I am not a hardcore fan of Shinhwa, but since no one goes with me, I had to get a standing pen ticket where my colleague had bought herself to.
Anyway, I knew I wouldn't see all of the six members clearly at where i was standing(being behind some tall ppl in front). But i was awed when I saw them in-person. Their first appearance, and im like "Omg, are they real? Wow, they are so pretty..." Hahaha...
I was stunned by the loud blaring music, the glaring lights and the screams of fans beside me (practically shouting into my eardrums =.=)
My apologies to Shinhwa hardcore fans out there:
I didnt know how to jump and sing along, b'cos firstly, i was squeezed like a sardine, 2ndly and sadly, i didnt know their previous songs that much.
Most of the time, I didnt understand what they were saying. But.. the concert ticket was worth it, bcos its the first concert at the standing pen and i got to see the idols close-up while enjoying the hard core fans' atmosphere (somehow like being one myself haha).
Seriously, most of the time i was thinking like "These 6 ppl must be so blessed now. So happy. " "Are they crying now?" "What were the rest of the members thinking?" "I would like to be one myself. To be in their shoes." "How did they fight stage-fright with dozens of eyes staring at you from below stage?" and just being awed, staring at them singing.
Secretly, I thought they must thinking why this girl is so wierd, "Standing there like a stone, amongst all these screaming." Well, I know im not directly visible, but i know im visible to a few members becos this taller fan in front was taking hye sung most of the time. And well, there's a gap. I feel like I had a small space around me. =.= Imagination much. HAHA!
Still stunned though.