Woo! today i feel like writing in my own blog again.. and because I forced myself to be on leave haha!

As usual, I always daydream while having breakfast. And as usual, I found myself thinking about something worth mentioning in my blog..


My colleague, Sab, was asking me if a particualar guy was "shuai", which could means handsome or cool in Chinese. I knew she was referring to the former, but I answered her in terms of coolness. So she was abit shocked that I found him "shuai". I told her I said so because he's a good guy. =)

She asked me a series of other male colleagues, if I find them "shuai"? Then she came across Allen, our ex-colleague, who just resigned not long ago. I answered in a jiffy, "Shuai!". In terms of look, he is good-looking, but he is a really nice guy as I respect both his attitude and personality. I respect people like him, so I was a bit disappointed when he told us he was resigning. Then again, I thought it could be better for him. I thought about him because we rarely chat in MSN, but yesterday he looked me up, asking me "how's things with the ?", and then we gossiped for a while. He's a good guy, because once he drove me and another colleague back home, and because it was raining heavily and he could only send me to Chinese Garden MRT station, he actually called after I reached the platform and said he felt guilty and wanted to U-turn back to fetch me. I felt appreciated, but I told him that it was not necessary 'cos the train station is near where I live. I think that was because he knew about my leg condition, and I was really appreciated. =)

Later on, Sab came across some good-looking but not-so-cool colleagues. I denied them of their "shuai"-ness lol.

Then I went on to day-dream about how a person mold and grow in a working environment. Sab was my BA 1 year ago, that was when I started working in NEC. Because of her, I kinda mold into working better. I was thinking that if a company allows you to mold and grow into a better person, that is a worthy company of staying. If you think you can grow out of that state, as in you can find better place to improve, then by all means, go to that better place. I was debating with myself, if "jumping ships" is good or bad for a person. It could be seen as a person not loyal to an organisation and keep wanting to change companies. Or it could be seen as a good sign of trying to improve oneself as you think that you can improve better in other "ships". I dare not conclude anything. It's a personal thing. Haha..

Back to my slump. yay~