dear came on fri and we finally finished the puzzle.. yay!! =D

sat went to sing ktv with my bro n cousins from 2-7pm.. exchange gifts and i got a cushion with a pressable button for colorful lights.. bro got a stitch mug(xmas) and a cap(his bday) from the sistas.. ate at jp and met dear n his fren for deathnote 2.. and went home after that.. so tired *yawns*

i realised something big just now.. next yr which is 2 days later, there would be a few having 21st bday *bash* le.. i got an idea liao.. hehehehe... (*evil grin*)

first our xiaojie, ms kw, on april

then our joker, ncs, on may

then my dearest kev, on aug

then come to weisheng, on oct

and lastly da niu, on nov..

woohoo, thru-out the yr man!

n then we'll be 21, 'cept for love n yq =x

happy new year 2007!!! LOL

the Internet is still down, hindering my process to finish my assignments.. sian..

no motivation to do assignments.. one, the net is down. two, its simply dunno how to do..

having a whole week break currently and starts sch only on next thurs.. shiok rite haha..

erm.. wanting to paint my room again.. cos the color dun match when i bought the curtain haha.. its yellow and then my walls r blue.. wierd rite? all other things r also yellow/light and wood color such as bed, couch, tables and cupboard. i wanna get it done b4 new year but then again i dunno whether i should do it this week not.. its a long weekend and i dun wanna spoilt it..

i ve been compiling a new yr resolution. and so far i follow a few of those haha.. i am still me.. its hard to change..
but with determination, yeap..

gonna go down buy lunch liao.. looks like its going to rain again.. damp my mood.. darn it -.-

done 51% of the puzzle le.. =D

time for updatess..

1stly, went to celebrate eve of xmas wit my usual group of gang at settlers in hollandv.. after that me n dear went to beach rd to help gw buy army stuffs.. went back to his hse to ve dinner.. n stay until 10 then went home..

2ndly, met dear at ps to watch curse of golden flower.. then walked around to find our prez lol.. yay i got my esprit jacket! guess it can be cancelled from my wishlist.. went back his hse to ve dinner and then went home whilst he booked in..

next..

i saw a girl crying on the train during xmas eve when i was going home.. it may be bcos that her r/s failed.. well, at any pt.. she may not get used to getting home alone in the first few weeks.. i felt for her then..

i think i take things for granted too much.. i cause misery on myself and for ppl around me..

i din reflect after xmas eve.. i continue to expect more.. but only tot that bcos its a special occasion..

on eve, my toe had blistered n my heart hurt..

on xmas, my back ache n my heart hurt..

shuang chong da ji..

now i wonder.. if anything else hurt when my heart bleeds?

is it wrong wanting romance? whens the last time ur bf do something mushy for u?

i asked myself that alot of times.. isnt that what a girl wants? i think i ve troubling getting this out of me properly.. pls help me..

i dun want to expect more.. i dun want to think abt any more romance.. just get it simple.. but thats what my heart yearns for.. am i wrong in wanting this out of a relationship?


yeah, i compare too much.. thats bcos i saw the visible romance that my frens ve.. things like, bf send tauhuay to her hse one fine morning.. or bf went to pick her up early in the morning.. or bf shower her gifts at the first stage of their r/s.. or that bf wrote small cards to her.. bring her to eat wherever they like.. bring her to really romantic places..

yes i noe its impossible that every guy do this.. but i only hope to only get them once in a while.. n of cos u call going to shopping and movies and eating together romantic, but its what couples do often rite? other than that..

what abt going to parks late at night where u just want to spend time with each other without getting home early? what abt staying up together to talk from night to dawn? what abt watching a good movie at home? what abt doing things that both of u like to do(e.g puzzle)? what abt having candlelights dinner(homecooked)? what abt doing household chores together?

i dun really care abt spending money.. all i want i romance from the guy i love.. i dun think all these require money.. i am not a spendthrift.. i save from the pocket money i get.. but i couldnt bcos thats all i get and i ve to spend it all for daily expenses.. and bcos i ve no more money.. thats y i cant spend my own.. and sometimes i spend some extra thing, it exceeds my pocket money.. but at least its only abit.. maybe next time i should just eat 2.50 for 1 month and stop spending unneccessary items..

omg, i realised i can only get things outta my chest by typing.. sry guys.. do not worry.. just needa help me.. haha.. i need to write down a list of what i should do n not do.. alright that shall be my new year resolution! i can do it!

thats wierd.. the first time i feel that im pathetic.. my mum din come home cos she got xmas party, my dad din bother abt dinner/lunch, my bf cannot meet me in time, my frens dun wanna go eat with me.. 1st time i feel so much like crying.. help... i cant survive alone.. search for bread in the kitchen then.. plain lazy to go down and buy.. be emphathic la.. LOL.. whatever...

haven shop for xmas gift yet.. so went to imm with love yday.. spend around 30 bucks.. and still haven finish shopping.. should be done by sat.. haha..

mon was scoot's bday.. went to sch first in the morning.. only me n william attend class -.- they din come to sch..

after that we went to meet alvin at ps's arcade.. watched them played around 1 hour like that then go eat burger king.. tok cock all the way.. LOL then went to actioncity trying to find xmas prez.. cant find..

yinghui came to join us.. he haven eaten so we accompany him to ljs to eat.. walked around after that.. i mean go back arcade again.. where we played photohunt again..

rode alvin's scooter to marina square.. weilian sat on longze one.. met the girls after their lesson at 5 at the bowling center.. will's gf came after work.. watched them play 2 games.. eve left early to meet her bf.. yh bought n73 for angie sia.. so envious of her.. he really dote on her lo..

left to go swensen to eat dinner.. the jokes still on longze n angie haha.. i think they ve to tahan for 7 7 = 49 days sia.. rumours ma.. then will stop.. well i really hope angie love him the way yinghui love her..

left after dinner.. it was raining again.. so they were waiting for the rain to stop to ride their bike.. tata..

heavy rain and flood!!! so cham!!!

anyways, for ur entertainment.. my unfinished puzzle..

dear came on weekends to do the puzzle we bought months ago.. LOL.. i did my assignment yday, so i din touch on the puzzle.. but today we r not bad.. at least we finished 1/3 of the 1000-pieces liao... so happy to see winnie, piglet, tigger and eeyore's faces LOL... would be done soon so if u wanna see it, come my house to admire our masterpiece! haha.. should be continuing on next week..

er.. monday again.. urgh~! sch.. stay in sch do socie assignment.. home.. try to continue doing..

tue came a very lousy day.. lost my ezlink card on the bus when i was about to alight.. i flung the card away LOL then couldnt find it.. after class, went to cancel the giro from the ezlink card.. hopefully no one found it and use it.. *cross fingers* came home to continue doing socie..

din go to sch on wed so urm try to complete socie assignment.. but left til conclusion haven write..

thurs went to sch.. was tired bcos of staying up late to do socie.. anyway, went to meet jj, betty, jo n cs after ibm.. went to mind's cafe to play games.. dan joined us later.. had a quite a fun nite playing group games.. dan sent us to clementi and then cs n i took the last bus home.. relieved that theres bus.. or else stranded lol..

today was doing the conclusion.. then went to meet my parents after they came back from tekong(to send my bro off).. y i din go ar?? firstly, i slept late yday.. 2ndly, my bro forgot to wake me up n my mum din noe i decided to go.. aiya.. when he grad from bmt then i go la.. nth to miss anyway.. my mum's complaining abt the long journey to tekong and then ve to walk alot and the food sux.. LOL.. oh where was i? yea.. meeting my parents to buy hp one... but k800i was out of stock, everywhere i guess.. so din able to get one.. waiting for the next singtel promo..

alright.. shall bath and do my ibm now.. shucks.. dunno when to hand in.. mon(original class) or thurs(going now)? tata.. oh btw.. my new taggie is not bad.. do tag me loadsss.. thx =)

thurs after class went to je.. scoots and longze rode bike there.. we girls took 52 to imm and alighted.. walked for abt 15 mins then reached.. then eve went to meet her bf cos she wanted to visit the clinic at je.. but in the end i din noe where she go cos she went up to the platform.. angie and me just walked to kfc to meet the guys.. yinghui left for work then.. alvin me n angie ate at kobayashi.. crap for a while and then went up to the arcade to watch scoot play percussion.. then i challenged him to daytona.. which was a bad move -.- he's not that zai.. just that i stepped on the brake n the accelerator at the same time without realising it.. then the 2nd time is bcos of er.. i crashed once and thats it? then angie and him play bball, the standing basketball machine ya know? again, watched him play time crisis.. i think we had lots of time.. cos by then, its still 8pm.. haha.. after that went home lo.. alvin sent angie home.. y? cos they live far n he helped longze send her home.. LOL..

yh send me pictures during his bday.. i looked ugly in every pic -.-










oh and this is on will's bday.. though i wasnt there..


fri stoned at home..

sat - me n gw met xx n yw at boonlay control.. went to taka to eat seoul garden.. not bad.. at least i eat quite a lot this time round.. full.. and had our usual routine.. whoever lose the zhong ji mi ma would ve to take a little portion of the leftovers.. lol.. finished the whole thing finally and walked to kino.. waited for them to buy books and mag.. and make a beeline to the departmental store.. looked around for bag and jacket.. yw took a liking to the converse bag.. but convinced her to look around first at the b1's sports shop.. it din ve the converse bag she wanted so we went back again n she bought it.. oh i took a photo of the xmas tree standing at the lobby of ngee ann city..



slacked at coffee bean cos we walked until very sian and then so full.. was supposed to go to meet with my parents for dinner at crystal jade.. din go cos we dun wanna go back jp and were still full.. stayed there until 10pm.. i think 4 hours hahaha.. and shared cab home.. din meet them for quite a long time, so caught up with them for quite a bit.. haha.. sj, see la, u nv come.. LOL

the next day, i was playing ro again with dear until 12pm... cos i meeting him at 2 at bugis.. wanted to watch open season but theres only 9pm slot.. damn it.. nvm so windowed-shop around bugis junction.. we went watson cos i wanted to get a blackhead remover loop.. then sat down to eat mars bars.. which we went into kino again -.- after snacks.. went bugis street to walk around looking for bags for him.. he bought one at square for army.. and then we went home.. got to his house and the hong xing da jiang was showing on the tv.. had yummy dinner, the soup was made with chicken(my mum nv do that) and had other good dishes, like codfish, too.. went down with him to gym.. at first it was told that someone was using the room so i went back.. then he called me to go down cos nobody le.. so i went.. at the lift, i nearly died.. 4 huge angmohs came in the lift.. they were really huge!! all i do was to stare at the lift door, hurrying it to open.. scary! just when i tot the worst part was over... the angmohs came in the gym room -.- so i was stucked there watching hong xing da jiang with dear doing his weight lifting.. darn, i looked like an idiot doing nth at a gym! how was i supposed to noe ppl wanting to do gym at 7pm still.. and top of it, angmohs!! so after 15 mins, i finally breathed out(literally) as we left.. haha.. funny sia.. i went back to continue watching while he bathed and get prepared to book in.. he looked good with his new backpack *shy* LOL anyway, i accompanied him to take the north line to yishun.. and he left while i continued the journey back to je.. reached home around 10pm though.. anyway, was glad that i made a new move to want him to do something.. LOL u'll nv know....

fine.. i admit i would like to try this out...

Think of 15 short bits of interesting stuff about yourself and they gotta be true. Come up with another 5 false statements regarding yourself. Jumble all of them up and list them in any order. Post in your blog and let people guess which are fake. Get 5 others to do the same.

i am not academically bad.. i am just lazy...

I love romantic stuff but i am not such a person

i ve self-awareness, but lack self-confidence

Cooking noodle is the only thing i noe in the kitchen.

i hang out at the arcade, but often doing nothing.

i am not totally racist. in fact, it doesnt matter who u r.

Playing ro is my fav game, but sometimes it gets a bit too boring.

I am not particular abt gifts. i dun think abt them unless i want them.

i dun think that im thin.

i love to study in groups.

i like hanging out with guys.

Talking is an in-thing for me.

Posting events on the blogs prove that i exist. Or else i just MIA.

I love to take photos. However, theres not a lot of MY photos.

Love dear and family, whoever sides it is.. LOL

i am a failure in human relationship.

i just love to analyse people and things around me. i am a psychic. LOL

Girls love to be showered with loves by their bfs and i am one of those.

I love sleeping so much that i wouldnt want to wake up unless its a bad dream.

I love school and the subjects that i am studying.

5 others:
- betty
- joanne
- jj
- kaiwen
- wang-ge

let me share happy feet ost with u lol.. its by norma jeans(nicole) n memphis(hugh).. the first song they had when they fell in love.. so cute.. LOL..

today went to siloso beach again.. but this time the girls din go.. i went with yq, cs, dan and betty's colleague and frens.. all guys -.- yeap.. it was raining and luckily it stopped fast too.. but still no sun came out.. i was totally zhuo-boing there.. except to watch them play volleyball.. finally left at 3pm and went to bath.. met dear after his soccer at harbourfront hawker.. dan n cs left while yq went to walk around harbourfront.. me n dear went to eat at pastamania and then went home le..

fri went to lunch with aunt jerine n baby ann in imm.. had cafe cartel's set b meal.. bro had set a... walked around in daiso for a while cos jerine wanna buy some things.. ann just refused to hold my hand -.- i wondered is it me, or she prefers guys?? LOL anyway, went back to the baby's house which is near xx's place.. while she slept, we slack at her place for 1 hr then me, gw n jerine went jp to shop.. my god-grandma was looking after ann so its safe.. din buy anything until jerine left to take care of baby ann.. i bought my curtain n cotton pillow.. gw bought his prom clothings at crocodile's.. we've gotten a free umbrella and these 2 coupons for the spinning wheel outside jp which is in front of old chang kee.. and then guess what? both tix got us $20 osim voucher each! lol cannot believe the luck we had.. so we went back to osim, wanting to get a uzap which is on xmas promo now.. we can only use one voucher on each item.. so we bought uzap n a osim massage pen which cost 29.90-20= 9.90(u.p 69.90).. went home after that.. shiok ar.. after spending so much LOL n of cos got back my money for the uzap from my mum la.. oh yea.. did i mention we did the osim foot massage while waiting for the guy to settle our stuff? my bro said we r like in an aquarium with ppl staring at u.. imagine 2 kids sitting in an osim chair with no adults and then u wonder if they r buying anything from there? chao zai sia!! LOL

sat i met dear 2.30 at outram.. cos we r going to sentosa for sightseeing.. din of cos take any pics.. we r not tourists ma.. the sun was extreme on that day.. i was already not feeling very well(tired) and then the blazing sun make me feel more worse.. din walk much cos nowhere to go + no time + i really dun wanna go under the sun anymore.. went to bugis to meet dear's frens for steamboat.. there were 10 of us.. yup all guys except me.. dun really mind cos i hang out with guys way too much.. LOL finally gotten a 10-seats restaurant opp bugis junction.. ate mostly beef.. after dinner went back to bugis's arcade.. saw alvin there.. hes going to meet his fren to play at the arcade b4 going for the standard chartered marathon thingy.. anyway, pei the guys play arcade and watched this very zai guy played house-of-the-dead 4 cos his aiming is good and he used both hands.. and finally reached the final stage and of cos finished the game.. after that dear n i went home le..

dear book out again on tue afternoon.. so i met him after lesson around 5 at dover.. and went to jp to eat n watch happy feet.. after that went home at 8+..

i met him to go ikea on wed.. had the delicious hotdog bun first and then went to look for my drawers and a standing mirror.. kev found a side table suitable for his laptop but din buy it.. i din find any of my things.. and feet were already aching like hell.. went to burger king to eat something.. then went back his house cos he booking in at night.. watched the movie "girl-next-door".. the shows disturbing + i was already very tired so i dun ve the mood le haha.. went home like a zombie after having dinner.. dear went to take a cab to his fren's b4 going to neesoon camp..

thurs went sch and as usual i refused to wake up.. but i rmb i din pack the night b4.. so i quickly "jumped" out and get dressed.. well, took 157 to bukit timah to change bus to 61.. 61 finally came at 8.50am.. i squeeze thru the backdoor with the others.. somebody was shouting something.. i couldnt hear cos i was listening to song.. someone got down then and the bus moved on.. i think its bcos of us boarding the bus by the exit door.. anyway, i reached sch just in time.. i tot frances would complain abt ppl coming late again.. but today she din say anything even when ppl coming in at 9.25am.. guess she noes now that the traffic is horrid.. after class, met kw and the guys for luncheon together.. after kw left, i joined the guys again for ibm lesson.. yh, alvin, eve angie and me went jp for pizza while william went home.. tot they wanna eat at pizza hut.. but they wanna go pizza place instead.. eve left to meet her bf at 6.30pm.. the rest of us went to the arcade.. yh cannot go to work bcos of the heavy rain.. finally went home around 8+pm

this is the dress i wore to the wedding..


took this 2 pics at burger king in ikea