woohoo.

went to make my dbs moneysmart debit today and open a new ocbc account with monthly savings account!

yea the meagre money i save can help me save more and also stop spending.

hmm. i can also go earn more maybe.

u guys got do bank savings not? as in give u high interest rate one. I only noe ocbc and dbs got monthly savings account. but their p.a. rates is like 1.68 and 0.45. haha. got any better ones?

erm, im going for the 50-150 dollars saving scheme only. if its in thousands, forget it.

How abt proper gaining investments eh?

Oh, should ask more ppl about this.

going to plunge into a deep ocean of bankrupcy, if i dont try to save now. sigh.

It is true that hp is essential in our nowaday life.

Thurs I forgot to bring mine, when i was going to meet justina to bring her the photocopy book she wanted. And when i ended sch late and went to take the book from the library, she was already gone. I only noe that when i called dear (using a friend's hp) to tell his friend to ask his gf. LOL.

kevin booked out on thurs night. So after class on fri noon, i wenta meet him to go ikea to buy things. Bought a box for my stuffs and that matches my bookshelf.

Anyhow, went home feeling a whole lot sleepy.

And ugh, still is now.

haha.

i can never actually believe i would miss my brother, until he went for his 1 month combat training to rockhampton. Along with millions of other NS men.

He used to go aust, but for leisure and school choir. Now he hates it. LOL.

Anw, my parents and i went to send him off on sunday. He lingered around for an hour before he went to join his friends. Not wanting to be left alone when they board the plane, he nv come back to join us after his headcount. Bloody hell, and i was so hungry. =.=

We went to eat at mac after we sent him in the departure hall. And then went to visit the budget terminal. Its really like a big box, and it looks like malacca immigration. Haha. Plus it smells bad. An advice. Never take plane from that terminal. you can die of the bad smell just bcos of waiting.

Long train ride back home. Haiz. Didnt go tamp ikea, or giant as planned. They were too tired.


Oh, and my ordered goods from ikea came yday. love the bookshelf and the comp table v.much. The color matches now, white and beige. Gw keep saying my room is the ugliest. =.= His also okay. Although, his room is kinda blue for bluez. Haha.

I realise my parents room has our rooms' color. mine is beige and wood while gw's blue and they have blue and wood haha.

Oh gg prepare now. Ja nei!

today: i was alone at home so dear asked me to go his house to clean his room. I suggested that weeks ago, haha. His room is really dusty, i can die of suffocation inside. =X

Anyway, i went to his hse to eat lunch and we watched the Rock on SCV and then started on the cleaning.

Basically, he just pushed everything out of the way and i just wipe/wash the dust out of the fans, the table and the computer that he moved from his living room to his own and change his bedsheet. And of cos, it is neater and less dusty now. But somehow, his bro's and sis's stuffs are still in his room which originally make the room messy. If my brother ever try put his unused stuff in my room, i will slap him. Methaphorically. But still of cos, i wouldnt allow that, unless the stuffs benefit me, like a Wii. Oh, but the Wii is mine. Only the games are his.

After the whole dusting process, i waited for him to bath and then went to meet his poly friend at bugis. Oh by the way, they were from the 25 class. We were 1A22, right? Had fun talking about authur poh, our law lecturer, and SP change alot, according to kevin. Haha.

Ate and went to Sim Lim to find some stuffs. I bought a crystal case for my hp. and they got nothing.

Soon we just took train home.

dear booked out on wed evening. The company is giving him 2 days off.

Thurs, went for lesson in the noon. Was so nervous with kw and her friend cos the admin was checking attendence by the door. So we snuck in by the other lecture door. Haha. Just in case you are wondering why, we were crashing class when ours were originally morning class.

After lesson, i went to meet kevin at cityhall. was intending to watch resident evil: extinction with my brother. He booked on thurs morning too. Went to buy the 7.15pm tix while i saw gw with his frens at the arcade. dear and i went to eat at la mian xiao long bao for lunch/dinner. Walked around everywhere to kill time. Then waited for my bro at the cinema around 7pm.

Finally, we left the place around 9pm to go home.


Today, just went to school in the morning. And then, while dear went to sp with his ns friend (dont ask me why), i went to meet gw for lunch at imm. Had lunch in ajisen and then walked around, buying abit of things that interested us. Luckily didnt really spend alot. Anyway, cabbed home soon after eating cheesecake at secret receipe.

Photos received today from kevin's friends!

These are only with me and dear inside. Haha. Cos we went to the beach, so didnt take alot. =P

Clara is the girl with short hair.

I just came back from school, as usual.

Lemme update the few days of the last weekend.

Friday, went to school and back. My bro came home around 4plus.

Hmm. Saturday was Hari Raya and so my family and I went to Ikea around 1plus pm to look for cupboards and table. We looked around, scouting for pretty ones and ones to fit perfectly in my room. Settled lunch at the food place, much like a canteen. My brother and father ordered plenty of chicken wings, which i only had one, and other desserts. After eating, we continued to look through the whole areas that was written either tables or rooms. Found some but I wasnt too happy with them. Well, at least they can fit in my room. Quite nice, actually. But because my room has a stupid aircon wireboard at the corner, it is impossible to get a corner desk. Sadly, those are the prettier design that I preferred. Did get a table and a book shelf though. Both white to suit my room. Haha.

Anyway, I scooted off around 6plus to find kevin at his mrt station. We were heading to clara's bday chalet. And we are the first ones to arrive around 7 plus. Two of his friends are already there so we just talked to them. After the rest arrived and ate, we played bridge. It is really complicated. But like I told them, once you know how to play Jacks, you can get the jiff of Bridge. Gw taught me and my mum how to play Jacks. Its all about strategy. However you need 4 ppl to play in bridge. its like a partner game.

Anyway, after that, we hung around taking photos and singing bday songs before running off to the beach alone. Gotten back around midnight. Alot of already left, except for the friends. We came back and again, went to the beach, but this time with his friends. Its because clara's father's friends had not left yet, hence the supposedly "mahjong table" is not available.

Sat at this big area. Theres this scary indian man, we thought that hes drunk, was singing and dancing. He then approached us and asked if we heard this song before. Hes actually quite good in singing chinese song. Haha. Anw, he left us alone after we ignored him. Then they started to talk about resident evil, the movie and the game. My brother and I bought the Wii game, so i get what they are talking about.

Dear and I were supposed to head back to his house, but Clara was persuading us to stay, saying one of the two rooms are specially reserved for the friends. We decided to stay then. They came back and started to play mahjong. Dear drifted off to dreamland immediately. I watched them play before sleeping on the other bed at 3plus am. Woke up again soon only to find the room extremely cold to stay in. I went out for awhile, finding the place to be pitch black. =.= So i went back in the room again. Clara was sleeping in my position and they werent finish yet. I watched them for a while and went to sleep beside Clara.

Finally waking up around, im guessing, 8.30am. Washed up abit and left. Cabbed to his house then. Ate brunch that his mum cooked. And went to nap until 4+pm. Wow, rite. Haha. I didnt expect myself to sleep that much. I bathed and waited for dinner. We were going to changi safra resort to eat at Jumbo seafood restaurant. The crabs were good. Fish and other dishes were delicious as well. They suited my taste, haha. His brother sent us to the mrt station after dinner.

I slept once I changed out of my 2 days clothes. Haha.

Latest photos below:

I am feeling so so so lethargic right now. Still am, after a nap, before getting woke up by a phone ring.

Yawns.

And I hate myself for spending so much recently. The money I am saving up, are almost gone. Well, half gone.

I need a job. But i can only start next year when my next sch semester has lesser lessons.

I am thoroughly weak. I cant lift my arms properly. Urgh.

And Eve's 21st birthday? She expects everyone to wear swim suit. Which is why I am desperately trying to lose my flabs.

Thats pretty much about my life.

Oh boyfriend? Still going well, I guess. I dont know. My mood swings coming back.

And oh yes, my brother is going to Wallaby like everyone else too. For a month. Then India. For 3 weeks.

Fortunately, kevin only has to go India. Hoping the plan will not change, and tell me opps hes gonna go aussie as well! =.=

I am still brooding about my money thingy.

Sigh.

HuuL-Loooo.

What a day huh.

Friday was hanging out with the girls at pastaCafe. And mahjong till dawn. I lost and cabbed home.

Saturday - I slept until 2pm. Met dear 7pm at his station and then meet up betty at pasir ris. Went to sheng's party at Aranda. Played poker and mahjong. Left around 1.30am and slept at kevin's.

Sunday - I came home. Watched Ugly Betty.


Oh by the way, I got headache since yesterday. Its fine this morning after taking the panadols.

geez. Think positively. Think positively.

I dont think guys seem to realise that girls are becoming women day by day, while they are just at a stand still. In terms of EQ and thoughts.

I had just watched this pathetic jap show.

This independent woman refuses to show her weaknesses to anyone until one day she found an injured boy, who remained her pet ever since, so as to live with her. The pet was there when she come home, he was there when she feels at her worse, he was there all the time to support her. In exchange, the woman fed him, bathed him (shampoo his hair), and let him stay. She needed him and he loved to support her as a pet. Soon they developed a very close bond for each other. The woman refused to open up even her boyfriend. In the end, her bf found out about her pet and dumped her, unable to accept the truth.

Her psychology doctor says its impossible to love unconditionally. She can never love a human properly. But a pet can, because it'd give its love willingly.

Well, the drama ends with the boy and the woman falling in love, and still staying together.

If you dont mind watching this jap drama, its called kimi wa petto. I found it under crunchyroll.


While watching the show, I swear I wish I could have a human pet too. Someone who gets your attention, listens to you, hug you when you cry, play with you, and stay by your side constantly.

Someday, I should really own a dog.

thurs morning went to sch for POA lesson..

We ended early around 11plus am. but bcos of the bus, we reached town around 12 plus.

kw was meeting von and i was meeting betty at orchard, so i went with kw to food republic to eat lunch first, while they came later to join us.

We then went shopping at wisma for a while. Stepped inside sasa and i bought curlers.

Love and I got some drink and we went Isetan private sales. Yvonne gave us her card and voucher to get us in. Haha.

Anyway, i only managed to get 1 top for myself. And while picking out A|X clothes for dear, kw n von went off first.

Love and i finally left Isetan and got a milk tea at MOS burger and drank at the sidewalk. LOL

After which we went home. I took 502 home while betty went to meet dan.

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Today, met dear to go watch Chuck and Larry. Did not manage to reach Lido already to catch it so we went PS's GV instead. Ate lunch and went in.

After the show, we strolled back to orchard to look for his clothes.

Finally, he gotten 2 pairs of shorts at Giordano and a pair of Ripcurl slippers.

Ate at mac and gone home.

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I am finishing my first book i bought last week its called "the secret diary of miranda cheever". If you are, like me, into old days novels, the 1800s love story should be recommended to you.

I realised that im the "little woman", cos i love this kind of romance story.

The girl, or rather woman whom she later become, is rather an intelligent woman, who is in love with her best friend's brother.
He was a windower, and was afraid to get married again after his dead wife's scandal.

The story should end well. Excuse me, for i haven finish the book yet. It is really a good book.

hmm. the pictures taken on sunday makes me look like i had a bad hair day. So no picture of me. Haha

Anw, lets begin from saturday again.

I went to dear's around 1plus pm. His friends came later on to play mahjong. I watched them play until evening, when we going out to settle for dinner.

Left and went to plaza sing. Ate at kopitiam there, and went to play pool opps. mind's cafe. Was actually wanting to watch Chuck and Larry for the night but it was fully booked and the later slot was at 12midnight. Went to mind's cafe instead. And again, because it was Saturday night, the place is packed. So we ended up stranded opposite. And thus went to play pool.

Left around 12plus am. Was tired but fun. Cabbed to his house and i bathed first before sleeping.


Ate brunch in the morning before leaving. The girls were coming at 2pm so I had to hurry.

Arrived home with kevin around 2.20pm but they werent there yet. Whew. Haha.

Shortly after, betty and jo showed up. And the fun began! We tried to choose our nail polish designs and eat moon cakes! LOL. Thats when jj arrived too. Buffered nails and whatnot. Then we started on base coat, layerings and waited. Oh jo the master was the one putting designs on. So, she did hers while we were still waiting for our layerings to dry. And then she did mine and betty and JJ. Finally polished on the top coat and waited.

Outcomes were these:



Thats betty's design.
Pretty, right?
Not bad for jj as well =D
Last not least, mine!


Okay, so we were finally done. Ate dinner thereafter. Had a full dinner cooked by my parents. After which, we played Wii! It was fun and exciting that we were all exhausted by 9pm. Haha. So they left. Dear went home not long after they went home.

And there you are, my weekends are burned out!

Alright, I cant possibly post so many photos here in the blog.

Recent uploaded photos at the wedding dinner and my cousins.

So heres the link to Flickr to view them!

going to school later. thought i can post something abt yesterday's event.

Hmm. Saturday - meet dear at cityhall to go glutton bay to have dinner. wanted to watch a movie at first, but decided it was too late so we took 502 home. He stayed for the night.

Woke up quite early on Sunday to go for qing ling's tea ceremony. Dear shared a cab with us cos my father din go. We dropped him off at bedok mrt and then continue to my aunt's shop.

We managed to catch the groom standing out the flat, doing the essential "b4 pick-up bride" antics.

We went in finally, after the groom, haha. And watched the rest of the fun parts. The couple left for the groom's hse while we stayed and waited for them to come back for the tea ceremony.

While abit bored, we played cards that we ve brought, and watched the first segment of the slides, to be shown later at the evening dinner.

The couple came back for the tea ceremony and den we ate after "greeting" the newly wedded.

After they left, so did we. Went home again by cab. I tried to nap abit before the evening.

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Oh weell, i ve to get prepared for sch now. Update again when i come back later. cya guys.

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Bathed and prepared for the dinner. Thought we were late, but we were quite early. My cousins werent there yet. As the bride and groom came in, sj also came in... fashionably late. LOL. She didnt know the dinner was starting earlier than expected.

Well, we had watched the first part of the slide show but my cousins psychoed the bride's brother(our cousin too) to put in as 2nd part of the morning's pics as well.

Anyway, had dinner and left around 10plus. Called a cab cos gw thought hes gonna be late for camp. Reached home at 11plus.

Shall post up pictures later when my cousin send me hers. =)

Just woke up from an un-enough sleep.

Y'day i woke up at 9am, although my lesson was at 3.30pm, 'cos the bloody construction was going on first thing in the morning!

So i manage to stay alert for the first half of my lecture. Had break only at 5plus. The hunger pang has already started, way before break time.

Ate little bit, and felt concentration slipping during the next half of the lecture. Was falling to blank expression, even as my lecturer made us laugh.

I am famous for "sleeping beauty" amongst my friends. I tried hard not to get the similar name again as last yr. Haha.

Okay, lesson over and i took 74 to dover to meet my cousins.

Gw was late as well, so i just met him at raffles, on the way to somerset.

Had dinner in NYDC. Slack there until 10plus and went to kbox at the 4th level. Package was from 11-4am.

I wasnt feeling fantastic after the class, so i stoned in there.

we finally got out of there at 4. to be honest, i was so uncomfortable that i wished i wasnt there.

As we sat down at coffee club, i became better.

Left at 6am. While gw took a train back to camp, the 4 of us shared a cab home.

Home sweet home. Until my mum says my dad is angry with us for staying out. Well, hmm.

Slept until now.

Still feeling groggy. Maybe going out later. Cya guys.

2nd day in school.

12 till 6.30pm worth of listening. Man, and im hungry every hour! The last cheese cake is eaten up by my friend! Kaiwen! Cheesecake sia! (Not that im saying its her.)

Tmr lesson is at 8.30am. Man. So early. Lately, i have been trying to get up around 9am, but i still get very tired.

Oh, and my guy friends are back! im sticking to them 3 days a week now. (1 day no sch, the other day is different module from them) Not seeing angie and eve in any of my class anymore, but do see them occasionally though. Eve dont seem friendly. Or she just never see me? But angie always does what. Hmm.

Looking forward to this weekend. =)

Think im sleeping early today. Nites.

shall update abit..

Yesterday i went dear's house before going to his friend's birthday dinner at Kushin Bowl in Suntec. Were so full that i felt sleepy the whole nght. Didnt manage to plan where to go after the dinner, so me and him headed back to his house.

Well, after brunch at his house this morning, we went off. Took train and he alighted first at Tiong, meeting his friends for soccer, while I went jp to find my brother. And only to find him having lunch at Ichiban. -.- Walked around JP. And then looking for my birthday present which he promised to buy for me. Gotten myself a converse bag for school. Yeah, thats my prez. Went down to see Baleno selling Coka Cola printed tees so wenta try them out. Gw brought 2 while i get none. Then cabbed home.

Well, heres the latest photos.

http://www.flickr.com/photos/meltinchocos/

Fear suddenly surrounds me, after yesterday night's dream. I am feeling so uneasy now. I dont know how to describe that overwhelming feeling.

I mis-picture the image of me and kevin. Its replaced by somebody else. Or something else. Some things are missing. I dont know why but its hallow. I dont know how to make these feelings go away.

The vivid dream grip me, refuse to let me go. Make it stop.

It dawn on me that I need a hug, telling me everythings going to be alright.

Sob.