Yes! I'm putting everything to the "past" and stop thinking about those bloody exams!

Today's last paper and I am finally set free!!!

Early at noon, dear booked out and bought me lunch so i could eat and then go for exam in the afternoon.

I met him again after exam at bugis. Had 'ou jian' and 'cha kuay tiao' for dinner. And then, woo, shopping spree! well, not really. Cos I bought things that I had in mind. However there is still one thing I failed to get - swimsuit. The only one thing left in my mind to get, and I am not able to get it!! I finally got my white dress from Fashion Lab for kev's sis's wedding dinner next week! And its at a discounted price of 20%(U.P. $69) at 55 bucks! Hehe. Walked to bugis street trying to find a nice piece of good looking t-shirt for him. In the end, its just a wasted journey.

Headed home after that. Shall either try to swim tmr or exercise on my thread mill. Fatty me.

Whatever it is, happy is me! Me is happy!

Dear's mum invited me to the wedding buffet held in the condo's function room today.

I waited for dear to bath first before going down to the function room to eat.

We ate and talked with his aunt(actually I'm a onlooker).

After eating, we went upstair to decide Kevin's wedding dinner clothes.
The relatives then were ready to go to Daphne's new house. The cars were not enough for all of us, so me, dear, his sis, and her fiance took a cab there.

Their house is well-decorated, with the spot-lights and all. The dining room consist of a build-in bench and a table(assuming bcos the table is not bought yet). Yes the lights were awesome! I love them!

Kevin and I went to take a bus, after visiting his sis's house, to marina square, bcos he still haven get the rest of his clothes yet.

Rest for a while bcos of my tight-fitted shoes, and with my long toe-nails nearly protruding the shoes.

Finally, stopped in Giordano to look at the men's blazer and pant.

He bought those 2 items.

My shoes were killing me. We went in straight to Macdonalds to take a rest. Anyway, bought a cheese cake, a vanilla and a double chocolate blend at McCafe. While eating, we started solving the Soduku puzzle(I brought the book for fun).

Went straight home after that to eat dinner. Crab is the main course! I love crabs!

That's how well-spent my day has been. Stopped the guilt for not studying at home after lunch buffet. Haha.

Ooh. My brother's passing out parade today.

My mum and I went to watch and left home around 7.30am.

Waited under the faulty weather (glaring sun at first, then seem abit dready later on) for 1 hour plus until it started.

LOL. The soothing music was totally irrelevant to the event. It was like in a wedding, before the dinner begins.

Then came the exaggerating music when the parade started. *Soundtracks of Star wars, MI, Pirates. Lastly, some china song came out of nowhere.*

Below is the video i have taken in the morning of the parade.


After parade, we went to eat with another parents, whom gw so happen to know their son too.

Mother and I walked around, while waiting for gw, because its family day event after the parade. My mum went to take the tank. Gw found me and we waited for our mum to come back before exploring somemore. There wasnt much activities so we went to watch happy feet/flushed away in the theatre room until when its time to leave the camp.


They went home while I went to meet dear at marina square.

Ate lunch at mac and went to watch pirates - quite a must-watch show.

Dinner was at Han's.

Was planning to shop for clothes today. But none seems suitable enough.

In the end, dear did manage to get a 4-man and a 6-man tents. I bought a goggle for myself.

Return home by bus 502.

Next time should get a swimsuit. Haha.

LOL

My psychology do emphasize on gender differences.

Verbal communication -

WOMEN
- Prefer conversation for rapport building
- Want empathy, not solutions
- Are more likely to compliment
- Emphasize politeness
- More conciliatory

MEN
- Talk as a means to preserve independence and status by displaying knowledge and skill
- Work out problems on an individual basis
- Are more directive in conversation
- Are more intimidating
- Call attention to their accomplishments
- Tend to dominate discussions during meetings


Non Verbal communication -

- Men touch women more than women touch men
- Men are more likely to relate touch to sex than women



The non-verbal ones are so funny that we laugh during class when the lecturer taught us this.

Okok. Just want to show you guys this. HAHA.

Back to books. =P

I woke up, only to find myself uncomfortable.

Had some headache and stomach discomfort. So ate some panadol and "bao zi yuan" to kill the discomfort. The headache was gone, thank god. However, the stomach bloating continue and i kept burping.

Then, diarrhoea. -.-

After 3 more in the evening, my mum forced me to go to the clinic.

Funny thing is, I feel better when i came back.

Did not even take any medicine yet.

Okay, abit of the feeling come back again. AHH!

Complained to dear just now. Sob. Chat for a while before he goes sleep on his "comfy" bed.

I think I feel okay already. In any case, bye for now.

i cant believe that i actually slept for 3 hours + for nap time!


My plan to study 2 sections of the study guide din work out.

After lunch, i fell aslp on my couch, and woke up at 4plus, much to my dismay.

A day is wasted.


I can no longer study tonight. My mind is somewhere else.

Dear came for dinner and just went back to camp. Slowly adapting to his inconsistency to participate in my life, as i am in his.


I guess I am on a holiday mood with everyone else who had their last paper yday. This deems my foiled concentration on my books.

Tmr my battle should begin!

nothing to post actually.

am sitting down here, trying to "slack", while waiting for lunch time.

Then after lunch, I can start studying for my psycho exam.

for the past few days, i ve been thinking of all sort of possibilities to spend my holidays.

1stly, swimming.

2ndly, watch some new korean drama show that my mum brought home.


whatever it is, i am so keen on singing, swimming and shopping.

3 Ss.


I want to get a job. but its just the idea of working, everyday just doing nothing, makes me give up that idea. I know temp jobs are like that. They cant teach u anything, which is why i cant stand this kind of life, idling in a company. Those jobs that require activities(im sure i wont get those) are out. I hate the idea of serving ppl. Its not the ppl, its me. I know im slow and clumsy in doing things. In any case, just forget it.


Just hope that my IBM can pass. Its the only paper that i am scared of failing.
man.


Looking forward to this weekend with dear. Finally can get to go out. I release myself out for a day. HAHA. We are going to shop for the wedding dinner clothes(not ours -.-).

Lunch Time! Go Go Go!

For 30 years, my mum didn't do any exercise nor any facial. That week b4 she went to the china trip, she signed up for yoga and 5 sessions of facial treatment. And those, of cos, has eaten away 2 months of her salary, though i must agree that my mum is rich(cos she saves since young). And then 1 week during their jiang nan trip, my parents splurged like money is nothing to them. HAHA.

Then again, her facial and yoga sessions helped. She slimmed down quite abit. Her face looks better, with all that "fats" and her ugly spots gone. She taught me a few yoga steps too. Like I blogged previously, ive got'n fatter. So those yoga steps that ive learnt from her should help. haha. For my flexibility as well. My mum says that im quite rigid for someone my age. Her instructor used that same line on her too(without the age part). Well, in any case, with yoga and swimming(after exams), i hope to gain back abit of my shape or to get some toning.

Time to get back to my books. See ya.

My horoscope says this:

It's a great night to host or attend a party together. If there's nothing on your social calendar, see if you can make something happen spontaneously -- you never know who's up for fun!


right....

Like I have any social life right now. Or rather any life. My 1 month is all about mugging and mugging. My brain's holding in huge amount of information, at the same time preventing them from dropping as new ones go in(temporary storage of mine). God knows whether I will do well in my IBM. It's the only subject that I flunked during mock exam. Furthermore, the likelihood of me doing a well-written essay is zero. Why? The answers they asked for are complicated. They need links from chapters. Blistering Bonkers. Shacks and Hussles. Polistic Lockhard. Fools and Bamberina. (They just pop in my mind.)Haha. Puralistic concepts of environment. Gasp! No IBM now.

Aacks! If I were to stop and look through my IBM again, I would go nuts.

2 more papers to go.

Yet looking forward to holidays.

No exams. No books. No stress. Only fun, joy and lots of love.

I was planning to stick my butt to the chair until midnight studying. It seems that i lost every ounce of concentration. Only 2 chapters in the notes that I have covered. Not even half yet. And only 2 days left before my D-Day. I would really love to read my notes until half the night gone. Somehow, my eyes refused to stay open to stare at the notes.

I shut my eyes for 15-20 minutes just now. It didn't work. I am still as tired.

So I daydreamed about what dazzling gown I would get for a wedding dinner. And how I would set my hair to be. What eyeshadow would I use? It never occurred to me, momentarily, that I would look twice as pretty during my own wedding. I would not astound, but make the "audience" think they were in a fairyland.

I woke up from my dream eventually, to eat.

For every half to an hour, I switched off, trying to do other things, eg. washing face, drinking coffee, brushing teeth, watching drama with my mum, etc. The interval between only makes my mind wander around even more.

I would try and stop, if I weren't so involved in typing.

I apologised for the long entry. But somehow, my brain is twirling like a cog in a clock. I would stop I promise.

I got my wishlist updated. And if you have realised, I have gotten my longed-for handphone. Now. It's time for another item to be struck off. All! MUAHAHA. Oh, I have forgotten to add in, an evening gown.

Time for another isomnia session. Au revoir!

finally, 3 pps down already..

im quite happy with myself for doing quite alright with those 3 pps..

but there isnt the qn in section C in sociology that it supposed to come out. in the end we did qn that we dun even noe the chapters. and its 25 marks for that section u noe! i was so confident for that qn lo and in the end, it din come out... -.-

heard that the examiners are quite aplogetic for the qn that they din post. what crap! u gimme my 25 marks then i forgive u lar!!

just came back from programming exam. dunno if my section A ans was correct not... but i was really good in answering the section B. although i dunno if those need to be linked to section A not.. hope not =X

2 pps left.. ji dan.. ppl only got ibm left and i got ibm and psychology.. -.- 30th may! haiz.. so far.. yet so good.. cos i haven start revising.. haha..

btw.. had lunch with the guys at BK today after morning pp.. wah bth them.. they r the best lamers i ve seen yet so far!

came back ard 1.. so reached at 2pm..

going to slp liao.. tmr then study.. urgh~!

i am so bored..

theres so many things i wanna do.. that i so want end of may to come quicker.

i want to buy a 2gb microsd card.
i want to swim.
i want to buy an evening gown.
i want to do a mastercard debit.
i want to sing.
i want to play pool.
i want to go chalet.
i want to watch dramas.
i want to do facial.
i want to do some yoga/pilates.
i want to go shopping.
i want to get an interesting temp job.

thats all for now.

side note: my bro got into NUS law sch. he felt exhilarated. i feel happy for him too. =)

sweat.. gotten fat..

even my brother say so..

next determination after exam: swimming every 3 days..

love i am ready le.. haha..

but first i need to go buy a swimsuit and a google..

so going to make this my next resolution..

i cannot dun keep doing exercise.. i would die of fatness at home..

how i wish exam is over.. sianss...

i finally got my k800i on mon night! it was on a promotional price at 238bucks.. so i bought it without another thought.. anyway, finally got what i wanted le.. LOL

anyone heard of IMVU? its a 3D messenger service.. allows u to play ppl one.. LOL.. anyway, its at http://www.imvu.com. if anyone install it, be sure to add me: meltinChoco

tmr is start of exam.. taking stats first thing in the morning..
*hope exam qn not too difficult*

im waiting for june now.. haha.. meanwhile *poof!*

-updatess-

fri : i was at home studying stats n socie for the whole week.. i studied stats until evening n then went to meet dear after his camp.. we went back to his place to put down things.. i waited while he bathed.. then we went to TM to eat at ajisen.. were planning to catch spiderman 3.. but when we reached there, we saw the slots were in red 'cept for 12am show.. so then we went to eat..

after eating, went to costa sand resort.. kev's frens were already there, waiting for us to go eat.. anyway, watched them play ps2 for awhile b4 we make a beeline to mac.. watched them eat and slacked there.. michael make a super funny joke that lasted for our entire chalet days.. LOL

went back to bath.. and then watched them play citadel, a board game that kev brought.. then was mahjong time! hee.. few of us playing while few of them playing ps2.. the first "trial" was to help one of kev's fren, terence, to get to know how to play mahjong.. then after the trial, kevin changed places with me.. this time, they played with money.. i watched them played abit while watching tv too.. headed upstairs to sleep cos bth liao.. clara slept next to me.. the whole night we were unable to sleep well.. cos of the aircon blowing directly at us.. and the sound of the guys playing..


sat: woke up around 8 when terence came in.. some of them were sleeping downstairs.. went down to brush teeth lo.. i dun rmb whether we played any mahjong not.. but i dun think so.. went to eat mac for breakfast.. well, came back ard early noon i think.. started a new session of mahjong.. this time with money and im the one playing.. fortunately i din lose any money.. haha.. well i din win as well.. hmm.. they wanted to play soccer so went out with kev n friends to the beach.. clara played with them while kev and i watched them..

3 of his frens joined us.. and so he went to play with them as well.. finally get to see dear play soccer le =D.. 2 of his frens went back chalet cos one was sick, the other was tired.. i just watched.. we went back to the chalet ard 3pm.. hmm.. after that ar.. michael brought SHE concert dvd to watch.. so we watched it lo.. then went out to watch them set up the charcoal for the bbq.. they were making the charcoal to work for 1 hr plus i think -.-'' anyway, the bbq man came and we started bbqing.. ate and ate.. ppl started to come.. was actually ard 8 ppl then more ppl came..

it was near the end of our staying time.. last bit was the game, zhong ji mi ma.. however, the loser would ve to act out whatever is written down.. it was fun watching (cos i din play).. went to change and then waited for the farewell speech.. =) oh btw, the purpose of this chalet was to give a farewell chalet to luke who is going overseas to study.. i knew them as well so i went lo.. anyway, went home after that..


sun (today): finally went to watch spiderman 3 with dear at marina.. we went to scout for some jacket for his sis's wedding b4 going back his hse..

went back his hse to eat.. and then slacked a while b4 going home while he booked in le..


on a side note: btw, the internal joke i was talking abt was related to the movie.. haha.. and photos would be put up if only one of them would send me the chalet photos.. n dear is receiving so ever-the-slowly.. maybe i should get msn from them then they could pass it to me.. haha..

end of story. =D

ooh i finally received the photos on CS's bday!

enjoy!


da bday cake!


my luv and me! haha




"fan qie!"







nice nice pics.. how i wish i got a cam too.. hmmm...