yday i nearly die of frustration... i tell u wat happen...
my colleague told me to do mass printing of the 2 original docs.. and he din have a cover page for 1 of the docs... and he din noe that... so i just create one according to the original version.. thing is, the original version cover's font and size are diff from the the other document... meaning both must be the same la... i dunno ma... i just copy the original one, so i din noe the original one was wrong... i did the 30 printings for the cover liao lo... then my colleague say all wrong... nvm, that one i can reprint... what bother me inside is that we have communication breakdown... the cover i created rite, all i need to do is to change the font and size... so i asked him, "so i need to change the font and size, right?" I guess he din understand what i meant, he keep insisting that I should follow the other doc's cover page, and change it from there.. meaning just change the words of the other doc and save it as something else... What we meant is the same thing lo... although just diff ways of doing... but what i think is that my way of doing is simpler rite? but of cos, i still need to save it as somewhere else in the other folder.. fine... i mean, just cut and paste and doc la... what de heck is wrong with u? i got my own ways of doing things.. and he dun get it.. he thought im a little girl who dun understand simple instruction... ok i admit sometimes i really dun... probably bcos i din catch a thing he says, so my brain just want it out of the system. u see me doing documents for him, its really half ear in half ear out sia... incomplete stuffs.. my brain got limited memory u noe... i need to change to a new brain liao... anyway, what im frustrated is the tone that he spoke to me... i noe he's to his limit also... thats y he used that tone.. but thats really no need one lo... just explain slower and gentler.. sometimes i really dun get what ppl are saying, but im not that dumb if u repeat several times and i still dun understand.
wah man... then later that, i was still frustated cos im thinking things through... y m i been given such jobs that doesnt even related to me? if its a job that i find, its ok... cos its what i choose to do... but this is internship... u shouldnt make use of the interns there to do micro stuffs for u rite... we r trying to learn something in advance what we learnt in sch.. trying to add on... we din learn how to print stuff and finding stupid things like competitors crap in sch... all we want is to do the things we r related... like what i learnt in sch was programming, so give me something related to programming man... or databases... at least these things wont let me feel bored... it itself would occupy my mind for the whole day... but something that was really funny and stupid yday is that i actually teared bcos of that guy... i cannot be scolded i noe that myself... but it was bcos of such small things, i was thinking its ridiculous.. haha... so i was doing my replacing of cover page and teared away... no one saw... except after that, rebecca told me, "U looked stressful.." i din noe what to say so i just smile... i kinda hating this guy now.. although i noe hes not that much in the wrong... well, i just dun want to look him in the eye... darn it...

my leg muscles are aching like hell right now... i dunno what happen... but it shouldnt be bcos of the kneeling at the funeral... maybe i stand too much everytime on the train or on the buses.. u noe how it can be when its crowded early in the morning or in the evening rite... wondering how im able to cope with the kneeling later on... its not the knee lo... although my knee still bruising la... but thats not much of a prob.. its the calf and my thigh... arh...