i got a funny feeling today. not bcos im sick.. haha..


u see, theres this thing with girls that we refused to admit.. we r too emotional and we take it out on the guys who got ??? on their heads everytime it happens..

revengeful girls always try to ignore the men when the guys refuse to admit their faults(of anything LOL)..

but when men neglect the women, its often unintentional...


when guys neglect girls, we feel terrible
on the scale of 1-10, i give it a 9 for gals..
and for guys, i give it 0.. (they dunno what they ve done)


when girls ignore guys, they..
feel something, but dismiss it quick.. i give it a scale for guys of 3
and for girls, i give it 8.. (we often feel guilty abt it LOL)


NB: this doesnt apply to those sensitive guys..


and so..

this concludes that girls r more emotional... and unreasonable.. at times... LOL

but it also bring out the insensitivity in men and totally clueless abt what's happening with their girls..


i can do nth abt this.. so this is what i ve pond abt just in the kitchen(i like to stay there after eating and staring into space)
comment this pls? m i correct?

dear booked out on thurs evening..

i met him after my socie revision in sch.. went home first cos my bag heavy and later on need to go meet his family for dinner..

met him at lakeside and took train to outram to take his sis's car to central mall at clark quay..

ate ramen at a jap restaurant there.. the soup very thick very nice.. and the meat very tender as well..

walked abit and waited for his sis to clean her engagement ring at sookee.. then went home le..


fri got ibm revision..

sch canteen din open on good friday.. mega bites is full of ppl.. so kw me n her frens went to bukit timah hawker to eat.. were rushing cos only got 1 hr lunch break..

went to wait for bus near the mac there.. while on the bus, i saw dear n his fren at the busstop! i din see him and he din see me at the busstop.. only after i boarding the bus then he saw me.. kw saw him too..

happened that dear and frens went to np to play soccer.. and then went to ate at mac.. so was waiting to take bus to clementi..

since i still got 2 more hrs to finish class.. i told him to wait for me.. and then we went back his hse..

played some ps2 games and went home le..


yday i met dear and his frens for dinner cos its his fren's 21st bday..

we went to anchor point(opp ikea) and ate at sakuraya..

was planning to buy cake at first.. then clara told me to buy when we eat halfway.. so went to bengawan solo to get a blackforest cake for the 12 ppl..

there were only 3 girls.. me clara and one's of kev's fren's gf.. well we din noe her so we din talk to her at all..

anyway it was quite fun celebrating 21st bday haha..

after dinner.. the bday boy went to sing ktv wit his frens.. the rest also wanna sing.. i having quite abit of a headache so went home with dear.. he dun sing as well.. end up the rest of the gang went to watch movie..

so thats all for weekends.. =)

OMG.. the link below links to flooble horoscope found in betty's blog..

the description in each signs is really sarcastic and unfortunately true..

here --> http://www.flooble.com/fun/horoscope.php

read it and u know that u cant change urself.. LOL.. and there i was, going "how how ar? so zhun man.." -.-

i would be passing my time away idly for the next 2 more years.. yes, to admit, studying is a waste of time.. u dun really apply most of what u studied to ur career.. it just helped to obtain a stable job.. i keep thinking im going to spend 2 more yrs like that.. the only thing is i will be seeing the usual group of frens in sch for the next 2 yrs..

i am living my life simply and lifeless.. okay la.. i am abit more xinfu cos ive got a partner by my side.. someone that is more than a dear friend.. someone that u can spend ur days with and depend on.. to say it simply.. u exploit him la.. lol.. cos u cant exploit a friend ma.. he he he.. of cos at the same time, he exploits u too =.=

i am so sian now! dun wanna study arh!!!

i M a lazy pig who does nth but eat n sleep the whole day long.. and of cos either play com or watch tv..

everyday i am just waiting.. for dear to book out... i think i am lifeless..



waiting is really xinku.. man..

how i wish he can quickly ORD..



i just came back from his house.. cos i wanted to see him badly.. so i went to find him without telling him =X


counting down to june 2008..

BANG! 1 month down.. 14 more months to go..


*slap self* shaddup and go slp la.. talk so much~ *grumbles*

wanna noe what i ve doing since mock exam?



Nothing...


at all...



Other than the revision starting recently.. i am absolutely slacking all the way.. refusing to study more..

cos i think theres still 1 month more to the final exam and since i ve study enough during mock.. i only need to revise them.. haha..

although i think dear might be right that im having no pimples when im studying.. still.. lz ma.. he he..


well, i am so "free" now i might be able to go out now n then.. if there wasnt for the stupid aircon man to come and fix our broken aircons!!



my windows vista nearly broke down bcos i installed alcohol 120%, but luckily i am able to revive the whole com again.. else games like Sims2, oblivion, civ4, RO would perished from the face of my com together.. whew!

yea that desktop of my bro's, not mine, is for gaming purposes.. so i only use it when i wanna play my game, other than the game that is not compatible with vista.. *sian 1/2*



i think i might wanna start working after final exams and all the way.. cos i would really slack for the 3 whole months not going to sch!

so i was thinking..

if jo going to quit her job, shall we find one together next time? or u planning to do something else le?

well, tell me abt it when i see u online bah.. ja neh~!

Avril Lavigne - Girlfriend

[Chorus]
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don't like your girlfriend!
No way! No way!
I think you need a new one
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your girlfriend

Hey! Hey! You! You!
I know that you like me
No way! No way!
No it's not a secret
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your girlfriend

You're so fine
I want you mine
You're so delicious
I think about ya all the time
You're so addictive
Don't you know what I could do to make you feel alright?
(alright alright alright alright)
Don't pretend I think you know I'm damn precious
Hell yeah
I'm a mother fucking princess
I can tell you like me too and you know I'm right
(I'm right I'm right I'm right)

She's like so whatever
You could do so much better
I think we should get together now
And that's what everyone's talking about!

[Chorus]
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don't like your girlfriend!
No way! No way!
I think you need a new one
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your girlfriend

Hey! Hey! You! You!
I know that you like me
No way! No way!
No it's not a secret
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your girlfriend

I can see the way, I see the way you look at me
And even when you look away I know you think of me
I know you talk about me all the time again and again
(and again and again and again)
So come over here, tell me what I want to hear

Better yet make your girlfriend disappear
I don't want to hear you say her name ever again
(And again and again and again!)

She's like so whatever
You could do so much better
I think we should get together now
And that's what everyone's talking about!

[Chorus]
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don't like your girlfriend!
No way! No way!
I think you need a new one
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your girlfriend

Hey! Hey! You! You!
I know that you like me
No way! No way!
No it's not a secret
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your girlfriend

In a second you'll be wrapped around my finger
Cause I can, cause I can do it better
There's no other
So when's it gonna sink in
She's so stupid
What the hell were you thinking?

In a second you'll be wrapped around my finger
Cause I can, cause I can do it better
There's no other
So when's it gonna sink in
She's so stupid
What the hell were you thinking?

[Chorus]
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don't like your girlfriend!
No way! No way!
I think you need a new one
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your girlfriend

Hey! Hey! You! You!
I know that you like me
No way! No way!
No it's not a secret
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your girlfriend
No Way No Way...
Hey Hey

okay.. tag game.. i ve been tagged so...

5 things you might not know about me:

1. i refuse to wear bikini cos i am self aware of my own figure..
2. im an extremely boring person..
3. i love to use my computer so much, even if its just clicking rubbish..
4. i think alot but dunno how to convey it well..
5. i can DO stuffs, but lazy to do them.. hehe..


5 following taggers:
1. xiuxian
2. shujun
3. kaiwen
4. jiejin
5. joanne

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its last thurs that xiuxian n yewen came my hse to bbq.. of cos we use my parent's electric grill..

like i say, luckily my mum's not in, else she would xia dao and thought the houses on fire LOL..

ate and clean the kitchen..

i went to bath and we played sims for a while b4 we started on playing monopoly.. had fun(cos i won LOL) cos its been ages since we played monopoly..

mother bought food for us cos papa nv come home to eat.. watched tv n then they went home ard 8+


fri came and i was staying at home trying to install internet and games in my new desktop..

sat - i went to dear's hse and i went down to swim.. after which i bathed, we went to TM to eat ajisen n watched music n lyrics..

sun, mon n today were slacking days.. my bro bought a new game so we played Oblivion together..


oh n i finished watching ai qing mo fa shi le!! nvm bored ppl r like that one.. keep watching tb like me.. hahaha.. =X not that im referring to u all but =X hehe.. bye!

entertainment of the day..

hmm? what is ben doing?


oh it's sunbathing.. haha..


look here and smile!

HaPPy 1 YeAr Anniversary to mY Cutest Kevin!! LOL.. (o.^)

so fast orh.. not too long, not too short too..

although not celebrating today.. but i feel so happy thinking abt the past year we ve been together.. and wishing for more of these years to come =P

just want to say, i am happy to ve found u.. u make my loopholes seem small when im with u.. for these moment, i could really dun care abt my image and be myself.. i love the smiles and even the tears when it comes to you.. although our relationship is simple, i love the simplicity for it is with less worries and less complicated.. just to be with you is all i care about.. *pls be at my side for as long as possible..*

socie finally finished on last wed.. went out with yinghui, william, alvin and his fren.. the girls din come for the mock i think cos din see them.. anyway, i took cab with the girl and william to ps while alvin n yh ride bike there.. found them in the arcade.. went to eat long john for lunch... was hungry after the 3 hrs pp.. walked ard somemore.. after the girl left, the 4 of us went paradiz to play billiard.. of cos i din join, just watched.. was really tired after the pp liao.. so while watching them, i also wanting to sleep ahaha.. they also tired cos the last 2 balls hit until very long.. left the place ard 5 plus.. were initially tryin to wait for 502 home.. then will was meeting his gf ard 7.30pm so had nth to do for the moment.. alvin accompany him.. yh wanted to go for work one but they persuade him to go watch 300 with them so he got urgent leave.. haha.. i just accompany them to buy tix and then we went gelare to eat abit b4 dinner.. after that, i took 502 home for dinner..

then i slack all the way, cos the last mock pp is next wed which is programming.. so leave it to next week to study haha..

sat.. dear came to buy me lunch.. and then we waited for my bro to book out b4 we went to suntec to join my parents to go IT fair.. my cousin was there too cos she needed buy a com too.. ate dinner at surf N turf b4 going to the fair.. bought acer desktop without the monitor(cos resolution not high enuff).. specs quite good though.. was 1699 then after minusing monitor and adding to 2 gb RAM its 1707.. cheap rite.. my cousin went to buy acer laptop haha.. after that we went home already lo.. delivery is on wed..

today went cine with dear to watch 'im a cyborg'.. after that went to walk around taka buy finger food to eat as lunch haha.. walked ard taka to look at shoes n bags.. of cos din get anything lo.. so just went home le.. was planning to take 502 one.. waited for what seems like eternity b4 the bus came n -.- the bus was packed!! so decided to take the train and walked home.. wasted our time man.. shite.. gw was preparing to book in while i reached home so dear waited for him as well so they could take the train together.. well.. thats my day..

1st yr anni is coming but theres nth to celebrate.. lol.. like i say b4, hes not out and im gonna study so.. too bad for me.. although im not sure if its too bad for him not.. haha..

Tata!

mock period.. abit stress.. go out also stress.. haha..

lately went out cos wanna relax.. been cooped in the house for few weeks already.. sat went to marina with dear dear... ate burger king for lunch/dinner around 4?? dunno.. lol then played his DS.. walked more.. and then went to suntec?? i already forgot where we went already lol.. i think we went carrefour.. oh yea suntec.. cos my parents were there booking tickets to go shanghai -.-'' but i din go find them though.. i just noe they r there.. erm.. i think we went home around 9.. me n bro ate a whole roasted chicken that my mum bought in carrefour for supper.. lol.. dear went home around 10 plus..

sunday.. met xx n yw at lot 1.. we were planning to eat suki sushi to celebrate xx's bday.. then ard 2, sj came to join us.. the 5 of us went back to jp.. lol.. and went to delifrance for a really slacking session.. ate fondant and ice cream.. and drank mocha.. after eating the sushi.. very shen qi rite? LOL.. oh why we nv take photo sia?? i long time nv take with u girls liao leh.. aiyo..
while the sisters went home, sj pei us and we went to the comic connection.. nth to look at.. and then went home.. ready to eat another round of good food.. haha.. its amazing my tummy is still that small.. (sheesh..)

oh btw.. psycho pp was fine on last friday.. din really finish in time but overall still satisfied.. but today's stats pp totally suck.. no time to finish the 2 hr paper.. crap la.. then so many dunno how to do.. final pp how?? i hope its easy enough.. like the past yr pp.. haiz.. read the past yr pp also no use sia..

tmr got socie.. and i haven eat lunch yet.. later studying last chap.. dun feel like studying.. lol.. well.. gotta go.. cya..

its amazing how our relationship is reaching 1 yr soon.. what feel like a few months ago that we started it.. we only had a few ups and downs(cos they r abt the same reason) not like major conflict like some couples do.. or maybe its still during the honeymoon period which may last up to 1-2 years i guess.. im not old yet but im not young either.. its time to be thinking abt the future.. i believe u girls r thinking the same way too right.. that horoscope is right, when i found my true love, i will not let go.. sometimes i will start to think abt having a family already.. and having to educate my children make my life happier.. lately, i ve been thinking life is tiring at work or in social life.. which is y u need ur family to support u too..

in the past, i love getting older.. now i want to stop getting old.. but mainly thinking that studying life is the best days in ur entire life.. and the age we r in now suppose to ve the most out of it.. we ve responsibilities as we get old, but right as this age its not to the point that we ve to fulfil those responsibilities.. until we ve our own families.. when we were young, we dun ve the senses yet to make out of the world.. now we do and we ve the choices to do things that we like.. until we ve our own families.. age 18-24 is da best age in our life.. haha.. dun let them go to waste man..

well, time to sleep.. good nite.. =)

Well happy new year everyone..

although its cny, i dun ve the mood and i am so disturbed.. by the fact that i still ve upcoming mock exams and that my bf is still daoing me online.. aniways shall summarize what happen these 2 days..

chuyi.. woke up early by my ssttupiddd bro.. it turned out he wanted to eat breakfast opposite as early as possible, say 8am? -.- anyway, after they came back.. we prepared to go to my grams hse for lunch.. had lunch and play daidee the whole afternoon.. went home ard 4 plus.. and then which my father's side relatives came to bai nian and ve dinner..

chuer.. again, woke up quite early.. but not by my bro.. its bcos we r going to the temple to visit my grams(father's side).. left the haiyin shi ard 11 plus and took a cab down to tampines which my aunt's family live.. had steamboat and played the game where u guessed the total number of dices and then the loser would ve to be hit(by the plastic hand of cos).. this game is shown on scv hosted by xu nai ying and zheng guo cheng(those who ve scv would noe what im talking abt)..

anyway, left the place at 4 plus and took cab to the west.. my father wanted to go home so we took the taxi back home first b4 heading to jp.. its early to go my po po's hse so went jp for a walk.. nth is open.. 'cept for watson, guardian, body shop, toys'rus, mac, pizzahut, delifrance(basically the multinational companies) etc.. went to wait for taxi at the taxi stand to go to my po po's place.. ate dinner at her hse and watched some tv.. and come back around 8 plus le..

shall continue updating tmr.. good nite and gong xi fa cai..

y guys r just insensitive creatures? the book i saw in kino is true.. "its obvious to see that a woman is hurt, but it takes for a slap, some tears or barking to let men noe that they r upset" , "a guy said, i din say anything and yet my wife noes that im upset"

i dun think he even care whether we meet during cny anot.. maybe he can be satisfy with only 1-2 hrs of companionship.. but i cant.. i need plenty of time to be with him.. i rather we not meet up at all if its such a short time.. ok lo... ok what? why not bother at all? why nonchalent attitude? i dun get it at all.. my ex always dunno what im thinking abt.. now i make it clear for dear to noe what im thinking abt and all i get is nothing.. no response.. what am i supposed to do? inside i feel so pent-up and disppointed.. y do i feel like i dun exist? do u even care? u can even criticise me for being too whiny.. i just want u to reply u get it? i feel so helpless.. i dunno what to do.. i need to open up more.. although i dun really need ur reply, i need ur heart to listen what my heart is feeling.. right now, its bleeding.. can u hear it? i always tell myself to give up waiting for ur reply.. but i really want to hear something.. like "hows ur day?" n not "haha" in every sentence u reply..

u dun even communicate with me much on msn when u r at home.. at least a good nite when u offline then i'll noe i stand a place in ur heart.. u r already taking 3/4 of my heart already.. so i hope to gain that too in urs.. sometimes i think i offer too much in this r/s.. but i also tell myself that u too put effort in.. pls make our love continually hoping for everyday.. i am not discourage, i am just disappointed.. u r just like a total different person when u r at home.. i always thought that u r at home, we can talk more.. however thats not the case... i... want to break down already.. pls talk to me..

gong xi fa cai o..

yday, went to jp with mum n dad to continue their nian huo shopping.. ate at crystal jade for dinner.. then papa went to buy his watch at citychain.. headed to liberty after that.. finally went home around 9pm.. the roads linking to my avenue street is jam.. cos alot of ppl is going opp my hse for last min shopping.. i din really notice that my hse there is an attraction until now.. =.=

had no mood to study for the whole of yday and today and the rest of cny.. shall rest until wed and then continue studying again..

met dear, love, dan n yq to go cityhall for shopping.. we went suntec and ate at kfc.. i bought a belt and a blouse at this fashion.. thx to love for her membership card =) wallked for a while and went bugis and which dear left for his cny eve dinner.. waited for yq to get his yusheng and then went kino for a while.. which we went home shortly after..

just finished my sumptous meal.. looking forward for the night and then chuyi and chuer..

again, i wish all a HAPPY CNY!

my hope for vday did come true~! =D

the day b4 vday i was baking cookies with my cousins.. had a nice time baking =) and chitchatting.. and of cos they ve a NICE time playing with the massage chair hor..
my mum came home to supervise the baking(she scared her kitchen tio burnt) lol.. anyway, went to jp after eating dinner.. bought some neccessary items for the cookies.. and me n xx bought a bag each! so happy.. cos ive been looking for cny bag for nearly 2 mths already haha...

received red roses around the mid-morning of vday.. delivery of cos.. and dear booked out for the night.. we went opposite to eat mac for dinner.. wierd hor.. haha.. nvm la.. as long as he's there can le.. he booked in again around 10pm..

nice week.. cos its vday n cny week... LOL ar... mai tok cock liao.. go study.. later going jp for more cny stock up.. :P CIAU..

i found this while looking thru my past posts.. and i realised its mostly accurate for me.. ever since i posted it and its becoming more n more true..


VIRGO WOMAN She will be similar to Leo woman in appearance. A slim woman who walks with confident and proud. She has an egg shape facial structure, high and round forehead. She likes to look straight as if she is searching. She is not a pretentious type and will always say what she thinks.

You will see Virgo woman walks fast. She will try her best to be perfect, to look perfect and to feel perfect even though there is no such perfection. She is very delicate of what and how she dress. She is bright and easily despair with obstacles. She likes smart guy who will be compatible with her, so if you are a rich dumb guy, you can forget about her right now.

She is not a very possessive or jealous person for she expects respect from her love one. She does not like a part time lover, or a temporary mate. If she finds her dream man, she will not go away. If she does not like you, she will always keep a certain distant. Act proper and appropriate is her discipline.

She does not like and can not stand bad languages, cursing words or phrase. She likes a gentleman who opens the doors for her. She wants to feel protected and when a man taking care of her, she will feel like a complete woman.

She memorizes everything about other people and about herself very well. She can really keep secret, you can trust her on this. She likes a refreshing and a mild scent. She is very delicate in maintaining her beauty, so you could see she is seriously picking soap which match and most suit her skin. Do not comment her on this very picky habits, it is her happiness in working full times as a self beautifier.

She is not an innocent angle for sometimes she can be as tough as steel. Even she easily despair, she is not the type to cry over it. She is a shy type, so making speech in front of the room can make her nervous even she walks and talks confidently.

She only searches for true love, not just any love. Her love is an ideal one. She likes to think no one is neater and as effective as her, which can irritate you sometimes for there is no such thing. She likes sweet talk, but she can slip and say something unpredictable and unbearable to you too. When she stops getting mad, she will totally forget what she just said and be an angle again. If you have a date with her, you'd better be there on time.

Flowers and sweet word can calm her down. If you want to say sorry, make it brief and straight forward. Do not drag your apologetic words into a long making it up event, it could lead you to another world war. She likes her man to dress nice and clean. She is good in details especially with money. Do not make she thinks that she is a clown or funny. In the beginning of knowing her, please try not to glance at other pretty woman so much. Early period of dating her, try not to hold her so much in public, it would not be a proper thing to do. She loves books, stage play and music and likes to criticize about them too.

Criticism woman is her icon including big and small things in life starting from your hair, your dress , and the way you talk. If you are in love with her, be as almost perfect as your can.

let me clarify myself again..

if u guys probably dun know or dun understand.. its not by choice that im freaking slow.. im just born to be slow n weak.. which is y i depends on ppl sometimes.. im hurt that my mum actually thinks that i want to be dependent on ppl.. do u know its hard to ask ppl for help? thats its embarrassing? u dun think that i do not want to help too? but everytime i try to help, ppl would just say "nvm la.. u go sit down. leave it to us."

do u noe that feeling when u arent able to help but stand around doing nth? which is y i always offer to wash up after a bbq/clear up the mess or something like that..

and y is it i always go stand ard doing nth when they told me to do so? cos i noe myself well.. its either my assistance to them is a hinder(slow) or make it even worse.. im abit irritated when ppl say, "aiya give it to me la.. im faster lor.."

its forgivable when ppl i dunno too well complain abt me.. but i really hope that u guys understand cos u ve known me for so long already.. i really appreciate u guys for helping me.. i really do.. sometimes u guys r just auto when it comes to me.. LOL like im chan fei or something *okay thats a joke*

do u get now y i cannot drive a car? or ride a bike? or carry a hot soup? or even stand still? its the same logic.. i cannot balance well and my hands r a whole lot shaky than u guys do.. like old ppl sia.. =(

but the best thing that happens to me is that, god gave me something good in return.. which is a guy that truly loves me for who i am, and having a great family and friends around..


sometimes i really do wish that im normal enough.. if ppl see me, they would just see my beauty and not my legs.. darn.. i hate that feeling.. sometimes they just stare at ur leg and u like u r an alien..
and sometimes they just stare at me bcos i walk like an idiot..

which is y my mum always say, "ni mei you she mo yong? ren jia yao kan ni qiang zhuang he jian kang ma.." its not totally her fault when she scolds me.. its just im like that what.. what to do.. its not that i dun wanna eat.. i just cant eat.. *to cousins: diff from minghan hor.. he just dun wanna eat*


i think i blog abt this some time ago.. haha.. cos i rmb what i typed at that time.. aiya, oh and god bless me a fairly good brain as well so i can go study now =.=

i dunno y but i am full of hope for tmr although i know exactly that nothing much will happen.. i keep thinking that alot of surprises will come.. although i know perfectly well that my dear is not a romantic person. and there i am, experiencing my vday(first with him) at home.. the first time thing always matter to me, and somehow theres always barrier to these first-time wishes with him.. my first(with kev) xmas was 2006 and nth really much happen, my first new yr with him was 2007 and although we manage to see the fireworks, i wasnt very much happy cos i wish for something more.. his first bday celebration with me should be him preparing for ndp.. our first yr anniversary should be me studying at hm.. y is there always something obstructing my first-time wishes? i hope for our first time cny together shouldnt be bad n hope that he can see that our first moments together are always not satisfying.. somehow i feel depressing again.. when its time for all this occasions.. nth will change.. nth will change..

i aim on getting 45-50 but somehow i dunno leh.. how to get second upper with scores like that?? *sigh* maybe second lower will do.. how how..

did my ibm paper today.. 7-10pm.. 4 out of 10 qns.. i noe how to do them but somehow my mind keep on forgetting stuff when i studied for 2 weeks liao.. every qn though is only 1 1/2 - 2 pages.. they require us to at least write 5 pages in total to hand in or else not submit it to uol LOL i realised my essay sucks.. i can see ppl writing up to 3 pages per qn sia -.- i forgot lots of stuff which is y the only limited choice was the one i know.. im surprised that my frens noe other qns as well.. lol must be me la.. i just cant memorize leh.. and i just cannot write sophiscated answers.. darn.. gotta learn how to write ar.. just b4 the final, must keep on trying n trying.. thats it liao.. after the whole mock exam im going to do the past yr papers.. that way i can write better answer next time.. haiz.. crap man.. and i ve no practical ans to relate.. my mind was so blank i cant think of a thing.. i think i studied too much without even trying to memorise much.. shite.. aiya this mock exam can pass can le la.. gotta go le.. cya guys.. =)

crap la.. i feel so frustrated rite now.. been studying everyday for 2 whole weeks already.. still got 1 more chap to go.. mon is the mock exam already..

and then dear only can booked out for 1 day.. and that i can only study at home to finish the last chap.. and then as usual he is ultra late when he noes i got dinner later.. so our time is getting shorter this week.. i hate this.. always like that.. i wish he could ord faster..

today's weather is "good".. its so good that its making me dizzy and frustrated.. i cant concentrate on my notes.. maybe i just need to go downstair for fresh air.. wah then that stupid hot weather!! who wanna go under that blazing sun! so im at home, pacing up n down... dunno what to do.. n cos im waiting for dear to come so that i could meet him downstairs..

going to my po po's hse later in the evening for an advance eve dinner haha.. we always "lao yu sheng" so early one.. bro just came back and then gone out for lunch with his frens at pariss international.. =_=''

currently following the current taiwan drama "hua yang shao nian shao nu"... episode 12 is out already n i ve watched it online.. haha.. anyway, its from a manga.. i ve downloaded that manga too.. LOL.. of cos the chars in manga are better looking than the drama characters.. the story got too many flaws already.. imagine they nv saw rui-xi going to the toilet b4.. and its not stated lo.. how could they possible not noticed that she hadnt go in a guy's toilet b4? n the way she talks, walks, basically her actions just tell the audience that shes a girl already.. however theres a few guys, not from the sch, treated her as a girl la.. i mean, if these guys noe, how could the guys in sch not know that shes a girl? ok, enough abt that show le.. wanna find out ar.. then go watch it lo.. haha..

gotta try studying again.. cya guys.. =)

LOL 14 feb is a guy's nightmare.. but a girl also ve to give prez rite? thats the tradition in sg unlike japan.. haha..

aniways, valentines coming, hoping u guys r having a great time on that day itself.. cos i cant =( dear celebrating vday in outfield.. lol.. i celebrating vday by studying at home.. wah piang eh.. =.=

just a thought: the greatest gift on earth for a woman is a guy's thoughtfulness.. ironically, most guys do not ve them. get what i mean? And what guys would like women to ve, is to stop wishing them to ve thoughtfulness.. LOL.. these r actual facts that most men n women cant achieve.. i realised based on this assumptions, conflict on r bound to occur regarding this issue.. im one of those women.. haha.. u girls agree?

oh oh btw... i was going to ask u one qn.. ans me honestly: u think my relationship with kev is going to last forever?

cos i do think many of ur relationships r really going to last.. say like betty, jo n kw.. i just want ur views on mine like how i view urs..

and some future thinking.. after grad, worked for 1-2 yrs, moved out(with the support of my parents of cos, both finance and agreement haha.. i just rmb what my mum agreed)..
however i ve no clue as what i should be working as.. for a start-out experience.. was thinking abt IT personnel.. then again, i refer back to my last attachment and i feel totally disgusted by that idea.. LOL.. since im studying management too.. so i can get a job in HR?? then again, my personality dun suit any of the HR requirements.. i'll be better off in a cubicle with a computer.. im an introvert ma..

speaking of introverts, i often wondered y humans ve to be extroverts? to blend into the environment? cannot be a quiet quiet sort of person meh.. i like being me.. i hate trying to reach out to other ppl.. y be so fake? y r u being someone u r not? just be urself la.. i noe its the society and all.. they dehumanise u.. (sry, using socie term haha) but its just not me man.. ppl r borne to be unique, u cant change them like a leopard cant change its spots.. my point is: y r ppl trying to be nice to others when they dun even want to? oh god.. ibm n socie just went past my mind.. globalisation, personalities.. blah blah.. argh!! i dun wanna to know all that! although i noe exactly y u ve to change.. but i just dun wanna admit change in personalities for the sake of changing! urgh.. y is there societies? LOL i think i studied too much la.. please, if u get what i meant, leave comments.. i noe what i meant.. but do u noe? i ought to be an analyser.. these things goes thru my mind everytime..

n then i'll come to an end.. y is there humans? wahaha.. questions that will nv be solved.. u want solution? just live ur life as it is la.. stop asking qns..

y is there starvation and mass killings in some countries? y arent ppl doing anything? y r ppl bystanding? oh god, societies.. although theres a lot of explanations for those qns.. and these probs r nv ending.. i was watching these clip during socie and psycho lessons.. and man, those r cruelty! there r inequalities everywhere.. ethics problem.. society discriminations.. thousands n thousands of qns that could nv ve solutions! living in singapore is really blissful already.. looked at other countries! we dun ve natural disasters, no bombing or mass killings(well, at least its over).. lack of resources maybe.. cos we dun ve our own ma.. so we survive thru imports.. no mass unemployment which lead to the inability to survive.. politics n economics r controlled by the govt.. what we can only do is to complain our lives in sg could be better! ppl r migrating to other places.. where in fact, theres no other place safer than in SG.. one sgh scholar just died in some country, see what i mean? urm, globalisation starts flooding my head again.. shuddup brain.. im trying to give my pt of view..

in any case.. (i forgot what i was trying to say..) oh yeah.. thinking of these issues, suddenly i want to be a member in the green environmental organisation.. like greenpeace, or the UN(read the goals of the UN, thats just plainly what im talking abt..)

i suddenly get a feel out of all these.. i think its the society education ive been getting.. twisting my mind.. haha.. kk i gotta go..

last sat went to holland v's settlers with dear and his frens. waited for them and went to the nearest hawker to ve lunch. were playing this game abt the first player to get on the boat with all ur tokens wins the game. and then we were playing a dog's life, and lastly, catlan i think.. something abt bulding 8 towers first and u win the game. the first 2 game was really fun, i was getting abit tired so i din concentrate on the third game. anyway, went to bugis after that, which was ard 5 pm.. was abit paiseh looking ard for bags with 3 guys following u ard.. lol.. and luckily got clara, their fren to accompany me too. soon clara left to go for her family dinner. me n dear n his frens went to eat at food court, and then went to the arcade after that.. was there for ard 1 hr plus then dear n i left first.. walked home from lakeside. felt glad cos its been such a long time since we last walked me home.

mon went to sch and then after that ate at mac ard king's albert park. i was taking the 157 home when the guy sitting next to me, ask me abt my bag. haha. and then we chatted. or rather he keep talking.. 20 yrs old, ORD from ns le, currently working at standard chartered, blah blah. anyway, he was going to toh guan rd, so he asked me how to get there. 157 dun go je so i told him to alight somewhere near chinese garden. aiya, wierd fella. lol.

yday was stats last lesson. ended ard 4pm(early rite cos its should be until 4.30). i forgot to register for UOL revision for final exam until wantian told me abt it.. luckily yday was the last day, i think. and kw n her fren were going to register after sch. so i followed her to the lib lo.. i could log in to the eRev system already so i booked my slot first(my course was supposedly to start the day b4 so i can log in already) kw n her fren still cant so they gotta wait until 6 to log in to the eRev. girls, rmb the days when we choose elective in poly? it was also quite late haha.

i went home ard 6.30 so i was trying to coordinate kw's slot with mine haha.. then we realised ibm revision is at night time ='( luckily its only 2 days. i had some slots during the weekends also.. sad.. should ve done it the day b4.. went to clementi first to top up my ezlink and then took 99 home.. reached home ard 8.

aiya dun say liao.. time to study another chap again. GANBATEH!!!

i guess i will start to understand more now.. i ve started to accept things the way they are.. and stop demanding too much.. those r in my new year's resolution anyway..

maybe its bcos my mind is preoccupied with sch rite now that i dun ve much time to think abt other stuffs... haha..

trust, hope and faith is the most impt thing in a relationship.. so my friend, hold on to them =)
and of cos u cannot omit consideration, commitment and compromise..

i cant tell u how.. i can only tell u the terms.. i trust myself with these terms too.. i believe me n dear have most of it.. so im believing in our r/s.. and will nv let go =)

oh another thing.. whenever u ve difficulty in understanding ur partner, always rmb that men and women r different.. so there's not always right or wrong.. forgiving is the best policy.. that way u wont make the both of u upset and irritated.. the sad thing is alot of couples dun realise this.. which is why they often end up separated.. i really do hope ppl who go into a real relationship will be blessed.. im not saying that theres no conflict.. just lesser compiling probs.. bless u guys as well as for me =)

stress~~!

gonna study 3 more chaps this week.. done 1 chap already.. =|

on a lighter note.. dear booked out on tue for a few hours.. my bro also booked out on tue cos he going to cmpb to retake some tests the next day..

so happy =P i came back from sch on tue, and after shower, he called to say he coming my hse..

his com is back here so we played some games haha..

he booked back in ard 9pm.. i'll be seeing u again on sat =p

gw came back ard 10.30pm though so they din meet haha..

wed went meet xx go jp to take my glasses.. gw went cmpb le..

the shop haven open yet so we went to eat lunch and then waited for my bro to join us..

however, xx gotta go meet her fren so left us after gw arrived..

we went to take my specs and then went to billibombers to eat.. not me of cos..

went down to liberty to buy some stuff for his area cleaning.. he used my mum's ntuc voucher so din spend any money... haha..

went home and watched friends.. too bored la.. i just no mood to study although im trying to lol..

around 4pm, my bro booked in.. im alone again until sat =(

today is just going to sch lor.. came back and then too tired to study anymore.. shall study again tmr.. haiz..

im hung on to fahrenheit lately.. lol.. their singing and acting so-so only lar.. but the good thing is i like shuai ges!!! and cos one guy is called yiru wor.. sounds like mine rite.. lol..

欠扁问答题

提问：道明寺有几个兄弟?
答案：到台视 到中视 到华视 跟道明寺(到民视)

提问：什么动物会贴墙？
答案：海豹

提问：小白+小白等于什么?
答案：小白兔(TWO)

提问：什么卡通人物最喜欢帮别人?
答案：小叮当
原因：因为它伸出圆(援)手

提问：谁家没有电话?
答案：天衣，因为天衣无缝(PHONE)

提问：怎样使麻雀安静下来?
答案：压它一下，因为鸦雀无声(压雀无声)

哈哈哈

yeah i feel better le.. thx love..

which is why i went out on sat.. lol...

in the morning went my grams hse for my grandpa's anniversary..

after lunch went to dear's hse to wait for him...

went out again to marina square..
saw a few bags i wanted in tomato can's shop but price abit steep.. so looked ard somemore..

din able to find any other.. went to bugis to look for more..
still din find any likeable bag.. quit n then went jp..

u tot we go shop again rite.. lol.. dear n i joined my family for dinner at swensens..
ate quite alot.. cos i was full since yday night until today haha.. or is it i haven recover? hmm..

anyway, went to walk ard after dinner.. no bags at all in jp =(

finally, came to an optics shop to make a spec, FOR myself not OF myself.. lol..

dear din make any cos levi's one is too ex..

i also find the price high but luckily the woman recommended cheaper ones..

tested my eye degree.. feeling abit blur blur at the end.. and finally got a pair of cheap glasses..

besides i feel abit paiseh.. cos we went in the shop and there they were, serving us, even for my testing.. if we try so long and in the end din buy... i would feel bad.. and they would close the shop already if not for us taking such a hell of a time.. so i just bought the specs, to satisfy myself and to buy something from them.. haha.. yea i look smarter with the specs on.. thats not the real reason la.. LOL.. the reason is i cant read the words my teacher wrote on the board.. surprisingly, my degree remains abt the same despite long hrs of staring at the com..

went home after that..

today is just playing game haha.. and dear came in the evening to pass my bro camo cream and insect repellent.. we had lunch.. played some game and then he booked in le..

next week is studying again.. cya man.. =D

darn.. ate food from outside bought by my mum and got food poisoning or rather indigestion.. vomitted in the mid hours of the night.. then after 1 hr later vomit again..

slpt and tot i was okay after vomiting.. however i felt worse in the morning.. din go to sch on thurs.. miss the morning test lo and ibm revision..

went to see doc around 1pm.. came back and sleep the whole day.. still not feeling very good though..

today feeling alot better after eating the feng sha pills.. i think chinese med is better than western med lo.. -.-

din study for the whole 2 days haiz.. only manage to cover 2 chaps this week.. got 2 more weeks for 5 more chaps.. hmm.. next week jiayou ba.. ciau..

oh god.. im starting to feel the stress even though i haven started studying for the ibm mock exam.. i still can rmb what i study for that recent test so no fear for that chap.. so many things to study within 3 weeks!!! help me man.. KW!! sob sob... stupid nageb only tell us now that mock is coming.. i feel like killing them and then kill myself LOL oh yea.. kill them then no need take exam rite.. y need to kill myself? *bong* anyways, be lazy for this week and start work next week liao.. sianz..

oh man.. ibm mock exam on 12 feb.. so fast.. just when i tot i got a few more weeks to slack.. darn the UOL ppl... and dun they realise its b4 our chinese new year??!! shit man.. on the bright side.. quickly finish ibm and i got 1 less mock to worry abt.. and then happily celebrate cny ma.. although not really.. cos start of mar we'll ve mock exams of other subjects liao.. *meow* sad sia.. and then may got the final year exam.. kw is so lucky to finish her last pp on 22 may while mine is at 30 may sia =( anyway i go slack first b4 next week comes haha.. then its study time liao!

mon go and came back from sch around 2 pm.. did nth the whole day.. except to install my game and try to play it.. finally did able to load the game with my ati driver le.. so happy..

tue - the whole block's electricity was cut off cos they needa to do something with the main power.. i woke up and the only thing i can do is to watch half hour of naruto and my com auto shutdown.. no electric ma then my laptop's batt is half dead.. i played my hp game and i bathe in cold water -.-(forgot that my hse no power for warm water also) ..
i did something after that though.. i played with my make-up kit.. lol... and then i waited to go jp to meet my mum for shopping.. for new year's clothes.. gotten 2 sets of clothes and went home ard 8 pm..

i dunno y im blogging all these when its so unimportant.. i am feeling sian *sigh* argh.. all i can think of is... nothing.. when i am not going sch, i am like a disabled person.. somebody pls bring me out.. sob..

all of a sudden, i feel lonely.. is it bcos i din meet dear today? or is exam coming and i feel stress striking down on me? theres sch tmr again and i dread it.. i dunno y i dread sch.. i guess i fear the loneliness in sch.. and the long bus journey to and fro.. theres really no one to talk in sch now except for kw.. i miss my kevin and my bro.. i want to talk to them so much.. i regret not accompanying my brother b4 he left for tekong again n i regret not going out with darling.. everyday now i wait for weekends to come.. and i wish time would just stop there.. with my beloved n family.. and exam wouldnt come.. i wish dear could faster ord.. i wish to go travelling.. i wish i could be young forever... i wish i would stop hurting myself.. i wish upon a star... omg... depression increasing.. tell me, what is life?

i... am... still... de same.. nth could change my thoughts.. not even my resolution.. damn i really cant stick closely with them.. it takes time and determination.. and my old thinking come back again and again.. it wont just stop.. i guess a person will remain more or less the same, even after 50 yrs down the road.. what.. how now? *saddens* i can imagine what i look like 20 yrs from now.. still the same and there ppl will go "oh hey, u din change abit, din u?" or "y r u always like that?" or "oh my god! Grow up!"

my heart and my behaviour will always remain young, innocent, and childish forever. LOL.

girls i got chevron 3 hrs ktv voucher wor until 20th feb.. of cos only valid during sun-thurs, ph and eve not included..

how ar.. wanna go?

weekends dear came my house to paint the walls of my rooms..

yea i was preparing everything except for the painting cos we haven buy the paint yet.. so went to buy and then started work..

was getting back pain.. i guess its due to the heavy work that i did on sat morning.. moving stuff here n there to make spaces for the painting..

anyways the room is done now except for my puzzle cos i haven nail it up yet.. dear was rushing to go home anyway so din nail it.. shall do it next weekend..

and yay im back in my room typing these out.. prev i was in my living room using the laptop and were sleeping in my bro's room cos he went into confinement(not coming out this weekend)

dear said my room looks like a baby room cos its light yellow =.= whatever it is, i love my room and i love him doing my room for me =P

sch started today again after the long week holiday.. i think i haven recover from the break's mood.. haha.. still dun wanna study leh.. sian..

aiya.. going to do stats assignment later.. blah.. bb..

bro came home on thurs evening and booking in on fri evenin cos he having confinement.. blah.. what stupid thing when its only to go discovery center...

anyway, went to meet kw at orchard at 1.. ate with her at mos burger in taka and then took 190 down to relc.. well just hand in the cheque and form for the exam fee.. relieved finally..

we went down again to far east cos i wanna get my hair cut.. went around looking for good salon with cheap price.. think they r the same though =x sry kw, din noe u were feeling unwell and yet i still make u run around with me.. thought y u were walking slow hmm.. anyway, the hairdresser charge me 20 bucks without washing so thats still okay ba rite? erm.. otherwise its 28.. kinda not worth but then the cut is still okay with me so nth to complain abt.. went home after waiting for kw to buy food at subway for alec..

hmm.. and today gonna start work on my room painting if only dear would arrive early to pei me buy the paint.. anyway, i cleared half the stuff in my room to make way for the painting progress already.. but i did it too early around 8am... haha.. i wonder if ppl would complain.. so i resting a while b4 i continue..

i haven nail the puzzle portrait up the wall yet.. so sry that i cannot get a pic of my wonderful puzzle yet.. hehe.. well gotta go sweep the floor and start with the newspaper cover work.. =P cya man..

on tue dear went to play lan game with his frens until evening then came my hse for dinner...

after dinner, we were swipping the glue on the puzzle to make the effect come out.. 2 layers wor..
and then placed the puzzle onto the frame when its dried.. so cool..

i looked at my beautiful puzzle and dear said we should do it once every year.. *smiles*

we were trying to hammer the nail to the wall but it just wouldnt go in.. guess its brick.. well anyway it was quite late le.. so we stop the hammering in case someone complain.. he then went home to pack for the next morning book-in..

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wed - i was figuring out how to do the damn ibm assignment.. did finish qn 1 n 3.. just couldnt do qn 2!! thats it.. i plagiarised contents found on internet and put in my assignment LOL
          crashed at 12am..

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today was first sch day in 2007.. was feeling so sleepy before psycho class break.. took 20 mins nap during the break and felt better.. but still i wished the class would end faster so it would stop tomenting myself..

met kw for lunch then went for ibm class le.. test was postponed cos he knew we dun want to do test haha.. hand in kw's assignment and got her assignment 1 back.. i din got mine back cos my original class is not on thurs.. so i guess i will ask my fren to get it for me next mon..

well, gotta go relc tmr and hand in the exam fees.. sigh~~ meaning exams coming lo.. go relax first haha.. cya man..

yday dear went for soccer session n i went for dinner with my family in imm's ichiban.. was full after eating so much delicacy.. yummy!

met him 8pm at bugis.. were planning to buy the frame for our puzzle.. walked around and then bought the frame.. went hm after that..

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2007!!! =D

The last 2 days of 2006 i did finish my puzzle.. haha..

i wont go thru de details on what i did on 2006 but just summarise them..

i started my relationship with my beloved =D last year march..

i graduated from sp last july, sad but fun.. while it last..

i started sch on aug 2006 and met new frens =)

i opened my 21st bday party last yr and i was totally excited! =P

i spent the xmas with frens n dear =P

and the new year with him n cousins(well, sorta) too..

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31st dec 2006,
yday went to eat with my family at boonlay and then wenta meet dear at cityhall..

wenta the esplanade bridge and waited for the first firework
when it started and ended less than 30s later, we were disappointed and then went to walk for a while..
kev's sis, daphne, booked a room at swiss hotel so we went to find her around 11plus
the 12mn firework lasted for around 8 mins.. after which we went home le..
cos too many ppl were coming out from the bridge area haha..

yes love i finished the puzzle liao hehe.. here's the image of it.. soon i'll be able to frame it after i buy the frame =X LOL

dear came on fri and we finally finished the puzzle.. yay!! =D

sat went to sing ktv with my bro n cousins from 2-7pm.. exchange gifts and i got a cushion with a pressable button for colorful lights.. bro got a stitch mug(xmas) and a cap(his bday) from the sistas.. ate at jp and met dear n his fren for deathnote 2.. and went home after that.. so tired *yawns*

i realised something big just now.. next yr which is 2 days later, there would be a few having 21st bday *bash* le.. i got an idea liao.. hehehehe... (*evil grin*)

first our xiaojie, ms kw, on april

then our joker, ncs, on may

then my dearest kev, on aug

then come to weisheng, on oct

and lastly da niu, on nov..

woohoo, thru-out the yr man!

n then we'll be 21, 'cept for love n yq =x

happy new year 2007!!! LOL

the Internet is still down, hindering my process to finish my assignments.. sian..

no motivation to do assignments.. one, the net is down. two, its simply dunno how to do..

having a whole week break currently and starts sch only on next thurs.. shiok rite haha..

erm.. wanting to paint my room again.. cos the color dun match when i bought the curtain haha.. its yellow and then my walls r blue.. wierd rite? all other things r also yellow/light and wood color such as bed, couch, tables and cupboard. i wanna get it done b4 new year but then again i dunno whether i should do it this week not.. its a long weekend and i dun wanna spoilt it..

i ve been compiling a new yr resolution. and so far i follow a few of those haha.. i am still me.. its hard to change..
but with determination, yeap..

gonna go down buy lunch liao.. looks like its going to rain again.. damp my mood.. darn it -.-

done 51% of the puzzle le.. =D

time for updatess..

1stly, went to celebrate eve of xmas wit my usual group of gang at settlers in hollandv.. after that me n dear went to beach rd to help gw buy army stuffs.. went back to his hse to ve dinner.. n stay until 10 then went home..

2ndly, met dear at ps to watch curse of golden flower.. then walked around to find our prez lol.. yay i got my esprit jacket! guess it can be cancelled from my wishlist.. went back his hse to ve dinner and then went home whilst he booked in..

next..

i saw a girl crying on the train during xmas eve when i was going home.. it may be bcos that her r/s failed.. well, at any pt.. she may not get used to getting home alone in the first few weeks.. i felt for her then..

i think i take things for granted too much.. i cause misery on myself and for ppl around me..

i din reflect after xmas eve.. i continue to expect more.. but only tot that bcos its a special occasion..

on eve, my toe had blistered n my heart hurt..

on xmas, my back ache n my heart hurt..

shuang chong da ji..

now i wonder.. if anything else hurt when my heart bleeds?

is it wrong wanting romance? whens the last time ur bf do something mushy for u?

i asked myself that alot of times.. isnt that what a girl wants? i think i ve troubling getting this out of me properly.. pls help me..

i dun want to expect more.. i dun want to think abt any more romance.. just get it simple.. but thats what my heart yearns for.. am i wrong in wanting this out of a relationship?


yeah, i compare too much.. thats bcos i saw the visible romance that my frens ve.. things like, bf send tauhuay to her hse one fine morning.. or bf went to pick her up early in the morning.. or bf shower her gifts at the first stage of their r/s.. or that bf wrote small cards to her.. bring her to eat wherever they like.. bring her to really romantic places..

yes i noe its impossible that every guy do this.. but i only hope to only get them once in a while.. n of cos u call going to shopping and movies and eating together romantic, but its what couples do often rite? other than that..

what abt going to parks late at night where u just want to spend time with each other without getting home early? what abt staying up together to talk from night to dawn? what abt watching a good movie at home? what abt doing things that both of u like to do(e.g puzzle)? what abt having candlelights dinner(homecooked)? what abt doing household chores together?

i dun really care abt spending money.. all i want i romance from the guy i love.. i dun think all these require money.. i am not a spendthrift.. i save from the pocket money i get.. but i couldnt bcos thats all i get and i ve to spend it all for daily expenses.. and bcos i ve no more money.. thats y i cant spend my own.. and sometimes i spend some extra thing, it exceeds my pocket money.. but at least its only abit.. maybe next time i should just eat 2.50 for 1 month and stop spending unneccessary items..

omg, i realised i can only get things outta my chest by typing.. sry guys.. do not worry.. just needa help me.. haha.. i need to write down a list of what i should do n not do.. alright that shall be my new year resolution! i can do it!

thats wierd.. the first time i feel that im pathetic.. my mum din come home cos she got xmas party, my dad din bother abt dinner/lunch, my bf cannot meet me in time, my frens dun wanna go eat with me.. 1st time i feel so much like crying.. help... i cant survive alone.. search for bread in the kitchen then.. plain lazy to go down and buy.. be emphathic la.. LOL.. whatever...

haven shop for xmas gift yet.. so went to imm with love yday.. spend around 30 bucks.. and still haven finish shopping.. should be done by sat.. haha..

mon was scoot's bday.. went to sch first in the morning.. only me n william attend class -.- they din come to sch..

after that we went to meet alvin at ps's arcade.. watched them played around 1 hour like that then go eat burger king.. tok cock all the way.. LOL then went to actioncity trying to find xmas prez.. cant find..

yinghui came to join us.. he haven eaten so we accompany him to ljs to eat.. walked around after that.. i mean go back arcade again.. where we played photohunt again..

rode alvin's scooter to marina square.. weilian sat on longze one.. met the girls after their lesson at 5 at the bowling center.. will's gf came after work.. watched them play 2 games.. eve left early to meet her bf.. yh bought n73 for angie sia.. so envious of her.. he really dote on her lo..

left to go swensen to eat dinner.. the jokes still on longze n angie haha.. i think they ve to tahan for 7 7 = 49 days sia.. rumours ma.. then will stop.. well i really hope angie love him the way yinghui love her..

left after dinner.. it was raining again.. so they were waiting for the rain to stop to ride their bike.. tata..

heavy rain and flood!!! so cham!!!

anyways, for ur entertainment.. my unfinished puzzle..

dear came on weekends to do the puzzle we bought months ago.. LOL.. i did my assignment yday, so i din touch on the puzzle.. but today we r not bad.. at least we finished 1/3 of the 1000-pieces liao... so happy to see winnie, piglet, tigger and eeyore's faces LOL... would be done soon so if u wanna see it, come my house to admire our masterpiece! haha.. should be continuing on next week..

er.. monday again.. urgh~! sch.. stay in sch do socie assignment.. home.. try to continue doing..

tue came a very lousy day.. lost my ezlink card on the bus when i was about to alight.. i flung the card away LOL then couldnt find it.. after class, went to cancel the giro from the ezlink card.. hopefully no one found it and use it.. *cross fingers* came home to continue doing socie..

din go to sch on wed so urm try to complete socie assignment.. but left til conclusion haven write..

thurs went to sch.. was tired bcos of staying up late to do socie.. anyway, went to meet jj, betty, jo n cs after ibm.. went to mind's cafe to play games.. dan joined us later.. had a quite a fun nite playing group games.. dan sent us to clementi and then cs n i took the last bus home.. relieved that theres bus.. or else stranded lol..

today was doing the conclusion.. then went to meet my parents after they came back from tekong(to send my bro off).. y i din go ar?? firstly, i slept late yday.. 2ndly, my bro forgot to wake me up n my mum din noe i decided to go.. aiya.. when he grad from bmt then i go la.. nth to miss anyway.. my mum's complaining abt the long journey to tekong and then ve to walk alot and the food sux.. LOL.. oh where was i? yea.. meeting my parents to buy hp one... but k800i was out of stock, everywhere i guess.. so din able to get one.. waiting for the next singtel promo..

alright.. shall bath and do my ibm now.. shucks.. dunno when to hand in.. mon(original class) or thurs(going now)? tata.. oh btw.. my new taggie is not bad.. do tag me loadsss.. thx =)

thurs after class went to je.. scoots and longze rode bike there.. we girls took 52 to imm and alighted.. walked for abt 15 mins then reached.. then eve went to meet her bf cos she wanted to visit the clinic at je.. but in the end i din noe where she go cos she went up to the platform.. angie and me just walked to kfc to meet the guys.. yinghui left for work then.. alvin me n angie ate at kobayashi.. crap for a while and then went up to the arcade to watch scoot play percussion.. then i challenged him to daytona.. which was a bad move -.- he's not that zai.. just that i stepped on the brake n the accelerator at the same time without realising it.. then the 2nd time is bcos of er.. i crashed once and thats it? then angie and him play bball, the standing basketball machine ya know? again, watched him play time crisis.. i think we had lots of time.. cos by then, its still 8pm.. haha.. after that went home lo.. alvin sent angie home.. y? cos they live far n he helped longze send her home.. LOL..

yh send me pictures during his bday.. i looked ugly in every pic -.-










oh and this is on will's bday.. though i wasnt there..


fri stoned at home..

sat - me n gw met xx n yw at boonlay control.. went to taka to eat seoul garden.. not bad.. at least i eat quite a lot this time round.. full.. and had our usual routine.. whoever lose the zhong ji mi ma would ve to take a little portion of the leftovers.. lol.. finished the whole thing finally and walked to kino.. waited for them to buy books and mag.. and make a beeline to the departmental store.. looked around for bag and jacket.. yw took a liking to the converse bag.. but convinced her to look around first at the b1's sports shop.. it din ve the converse bag she wanted so we went back again n she bought it.. oh i took a photo of the xmas tree standing at the lobby of ngee ann city..



slacked at coffee bean cos we walked until very sian and then so full.. was supposed to go to meet with my parents for dinner at crystal jade.. din go cos we dun wanna go back jp and were still full.. stayed there until 10pm.. i think 4 hours hahaha.. and shared cab home.. din meet them for quite a long time, so caught up with them for quite a bit.. haha.. sj, see la, u nv come.. LOL

the next day, i was playing ro again with dear until 12pm... cos i meeting him at 2 at bugis.. wanted to watch open season but theres only 9pm slot.. damn it.. nvm so windowed-shop around bugis junction.. we went watson cos i wanted to get a blackhead remover loop.. then sat down to eat mars bars.. which we went into kino again -.- after snacks.. went bugis street to walk around looking for bags for him.. he bought one at square for army.. and then we went home.. got to his house and the hong xing da jiang was showing on the tv.. had yummy dinner, the soup was made with chicken(my mum nv do that) and had other good dishes, like codfish, too.. went down with him to gym.. at first it was told that someone was using the room so i went back.. then he called me to go down cos nobody le.. so i went.. at the lift, i nearly died.. 4 huge angmohs came in the lift.. they were really huge!! all i do was to stare at the lift door, hurrying it to open.. scary! just when i tot the worst part was over... the angmohs came in the gym room -.- so i was stucked there watching hong xing da jiang with dear doing his weight lifting.. darn, i looked like an idiot doing nth at a gym! how was i supposed to noe ppl wanting to do gym at 7pm still.. and top of it, angmohs!! so after 15 mins, i finally breathed out(literally) as we left.. haha.. funny sia.. i went back to continue watching while he bathed and get prepared to book in.. he looked good with his new backpack *shy* LOL anyway, i accompanied him to take the north line to yishun.. and he left while i continued the journey back to je.. reached home around 10pm though.. anyway, was glad that i made a new move to want him to do something.. LOL u'll nv know....

fine.. i admit i would like to try this out...

Think of 15 short bits of interesting stuff about yourself and they gotta be true. Come up with another 5 false statements regarding yourself. Jumble all of them up and list them in any order. Post in your blog and let people guess which are fake. Get 5 others to do the same.

i am not academically bad.. i am just lazy...

I love romantic stuff but i am not such a person

i ve self-awareness, but lack self-confidence

Cooking noodle is the only thing i noe in the kitchen.

i hang out at the arcade, but often doing nothing.

i am not totally racist. in fact, it doesnt matter who u r.

Playing ro is my fav game, but sometimes it gets a bit too boring.

I am not particular abt gifts. i dun think abt them unless i want them.

i dun think that im thin.

i love to study in groups.

i like hanging out with guys.

Talking is an in-thing for me.

Posting events on the blogs prove that i exist. Or else i just MIA.

I love to take photos. However, theres not a lot of MY photos.

Love dear and family, whoever sides it is.. LOL

i am a failure in human relationship.

i just love to analyse people and things around me. i am a psychic. LOL

Girls love to be showered with loves by their bfs and i am one of those.

I love sleeping so much that i wouldnt want to wake up unless its a bad dream.

I love school and the subjects that i am studying.

5 others:
- betty
- joanne
- jj
- kaiwen
- wang-ge

let me share happy feet ost with u lol.. its by norma jeans(nicole) n memphis(hugh).. the first song they had when they fell in love.. so cute.. LOL..

today went to siloso beach again.. but this time the girls din go.. i went with yq, cs, dan and betty's colleague and frens.. all guys -.- yeap.. it was raining and luckily it stopped fast too.. but still no sun came out.. i was totally zhuo-boing there.. except to watch them play volleyball.. finally left at 3pm and went to bath.. met dear after his soccer at harbourfront hawker.. dan n cs left while yq went to walk around harbourfront.. me n dear went to eat at pastamania and then went home le..

fri went to lunch with aunt jerine n baby ann in imm.. had cafe cartel's set b meal.. bro had set a... walked around in daiso for a while cos jerine wanna buy some things.. ann just refused to hold my hand -.- i wondered is it me, or she prefers guys?? LOL anyway, went back to the baby's house which is near xx's place.. while she slept, we slack at her place for 1 hr then me, gw n jerine went jp to shop.. my god-grandma was looking after ann so its safe.. din buy anything until jerine left to take care of baby ann.. i bought my curtain n cotton pillow.. gw bought his prom clothings at crocodile's.. we've gotten a free umbrella and these 2 coupons for the spinning wheel outside jp which is in front of old chang kee.. and then guess what? both tix got us $20 osim voucher each! lol cannot believe the luck we had.. so we went back to osim, wanting to get a uzap which is on xmas promo now.. we can only use one voucher on each item.. so we bought uzap n a osim massage pen which cost 29.90-20= 9.90(u.p 69.90).. went home after that.. shiok ar.. after spending so much LOL n of cos got back my money for the uzap from my mum la.. oh yea.. did i mention we did the osim foot massage while waiting for the guy to settle our stuff? my bro said we r like in an aquarium with ppl staring at u.. imagine 2 kids sitting in an osim chair with no adults and then u wonder if they r buying anything from there? chao zai sia!! LOL

sat i met dear 2.30 at outram.. cos we r going to sentosa for sightseeing.. din of cos take any pics.. we r not tourists ma.. the sun was extreme on that day.. i was already not feeling very well(tired) and then the blazing sun make me feel more worse.. din walk much cos nowhere to go + no time + i really dun wanna go under the sun anymore.. went to bugis to meet dear's frens for steamboat.. there were 10 of us.. yup all guys except me.. dun really mind cos i hang out with guys way too much.. LOL finally gotten a 10-seats restaurant opp bugis junction.. ate mostly beef.. after dinner went back to bugis's arcade.. saw alvin there.. hes going to meet his fren to play at the arcade b4 going for the standard chartered marathon thingy.. anyway, pei the guys play arcade and watched this very zai guy played house-of-the-dead 4 cos his aiming is good and he used both hands.. and finally reached the final stage and of cos finished the game.. after that dear n i went home le..

dear book out again on tue afternoon.. so i met him after lesson around 5 at dover.. and went to jp to eat n watch happy feet.. after that went home at 8+..

i met him to go ikea on wed.. had the delicious hotdog bun first and then went to look for my drawers and a standing mirror.. kev found a side table suitable for his laptop but din buy it.. i din find any of my things.. and feet were already aching like hell.. went to burger king to eat something.. then went back his house cos he booking in at night.. watched the movie "girl-next-door".. the shows disturbing + i was already very tired so i dun ve the mood le haha.. went home like a zombie after having dinner.. dear went to take a cab to his fren's b4 going to neesoon camp..

thurs went sch and as usual i refused to wake up.. but i rmb i din pack the night b4.. so i quickly "jumped" out and get dressed.. well, took 157 to bukit timah to change bus to 61.. 61 finally came at 8.50am.. i squeeze thru the backdoor with the others.. somebody was shouting something.. i couldnt hear cos i was listening to song.. someone got down then and the bus moved on.. i think its bcos of us boarding the bus by the exit door.. anyway, i reached sch just in time.. i tot frances would complain abt ppl coming late again.. but today she din say anything even when ppl coming in at 9.25am.. guess she noes now that the traffic is horrid.. after class, met kw and the guys for luncheon together.. after kw left, i joined the guys again for ibm lesson.. yh, alvin, eve angie and me went jp for pizza while william went home.. tot they wanna eat at pizza hut.. but they wanna go pizza place instead.. eve left to meet her bf at 6.30pm.. the rest of us went to the arcade.. yh cannot go to work bcos of the heavy rain.. finally went home around 8+pm

this is the dress i wore to the wedding..


took this 2 pics at burger king in ikea

sat came and what happened? lemme think.. er.. oh i spent the whole afternoon with dear.. and left my hse around 5.. he ate his dinner at the kopitiam opp my hse.. i din eat cos i was meeting the poly guys for dinner at somerset.. so we took the train to raffles n i left first.. i saw weiseng the moment i reached the station and burst out laughin'.. his so-called botak hair is really too short then he was wearing a cap.. i was not too used to seeing his "almost bald" head.. cos hes one of the last to enlist in tekong.. anyway, the whole group arrived and then we left for heeren's marche.. or was it? well, it has a "buffet" style which we paid for everything n anything we buy.. ate a baked rice and drank snapple.. costed me 15 bucks -.- n the rice wasnt even that nice.. pastamania is so much nicer..

was slacking a while after dinner and then i went to withdraw money n returned to lcc who helped me pay the dinner first.. the whole group walked to cine's cinema intending to watch some movie.. the movie slots all too late n so they din noe what to do already.. after some discussion, stranding there, lcc me and mike decided to go to seng's hse to play mahjong.. the others went home.. bcos mahjong only require 4 ppl.. we managed to play 15 rounds of mahjong.. cos bth so finally shared a cab home with mike.. lol i din pay a single cent for the cab, so happy.. cos mike gave me 10 bucks and when it reached my hse, it was 10 bucks.. just nice.. oh of cos he got down first.. near my hse there ma..


sun - arranged to go sentosa with betty n jo.. din really wanted to go cos i was tired and it feels like it could rain anytime.. well gave up the thought cos joanne needed company.. betty meeting her colleagues too.. was late for an hour but they were eating lunching so din really matter.. finally reached siloso beach around 11.30am.. me and jo went aside to suntan while the others played volleyball.. everything stopped at 2 bcos it started raining and poured when we finished bathing at the bathroom in palawan beach.. y we go there to shower? cos the siloso beach's toilet had simply too many ppl... left around 2.45.. bet and me met dan at the cityhall station while jo went to pasir ris.. shortly after, dear came to join us.. went to marina square's kfc to ve my first meal of the day.. lol.. anyway, after that went around looking for a nice footwear for kevin's cuz's wedding dinner.. the other couple went to buy movie tix and then came back join us.. they left again to buy things when we were at charles n keith.. still desperately looking for a evening dress.. din find one and then kev's sis msged to say she has a black cocktail dress.. went back to charles n keith to buy my matching-color flats and finally got back to his hse.. changed, looked nice liao and then left at 7.30pm to copthone hotel

freaked me out when i stepped inside the ballroom.. relatives were looking at me.. some were asking who i am so on so forth.. i realised i shouldnt go -.- haha.. sat with the family and then the wedding procedure started.. the food was okay, not as good as guolong's wedding dinner.. place was alot smaller.. well.. li lin(kev's sis) complained abt the place being small.. i only say that the old waitress had a prob serving us.. she wasted the shark's fin soup as she was serving... she just dripped the soup while dragging it to every bowl.. same goes for some other dishes.. dinner ends around 10pm and the family drove me home.. abit paiseh but justin(his bro) insisted on sending me home since its near.. i din noe its at bukit timah until i saw the road sign as we drove along.. and he called that near -.- well, reached home around 11pm cos things just dragged abit.. initially me n dear wanted to take a taxi home but then justin insisted on sending me home so had to walk back.. overall i had quite a day.. crashed at 11.30pm..

wed went out to marina to study.. was planning to meet angie n eve at city hall at 12.15pm(yea i know i was late) but when i reached, they already headed towards marina square.. shortly after, yinghui joined us at the foodcourt.. sat outside n ate lunch first.. n study.. i studied psychology cos the test is on thurs.. then we went inside to the aircon.. it begun to rain -.- we were so cold and i din bring my jacket somemore.. i couldnt study much cos got too much distraction.. so after yinghui left to sign his company's contract(he starting work on mon), i left too.. i really couldnt take it anymore so i planned to go home and study somemore.. however, i was so tired when i reached home that i couldnt study anymore.. i keep playing ro haha.. that game no need to use brain ma.. n slept around 10 lo..

how ever many hours i slept is still de same.. darn.. i woke up finally at 7.30 am(cos i was waiting my mum to call me.. i just refused to get up at 7) and i just washed up, preparing for sch.. once reached the class, i saw the class studying(or what i thought).. after 15 mins later, i realised that they r doing the test already.. so i mistaken the words on the board.. i thought it said test start at 10.05 but it wrote test to 10.05 -.- eventually i begin to do my test also.. only to also found out that ppl r so much like studying becos its a open-book test -.- anyway, i still couldnt finish in time cos i wasted around 20 mins in the first half of my test time.. and bcos i really dun understand the qn.. haiz.. my ans was relevant but it wasnt really answering to the qn.. my fren is pro.. she prepared the test already.. so even though she came late, she just ve to copy whatever she prepared and submit it.. and of cos we did the test somemore when it was breaktime.. cos couldnt finish what.. i finally couldnt take it.. cos firstly i know i din really understand the qn.. 2ndly, i ve no time to write over again my stuff.. so in the end i only hand in 2 sides of the essay.. well, its supposed to be 3-4 sides.. great, i hope it isnt graded.. well i dun think it is la.. cos frances gave us the qn beforehand.. yea i noe i noe.. i dun really understand the qn ma.. at least theres few marks involved.. well uol tests shouldnt be graded i think.. but the lecturers send the tests to the office leh.. y ar? to see how we fare and pass the 1st yr?? i also dunno leh.. whatever it is, its over.. but next week, nagep's going to give us our 2nd assignment -.- we should ve said "no" in unison and aloud when he asked.. after psycho lesson, went to lunch with kw at np.. the food there still sucks, nv improve.. and so small portion.. i tell u, sp food better lor.. anyway, went for ibm after lunch and she went back.. as usual sat with the bunch of siao chabor and tabor lo LOL towards break, ive beginning to feel my eyelid coming down.. b4 break only leh.. still got 2 more hours to go.. i sat inside so im not afraid of getting targetted anymore.. haha.. i think he forgot my name also la.. then "cheng" until the end of lesson.. was raining again.. so waited with the guys a while.. they r driving their moto ma so couldnt possibly go.. luckily it was a small one.. but then i reached my busstop, it gotten heavy.. i knew that.. the rain couldnt let me walk home in 1 piece -.- i waited for my mum to come and fetch me.. she borrowed an umbrella from her company bus driver cos she also no umbrella.. like mother, like daughter hor.. haha.. played ro until 10 like that and went to sleep le..

cmi ar.. were so tired on wed n thurs.. is it bcos im too stress? keep feeling tired recently.. been going on for a month liao.. wierd thing is, i actually pay attention in class.. n din daydream.. weekends r for frens and dear dear! yay, come weekend again.. and dear booking out today.. although its in the evening but more than enuff.. aiya, love.. how to go sentosa when its raining all-month round? i ve got a feeling that once we tan for around half hour then its going to rain liao like last time lidat... the rain just wont go away!! meow, guess we can go somewhere else le.. waiting for sat~~

mon - as usual went to np to eat after socie class.. din get to present *whew* cos jacqueline din call upon us.. we'll be up next week though.. argh always hate to do presentation.. i hate the butterfly feeling then the stress then the nervous performance when im up there.. the whole morning i was feeling uncomfortable.. but then when i saw the other groups present, my feelings gradually fade away.. it was not that difficult after all.. as long as the whole class is quiet and listen attentively.. u r able to let ur voice be heard even though its soft.. maybe i was in the front thats y when the girls group voice is so soft, i will still be able to hear them.. and then just read blindly thru the slides.. but the first 2 groups r so lihai.. the first guy is impromptu though but his voice is loud.. the 2nd group had their presentation mapped out.. the last 3 group of that day r just girls.. though points r well taken but voices r soft.. nvm la.. as long as they can project their vocal sound can le.. like mine.. i dun think i sound as loud during presentation.. i dunno y, my (previous)members just comment that im soft.. everytime one.. but i already did my best to project as loud as possible, to be as normal voice as can be.. i guess i just need more practice.. but then again this presentation has no grade involved.. hmm.. crap man, should ve really done it on mon so dun ve to go thru those feelings again.. i noe on sunday i can be as uneasy again n keep saying "shit!!! haizz..."

lol i din felt sleepy and was alert when the presentation crap was going on.. and i got "praise" for that! -.-

today - slept until 10am.. din eat anything until 12.30pm.. went to sch for stats lesson.. wantian took the same class as me n kw.. was trying to be as alert as possible.. haha.. din daydream la.. stats is impt.. lol.. went home after that.. its rainy season.. sian everynow n then keep having heavy downpour.. ve to walk around opposite my house until the rain goes away... rain rain go away, come again another day~ i go bath le lar.. and then play ro then go sleep.. lol now i want it to rain -.-

hmm.. had usual lessons on thurs and fri was just slacking the whole day..
dear came back on sat afternoon.. went to meet him around 1pm for lunch.. went back his house to put down his bag first, bath and then went out again to bugis.. had ajisen for lunch.. and then walked around parco n bj n bugis street to find my jacket.. went to sim lim to look at psp.. and ate dinner there.. sat until 6 plus and then took train to chinatown.. saw angie n eve on the train to ne line.. we went to celebrate yinhuey's bday at chinatown partyworld.. dear then went home.. met kevin and then walked to pw.. yinhuey n alvin were already there.. well anyway had fun "shouting".. lol.. i mean singing la.. kevin went to meet his frens around 9+.. we sang mostly jay chou's songs sia.. i had fun cos i sang alot of songs wahaha.. 4 hours ma.. so okay lo.. left at 11pm.. walked with them to lau pat sat cos they wanna ve supper.. and then took the last train home.. too bad william din come.. else more fun..
today just went to meet dear and watched "step-up" in marina gv.. nice show.. i like the dance moves.. and dear likes the soundtrack.. anyway, went back his house to ve dinner.. i slept abit while he prepared his stuff and then went home le..

Scott's shopping centre during angie's bday..


on will's bday, i din went to celebrate with them.. but i will ask him for his photos so i can put it up as well..

yday morning went for socie class.. socialogy lessons is now slacking.. cos shes teaching globalisation which has no handout, only textbooks n some readings.. and then always watch videos on globalisation.. when its time for disussion over project, we always go off.. lol.. so early dismissal around 11.30pm lidat lo.. anyway, yday ate at canteen as usual.. then the 2 girls went for econs class, wiliam went to meet his gf, alvin went to work, we went to study in the study room(while waiting for the girls to end lesson).. studied until 5 pm lo.. i went over my socie test 2.. and redo the whole thing.. it should be 85% correct after i did it while referring to the study guide of cos.. then eve angie me n kevin went to scotts road.. we were planning to eat at crystal jade to celebrate angie's bday.. when we reached, will n gf were there waiting already.. alvin and yinhuey(will's fren) were late.. but yh was earlier.. he bought the girls and weilian their bday prez cos they were having bday this n last month.. guess what they got sia? eve got a nike jacket, angie got nike watch, will got some shirt dunno made from where wahaha.. but its ex cos yh forgot to take off the shirt's tag.. haha.. alvin arrived around 7pm.. said he stucked in work.. anyway, in total we ordered 4 ramens, 4-5 plates of xiaolongbaos(i forgot how many) and thats it.. 8 ppl sharing so should be quite full.. went to yami yoghurt to eat, of cos, yoghurt lar.. then after that took 1 photo(cos will's gf cam was very low in batt haha) and went home le.. i reached home around 10pm.. okay la since i dun ve morning lesson today, only in the afternoon ma.. well thats that.. nice day by the way =) lotsa luffta.. haha.. make my day brighter =p

hmm.. update for last week..

mon - hand up ibm assignment thru fren(cos i go to thurs ibm one), ate and went home..

tue - went for afternoon stats.. home after that.. valerie then told me nagep told us to do framework and underline keywords.. so she trying to return me my paper..

wed - no lesson, prog class stop already.. din go to sch.. study abit of ibm..

thurs - had esap in the morning and ibm in the afternoon.. valerie din go sch that day so din get to meet her too.. kevin booked out that day n went for his company gathering in chevron..

fri - din go to sch.. dear did his volunteered work at bukit batok.. met him at jp for pizza.. after that walked around b4 going to watch "flushed away".. finally met valerie to get my paper le.. went home to play ro.. his com was still here... had dinner opposite my house.. continued playing ro until 11 b4 he went home.. and of cos i still played after he went home.. LOL

sat - retyped all my framework and essay on the com and print it.. was having dinner at tong le at liang court.. met him and my parents with my bro at city hall, and took the shuttle bus there.. had a full dinner.. walked around in electronics shop and kev saw his officer there.. so "lucky" neh.. haha.. and went to starbucks for some satisfying ice blended.. went to the japanese mart there.. and went home..

sun - was at home the whole day playing ro.. lol.. met dear for dinner at kfc(actually i had mine).. he just wanna eat more.. and then he booked back in..

brief account of what i did last week?? i think so too.. haha.. update again soon..

did i update until friday already? urm okay.. i was trying to do my ibm assignment on friday... was studying the whole afternoon and then went to nap haha.. and woke up to try to do... no idea how to begin.. gave up while doing starting of planning haha..

sat kw gave me an outline.. its similar to the sample essay nagep gave us.. well i did my own, wondering if mine is correct.. needless to copy the same outline rite?
anyway, went to kbox marina with yq cs n kw.. sang until 2.. needless to say, the guy literally "threw" us out.. he came in, told us its time, and then cleared the table.. so i walked around marina with them for quite some time.. walked to suntec and then went to subway to eat.. i only had a drink.. after which we walked to bugis.. slacked until 5 something and then went off.. i took the same train with kw.. only that i went to dear's hse.. played xbox, had crabs for dinner, and then played ro.. fun.. should play more xbox games while at his house sia.. nvm.. next week then play again.. went home to play ro until 2 am i think..

finally finished my essay on sunday afternoon.. im not sure whether im right not but.. i think i chucked the whole chunk in.. except for my own example la.. then played ro.. lol.. dear came for dinner and then we played ro, well his com is still at my house.. i dunno y i need 2 coms haha.. he left around 9 .15pm.. i played until 10.30 and then went to sleep..
thats for the weekends.. dun need to ask me abt the next weekdays.. sch, slp, maybe self-study abit.. haha.. kk i going to sleep liao.. the electricity is backed up.. yesh!! i come back home just now to find no electric -.- cannot play my ro.. but then again.. i dun want to train by myself.. aiya dun talk liao.. slp slp.. hehe...

angie asked me today "What's ur motivation in life?" as in what keeps me moving.. i replied her "BGR lo.. " thats the only thing that keeps me going now.. like what eve said, we spend days as days goes.. and then look forward to weekends to meet bfs.. quite thru la.. she also no motivation.. i guess that's the sadest thing in life.. when u r trying to find goals to achieve.. everyday u r doing the same things, either work or study.. no really full attaining purpose.. they are working as well as studying.. but they find those r the fixed things in their lives.. something that r not changing.. i agree too.. everyday u just go to sch/work and then come back to relax in ur nice little home.. at the end of the day, u pass the day just like that.. some days u go out with frens and slack abit but thats that.. life in singapore is boring.. u find life in elsewhere ppl r more hyped-up.. if u enjoy the things u r doing thats still okay.. but if u r doing for the sake of doing it, that's just boooorrriiiinnngggg... i can map out a person's life in sg already.. young > school > work > work > work and until old still work > tour the world(basically living a lexurious time with the money u saved while working) > die at old age(assuming u dun ve cancer) ... weekdays either work or study.. come home sleep/watch tv/play com/clean house.. weekends spending time with frens and family/clean house/whatever.. i can program all these sia like how a sim life is.. sims life is easy.. u go sch, work, find social life, married, get old, have generations after generations and finally u die.. similar to our lives isn't it?? some ppl have higher goals.. they make themselves worthy to the society.. and then die with no regrets haha.. some ppl, like myself, live only for themselves.. and then only attend to the ppl close to u.. i ve not much purpose in life.. maybe when i grow older, my ultimate goal is to open a cafe, then at times hanging out with frens at my own cafe... and then priority is money and then family.. i live a simple life.. haha.. next, update with my own life..

so tue i was revising as usual.. and then wed went to lecture.. after that went to the lib to look for socie assignment-related stuff.. went home around 2.30pm lidat.. and again revising ibm.. yday was as usual esap n ibm.. sat with angie they all so was quite at the middle so din get picked on.. went home n played ro as a reward for my study these 2 days.. wahaha..

i feel that ive been so lifeless since recently.. din go out much except weekends.. luckily this week going to ktv with them.. then then monday hand in assignment -.- today doing it.. sianzz...now going to rain liao then im feeling like im falling sick sia.. hope not.. but still.. i haven recover from my long term depression.. how ar? maybe bcos of stress, ve to study everyday.. then no go out.. no $$ haha.. someone pls cheer me up tmr.. god..