i am so afraid of getting hurt now. I dun want the same thing to happen to me again.. It was so painful.. Those are the bad memories that i choose to forget. And my ma keep confusing me. Dun mixed the past with the present? But don't they ve the same verb(love)?
Yday, he asked me abt me and my bf. Y does he care anyway? And dun try to console me by saying he cares abt u... U live ur happy life, and i live mine. Shut out of my life. Sj says she noes him, but i think they r referring to another person. Come to think of it, haha, my friend and my ex, my friend and my ex.. funny world isnt it? Y do such problems happen to me? I just want my love to be pure, without obstacles. It's like living in a reality world(which it is). Arh... Back me up here, ppl. I need some advice.

Take me to a place, where I could stop feeling sorrow. I cannot stop myself from thinking them.