aiyo.. feeling so tired everyday. my eyebag is heavier.

i just cant concentrate on study. although eprelim starts today. i have 4 more days to take 2 e-paper.

ive been so lethargic that i cant even concentrate in jap class. i dont even feel like going, if its wasnt dear's call that woke me up from my nap. i feel like i need extra energy for brain processing. I performed badly in class yesterday. been stuttering over jap words, when i usually weave it through the sentence structure. my brain isnt working.

Tried sleeping early. no use at all. even its at my daily hours and timing of sleeping.

i wonder if i can finish studying isdm today and take the paper tmr. and den give myself time to take otia paper on friday.

theres a last lesson for isdm tmr. but i think im skipping it to take my e-paper.



yday was worse. i went to sch early in the morning, to find out theres no more lessons for otia. since theres poa after otia class, i try to study and slack at the same time for 3 hours. i napped at the table for 1 hour and tried to study otia. haha. well kinda futile. i cant study well outside my house. its too much distraction.

met angie for lunch. she was at sch early too but didnt go for hr class cos she forgot her stack of hr notes.

after lunch, we waited outside our class to wait for her hr class to finish b4 we go in for poa.

she disappeared halfway thru class to study with her fren. haha.

j just went home after poa, cos was feeling as tired as b4. cant even study with her without my full set of notes.



ay ay. now im feeling tired as yday, even though i just wake up from my nap. i know i shouldnt sleep. the more i sleep, the same feeling wouldnt go away. but even if i dont try to nap, i would become zombie and i know i wouldnt study.

anyway, i think i ordered the agnes b bag from ebay. i just need the seller to reply me. i seen this bag and tried it b4 at taka. but its too ex. now they selling it cheaper on ebay so i took up the offer haha.

wah, even playing games and watching anime now make me feel worst. firstly, i would feel that im neglecting my studies. 2ndly, i would become more tired. haha. 3rdly, i dont ve the energy for them.

the weather just make it worst. argh!! i know its raining soon. just look at dark sky outside la. wah lau. make me feel sleepy again, although i just wake up.

now im just blogging so i wouldnt ve to study and make myself having migraine and den ve to go back to sleep again. and by blogging, its so far the most relaxing activity i can find on the computer. oh 3rd reason, my brain cant take in any more study materials. haiz. maybe i should just take my epaper without finishing mugging. cos im just cramping every thing into my head now. it wouldnt help to understand or organise any thoughts now.

oh yea, btw its just what i put as my msn nick, if i can retrieve any info at will whenever i pick up any info, i would be a superhuman by now. sucks. i wonder how im going to score for all these papers. and its only 4 mod, 2 which i ve taken b4 somemore. sigh~~

mugging mugging mugging man...

zzz...