I was not there when all that stuffs happened. I was still in the office when i heard the news. I was not crying when i noe u were gone. But I felt the pain everyone had when we lost you. Especially the wife who have accompany you throughout your entire life. And the sons and daughters who were screaming for you to run before the fire comes. It wasnt obvious, but it was a fact that our hearts are bleeding when we heard the mourning. And so our cries pour out to you as well. But what we cant see is your coffin being pushed inside the incinerator. And so we could only screamed for you to run. Run away from the fire. Run.
You are lost but you are not forgotten. The little granddaughters and grandsons who were with you since they were young. And still we are. Writing about our loving memories of you. Although mine is not as fantastic as those 2 granddaughters who have written about you, but this is still delicated to you. I cried when i saw their posts. I cant remember like how they treasured you. I cant remember what are the toments that you went through these few years. All memories float back as i read through their posts. We rarely talk to you cos we define you as a fierce grandpa. Somehow you dun mind cos u were just happy whenever we came and play. Grandma was too. Picturing a happy family where 2 grandparents had their shares of grandchildren like everyone does. Heartwarming it was, now this picture turns to black and white. Nv will this become as happy as it used to. If all we go is to visit grandma, you will not be there anymore. Your daughters still couldnt accept the fact that you are gone. They cannot adapt to a new life without you. Dun take another hope from them away yet. Leave grandma healthy for another 10-20 years. I dun want to imagine if another one of you is gone.
Please forgive me.