time flies faster now.. at least after 3 days of studies, i can await patiently for another 2 days... not full 5 days of waiting... and eating nonsensical lunch.. haha.. like leftovers.. anyway, jj's bday coming.. n i guess the NS guys all got leave to come out.. its THEIR national day too, after all.. lol... i delayed my time in studying and i kinda regret delaying.. cos i dunno where to stop studying wahaha.. so i just keep on reading the notes.. up til a certain point where ive got so disturbed by the surroundings.. kids crying, maids shouting, airplanes, ppl talking... many factors -_-'' now i feel like stopping.. oh great.. no time to study the rest.. lemme continue at night.. afternoon simply is not a time for studying, its for SLPING =X i am a goondu.. i thought after i want to cancel the prudential premium, i should be glad.. but somehow i feel theres should be something else when he want to meet me to discuss further.. cannot.. i must ve total determination to terminate my contract once and for all next week.. i might as well be gone if i sign any more forms.. haiz...
i feel weary now.. after hours and hours of sleeping.. i dunno y.. sleeping more is supposed to be good for reducing eye bags.. i slept around 11pm nowadays and wake up at 8 am.. even though i dun ve sch on that day itself.. but i just keep on sleeping until 10.. cos i noe i still want to sleep when i wake up with a sleepy eyes.. i want to sleep no more.. how ar.. sianz.. oh, theres kinda lots of things i haven done -__-'' i cant do it on weekend, mon(cos i study until 5pm), tue(im meeting the prudential guy), wed(of cos not, its national day)... and my date due is next week hahaha... oh well.. i checked my time table.. i realise i should ve to go sch on thurs as well.. as least i would stay occupied for another day... but i ve to wait until sep when the module starts on thurs.. haha.. u noe what another salesman advice me to do? i told him i go to sch for 2 days only.. he asked "my god, now life is so good! what do u do for the rest of the week? u noe what? u should take a part time job!" i was like "sure i would want to.. how 'bout u finding one for me?" my money is so depleting now.. im becoming more n more depending on my parents' money.. yea, just last week when going out with kw, we talked about transport fees.. yikes, so ex! i go sch, change 2 buses per destination.. that means i spend 4 bucks a day alone.. sure this month i only go to sch twice a week.. what about next few months? i should ask my mother to increase my transport money.. but then again, i dun want to take money from her.. i do want to earn my own.. but where got time? ppl look for 5 days a week.. i only ve 3 days a week free! being an adult is so tiring... gosh... i need money... for my personal expenses hahaha... oh my.. y do i feel stress now? wierd.. in the past, i nv ve to ve any, unless it was projects or exams.. is it a process of growing up? TIRED OF SETTLING FINANCE PROBLEM... TIRED OF WORKING... TIRED OF SOCIETY.. TIRED OF EVERYTHING.. couldnt everything u do be simpler? even eating can be such a hassle.. lol.. i am way out of these league.. not yet at least.. i just want to be a happy student... just worrying about exams per as usual.. oh i know y.. cos there's no friends in campus! now im all me.. maybe i can find a couple in the next few weeks time *keep fingers crossed* CIAU!