Aiya, normally when i read down syndrome (I'm not having this disease but similar) symptoms, i wonder if i'm really a retard, only mildly. To be honest, I have difficulty expressing my emotions and hence, communicate my thoughts to ppl. I am easily short-term. Plenty to do with my common sense as well. Sometimes, i really wonder where the hell is my common sense? Well, that is one symptom of my condition. Of cos, the others are my physical conditions.

Probably I develop autism since childhood, which is why i am depressed all the time, and always having negative emotions.

Something is definitely wrong with me. Outsiders can't see it, they just think that I'm a wierd person. Not even my family members. They don't even bother to check up the disease that i have. zZzz.. And I can feel it. I can feel people's eyes. It is not paranoid la.. dui.. I have been dealing with this everyday since i was young okay! And i try to be normal in every way. But of cos i know it's not enough. It's really hard.

It's like having a down syndrome, at least ppl knows that you are born this way bcos it's visible unless it's mild.

Yea I'm also having mild symptoms also, which is why i am seen as a 'fit' person. In fact, i am not. There's a lot of things i cannot do. i am not pampered! i just cannot do some basic tasks! Would ppl pls understand?! It's not like an overnight thing where i can improved my symptoms and be a normal girl once and for all! ='((( I desire to be a lovely girl.

i think i need social counselling. =.='' I am glad this blog is a place for me to shout.

*breathe in, breathe out*