he called... lately things accumulated and happen together so fast that i wanted to tell him everything i know... but everytime my mind just went blank and i let him talk.. i keep forgetting what i wanna tell him... and when its time to end the conversation, i din talk much at all.. maybe my things r trivial compare to his... so i decided to tell him after he booked out.. i feel that my life is so much boring. theres no exciting events happening.. even if there is, it doesnt really concern me.. i hate to think that there is nth in my life that i can boast about... like what i did today, or what happen today to me.. not something like this: everydays de same, i eat n sleep n stay at home all day, so nth could really happen to me... i want to say that oh, i make a new fren the other day at the briefing, but i forgot to ask for her phone number.. haha.. well i should see her around the campus when sch starts.. yeap, i just wanna tell him.. but i guess i forgot.. theres nth impt to say, really... yes, making a new fren is impt to me.. maybe not to all of u.. cos i feel strongly about the circle of frens in my life.. they make a difference.. yes, u guys do.. =D somehow i din say cos i din think its impt to other ppl.. and how going out alone is impt to me as well.. cos i am not independent.. if i try to do something out of my daily life, it could mean the world to me.. but other ppl would just go, huh what the heck? i do that all the time... does it mean that its time to grow up? i saw somewhere saying this, we dun want to grow up bcos we dun want to be involved in the complicated world... thats me, cos im just afraid.. so now u r thinking, if it is so, when will u ever grow up? i dunno the ans myself.. when the time comes, then shall i noe... if u ever think y this girl dunno how to think for herself, well, i haven grow up yet.. thats y.. and i dun bother to...