Brought another pair of shoes yday while shopping at vivo.

Found another brand that i like! Its naturalizer! Comfortable and suitable for my feet. Although the new pair seems as high as the one i got in tokyo. I love that tokyo pair, but bcos i wash it, de leather loosen and i cant wear it anymore. =((

Anyways, i ve a pair of Hush puppies (in shoe closet), 2 pairs of Scholls, 1 pair of Sketcher, and a new pair of Naturalizer! I'm getting used to abit of heights cos i always like a good pair of shoes with heights. Mind you, they are not heels (i cant wear heels and stilettos.) And well, i start to learn to walk properly anyway since my physio, so hopefully its not a problem. =)) Besides, I realizes i starting to dislike flat shoes which really hurt my feet after i stand / walk for a tad too long. My good pair of Sketcher, with a big of height and comfortable, is really lasting for shopping haha. (Yes, I have flat foot. Maybe that's why flat shoes is bad for me. Although probably they are more stable for me.)

Oh and i have gotten a gym ball for my physio as well. I used it once when I was in TTSH and i found it quite useful. I haven wash it and use it yet. Starting to use next week. Hopefully it helps to strengthen my hips and balancing.

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Wish i have a passion about something. That i will do something that i will not regret doing. And doing them enthusiastically. This way I will know that i live for something.

Hm, something i like and i dreamt about. I dreamed about being a professional / good swimmer (not limited by any boundaries), but i don't wanna earn money by being a swimmer. Just something that i want to show others that I'm good at and proud of.

I used to think about being in a volunteering organisation. Those for helping others and stuffs like that. Not to say that I'm a Saint la, but it feels good to help. =) Thinking of joining SOS as a volunteer now. I don't know why. I know I would lend my ear to anyone in distress if it will make them feel better. =) Though it's a tiring work.

"...as a way of helping others and contributing to the society. And I thought that it is never too early or late to start volunteering. " -- quoted from a female volunteer in SOS

"Figuratively, “Good Samaritans” are persons who go out of their way to perform acts of kindness to others, especially strangers." -- abstracted taken from Answers.com


Sometimes I wonder the interesting facts and knowledge being a psychologist, yet of cos im not qualify to be one. My bro always tell me that I'm not suitable to be one. Maybe, but I'm always intrigued by the human's emotions and behaviors. Even when I walk on the streets, I will sometimes differ why some strangers behave in the way they do. Haha, really intriguing.

I would try to understand why some colleagues say the things they say. It could be totally hurting, but i wonder why? Is it because of something / emotions / people that triggers these? Okay, sometimes i really think why they are so judgmental as in they think so badly of another person(s). Can't they put themselves in other people's shoes? But of cos, I would never get involved in all of these politics. That's why i preferred to work somewhere with a bit of "人情味". Work is never understanding, but people can be.


Questions of the mind. Again.