OMG time is going so slowly i feel im choked by the time sand.. as it goes, i feel weary and weary.. i ve no plans for the day itself, let alone the future. I just want to choke myself on tears when the love and heartache grow stronger as time passes by.. i want sch to start quickly to stop myself in this agony. i cant make my own decision, they always change. i cant see myself in the future. i think i dun exist anymore by the time u ve kids. i feel that i deserved more. the anguish and pain of certain things dun stop. i dun pity myself. i just want more. and i noe i cant achieve anything by just thinking. wait and see. wait and see. my life is just about living as time goes. if time stops, i will die. M i speaking in non-consistency? I dun understand everything that goes on around me. y must we be a nice person just to make believe u r one? y cant we be evil? y do i ask that? cos i am evil. i thought abt stuffs u dun even wanna hear. dun be mistaken. i dun want to kill or steal. but I DESERVE MORE.

i think i ve split personality. Indefinitely thinking. *chuckles*

STOP ME from watching TV shows. PLEASE. the human mind knows no boundary.