i had 2 terrible dreams yday.. so bad that i woke up after each dreams -.- the first one i was being chased by vampire.. these group of guys were supposubly controlling it cos they were so calm.. then i ran towards others and they ran away too.. and then i woke up.. de 2nd dream was not as good... something abt my bf being very upset abt something.. then i went to console him but it din help... so i asked "what can i do for u?" he then proceed to say, "ask her over.." then pointing to a girl(her actions n looks similar to sj, not my cousin).. so i told her to come over.. and the way she console him was way better than mine.. i was thinking "if u only want her consoling, and its better than mine means that u dun need me anymore" i was so terribly upset.. and there i was, mulling away thinking " that's it, my bf always thinks other girl is better than me cos im not as cute and active.. i cannot capture his heart anymore.. y does this always happen to me? great.. now this 2nd relationship is going to end again just when i tot we were going great.." my heart was so dripping blood that i woke up.. i hate those 2 dreams.. and of cos the latter is reality-like... i think its bcos i think too much in the day, or cos due to stress/tired etc.. bcos napping in the afternoon today, i was thinking "pls no more of yday's dreams.." and luckily there wasnt.. whew.. to think abt that 2nd dream hurt me.. i mean seriously, if ur bf call other girls to talk or to want console from them(not say r/s things la) every time they r upset.. i think its gone case.. y would they tell their secrets to other girls n not u? dun even try to rationalise me, i am being the most rational person now.. that just goes to show, their hearts wander off to somewhere else.. even if they want to share their joy or depression with someone, it should be someone close right? i hate that dream.. i ve been having these kind for the 2nd time now.. im going berserk abt it.. but then again, its only a dream.. but it should interpret meanings.. what can it be?? m i too stress bcos of todays test? whatever it is, its making me moody now now now...