i received an email from UOL about my incomplete result. and they say i pass it. woohoo!

so i can proceed to year 2 now.

its an admin error. but nvm about that now. the most impt thing is i pass! haha.



anyway, i am so hard on myself lately.

everything seems to go wrong. and i just feel as depressed as ever.

something is forever wrong with me. i cant seem to make the right decision and do the right thing. the naive, immature, kid brain just dont know what to do at times.



bad. the email that betty send me really had me thinking alot. more than i did ever, probably.

"We need to talk." simple as it is. i couldnt bring myself to do it. the same scene would just repeat itself.

aRh, aH.



life is hard.