Wednesday, September 21, 2005

just read wang's blog n found that i haven done a thousands things within my 20 years of life yet.. how many 20 years could we ve? at most 4 of them lo... so if im not going to do such things within the last 3 20 years of my life(erm if i ve 60 left, that is), then when shall i do it? maybe i can only fulfil all these when i had my first work pay haha... oh... no dreams before these yet... shall put it on those etcs le... i will only do some of them if it's within my reach... not those that r impossible like drugs taking... oh can... panadol lo... haha... im so envy of those who ve done loads of great things in their lives... im not referring to only earning big bucks... it is of cos included... to be a great lawyer, doc, politician, or CEO of a company(even if it's a small company) is not a easy task wat... think, think hard of wat u wanna be in the future... n maybe u can shape it out... ur own steps... i dunno y but in this case, i tot of my cousin, shujun(not my fren, soojun)... she's studying fashion marketing rite now n recently held a fashion show... it's an advanced course... i bet i told some of these to u guys(to the one whom im referring to: dun be too grateful, im always telling ppl abt something i can boast abt.. wahaha) oh anyway, i was thinking that if she really enjoy this fashion stuff, she could make it big in the future... be some sort of fashion executive, holds dozen of fashion shows n ve big names to come n watch ur products... great... (i watch it on one korean show.. bleh) at least u ve something to show off... i dun even know wat i wanna do next... so be it my career or watever stuff, i vowed to do something... er... that u would be surprised of.. (in my next life...just kidding haha.. ) arh... i wanna do something i cannot do... but i dun ve determination... i noe... someone do it with me? then i sure do it... i must ve the "push"... if wat i list down later n u wanna do it too, pls tell me... so the next time our plan will succeed(wat plan?)
oh crap, i haven do my exercise... oh this is another thing... i actually exercise(0ther than swimming).. u may think it's nth to you... but it is big for me... (for such a lazy person that is)... dun believe it u can ask shujun... i nv take napfa de... u may think it's great... but i found it otherwise... bcos of my body, i dun take it n am lazy to take... n im ashamed that i nv take it b4... (ashamed doesnt mean i want to take napfa now... im lazy u noe.. plus i will nv pass)

oh i ve a question.. do u ppl enjoy me talking abt all these or bored when im telling these? or would rather prefer i talked abt my daily life? (wat im doing today etc...)
i ve alot on my mind which i dun tell ppl... so i can only put down in blogs... if u wanna noe me from day 1... read the beginning of my blog ba... mostly is these stuffs de... the other day, i was telling soojun that i could not sleep b4 the day of my exam so i tot of the top priority of u guys' life... (wanna noe? ask me lo...) she replied "y do u think of these kind of stuffs de?"
i dunno wat to say... i was thinking "yea hor, y ar? maybe im wierd too.." lolx... im not proud of these things... but just proud that i ve a diff mindset of others... sometimes i disagree, sometimes i nod my head profusely... n i think the first time ppl take me seriously when i disagree with them is when i talk sanely... haha... cos everytime i disagree, this face would just come up... like "oh is that so? i dunno leh" the dumb face la... mostly i agree with my brother... y? cos he ve the power to convince me or rather most ppl...i dun ve that kind of power to disagree with him... the sharp tongue if u noe wat i mean... so if watever i say sounds wierd to u, those must be from my brother's de... dunno y, i always follow his thoughts too... (fei hua,we qing ru shou zu ma..) same genes, think alike... im smart one ok... hahaha...

oh i tot of something just now... this is the first time im going overseas with my frens... be it thailand lar... but still it's exciting wat... im going to ask u all the next time we have the money... okay? go hongkong disneyland... dun say expensive... cos we can go free n easy de... carmen n jeremy will sure to show ard de... i can bet on that... hehehe... i m already thinking of graduating trip liao how? haha... haven go this one yet wor.... u want sovenirs ar... $$$... hahahaha... nvm i come back then u give lo(pls dun take me seriously, im just kidding)... just say wat u want... cannot alot... my lugguage cannot take it... hehe...

u think i type too much again? i nth to do ma... just wanna blog lo... maybe next entry will be on wat i did yday n day b4 ba... k cya guys... free hor call me go out... or i very sian... sayonara..

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