm to take my clothes and to report my lost to my mother... kena scolded lo... first thing she said was, no more new hp for u liao... imagine u saying that to a person who just lost her hp... wat was i suppose to do without a hp?? then say my hp put outside... easy for ppl to target... but i din noe it's that easy wat... it's convenient for me to get my hp u noe... then she says, "say what after dinner come straight home, now wat time?"... okie that one i nth to say.. third thing she reprimanded me for not calling back and there she was wondering where i am when she couldnt reach my phone then gotta call bryan in the end... i was going to call after i finish my dinner and how was i supposed to noe when she finished bathing... that's really minor issue lo... but she's more angry with these than with me for the hp ive lost... now the thing is i cannot use any thing to communicate lo... other than msn... i was supposed to tell kw today that i was late for sch then dun need to wait for me... but then i no hp, how to msg her?? then i found i really need one... haiz... cannot call her also cos i forgot her no. lah... god... lucky she's there at the control station waiting for me... turns out she's also late... haha... went to negotiate with my mother for a new hp... she told me to wait for a newly created sim card first then she'll see... i think she really wants me to carry her 3310 lo.. argh... watever la... get a hp to use first then see lo... haiz...
i gotta sleep now... ciau...

today's morning slept from 2 to 8 something, msg kw to discuss abt project.. tot she dun want to do liao... soon fell asleep again from 9 to 11... while i went bathing, kw called... must be abt the project... so it is... meet them at 1 at city hall control lo... in the end i first to reach, tot i late somemore -_-'' ... went esplanade lib to discuss SDT... then halfway kena shoo by the librarian... then went marina square lo... after that, went orchard shop liao... haha... did for 1 hour only... li hai bah.. saw that zhu tou and her parents... yes sj u... haha... she still haven online bet she haven come home yet... haha...
went jp after kw left on purpose... hahaha... anyway the whole day is abt looking for perfume... and dear bought a ECHO one in lucky plaza.... haha... anyway got to go sleep liao or else i not going for sdt tml liao... haha..

sat... went out at 5, meet dear at clementi for lunch... then took the north-west train to somerset... haha... cos we were still waiting the others to finish their buffet then going to watch movie or something... i dunno wat time we reached there, but as soon as we arrived, they passed out $$ to buy tickets for the show... but bcos i dunno whether i could go anot, i called mother but she refused la... cinderalla must reached home b4 12 u noe... haha... she still tell me to meet them at the bus stop at somerset cos my family were at orchard... the show cannot be watched cos they dun want seats in front i guess.... or watever reasons, they dun want to watch le... after that went heerens walk walk until the guys r done with their dinner... discuss where to go next lo... i was so having complications... go or not go... cinderella ma... haiz... they decided to go to a pub in chinatown... since they said 1130 go home, so i want to tag along as well... well, how i persuade my mother is complicated la... whatever it is, i get to go le lo...
cos jiayan rode a motobike there, the rest of us just take the train lo then follow her instructions to reach there... arrived at 1030 i think... they ordered 4 jugs of beer... i had 2 1/2 mugs... cos i rmb whenever i drank until 3/4 empty, the girl who serve us would refill our mugs... they played daidee... huiyi and i just sang one song, well, or rather i am not counted cos my mike is spoilt... whatever it is... it's until my last mug of the beer, then i totally felt saggy.. meaning brain dead... haha... no la... giddy... is that wat u called drunk?? lucky that was the time when all of us were supposed to go already... michael wanted to take NR one... but it's quite long leh... plus the four of us(me, michael, weiseng and cheeyong) could share 2.40 wat... haha... so we took the cab lo... arrived at the clementi busstop at aye to stop for weiseng then reach mine next... but since the 3 of us live near... so they just stop at my block... I.T.E(it's the end... opps) not the other one... dun think wrongly... tata...

can i relax until cny is over? hehehe... liew, sp ar... tell us to work when this collect $$ hols is coming... haha... projects and tests and stuffs... stupid sp... stupid u stupid me... argh... worse is when u dunno wat to do with the projects... feel so helpless... dun mention that guy to help me... he is good in stuff, but when it comes to projects, we dun listen to each other.... im so afraid we will fight due to these darn projects... seriously, i suck in projects but u dun ve to tell me that straight rite... that's y the reason i dun want to do every single project with him... bcos of conflicts in our relationship... ar, but i pity kw... up till now, she seems to be with him in every projects... lucky dsal is not out yet... or it is?? i nv check... nvm... sometimes it's good to change members for a while... so u can experience to working with other ppl instead with sticking to old ones... im not saying he's bad, get wat i mean? for tbcm, kw, him and i were so lucky to pick out the same group haha... but ve to change cos of ppl's objection lol... so i ended up with DY's lo...
ar... change subject la... abt outings, hehehe... as i said b4, cny i very free de... so we can go each other's to "bai fang" hahaha... u noe wat i mean hor... and ktv, i ve 2 partyworld vouchers... one expire at the end of this month... so guess we ve to find a wed to go lo... cos fri nights and weekends cannot wat... chalet har, isnt kw's bday next?? or any guys?? if it's kw, then april then can.. oh good, that's when our hols rite?? or exam :-( ?? i cannot org la... i suck in everything... best is lurver or cs hor... in favor of them, pls say i~!? haha... im just gathering ideas from everyone... tell me in my tagboard pls thank u...

Let Me Cater To You
Cause Baby This Is Your Day
Do Anything For My Man
Baby You Blow Me Away
I Got Your Slippers, Your Dinner, Your Dessert, And So Much More
Anything You Want Just Let Me Cater To You
Inspire Me From The Heart,
Can't Nothing Tear Us Apart
You're All That I Want In A Man;
I Put My Life In Your Hands
I Got Your Slippers, Your Dinner, Your Dessert, And So Much More
Anything You Want, I Want To Cater To You

my brother rummage thru his stuff and found our last yr's chalet photo... last yr was so full of memories... chalets, outings and stuffs... hope we can do it again... shall we ve another bbq or chalet?? those in favor, pls say i... haha... oh and anyway, i realise this year chinese new yr haven discuss where to go sia.... haha... this yr, i guess i shall be very free, so u can ask me out to go bai nian anytime... lolz...

i realise i haven been blogging for the past few days... lazy la... cannot blame me... haha... and wat happen to our jiemeiz's blog sia... no one post de... write something there also good wat... dun let it be a display haha... oh ya, it IS supposed to be a display... anyway, been sick so din update... there's nth much to update abt ur sickness. just sick sick and sick... and i m ok!!! hahaha...
new year eve... where i go ar... forgot le... boring day la... so now it's 2005 le leh... i still dun ve a new year resolution yet... i dunno how to write either... if my resolution got also = dun ve... cos no determination la... hahaha...
going to update yday and today's stuff la...
yday after sch, went lot 1 to pei soojun,michael and bryan to play pool... was thirsty so went to coffee bean to buy ultimate mocha first.... drank it b4, nice one, go try it... after that, ard 7 like that went home lo...
yday tot today's going to ktv to celebrate yiqing's bday one... then cs told me cancel liao... so sian liao lo... dunno where to go... then after sch, keep calling ppl to go out but they dun want... tml then go out lo... i did went out with dear la, cos he's the only person available wat... haha... no la... he also going out with his frens... i just tag along nia... went queensway lo... he bought a jean for 25 bucks... ok lo... cheap wat in there... then his fren bought a shoe also... went orchard to eat, planning to go there to watch movie at first... wait for his fren's gf at cine... too bad the show is not available in cine... so we just ate there... after that i went home cos they going to tm to watch chucky(dunno wat name), the movie... so now very free, come back and type these... haha... dunno tml doing wat also... sianz...