great.. just great.. everything is blank when it comes to big things happening to me.. im suck.. now i am angry/regret at myself.. firstly, me n kw met up to take pictures.. which was nice.. that i had nth to complain abt.. then i took my parents to eat at the fc4, i din finish my lunch cos i simply cant eat.. too nervous i guess... time wasnt right so i din stay long with my parents outside while i directed them to go in the auditorium.. i saw kevin and his mum.. but i stay put and try to find the girls.. m i scared? n finally i saw the girls.. that was still okay.. the ceremony was stiff and boring.. i feel like sleeping if not for needing to go up stage.. and the stage walking? i walked like an injured duck.. that is so unseenly(what word is this?) i thought i did my best onstage, until at night my mum told me i was a coward.. -_-'' after the ceremony, i went to find my parents, but still keeping a lookout for my friends and kev.. i shouldnt ve left them.. cos i realised only today that i forgot to take photos with them.. how dumb! my father bought his camera.. he should be quite disappointed that we din manage to take some graduation pic.. HOW COULD I BE SUCH AN IDIOT?? ITS GRADUATION DAY U KNOW... although during sec sch days i din take with them also.. but that grad was so not worth it! i was wearing formal clothing this time... ARGH... now i dun ve another chance unless maybe after 3 yrs.. and then i went to find some friends.. they din gather ard so i tot i would find betty they all.. then i spotted kevin and his mum.. i went to meet her and his dad finally.. and i gave a very dumb starting line!!! OMG.. things really clouded in my head man.. i dunno what else to talk abt so i just say my parents r eating there, would u wanna join them?? i think she din hear me... but ARGH.. how could i say that?? kev's parents just told us to eat.. and i just went to find my parents.. i din really say good bye to them.. AGAIN!! sob.. i must ve been a total meany... but again i was blur blur one... so much things is happening that i cant take it.. and then dear went to find his frens after eating.. my parents called me to buy the diploma frame.. and guess what happen that shouldnt ve happened??!!! i noticed bryan's family standing besides me after i saw his grandma.. well, to be polite, i chatted with them a while and leave my parents wondering who they were.. yea they haven met b4.. i really dunno what to talk abt.. so i give dumb answers again.. but this time it really doesnt matter.. what matter is, this really shouldnt be happening to me!!! so after talking for a while, i went back to my parents for the frame thing.. i was trying to remember to buy something but i just couldnt remember what! it actually is the long length photos taken during the ceremony.. N ARGH!! in the end, i forgot abt it!! i left my parents with my cert and stuffs.. see, i shouldnt ve left them.. forgot photos over and over again! i obviously forgot.. i saw the army crews.. and went to chap in for a photo taking session.. LOL.. take quite some photos with them b4 i saw daniel.. so went to join dan, bet, yq n weisheng le.. i took photos with bet's mum and dear came to look for me.. obviously they saw him.. right guys? had a photo taking with dear, love n dan.. hehe.. that was still fine.. hanging out with them and dear.. y did we go up from the buffet reception again?? i guess there's no more food there haha.. took lots of photos with them.. and gotten secret shots! -_-'' thats really ugly.. it was, i think, in bet's and jo's camera.. anyway, the SPGG crew was approaching us.. i duno y, but the person-in-charge was signalling us to move to the SPGG table to sign up for it.. and i went with kw?! anyway, i din sign up for it.. lucky me... i would ve if he talked somemore.. dear came to tell me he going to go with his frens le.. so i just left the table gladly.. but not glad to hear that he's leaving.. well, top of it all, i din join his all-guys friends when he joined mine.. i dunno whether to feel bad anot? cos it seems terribly that i din do so.. but on the other hand, they r all guys ma.. i would feel very odd there... well, there he goes, with his frens.. the few of us stand there for a while deciding where to go.. and left to take the train... on the train, they planned to go marina square to eat.. where u eat n slack there and dun ve to go.. lol.. reached cityhall, the girls were looking at shoes cos the shoes they were wearing r biting them.. so after that, went to carls jr to eat.. kw n i shared the bacon burger.. it was too big and we were not that hungry.. so slack there for quite some time lor.. jj went to meet her fren to eat so 1 down.. went to kbox for more slacking entertainment.. had a big room to ourselves cos there were 8 of us but only 2 mikes.. took tons of photos there.. i was quite ok with it for some time, until i became to feel tired ard 11.30.. and by then, jo, sheng and kw had gone.. 3 more down n left me with de 2 couples -_-'' i din take this seriously lar.. dun be offended.. so i continue singing.. i was just thinking how to go home when joanne had gone home already.. take cab ba.. and just when we thought the singing session can last until 3 am, they told us its side order??? i was really trying to leave around 11.30 le bcos i was tired and i dun want to stick with the couples lol... but after the girl came in and tell us we had to leave, i was like okay lo.. i could share cab with betty also ma.. so we sang until 12.30 n left... the cab fare was around 22 bucks cos had to go to bet's hse first then to mine.. and i forgot to sms her and dear when i reached home... i was so tired then my mum was distracting me.. all these unhappy things come back to me when i was in the room talking to my mum.. i wish the day could restart.. well except for the ceremony part lar.. cos my heart was really eating into me.. it could ve jumped out!! maybe i could make myself abit clear of what to do... i was really an idiot all the way until we went out... hai... i had a nice day overall though.. haha.. oh and lastly, i forgot to introduce my bf to them -_-'' Everything is in a mess.. i totally forgot my appropriate discipline liao..