sat came and what happened? lemme think.. er.. oh i spent the whole afternoon with dear.. and left my hse around 5.. he ate his dinner at the kopitiam opp my hse.. i din eat cos i was meeting the poly guys for dinner at somerset.. so we took the train to raffles n i left first.. i saw weiseng the moment i reached the station and burst out laughin'.. his so-called botak hair is really too short then he was wearing a cap.. i was not too used to seeing his "almost bald" head.. cos hes one of the last to enlist in tekong.. anyway, the whole group arrived and then we left for heeren's marche.. or was it? well, it has a "buffet" style which we paid for everything n anything we buy.. ate a baked rice and drank snapple.. costed me 15 bucks -.- n the rice wasnt even that nice.. pastamania is so much nicer..

was slacking a while after dinner and then i went to withdraw money n returned to lcc who helped me pay the dinner first.. the whole group walked to cine's cinema intending to watch some movie.. the movie slots all too late n so they din noe what to do already.. after some discussion, stranding there, lcc me and mike decided to go to seng's hse to play mahjong.. the others went home.. bcos mahjong only require 4 ppl.. we managed to play 15 rounds of mahjong.. cos bth so finally shared a cab home with mike.. lol i din pay a single cent for the cab, so happy.. cos mike gave me 10 bucks and when it reached my hse, it was 10 bucks.. just nice.. oh of cos he got down first.. near my hse there ma..


sun - arranged to go sentosa with betty n jo.. din really wanted to go cos i was tired and it feels like it could rain anytime.. well gave up the thought cos joanne needed company.. betty meeting her colleagues too.. was late for an hour but they were eating lunching so din really matter.. finally reached siloso beach around 11.30am.. me and jo went aside to suntan while the others played volleyball.. everything stopped at 2 bcos it started raining and poured when we finished bathing at the bathroom in palawan beach.. y we go there to shower? cos the siloso beach's toilet had simply too many ppl... left around 2.45.. bet and me met dan at the cityhall station while jo went to pasir ris.. shortly after, dear came to join us.. went to marina square's kfc to ve my first meal of the day.. lol.. anyway, after that went around looking for a nice footwear for kevin's cuz's wedding dinner.. the other couple went to buy movie tix and then came back join us.. they left again to buy things when we were at charles n keith.. still desperately looking for a evening dress.. din find one and then kev's sis msged to say she has a black cocktail dress.. went back to charles n keith to buy my matching-color flats and finally got back to his hse.. changed, looked nice liao and then left at 7.30pm to copthone hotel

freaked me out when i stepped inside the ballroom.. relatives were looking at me.. some were asking who i am so on so forth.. i realised i shouldnt go -.- haha.. sat with the family and then the wedding procedure started.. the food was okay, not as good as guolong's wedding dinner.. place was alot smaller.. well.. li lin(kev's sis) complained abt the place being small.. i only say that the old waitress had a prob serving us.. she wasted the shark's fin soup as she was serving... she just dripped the soup while dragging it to every bowl.. same goes for some other dishes.. dinner ends around 10pm and the family drove me home.. abit paiseh but justin(his bro) insisted on sending me home since its near.. i din noe its at bukit timah until i saw the road sign as we drove along.. and he called that near -.- well, reached home around 11pm cos things just dragged abit.. initially me n dear wanted to take a taxi home but then justin insisted on sending me home so had to walk back.. overall i had quite a day.. crashed at 11.30pm..

wed went out to marina to study.. was planning to meet angie n eve at city hall at 12.15pm(yea i know i was late) but when i reached, they already headed towards marina square.. shortly after, yinghui joined us at the foodcourt.. sat outside n ate lunch first.. n study.. i studied psychology cos the test is on thurs.. then we went inside to the aircon.. it begun to rain -.- we were so cold and i din bring my jacket somemore.. i couldnt study much cos got too much distraction.. so after yinghui left to sign his company's contract(he starting work on mon), i left too.. i really couldnt take it anymore so i planned to go home and study somemore.. however, i was so tired when i reached home that i couldnt study anymore.. i keep playing ro haha.. that game no need to use brain ma.. n slept around 10 lo..

how ever many hours i slept is still de same.. darn.. i woke up finally at 7.30 am(cos i was waiting my mum to call me.. i just refused to get up at 7) and i just washed up, preparing for sch.. once reached the class, i saw the class studying(or what i thought).. after 15 mins later, i realised that they r doing the test already.. so i mistaken the words on the board.. i thought it said test start at 10.05 but it wrote test to 10.05 -.- eventually i begin to do my test also.. only to also found out that ppl r so much like studying becos its a open-book test -.- anyway, i still couldnt finish in time cos i wasted around 20 mins in the first half of my test time.. and bcos i really dun understand the qn.. haiz.. my ans was relevant but it wasnt really answering to the qn.. my fren is pro.. she prepared the test already.. so even though she came late, she just ve to copy whatever she prepared and submit it.. and of cos we did the test somemore when it was breaktime.. cos couldnt finish what.. i finally couldnt take it.. cos firstly i know i din really understand the qn.. 2ndly, i ve no time to write over again my stuff.. so in the end i only hand in 2 sides of the essay.. well, its supposed to be 3-4 sides.. great, i hope it isnt graded.. well i dun think it is la.. cos frances gave us the qn beforehand.. yea i noe i noe.. i dun really understand the qn ma.. at least theres few marks involved.. well uol tests shouldnt be graded i think.. but the lecturers send the tests to the office leh.. y ar? to see how we fare and pass the 1st yr?? i also dunno leh.. whatever it is, its over.. but next week, nagep's going to give us our 2nd assignment -.- we should ve said "no" in unison and aloud when he asked.. after psycho lesson, went to lunch with kw at np.. the food there still sucks, nv improve.. and so small portion.. i tell u, sp food better lor.. anyway, went for ibm after lunch and she went back.. as usual sat with the bunch of siao chabor and tabor lo LOL towards break, ive beginning to feel my eyelid coming down.. b4 break only leh.. still got 2 more hours to go.. i sat inside so im not afraid of getting targetted anymore.. haha.. i think he forgot my name also la.. then "cheng" until the end of lesson.. was raining again.. so waited with the guys a while.. they r driving their moto ma so couldnt possibly go.. luckily it was a small one.. but then i reached my busstop, it gotten heavy.. i knew that.. the rain couldnt let me walk home in 1 piece -.- i waited for my mum to come and fetch me.. she borrowed an umbrella from her company bus driver cos she also no umbrella.. like mother, like daughter hor.. haha.. played ro until 10 like that and went to sleep le..

cmi ar.. were so tired on wed n thurs.. is it bcos im too stress? keep feeling tired recently.. been going on for a month liao.. wierd thing is, i actually pay attention in class.. n din daydream.. weekends r for frens and dear dear! yay, come weekend again.. and dear booking out today.. although its in the evening but more than enuff.. aiya, love.. how to go sentosa when its raining all-month round? i ve got a feeling that once we tan for around half hour then its going to rain liao like last time lidat... the rain just wont go away!! meow, guess we can go somewhere else le.. waiting for sat~~

mon - as usual went to np to eat after socie class.. din get to present *whew* cos jacqueline din call upon us.. we'll be up next week though.. argh always hate to do presentation.. i hate the butterfly feeling then the stress then the nervous performance when im up there.. the whole morning i was feeling uncomfortable.. but then when i saw the other groups present, my feelings gradually fade away.. it was not that difficult after all.. as long as the whole class is quiet and listen attentively.. u r able to let ur voice be heard even though its soft.. maybe i was in the front thats y when the girls group voice is so soft, i will still be able to hear them.. and then just read blindly thru the slides.. but the first 2 groups r so lihai.. the first guy is impromptu though but his voice is loud.. the 2nd group had their presentation mapped out.. the last 3 group of that day r just girls.. though points r well taken but voices r soft.. nvm la.. as long as they can project their vocal sound can le.. like mine.. i dun think i sound as loud during presentation.. i dunno y, my (previous)members just comment that im soft.. everytime one.. but i already did my best to project as loud as possible, to be as normal voice as can be.. i guess i just need more practice.. but then again this presentation has no grade involved.. hmm.. crap man, should ve really done it on mon so dun ve to go thru those feelings again.. i noe on sunday i can be as uneasy again n keep saying "shit!!! haizz..."

lol i din felt sleepy and was alert when the presentation crap was going on.. and i got "praise" for that! -.-

today - slept until 10am.. din eat anything until 12.30pm.. went to sch for stats lesson.. wantian took the same class as me n kw.. was trying to be as alert as possible.. haha.. din daydream la.. stats is impt.. lol.. went home after that.. its rainy season.. sian everynow n then keep having heavy downpour.. ve to walk around opposite my house until the rain goes away... rain rain go away, come again another day~ i go bath le lar.. and then play ro then go sleep.. lol now i want it to rain -.-

hmm.. had usual lessons on thurs and fri was just slacking the whole day..
dear came back on sat afternoon.. went to meet him around 1pm for lunch.. went back his house to put down his bag first, bath and then went out again to bugis.. had ajisen for lunch.. and then walked around parco n bj n bugis street to find my jacket.. went to sim lim to look at psp.. and ate dinner there.. sat until 6 plus and then took train to chinatown.. saw angie n eve on the train to ne line.. we went to celebrate yinhuey's bday at chinatown partyworld.. dear then went home.. met kevin and then walked to pw.. yinhuey n alvin were already there.. well anyway had fun "shouting".. lol.. i mean singing la.. kevin went to meet his frens around 9+.. we sang mostly jay chou's songs sia.. i had fun cos i sang alot of songs wahaha.. 4 hours ma.. so okay lo.. left at 11pm.. walked with them to lau pat sat cos they wanna ve supper.. and then took the last train home.. too bad william din come.. else more fun..
today just went to meet dear and watched "step-up" in marina gv.. nice show.. i like the dance moves.. and dear likes the soundtrack.. anyway, went back his house to ve dinner.. i slept abit while he prepared his stuff and then went home le..

Scott's shopping centre during angie's bday..


on will's bday, i din went to celebrate with them.. but i will ask him for his photos so i can put it up as well..

yday morning went for socie class.. socialogy lessons is now slacking.. cos shes teaching globalisation which has no handout, only textbooks n some readings.. and then always watch videos on globalisation.. when its time for disussion over project, we always go off.. lol.. so early dismissal around 11.30pm lidat lo.. anyway, yday ate at canteen as usual.. then the 2 girls went for econs class, wiliam went to meet his gf, alvin went to work, we went to study in the study room(while waiting for the girls to end lesson).. studied until 5 pm lo.. i went over my socie test 2.. and redo the whole thing.. it should be 85% correct after i did it while referring to the study guide of cos.. then eve angie me n kevin went to scotts road.. we were planning to eat at crystal jade to celebrate angie's bday.. when we reached, will n gf were there waiting already.. alvin and yinhuey(will's fren) were late.. but yh was earlier.. he bought the girls and weilian their bday prez cos they were having bday this n last month.. guess what they got sia? eve got a nike jacket, angie got nike watch, will got some shirt dunno made from where wahaha.. but its ex cos yh forgot to take off the shirt's tag.. haha.. alvin arrived around 7pm.. said he stucked in work.. anyway, in total we ordered 4 ramens, 4-5 plates of xiaolongbaos(i forgot how many) and thats it.. 8 ppl sharing so should be quite full.. went to yami yoghurt to eat, of cos, yoghurt lar.. then after that took 1 photo(cos will's gf cam was very low in batt haha) and went home le.. i reached home around 10pm.. okay la since i dun ve morning lesson today, only in the afternoon ma.. well thats that.. nice day by the way =) lotsa luffta.. haha.. make my day brighter =p

hmm.. update for last week..

mon - hand up ibm assignment thru fren(cos i go to thurs ibm one), ate and went home..

tue - went for afternoon stats.. home after that.. valerie then told me nagep told us to do framework and underline keywords.. so she trying to return me my paper..

wed - no lesson, prog class stop already.. din go to sch.. study abit of ibm..

thurs - had esap in the morning and ibm in the afternoon.. valerie din go sch that day so din get to meet her too.. kevin booked out that day n went for his company gathering in chevron..

fri - din go to sch.. dear did his volunteered work at bukit batok.. met him at jp for pizza.. after that walked around b4 going to watch "flushed away".. finally met valerie to get my paper le.. went home to play ro.. his com was still here... had dinner opposite my house.. continued playing ro until 11 b4 he went home.. and of cos i still played after he went home.. LOL

sat - retyped all my framework and essay on the com and print it.. was having dinner at tong le at liang court.. met him and my parents with my bro at city hall, and took the shuttle bus there.. had a full dinner.. walked around in electronics shop and kev saw his officer there.. so "lucky" neh.. haha.. and went to starbucks for some satisfying ice blended.. went to the japanese mart there.. and went home..

sun - was at home the whole day playing ro.. lol.. met dear for dinner at kfc(actually i had mine).. he just wanna eat more.. and then he booked back in..

brief account of what i did last week?? i think so too.. haha.. update again soon..

did i update until friday already? urm okay.. i was trying to do my ibm assignment on friday... was studying the whole afternoon and then went to nap haha.. and woke up to try to do... no idea how to begin.. gave up while doing starting of planning haha..

sat kw gave me an outline.. its similar to the sample essay nagep gave us.. well i did my own, wondering if mine is correct.. needless to copy the same outline rite?
anyway, went to kbox marina with yq cs n kw.. sang until 2.. needless to say, the guy literally "threw" us out.. he came in, told us its time, and then cleared the table.. so i walked around marina with them for quite some time.. walked to suntec and then went to subway to eat.. i only had a drink.. after which we walked to bugis.. slacked until 5 something and then went off.. i took the same train with kw.. only that i went to dear's hse.. played xbox, had crabs for dinner, and then played ro.. fun.. should play more xbox games while at his house sia.. nvm.. next week then play again.. went home to play ro until 2 am i think..

finally finished my essay on sunday afternoon.. im not sure whether im right not but.. i think i chucked the whole chunk in.. except for my own example la.. then played ro.. lol.. dear came for dinner and then we played ro, well his com is still at my house.. i dunno y i need 2 coms haha.. he left around 9 .15pm.. i played until 10.30 and then went to sleep..
thats for the weekends.. dun need to ask me abt the next weekdays.. sch, slp, maybe self-study abit.. haha.. kk i going to sleep liao.. the electricity is backed up.. yesh!! i come back home just now to find no electric -.- cannot play my ro.. but then again.. i dun want to train by myself.. aiya dun talk liao.. slp slp.. hehe...

angie asked me today "What's ur motivation in life?" as in what keeps me moving.. i replied her "BGR lo.. " thats the only thing that keeps me going now.. like what eve said, we spend days as days goes.. and then look forward to weekends to meet bfs.. quite thru la.. she also no motivation.. i guess that's the sadest thing in life.. when u r trying to find goals to achieve.. everyday u r doing the same things, either work or study.. no really full attaining purpose.. they are working as well as studying.. but they find those r the fixed things in their lives.. something that r not changing.. i agree too.. everyday u just go to sch/work and then come back to relax in ur nice little home.. at the end of the day, u pass the day just like that.. some days u go out with frens and slack abit but thats that.. life in singapore is boring.. u find life in elsewhere ppl r more hyped-up.. if u enjoy the things u r doing thats still okay.. but if u r doing for the sake of doing it, that's just boooorrriiiinnngggg... i can map out a person's life in sg already.. young > school > work > work > work and until old still work > tour the world(basically living a lexurious time with the money u saved while working) > die at old age(assuming u dun ve cancer) ... weekdays either work or study.. come home sleep/watch tv/play com/clean house.. weekends spending time with frens and family/clean house/whatever.. i can program all these sia like how a sim life is.. sims life is easy.. u go sch, work, find social life, married, get old, have generations after generations and finally u die.. similar to our lives isn't it?? some ppl have higher goals.. they make themselves worthy to the society.. and then die with no regrets haha.. some ppl, like myself, live only for themselves.. and then only attend to the ppl close to u.. i ve not much purpose in life.. maybe when i grow older, my ultimate goal is to open a cafe, then at times hanging out with frens at my own cafe... and then priority is money and then family.. i live a simple life.. haha.. next, update with my own life..

so tue i was revising as usual.. and then wed went to lecture.. after that went to the lib to look for socie assignment-related stuff.. went home around 2.30pm lidat.. and again revising ibm.. yday was as usual esap n ibm.. sat with angie they all so was quite at the middle so din get picked on.. went home n played ro as a reward for my study these 2 days.. wahaha..

i feel that ive been so lifeless since recently.. din go out much except weekends.. luckily this week going to ktv with them.. then then monday hand in assignment -.- today doing it.. sianzz...now going to rain liao then im feeling like im falling sick sia.. hope not.. but still.. i haven recover from my long term depression.. how ar? maybe bcos of stress, ve to study everyday.. then no go out.. no $$ haha.. someone pls cheer me up tmr.. god..