argh.. motorola droid is not coming to singapore. its okay.. i ve got an alternative - HTC hero. too bad that my contract is not eligible for upgrade yet. =( or else i would have the phone right here right now. anyone wanna give me for xmas? xD

been doing projects day in day out. sigh. that my hair is dropping.. zzz.. i haven gotten enough sleep haha. cos ive been staying up late =x



okay, time to enjoy some christmas festive! looking forward to meet up some frens and my bro's bday!

how about some gifts eh? i ve got a few items that i would like.. haha..

- HTC hero! xD

- burberry sling bag (its been in my wish list for sometime now..)

- casual pants (jeans are too tight for me, cant breath =X)

- backpack for laptop

- some classic long necklace? (i found myself plain without accessory on my blouses)

- hair spray (for my messy, flyaway hair)



need to find time to go shopping!byee~

stupid thoughts in my head again.

i am forever pessimistic. sigh.

if i am unique, like some ppl say i am, den how come i dont feel unique, or being loved by everyone becos im me?

instead, i feel more like unwanted, a stumbling block, an extremely selfish person.

sorry, despair hits once again.

I just want to be me and being loved because im uniquely me. =(

gotten too slack after i had my interview of my rpis project and my pc died on me few days ago. couldnt start to do my sfen nor rpis projects on my netbook. =(

well, now that my pc is revived, by the miraculous hands of dear lol. i do noe how to fix it 'kay, just that i dont ve what it takes to do hardware fixing. i knew that my ram wasnt properly placed by myself. =.=

yea so, i was saying.. now that i have my desktop back, i can start working again. be it sfen or rpis.

sfen project need not a comp to do yet. but i was so vexed by my own desktop, i couldnt get any work done. zzz.


dear had his first 2 exam papers started, one is yday, and the other is today. 3 papers more to go. jiayous. ^.^

so he had alittle bit of time to come help me fix my pc after we met for dinner just now. =D


okay, i need to go back to doing my project, or else im starting to fall back again.

looking forward to dec. ^.^

okay too much baby fats..

i stopped doing exercise altogether. mostly is because im too lazy. haha..

i prefer cycling machine den tread mill.. because u sit and cycle with ur legs, u dont stand and tread. waste too much of my energy.



i have a little bit of time before i move on to another chapter of my thesis.

oh now i think i prefer literature review to surveys and interviews. drats.

apart from those, drawing models. but models are fine. at least i dont have to worry about wad to ask people. =.=

fine, my project is easy. other ppl's projects are ten times harder than mine.

im not saying mine is hard, its just tough, doing alone. Having deadline helps, but when u are doing it alone, you dont even care about deadlines.


Teammates motivate you. Esp when they are working super hard. U feel u have to catch up with them too.

Just like when i was doing my fyp for poly. My part wasnt really crucial to the project, but it makes me feel like i have to do it, ya know?



why is my download so slow? ...

my pc got probs with my harddisk again. but thanks to my "unknown identity" classmate, i got it solved. haha.



xmas is coming. i can feel it.

cos its been raining almost everyday. >.<

hmm, wonder what to buy for gifts. umbrella? haha.. < i still dont get y my fren says im funny =.=' >



gg prepare for sch soon. tata!

okay skin's changed. All bcos my previous blogskin images are blocked by photobucket.. haha.

just lazy to find more image for the blog.

anyway, going back to playing RO.

my love tank is empty again. =(I think it has always been lidat thats why ive been feeling depressed and resentful.And theres nothing i can go about it. Unless my primary love languages is being filled. ='(