2 years later, my brother will have a successful career, a life he wanted and would carry on this life in a direction, while i am a fickle-minded girl who doesn't know wad she wants. I cannot see my future and 2 years later, i will be the same person as i am now, not sure where my direction is.

Who am i? What do i want? Who do i want to be?

So many questions that i asked myself since i was in poly. And for so many years, i never bother returning the answers to my own questions. That was b'cos i had a straight line while i was in school, not bothering about the future at all. Now that school lives are over, i begin to worry. What am i good for? Am i good in anything at all?

One of my colleagues says that i am a fickle-minded person in a humorous conversation, which i took her words seriously only now.

Hai.. sorry no conclusion.. just alot on my mind. Hmm..