Choices. esp when its hard to make.

I got a shock when i saw my result. Not that failing matters. i can always retake next yr and pass.

Its the incomplete result that infuriates me.

I really didnt know what to do.


if i retake that module, i have to do my 3 yrs course all over again but with lesser modules since i passed few of my other modules.

i contemplate changing to a complete different course in a different school. Den again theres nth i wanna take.

i forced myself to consider early childhood, psychology, translation and languages, cos those are kinda fun. my mum objects to their future career outlook.

i talked to a few others, and they confused my little mind. lol

So i decided to drop this IS and management course and to look for a job.

Then again, i thot to myself, what if inspiration nv come to me in that bounded office? Den my youth would be wasted without a degree. I will be 26 without a degree. i would totally hate myself for making the wrong decision.

OR

i could be 26 with a stupid IS degree. and den any kind of work wouldnt matter anymore cos i got my bachelor.

Well, Singapore is really a small place for anyone of us to try to further any kind of unique careers. I looked through sg private uni, they all dont provide asian studies (with specific country) or philosophy. Just when i thot i could take these courses, i realised those courses are not provided in Singapore uni. =.= Even if i do study them, i cant further my career with this kind of certs in singapore. although they would look REALLY cool.



I just talk to a classmate, whos from the same poly and course as i was, only diff year. The reason that we take these IS and mgmt in SIM is the same. IT is not a bad way to go. plus it doesnt ve too much programming like poly courses does. and they ve mgmt courses. only that she came alittle late to the sch, who could be my senior. oh, technically speaking, she is now, given my status. =.=

so now i reconsider dropping my bloody course. age 26-27 with a degree, and find a common job.

What luck, since im born in singapore. What other choices do i ve? i ve no interest in anything, so i can only temporarily go with this flow.


business, admin, banking, accounts, they are so so officey. and dull. and R&R. u go to work, u do ur job, u wait for clock to strike to go home. The next day starts again. Unless the work that u do does not bore u. its the life, not ur age that counts rite? in sg, its ur age that counts. why are u still as old, but without any money???!! u should be working out there man~~! what if u cant pay ur bills? and what! u dont ve any insurances, or cpf or bank investments?!! Old life should sucks bad. Ur childs educations should too.

In the end, its the living standards that counts.



i cant do the other above courses that i mentioned. So i plan to stick with this course.

Sui yuan ba. Ren ming le. Since i cannot do anything at all. literally.