Yay! the taiwan version of Skip beat!(anime/manga) is coming out soon. I ve the mysterious power to find good anime so that later they would also develop into dramas! hahaha..
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Jerry Yan = Tsuruga Ren (the middle guy), Ariel Lin = Mogami Kyoto, (i wonder who the hell act Shotaro, the last guy, haha.)



I recommend this anime. So hilarious and comical that i can die while laughing. >p<

Kyoko followed her true love and childhood friend Sho to Tokyo so she could help him reach his dream of becoming an idol. She cleans, cooks, works three jobs and does nothing for herself because she loves him so much, but gets nothing in return. Still, she remains by his side. But then one day she goes unannounced to his agency with a delivery, and overhears him talking about her; he reveals to his manager that he only took her with him as a maid, and that he doesn't care for her at all. Upon hearing this, Kyoko doesn't just sit around and cry. She cuts and dyes her hair, changes her clothes and attitude and thus begins her journey to join showbiz and have her revenge against Sho.

my jap teacher keep letting us listen to utada hikaru's songs that i like her songs too. no doubt, she has a strong voice (i love singers with ultra booming voice!!). + i have a few favourite songs of hers, flavour of life (u'd heard in hana yori dango), can u keep a secret. angie, my jap teacher, took the liberty to play us a nice hit of utada hikaru, deep river. i was kinda mesmerised by the melody, and now i know how to sing it lol (cos she gave us lyrics with translation too).

maybe u heard it before too. i dunno. i just went to my imeem to check out for flavour of life, and i realised i searched for alot of jap anime/drama OSTs. haha.


Things with me are still pretty laid-back. nothing motivates me. i hate my laid-back lifestyle and at the same time, love it. haha. am still watching anime + playing oblivion, while studying a bit at a time.

it should be a miracle that i going to pass all my papers. but of cos, im determined to PASS all.

anyway, enjoy the soundtracks!

School revision started last week and either i ve been going at the wrong timing, or the class i crashed has been cancelled. =.= still no mood for mugging yet.

i kept playing oblivion the whole day. i cant believe i can actually sit for so long to play the game. guess im kinda addicted to it.

so far, my prelim results are okay. 30+ to 50 like that. sigh. fyi, above 34 is passing mark. lol.

people are going for holidays and coming back. but me. zzzz.

my parents been to malacca for qing ming. cheeyong and company just came back from redang. and my beloved brother is in tokyo this very moment, coming back only in 2 weeks time. w-h-y? waiting for exams to be over, so i can be on my way to hokkaido.. lalala..

that company that i went for internship interview ve yet call me for confirmation. im giving them a week more b4 sending them an email. i am so.. whatever..

basically, i haven step in the shopping malls in town for a vvvvvry long time. I ve to stop spending until probably end of exam, cos i found my money depleting. lol.

one other thing remain unsolved. hope i will be able to see it through too.

okay end of entry, nitess..

http://janru.mybrute.com

for fun! LOL!

My god, A creepy Stalker!!! ive never been scared of anything but these kind of people.

And to think i was so nice, just tell him the time, and he stalked me home! asking for my phone num =.=

Wierd stuffs like this happen, do they?

i just never thought it would be me.

ar, the long-awaited ktv photos! haha!


The duo singing and personal takes!!

















Group posing for the camera...





Hahaha..! Love is dreaming with her mouth wide open..


*peeking!


den drooling.. ><


twistees!!


Look to the left pose...


*acting cute..


blowing kisses 1


blowing kisses 2


dreamworld.. somehow jo is late for the dreamworld gate..








thats all! tata!!

oh april the 1st, happy april's fool day!

im still slacking haha. hey girls, if want to go mug somewhere again, remember to count me in! or else i would be slacking all the way until revision classes start, haha!


Yea well, last sat went to watch "Confessions of the shopaholic". The title looks familiar, i think i read it before. Yeah, although the title is similar, the story is the same. My book is called "The secret dreamworld of a shopaholic".

How irony, when the book i bought always has a movie created based on that book haha. Yea, like "The Duchess" i bought and still haven finish it yet, is out on movie. Well of cos, thats because i saw Keira Knightley's face on that book cover, which is beside the point. LOL!!

Does that mean I have an eye for good novels? or just coincident that the books i bought were displayed on the bestsellers category? =.=

I'm always curious who the characters in the books are acted out by. Which is why i went to watch the movies. Now whenever i read twilight series, the actors n actresses face just pop out. and it really helps me enjoy the book/series. I'm looking forward to New Moon movie. Wondering how the story will be played.



Okay enough about books.

Sunday, went out with the girls to topone ktv to enjoy ourselves. Sang until we were exhausted haha. Anyway, went in to hip diner for dinner with jj n love after kw n joanne left.

And agreed to meet at imm the next day to study together. At least we are mugging on the similar finance modules but different schools though. JJ = Kaplan, me = UOL, Betty = Murdoch.

Went to jap lesson after studying in imm. haha. Such convenient timings for each of us.



that IT guy from singnet came down to fix my modem on tue. And whew, werent we glad that we can use the Internet again?!

Oh yea, first thing i checked on my email. I got shortlisted for interview from my internship company!

Lets hope that i get it, and that my pay is not as pathetic as the one i got from poly internship. =X



Thats for today. haha. Until i receive the photos from jo. winks*

Jya ne.

i think i becoming a fan of espirit. i keep going there for clothes. probably bcos its the nearest to me than topshop or dorothy perkins are.

seriously i hope they'd just open a new topshop in jp. despite its huge size, Jp has not too much shops that i would wanna go in, except for bodyshop, sasa and espirit.

now whenever i wana shop, i must go to town, which is way inconvenient for me, given where im living at. sigh.

Yday had lunch with my bro and my aunt (we met her at our bus stop while heading to jp) at some peranakan restaurant. Though the place was quiet (2.30pm thats why), the nasi lemak there is good and we ordered kari sotong, *yums*, otah, and drinks. had a pretty decent and full lunch and so we went walking haha.

we stopped at uob to wait for my bro to activate his account. den to mi espirit to buy clothes for miself, lol.

went to ntuc fairprice, japan home and den popular before we went home.

haha. such a nice day.

yea im a pretty contented person if i can just spend some time doing whatever is satisfying for me. Like probably playing online games, watching anime the whole day, or just hang out with ppl im close with.


todays my mums bday, so gotta go celebrate her bday @ some restaurant for dinner later. =)

and well, since my bro is free everyday, im going shopping with him tmr. haha.



i realise something. everytime i blog, its me buying things or shopping. haha, i am frugal, but yet i spend. lol, hey theres still money in my bank k? probably i only spend like few in a month, save some, and den when allowance comes in for the next month, i spend some again. though im proud to say that, my money is increasing, not decreasing. haha. i watch what i spend and how i save. u could say im tense doing such things, but who cares. im a virgo. LOL!

oh and something about me and my horoscope, i believe in them. cos they are mostly true. but i cant say the same for chinese zodiac. we may be cows but sometimes our signs characteristics just differs from our chinese zodiac personality.

i believe in unmei (fate/destiny) too. i believe theres a soul mate for me. now i kinda believe in love at first sight. u wont know he/she is the one until u "sense"your destiny with him/her. Its not like theres a right one for everyone, but something like u found the suitable one, some one u want to be close to forever. someone whose fate intertwine with urs, and this fate make both of u more ascertain of yourselves.

its what i believe in la.

okay fine. some ppl requested for pictures rite..

Here they are. these are the latest photos at marina barrage.





















Its as if my poses are all the same. LOL!!

yday play last chapter of re5 until very late so didnt blog the days event haha

anyway, i shall blog down this eventful day. haha. u shall see.


Met kw and jeremy at outram park. (i dont know what i was thinking also. marina bay is not that line what. blurz)

den we took train down to marina bay and den shuttle bus to marina barrage.

marina barrage was preparing some event for couples. everywhere was tied with heart-shaped balloons and there were a stretch of wedding receptions area with red carpet flowing next down the fountain, such romantic setting. haha.

well there was a banner on the stage so i assumed theres a event.


we ate at the gallery cafe and talk for nearly an hour before we walked around taking photos. haha.

went back to marina station around 3plus and headed down to wisma to eat at food republic.

kw was trying to introduce several food to jeremy so she bought quite alot =.= but in the end we finished them.

sat there and chit-chatted for 2 hours plus wahaha..

den kw had to go and fetch her parents from the airport so we left.


it will be long again till we next meet. haha. dont know when that will be.

lets hope jeremy is a manager the next time we visit him. wahaha!! =X

jeremy's coming to town. going to spend this saturday with him and kw. =) looking forward to it.


i took 154 past my old secondary school just now, on the way to jurong point from school. And then memory flood. haiz.

all the way from sec 1 to sec 5, memories come back like nothing else matters. so much that i really missed taking bus with my classmates, riding to and from school with them. Missed the route that we used to walk to KFC for lunch or jurong lake for some annual event thingy. haha. missed the people whom i loved. including my besties. shes still living around me. im just remembering where she used to stay and the fun we had doing some singing and dancing at her place, while playing with her kittens.

well, i had little friends, so she was one of the only few friends that i really enjoyed being with during my secondary school days.

alot has changed, since our 'N' levels. and then she moved. but nearer to me. haha. i saw her few times near lakeside mrt probably last 1-2 years ago. shes still on facebook although we rarely chat now. =) anyway, its just reminiscing about her and our school.


had my last prelim paper today. satisfy that i finished my paper on time. again this year. haha. ><

so now im going to chiong gaming session until apr comes and then mugging start all over again.


fought a difficult boss with my bro on resident evil 5 just now on ps3! haha.. scary but that game is so much fun. hope theres more 2 players game for ps3.

anyway, after prelim, i met him for lunch at jp. then we walked around doing what he wanted to do and i bought something as well. satisfied, we went home. haha.

hmm, theres one thing that always bugging me, thats weighing on my mind. and i dunno what to do with "that". Seriously, things in the past are so much better. As you get older, things are harder to grasp.

Oh but, im in a growing phrase. im always in a growing phrase =p *indicating the youngness wahaha*

So some things might just work out for me. Or rather things will work out. Need to get through certain stuffs to understand.



Meanwhile, on an enthu reading moment about the vampires and bella swan. *glees*

gg sleep. nite peeps.

So much for trying to rest. i woke up and my head starts to pound again.

i finished "new moon"before i went to nap. next i would start tonight or probably tomorrow "eclipse".

cant seem to study so here i am, blogging. haha. while listening to the rain and thunder.

hmm. i think i cant finish 6 more chapters before tmr. arh, damn ICT!! so tempting not to go sit for the prelims. haha. *shake head* no can do.

ugh. been coughing upside down, inside out. my lungs are coming out.

12345. sigh. been 7 days and counting. maybe this is one of the 100 days cough? haha.

not going out, not eating food that would aggrevate my cough, not straining my voice. every morning, i would begin with a really violent cough with flam, and then a final loud sneeze. i just cannot be sick. it will last quite some time.

i wanna eat pizza! =(

Hopefully my cough will go away by thurs when i go shopping.

arh.. sian.

my face now "graciously" and significantly surfaces new blemishes due to stress and sickness.

But thank godness my cough is getting better, though its still irritating my throat.

still mugging for my tuesday paper.


after that i'll start playing flyff and maple again! LOL!

recently, i started playing resident evil 5 with my bro on ps3 cos we just bought a new controller and i was bored. (i cant concentrate too much on my studies. irritated by the pounding in my head and throat.)

oh, tue and wed will be gaming aka slacking. thurs will be shopping spree with my bro. fri hmm.. gaming again. haha.

all the way until my revision classes starting in apr. sian.

den mugging and more mugging again.


in a sense, i like to blog. but gaming and watching anime are still my fave. keke. i have a life of a nerd. i stay at home and do nothing but stuck with my com for hours and hours.

My computer becoming my essential item of my daily routine. Well actually, it takes up most of my time. haha.

So much that in the end, i shopped for beauty and fashion stuffs online. =.=


Sorry that my blog have nothing but words. I like to blog. And basically, when i have thoughts swirling around my brain, i would blog them down. So u would actually see me blogging often when im not busy. oh correction, even when im busy. LOL.

Crap, i waste my time blogging away again. Anyway, see ya soon. Very soon. LOL. Tadah.

my agnes b bag arrived 2 days ago! so happy that i didnt update. lol.

anyway, been waiting for something else to arrive. its been 1 month plus since i ordered. the owner tells me theres a defect/wrong goods sent from the factory so she sent it back. i need to wait again. Sigh.

Hmm. my kate spade wallet is somehow impossible to get. Until maybe i work. =D

should i get the 7bucks 2009 planner? sigh. what stupid planner is more than 5 bucks nowadays. is it me or is the price jacked up increasingly fast?

trying to curb my cough ><

i hate eating the flu medicine. it makes feel sleepy. And whether i have eaten once or twice, i just slept it throughout the entire day.

Damn, making it harder for me to study for my last prelim paper, which is on next tue. Sigh.

Going to sleep now.

I simply cannot tahan the dry cough already so i went to eat my medicine.

its been 3 days, and counting.

Finally finish watch kimagure orange road.

and i realised one thing.. the characters voice seem to be the same of those in Ranma 1/2. Cos the 2 shows are both so long ago. haha.

nice anime. i still like ranma though keke.



someone play flyff with me pls? its so boring to play mmorpg by urself.

hmm feeling hungry now. maybe bcos its lunch time. LOL.

mata ne~!

Earth Hour - 28th March 2009 8.30pm

About Earth Hour
On Saturday, March 28th, 2009 at 8:30 PM, people around the world will turn off their lights for one hour, Earth Hour, to show how by working together we can make a difference in the fight against climate change. The symbolic event is the highlight of a major campaign to encourage individuals, businesses and communities to take action to cut their emissions on an ongoing basis. Earth Hour, led by world’s largest and most experienced independent conservation organisation, WWF, aims to reach 1 billion people in 1,000 cities to illustrate the world communities’ support for action on climate change.

“Earth hour will not only make for an impressive visual spectacle but also symbolizes that by working together we can all make a difference in the fight against climate change. This is why in Singapore we are calling on everyone; be they individuals, community groups or businesses, to get involved by signing up on www.earthhour.org and then switching off on the 28th March to make a difference.”

The action of switching off lights represents one of the simple steps we can all take to cut our emissions on an ongoing basis, the ultimate goal of this awareness raising campaign. Other suggestions to cut emissions include switching off electrical devices at the plug instead of leaving them on standby, using energy-efficient appliances, recycling, travelling by public transport instead of by car.

For individuals
· Encourage all you know to participate by posting links and content related to Earth Hour on your blogs, websites and emails.
· Host a (beeswax) candle lit dinner party at your home for earth hour
· Review your home and consider the things you could do differently to save energy and help mitigate global warming.

- abstracted from the earthhour.org and from Joanne's blog

my first non-eprelim paper was on monday.

wah sibei stupid, i will tell u what happened.


last week, i taken 2 of my eprelim paper, isdm and otia. i took my first OTIA prelim on last thursday, den ran out of time doing the paper. the time stops, and i didnt submit the paper, so the server auto submit for me. When i go check/ view my ans again, to my dismay, my ans ve only been submitted half!

Of course, i immediately notified my course coordinator, who only called me on saturday. she told me SIM let me retake my eprelim for OTIA again. but i have to retype whole thing, unless i ve backup ans on my previous paper. Of cos i didnt, so i told her i would think about it. So its a sat rite? when i called her back half hour later to inform her i was going to take whole paper, i guess she took off already.

i checked my student portal around saturday night. den i found out they are extending the eprelim to monday. OKAY~ for the extending part, but shit! how am i supposed to retake the e-paper by monday, when i have POA paper in school that day itself?

den i emailed her, asking for permission if i can extend the eprelim ending timing. well, she didnt reply me at all. not even on monday. Being like an ant on a hot pot (re kuo shang de ma yi haha!), i decided to retake my paper on sunday night.

Y sunday night, bcos when everywhere is distracting me, i cant take my paper properly. and concidentally, my relatives came on sunday.

So until it is silent at night, i took my epaper at 10.30pm. All the way until 1.30am. Even my bro didnt know im taking my paper cos hes shutting himself in the room. haha. Anyway, hes the one who suggested that i should take on sunday night. Cos i nearly forgot, i can take on anytime of the day and anyday, just before monday night.

Well, i rechecked my ans again, submitted before time's up, fully prepared for the timing and ans this time round, and went to bed.

wake up around 8am, headed to school for my poa paper at 10am.


I was really shagged, for preparing 2 papers, literally in a day. now i know what it means to be totally worned out, when my frens often complained they have 2 paper in a day, or 2 papers in 2 consecutive days.

I was tired by the time i sat for my poa paper, cos i was reading poa notes on the bus. but of cos, due to my consciousness, i was alert and try to finish my paper from what i studied. and yay, except for one 5 marks qns, i did every single qns, whether or not its correct. haha.

more satisfy den ever, cos last year i couldnt finish my 15 or 20 marks qns on time. and i left that qn out. haiz. at least now if its not correct, i still have some marks from the format haha.

ate lunch and slept after i reached home. haha.

i still ve difficulty sleeping. maybe bcos i didnt stick to my regime of exercising nowadays. noted: its all for mugging.


i decided i would rest for a few days before i start mugging for my last written paper on 17 march.

yday, i just went to jp bcos of the noisy renovation above my floor. retail therapy at espirit. haha. didnt manage to get my 2009 planner again and again. i keep wondering y the hell a planner need to be so expensive?? haiz.. if anyone got a pocket size or a small n portable 2009 planner unused, please tell me. i will pay u for it. haha. but my budget is 5 bucks. =)

on a happy note, some pointers on make up. and check out this girl's blog. she's talented, im telling u!

her Blog with makeup tutorials: http://www.xanga.com/ricebunny

cool! just added photobucket application in facebook!

had gone through pictures also. theres wedding photos, trip photos and gathering photos. All from long time ago! aww..

i should put one next time with all my cousins during chinese new year. In my cousins wedding photos, u see one of the photos with only the 6 of us in it. One of the guys is my bro, and the other is my cousiin, but his brothers didnt come that night. Niether did the girls' brother come. oh and the photos with the groom (my elder couzin) and his wife. his sis is by my bro's side. all cousins hah. The only time we only get to meet is during chinese new year. haha.

yea. and photobucket is alot faster to upload pictures than facebook. so with it as an application in facebook. i can upload more photos on "facebook" haha.

mata ne.

Gawd, finally feeling refreshed and energised abit.

Began to study my otia in the morning before i went napping again. haha.

just now went to meet dear at jp for dinner. he bought guitar hero for xbox 360 at challenger. and asked his bro to come fetch us home. LOL.

And,

i haven begin my eprelim yet. I didnt manage to finish studying otia and isdm. so i was thinking maybe leave it for tmr and fri to take either of them.

sigh.

probably, prelim results will suck again. luckily its optional. and its a good practice for the final exam. leaving me to feel properly studied and prepared after prelim, cos i would ve covered the necessary materials for the prelims so these are still very embedded in my brain until finals.

Less stressed too. So in a way, prelims are good for us. We could studied few months before the actual exam and den having mock exam give us the neccessity to prepare for the real one.

few weeks before the finals, i could just revised again to refresh everything in that module(s). So u'd nv seen me reading notes on the train to expo, while feeling relaxed. lol. i dont want to make myself so stressed out that i'd panicked even before i get to the exam hall.

having a relaxed mind is impt. i always tell myself that everything will fall in place after i seen the qns. even if i do forget a few points, i would console myself, saying its impossible to remember every little details of those theories. Just get to the main point, thats all i need.

den again, u wonder why i fail rite.. wahahaha!! =X

back to mugging.

jya ne..

aiyo.. feeling so tired everyday. my eyebag is heavier.

i just cant concentrate on study. although eprelim starts today. i have 4 more days to take 2 e-paper.

ive been so lethargic that i cant even concentrate in jap class. i dont even feel like going, if its wasnt dear's call that woke me up from my nap. i feel like i need extra energy for brain processing. I performed badly in class yesterday. been stuttering over jap words, when i usually weave it through the sentence structure. my brain isnt working.

Tried sleeping early. no use at all. even its at my daily hours and timing of sleeping.

i wonder if i can finish studying isdm today and take the paper tmr. and den give myself time to take otia paper on friday.

theres a last lesson for isdm tmr. but i think im skipping it to take my e-paper.



yday was worse. i went to sch early in the morning, to find out theres no more lessons for otia. since theres poa after otia class, i try to study and slack at the same time for 3 hours. i napped at the table for 1 hour and tried to study otia. haha. well kinda futile. i cant study well outside my house. its too much distraction.

met angie for lunch. she was at sch early too but didnt go for hr class cos she forgot her stack of hr notes.

after lunch, we waited outside our class to wait for her hr class to finish b4 we go in for poa.

she disappeared halfway thru class to study with her fren. haha.

j just went home after poa, cos was feeling as tired as b4. cant even study with her without my full set of notes.



ay ay. now im feeling tired as yday, even though i just wake up from my nap. i know i shouldnt sleep. the more i sleep, the same feeling wouldnt go away. but even if i dont try to nap, i would become zombie and i know i wouldnt study.

anyway, i think i ordered the agnes b bag from ebay. i just need the seller to reply me. i seen this bag and tried it b4 at taka. but its too ex. now they selling it cheaper on ebay so i took up the offer haha.

wah, even playing games and watching anime now make me feel worst. firstly, i would feel that im neglecting my studies. 2ndly, i would become more tired. haha. 3rdly, i dont ve the energy for them.

the weather just make it worst. argh!! i know its raining soon. just look at dark sky outside la. wah lau. make me feel sleepy again, although i just wake up.

now im just blogging so i wouldnt ve to study and make myself having migraine and den ve to go back to sleep again. and by blogging, its so far the most relaxing activity i can find on the computer. oh 3rd reason, my brain cant take in any more study materials. haiz. maybe i should just take my epaper without finishing mugging. cos im just cramping every thing into my head now. it wouldnt help to understand or organise any thoughts now.

oh yea, btw its just what i put as my msn nick, if i can retrieve any info at will whenever i pick up any info, i would be a superhuman by now. sucks. i wonder how im going to score for all these papers. and its only 4 mod, 2 which i ve taken b4 somemore. sigh~~

mugging mugging mugging man...

zzz...

woo going to hokkaido in june!!

few days after my exam somemore, so i will be looking forward to the trip! keke.

and updating my wishlist.

kate spade wallet!! and agnes b bag!! though its not shown in the official website.

aww.. cant.. must control the urge! =.=''

meanwhile, prelims.. haiz...

can someone teach me how to be happy?

how to be satisfy when im stuck in my tiny world, with no one but me inside?

The ones around me, they are barred from coming into my life.

And i dont know and refuse to open up to them.

I dont know what i want.

I have a lot of anger/sadness, but they are so pent up inside me. sometimes i feel like suffocating, cos i dont know how to let them out.

Who will help me?

Even my boyfriend cant help me. I need love and guidance. He cant provide me those.

I am not being appreciated, no matter how much i do. and i crave for recognition inside me.

If this is a jap song/anime, this should be a really really sad song/scene.



There is no one, no one at all. nani mo. nani mo nai.

No friends, not even my family and boyfriend, bothers what im thinking or what i want.

I always compromise to their wishes, and dont know how to express my own. It would feel like selfishness. as what kevin always say.

what is with me? I hate myself sometimes, i e, all the time.

A shield is protecting me from harm. Yet at the same time, its preventing me from going out.



Its not about going out to shop or hang out.

Even when im outside, i refuse to talk openly to others. I conceal everything inside me.



Its about my life. My whole life, what i am going to do. How to achieve happiness. What is wrong with me?

Kevin says i cry alot, but thats the only way i can let out frustration and all the pent up sadness within me. Does he even know that?

I rarely do cry now. It doesnt help solve things.

Instead im still brooding over them.

i think i would die much faster this way.



What is love? how could you enjoy loving someebody else so much, even when u are doubtless about his feelings?

Do i really really like him? Am i really really capable of loving someone?

How do i really feel happy?

What am i? Who am i?

Suddenly i feel like correcting myself. For i am emotionless. I am empty inside.

A day come and another pass. I just live them as it is.

With an empty shell.



These feelings are not only realised during my PMS.

its even when im conscious of myself.

Who am i? Why do i behave like this? Am i not human?

To be pleasantly surprised is when u r surprised with things that you like, or longed for a long long time.

It doesnt mean unexpected surprised. Oh its surprise alright, if the other party u giving the gift to, doesnt dislike what u bought for him or her.

To be stunned is the extreme unexpected surprised. Something that the given will nv thought of, come to the given as a gift. and in fact this gift is what the giver like.

Getting a gift for someone is getting something that that person like, not something that you yourself like. That wouldnt make that any difference at all. In fact, you just make that person "minus" your mark of sincerity.

And dont try to offer something to ur loved one that she or him doesnt like, but something that you like. If you do, it doesnt make that person comfortable or happy at all! Forcing it, doesnt make any better. They make it worst.

Try to get ur loved one a present that she or he likes, for a long time (to make it unexpected pleasantly surprised). When something that u handpick or made, with an extra effort, ur effort wont be unappreciated.

This are the same for places that you bring ur loved one to.

Memories should be made to be pleasant not unpleasant.



This is an advice for peeps that are getting presents for other people. Giving gifts/cards/flowers to someone is a form of happiness between the two of u. You are happy that he likes your gift, and he is happy that he likes what you give him. They shouldnt be something so pretentious that may seem as showy.

Making the extra effort make it all worth it. =)



Oh yea and forgot to announce for the happy couple, Vincent and Winnie!

Congratulation on his proposal to winnie!

May this couple be blissful forever and ever!

his facebook's pictures of his preparation for his proposal.

So xinfu sia!

i just continue stage 2 of jap basic. haha.

a combination of the 2 classes of the stage 1, so many unfamiliar faces. but luckily theres still 5 of the old us.

anyway, its wierd that my jap teacher told de class im taking JLPT. (jap language exam) i didnt ever mention to her b4 ma. haha. but yea, i would take.. maybe in august if im ready for it.

rocking.. im trying hard to read full sentences of hiragana and katakana now. still need to slowly read them and understand their meaning though.


meanwhile i start to play maplestory again. LOL! kevin was like, duhhhh! thats bcos love motivate me to play ma. Wahaha..!

bbs!!

since de girls are blogging about sun's bai nian, i shall chip in abit.

the things they left out. well, since ive got nth to do now anyways. =P

for kw's reading pleasure.. wahaha!



sundae lunch -
met yq, joanne, jj, weisheng, betty for lunch at amk hub around 1pm.

chinsher came to fetch us later at 2pm to his house.

were entertained by chinsher's uncle and aunt. =) so nice of them.

anyway, what joanne says long story is,

chinsher decided to join us while we are leaving for my house. We all persuaded him to. haha. he's so ONz. cos he was supposed to pass his fren something den he smsed him to postpone it. haha.



jiejin gotta go to her fren's house so she ditched us at the bus stop to take taxi. LOL!

we took bus and den train and den bus back to my house. haha.

dan met up with us at je mrt station.

cs were already hanging out opposite my house, waiting for us. how big are we. haha~



sundae dinner -
humble fare at my abode. haha. thats what my mum says in chinese.

continued ban-luck! after dinner. chinsher brought some luck to me (after the losing streak on chu yi - chu san =.=).. or maybe its my house. or maybe theres a "zhao cai mao" above my bookshelf, where i was leaning close to. haha.

den after ban luck, we went to play wii and rock band in my bro's room.

well, im guessing dan's nick gotta do with playing boxing in wii. haha.

everyone took turn while playing. cos limited wii motes and the guitar instruments k..

and left around 11pm.



this has gotta be the fun CNY meetups ever. lol..

hope we meet up soon b4 dan leaves for aust again.

damn.. shipping fees from the overseas are freakishly expensive!!

and they take super long to reach here! min. 1 week. haiz..

i seriously should go find something that sells in singapore. haha.

sian.

ISFJs need positive feedback from others. In the absence of positive feedback, or in the face of criticism, the ISFJ gets discouraged, and may even become depressed. When down on themselves or under great stress, the ISFJ begins to imagine all of the things that might go critically wrong in their life. They have strong feelings of inadequacy, and become convinced that "everything is all wrong", or "I can't do anything right".

Im one of ISFJs (Introverted Sensing Feeling Judging). The above sentence is true. I have low self-confidence.



In this URL: http://www.personalitypage.com/ISFJ.html, most of the things about me is true.


The following abstracts are taken from this website. http://www.geocities.com/lifexplore/isfj.htm


Loving

For the ISFJ, love means security and commitment. Again, like other types, ISFJs tend to fall hard when they fall in love. Because they place a high value on marriage and family, they seek out a partner and feel unfulfilled without one. Marriage and family give ISFJs appropriate outlets for their love. In addition, they provide opportunities for them to meet their need to be of service to others. Because they are willing to give so much, they tend to expect the same sort of response from their mates and may be disappointed when their partners do not comply. However, they are realistic enough to know that they may not get exactly what they want and sometimes must accept their fate quietly.

ISFJs tend to stay in relationships that may not be in their best interests. Because ISFJs are responsible and dutiful, unless they are careful, their partners may take advantage of them. ISFJs are likely to stay in such relationships, because their values of commitment and stability are more important than their individual needs and wants. They may be taken for granted by the very people whom they care and do so much.

In love, ISFJs tend to epitomize people who radiate warmth and good feeling. While ISFJs may not verbalize deep love or the underlying sense of security and commitment that they feel, their contented facial expressions and demeanors illustrate their inner thoughts. They will do whatever is necessary to maintain this state. When the spouse or family of the ISFJ does not meet his or her expectations, the opposite facial expression or demeanor may occur. They are unlikely to talk with others about their disappointments.

When ISFJs are scorned, they are likely to be disappointed, angry, and bitter. However, they keep their feelings inside and often focus on themselves. After her spouse had left her to marry another, one ISFJ commented, 'It wouldn't mean anything if I let the anger out.' Even though she was in pain, she held back her feelings and tears, responding to a strong need to appear composed and stoic to others.



"While ISFJs are super-dependable, they may be fascinated by and attracted to the irresponsible, the lush, the glutton." (HAHA!!) Many ISFJs marry alcoholics and then proceed to conduct a rescue-rejection game without end, with the rescuing phase taking the guise of an attempt to reform. Occasionally an ISFJ mother may reveal a tendency to find humor in the "waywardness" of a son, while raising her daughters to respect traditions and to do the Right Thing at the Right Time; always.

ISFJs are frequently misunderstood and undervalued. Their contributions often are taken for granted, and the ISFJ as well is too often taken for granted. This can cause an ISFJ to harbor feelings of resentment, and this bottled up emotion can gnaw inwardly, causing the ISFJ much undeserved suffering.



Mates

The conserving nature of the ISFJ nicely complemented the iconoclasm of the ENTP "inventor." There would seem to be an even greater affinity in the mating of ISFJ with the ESTP "promoter." The dashing, glittering, wheel-and-deal capers of the ESTP calls for anchorage. The ESTP tends to have "high" periods during which there is a whirlwind of euphoric activity. The ISFJ provides, and likes to provide, a place to "crash" for our high-rolling entrepreneur. Usually the ISFJ finds employment that requires this ministering, nursing, helping sort of activity. Even so, he or she doesn't seem to mind doing the same thing at home, and so tends to get burdened with a bit more duty than others. If the spouse does not show appreciation now and then for this overtime work, he may be in for an increase in physical complaints and "worries" on the part of the unappreciated ISFJ.

i like OSTs of my favourite dramas.

They are the companions of really intense scripts/plots.

When i like that drama, it means that the script has melodramatic meaning to it. and it move me.

when im sad, i listen to these songs. and den i will remember the dramas. and their strong-willed characters involved.

im still a girl. somewhere. haha.

so tired.

i ve not been sleeping good at all since cny. though i admit i still sleep more than 6 hours a day. haha.

i seriously need 10 hours of sleep a day. or else the whole day to me i will feel sluggish and whole lot more tired.

the face masks i bought from ebay came. =) well its an extra from something else i bought from the same seller. i just accidentally paid more so she gave me 3 red wine facemasks instead of refunding me.

she recommended the facemasks to me and guaranteed that its good.

well, if it really is, i shall recommend to u girls too. =)



i better not start talking about exams. they will spoil my mood.

instead, i shall focus on a long-waited shanghai trip with my family in june after exams. and possibly another taiwan trip at the end of the year. haha.

im the only one that haven been to china yet =.= which is why im looking forward to it.

well, it may not be as fun as going with frens, but at least i noe my dad will bring us everywhere he deems interesting for us to go. =) and i still got my bro. haha.



Hope that things will go smoothly for me this year. Niu nian rite. it should be my year eh.

i did settle abit of the bills and exams fee stuff. that lightens the load off my mind.



and well, im wondering if i should continue my intermediate jap. my mum says that my bro can teach me if i want.

its true that i dont want to attend the lesson at night. its just so.. tiring.

on the other hand, i got a feeling my teacher can teach me more than my bro could. haha. although he will teach the necessary sentences only la.

how sia.

i got 3 more lessons till the end of basic jap.

hmmm.

まま。（well well..）

おやすみ。(oyasumi. nite.)

heres to show my new hairstyle.. for those who haven seen me.. haha..





hmm.. i didnt take any photos on cny with my hp.

i guess i can still dress up the same when we meet. haha.

anyway, time to go shopping! lol.

and prelims =.=

but i can still shop until drop! =P

mata ne..

well i cut my hair again on mon. Probably bcos of cny, but mostly bcos i want to trim my fringe and ends. its getting longer.

anyway, went with my bro to shop on wed at wisma.

ate at coffee club first, well.. cos basically theres nth to eat in taka. haha.

gw bought a polo at nike. we were in a rush. so i went to brought my dress at dorothy perkins. cos we were in it before we go nike, and there was a long queue so we dont bother to wait. when my bro went to pay at the nike counter i went down to try. luckily the queue got shorter. and yup the dress is nice. so i bought it. lol. told u we were on a rush. and while im trying my dress, he went down to pedro to buy his shoes. no fancy shops around. so yea everything is just sui bian la. see le, like it den grab it. haha.

shopped within 1.5 hour. took 502 home. i managed to get a seat. haha.


today met up with dear at jp to eat dinner after my lesson in school. had a early dismissal, cos teacher in a cny mood to let us off. haha.

after dinner went to try and buy hush puppies polo. bought one white one. the red one make me look like a salesgirl. =.= The other colours are just not that nice. dear got his earpiece at challenger. glad he likes it. i didnt pay for it, but i got the membershiip so got discount. =p


tmr going for a reunion dinner first at my god grandma's. woo!

anyway, happy cny in advance! =D

i love to sit alone in the dark. or maybe i love the afternoon when the sun isnt strong and shadows hovering my home.

and wonder about lots of stuff.

I heard my jap teacher say that those who dont talk alot tend to think the most. You'll be surprised to hear sophisicated words from them.

It is true, in a way. Since those who doesnt like to talk, tend to be conservative. and they communicate within themselves, thus in a way, think a lot.

i love it when no one is influencing my thoughts. They aint right or wrong. so people arent there to judge. But people can influence.

=.= now den i know ppl dont take me seriously..

what is it? the way i dress or the way i talk? or the way i act?

i thought i am being very serious already.. =.=

ppl, kindly help my fren do survey on touch screen tech.. oh and u can get ur frens n families of all ages to do this survey too cos he needs alot of data from diff ages..

http://FreeOnlineSurveys.com/rendersurvey.asp?sid=cmguaror1zklc57529643

its for his project.. thanks guys.. =D

happy new year everyone!

i hope this year could be a better year. even though i keep hoping every year will be better haha.


anyways, just organise an ecp outings with my poly frens. had fun too!

visit my facebook for more photos. haha.

now i'll be looking forward to another gathering that betty will be organising~! hehe..

but seriously, to get everyone together and go somewhere fun is hard bcos we live so far apart. and that getting full attendance is difficult too.


its start of a new year now. which means.. exams are near. *shiver*

though mock exams are still exams. and by the mid year we'll ve the final year exam. sigh~

i realised im getting lazier every school year. i cannot believe im missing out assignments deadline and test. woah, if dear sees this, he will kill me.. =.= luckily those are not counted as grades. they are optional. but still my discipline is getting abit out of hand for studies.

well, i mean since young, i find it hard to skip school and not hand in homework. haha. i always feel guilty after that. thats the only good thing about me i guess. i am not hard working. its just being brainwashed into my head. haha.


sigh, i haven been sticking to my daily exercise too. with all the holidays crampling together. it just feels that i must slack during hols. haha.

oh, that reminds me. i bought a new jumping rope. thats supposed to help strengthen my ankle and leg. but i haven start to use yet. =X


jap class is going to end soon in feb. but i still would be flipping through my notes for reference. hehe.

thinking also about signing up for intermediate class too. and french class.

but i hope i will not be alone again. anyone wanna join me?


hmm. thats all for now. happy chinese new year too!