i seriously feel like giving up.

why is it that however hardworking i am, or think how smart i am, i always turn out to be the otherwise?

maybe im not as hardworking afterall, and im just a stupid kid.

i dont even think about my future. Whatever come, comes.

i dont even know what i want to do.

Even if i got this degree den what? i cant possibly stay in the IT career, cos its not me at all.



not thinking about anything anymore.

choices in life is hard and uncertain.