I want to cry when i saw the news abt the death of the 5 rowers of the SDA who died in Cambodia few days ago while having competition.

I heard one of them, Jeremy, was one of our 2nd year student. My friend's friend know him. And im sure kevin, my SIM dragon boat friend, also know him. I saw him looking grief today in school. In fact, im sure everyone is.

They are so young. It could be my friend also. I mean if he join SDA.

Hmm.


Anyway, on a happier thought, my brother came back! And he bought guitar hero for wii today. We also went kino with our parents to buy books yday. It was on 20% off worldwide. Ate at sushi tei for dinner. Super nice. Except for the chatty workers which my mum disliked. Woo, and had Venezula icecream(basement 1) for dessert. Yum!

Last sat, i also went taka with dear to walk around. Stopped in coffee bean to have mudpie and drinks. Continue windowshopping until we went home for dinner. Too tired to walk more. Haha.

=D

Aww i am feeling so bored now. Every single day is like routine-based.

I feel so strangled and restricted by my own stupidity.

I want to find my goal in life. I know it takes trials and time. I want it now. My interest at the moment is 0. Nothing man.

It is often around 25 age and above that you find your goal. Im guessing that age, because that is just when you finish boring school life and starting to explore options and opportunities.

Woof woof. Thats how sian I am now. Haha.


Urm, okay.

I went to westmall after school on Wed afternoon and den met up with chong seng at raffles city to have dinner. Walked around aimlessly at marina square before really going in Sakae sushi. Anyway, we windowshopped and slacked the rest of our time at mac's, drinking iced peach tea. Left at 9pm.


Yesterday and today - accounts test and IS test respectively.

Been formatting my laptop and is still updating. =.= slow com. Cant wait to get a new Mac. LOL.

bye.

friday, cs drove me and betty to geylang district to meet yq and have supper. Had youtiao and dounai. After that, we walked around, trying to find things to eat. Well, somehow we just keep walking. And cs keep going to the loo. Haha.

Finally, drove to changi. We stopped outside changi camp for a while, hmm, watching if the guard can chase us away not. LOL. Anyways, headed on to changi village. They had the red tea thingy dessert. I heard red tea and decided not to buy it. But when i sipped abit of betty's, i change my mind. Took the leftovers instead. Haha.

Saw the pretty "girls", if you noe what i mean. And we just drove round and round the carpark to take a closer look at them. Abit fascinated by their flawlessness and wondered what they really are thinking. LOL.

Thank god, we went home. Haha. I am sensing that cs may not hold it any longer. Not the pee. His alertness to drive. haha. Drift into blank at 3am.

U noe the swill that POW eat? Well, i just had that, in the form of oatmeal, of course.

I am not sick, in case you are asking. I have a swelling ulcer, thats all. Any food that should come in touch with my lips and teeth is way forbidden.


Updates.

Tuesday met up love, jo, kw, sheng and cs for dinner. Went to eat at PS's ajisen. Then went Gelere for a nice waffle dessert. Sat there for quite long. kw left first, then jo n sheng. Betty was copying my poa assignment question to try it herself. Haha. Finally, the 3 of us took 106 home together. Reached home around 12.


Wed - IBM lesson in the afternoon. Did nth much. So played NFS on wii. Not bad. I congratulate myself for winning one drift race.

            Waiting for my bro to come home, so we can go buy more new wii games together (Note: not my money. Why else would i bother waiting for him?). And finally gor taught me how to connect the internet in wii. Thanks man! Been trying that for months already. If only we had the same games, then can play online together!

So exciting. Am waiting for my debit card to arrive too. Wols.


Today, submitted POA assignment. Hmm. Going to play NFS now. Then nap later.

Tmr, may be meeting to eat supper. Look forward to it!

Later!

Hmm.

I have been spending time with myself, kevin and his friends lately.

Its really nth much to update.

Assignments and tests are coming up though.

Dreams are still as disturbing. I would normally wake up and try to remember the 'scenes' and why it happen.

Crunchyroll has been helping me to spend my time away. Haha.

Oh maybe i should start watching Heros too. I love Hiro, the Japanese time-space-changing guy! He's so cute! LOL

Yeap, going to watch it now! Bye.

I had the most uncomfortable dream ever. I cannot tell you how much of the aftereffect i suffer, even as i type.

Its something about my brother, and how i wanna go aust. And something about dear's too, and my cousin and his friend. They linked up but those dont make much of a sense to me. I only recollect that towards the end of my dream, i was looking for someone i love and he was slipping away. Then i was carrying a heavy load of cement, that when it touches water, my bag will become heavier. My search become difficult as i come across an obstacle of water. Someone(s) was looking at me, and gave me advice. But finally, i made it thru, thank god. or i wouldnt have time. (i wonder why?) Then something to announce, but then someone beat me to it. Complicated dream.

P.S.: I was playing Jay chou's latest album at the background. It was worse.


Arh. I have an assignment to finish.

I am quite sure I know how to do, but i dont know where to start the next para. I only written half a page of intro.

Oof.

woohoo.

went to make my dbs moneysmart debit today and open a new ocbc account with monthly savings account!

yea the meagre money i save can help me save more and also stop spending.

hmm. i can also go earn more maybe.

u guys got do bank savings not? as in give u high interest rate one. I only noe ocbc and dbs got monthly savings account. but their p.a. rates is like 1.68 and 0.45. haha. got any better ones?

erm, im going for the 50-150 dollars saving scheme only. if its in thousands, forget it.

How abt proper gaining investments eh?

Oh, should ask more ppl about this.

going to plunge into a deep ocean of bankrupcy, if i dont try to save now. sigh.

It is true that hp is essential in our nowaday life.

Thurs I forgot to bring mine, when i was going to meet justina to bring her the photocopy book she wanted. And when i ended sch late and went to take the book from the library, she was already gone. I only noe that when i called dear (using a friend's hp) to tell his friend to ask his gf. LOL.

kevin booked out on thurs night. So after class on fri noon, i wenta meet him to go ikea to buy things. Bought a box for my stuffs and that matches my bookshelf.

Anyhow, went home feeling a whole lot sleepy.

And ugh, still is now.

haha.

i can never actually believe i would miss my brother, until he went for his 1 month combat training to rockhampton. Along with millions of other NS men.

He used to go aust, but for leisure and school choir. Now he hates it. LOL.

Anw, my parents and i went to send him off on sunday. He lingered around for an hour before he went to join his friends. Not wanting to be left alone when they board the plane, he nv come back to join us after his headcount. Bloody hell, and i was so hungry. =.=

We went to eat at mac after we sent him in the departure hall. And then went to visit the budget terminal. Its really like a big box, and it looks like malacca immigration. Haha. Plus it smells bad. An advice. Never take plane from that terminal. you can die of the bad smell just bcos of waiting.

Long train ride back home. Haiz. Didnt go tamp ikea, or giant as planned. They were too tired.


Oh, and my ordered goods from ikea came yday. love the bookshelf and the comp table v.much. The color matches now, white and beige. Gw keep saying my room is the ugliest. =.= His also okay. Although, his room is kinda blue for bluez. Haha.

I realise my parents room has our rooms' color. mine is beige and wood while gw's blue and they have blue and wood haha.

Oh gg prepare now. Ja nei!

today: i was alone at home so dear asked me to go his house to clean his room. I suggested that weeks ago, haha. His room is really dusty, i can die of suffocation inside. =X

Anyway, i went to his hse to eat lunch and we watched the Rock on SCV and then started on the cleaning.

Basically, he just pushed everything out of the way and i just wipe/wash the dust out of the fans, the table and the computer that he moved from his living room to his own and change his bedsheet. And of cos, it is neater and less dusty now. But somehow, his bro's and sis's stuffs are still in his room which originally make the room messy. If my brother ever try put his unused stuff in my room, i will slap him. Methaphorically. But still of cos, i wouldnt allow that, unless the stuffs benefit me, like a Wii. Oh, but the Wii is mine. Only the games are his.

After the whole dusting process, i waited for him to bath and then went to meet his poly friend at bugis. Oh by the way, they were from the 25 class. We were 1A22, right? Had fun talking about authur poh, our law lecturer, and SP change alot, according to kevin. Haha.

Ate and went to Sim Lim to find some stuffs. I bought a crystal case for my hp. and they got nothing.

Soon we just took train home.

dear booked out on wed evening. The company is giving him 2 days off.

Thurs, went for lesson in the noon. Was so nervous with kw and her friend cos the admin was checking attendence by the door. So we snuck in by the other lecture door. Haha. Just in case you are wondering why, we were crashing class when ours were originally morning class.

After lesson, i went to meet kevin at cityhall. was intending to watch resident evil: extinction with my brother. He booked on thurs morning too. Went to buy the 7.15pm tix while i saw gw with his frens at the arcade. dear and i went to eat at la mian xiao long bao for lunch/dinner. Walked around everywhere to kill time. Then waited for my bro at the cinema around 7pm.

Finally, we left the place around 9pm to go home.


Today, just went to school in the morning. And then, while dear went to sp with his ns friend (dont ask me why), i went to meet gw for lunch at imm. Had lunch in ajisen and then walked around, buying abit of things that interested us. Luckily didnt really spend alot. Anyway, cabbed home soon after eating cheesecake at secret receipe.

Photos received today from kevin's friends!

These are only with me and dear inside. Haha. Cos we went to the beach, so didnt take alot. =P

Clara is the girl with short hair.

I just came back from school, as usual.

Lemme update the few days of the last weekend.

Friday, went to school and back. My bro came home around 4plus.

Hmm. Saturday was Hari Raya and so my family and I went to Ikea around 1plus pm to look for cupboards and table. We looked around, scouting for pretty ones and ones to fit perfectly in my room. Settled lunch at the food place, much like a canteen. My brother and father ordered plenty of chicken wings, which i only had one, and other desserts. After eating, we continued to look through the whole areas that was written either tables or rooms. Found some but I wasnt too happy with them. Well, at least they can fit in my room. Quite nice, actually. But because my room has a stupid aircon wireboard at the corner, it is impossible to get a corner desk. Sadly, those are the prettier design that I preferred. Did get a table and a book shelf though. Both white to suit my room. Haha.

Anyway, I scooted off around 6plus to find kevin at his mrt station. We were heading to clara's bday chalet. And we are the first ones to arrive around 7 plus. Two of his friends are already there so we just talked to them. After the rest arrived and ate, we played bridge. It is really complicated. But like I told them, once you know how to play Jacks, you can get the jiff of Bridge. Gw taught me and my mum how to play Jacks. Its all about strategy. However you need 4 ppl to play in bridge. its like a partner game.

Anyway, after that, we hung around taking photos and singing bday songs before running off to the beach alone. Gotten back around midnight. Alot of already left, except for the friends. We came back and again, went to the beach, but this time with his friends. Its because clara's father's friends had not left yet, hence the supposedly "mahjong table" is not available.

Sat at this big area. Theres this scary indian man, we thought that hes drunk, was singing and dancing. He then approached us and asked if we heard this song before. Hes actually quite good in singing chinese song. Haha. Anw, he left us alone after we ignored him. Then they started to talk about resident evil, the movie and the game. My brother and I bought the Wii game, so i get what they are talking about.

Dear and I were supposed to head back to his house, but Clara was persuading us to stay, saying one of the two rooms are specially reserved for the friends. We decided to stay then. They came back and started to play mahjong. Dear drifted off to dreamland immediately. I watched them play before sleeping on the other bed at 3plus am. Woke up again soon only to find the room extremely cold to stay in. I went out for awhile, finding the place to be pitch black. =.= So i went back in the room again. Clara was sleeping in my position and they werent finish yet. I watched them for a while and went to sleep beside Clara.

Finally waking up around, im guessing, 8.30am. Washed up abit and left. Cabbed to his house then. Ate brunch that his mum cooked. And went to nap until 4+pm. Wow, rite. Haha. I didnt expect myself to sleep that much. I bathed and waited for dinner. We were going to changi safra resort to eat at Jumbo seafood restaurant. The crabs were good. Fish and other dishes were delicious as well. They suited my taste, haha. His brother sent us to the mrt station after dinner.

I slept once I changed out of my 2 days clothes. Haha.

Latest photos below:

I am feeling so so so lethargic right now. Still am, after a nap, before getting woke up by a phone ring.

Yawns.

And I hate myself for spending so much recently. The money I am saving up, are almost gone. Well, half gone.

I need a job. But i can only start next year when my next sch semester has lesser lessons.

I am thoroughly weak. I cant lift my arms properly. Urgh.

And Eve's 21st birthday? She expects everyone to wear swim suit. Which is why I am desperately trying to lose my flabs.

Thats pretty much about my life.

Oh boyfriend? Still going well, I guess. I dont know. My mood swings coming back.

And oh yes, my brother is going to Wallaby like everyone else too. For a month. Then India. For 3 weeks.

Fortunately, kevin only has to go India. Hoping the plan will not change, and tell me opps hes gonna go aussie as well! =.=

I am still brooding about my money thingy.

Sigh.

HuuL-Loooo.

What a day huh.

Friday was hanging out with the girls at pastaCafe. And mahjong till dawn. I lost and cabbed home.

Saturday - I slept until 2pm. Met dear 7pm at his station and then meet up betty at pasir ris. Went to sheng's party at Aranda. Played poker and mahjong. Left around 1.30am and slept at kevin's.

Sunday - I came home. Watched Ugly Betty.


Oh by the way, I got headache since yesterday. Its fine this morning after taking the panadols.

geez. Think positively. Think positively.

I dont think guys seem to realise that girls are becoming women day by day, while they are just at a stand still. In terms of EQ and thoughts.

I had just watched this pathetic jap show.

This independent woman refuses to show her weaknesses to anyone until one day she found an injured boy, who remained her pet ever since, so as to live with her. The pet was there when she come home, he was there when she feels at her worse, he was there all the time to support her. In exchange, the woman fed him, bathed him (shampoo his hair), and let him stay. She needed him and he loved to support her as a pet. Soon they developed a very close bond for each other. The woman refused to open up even her boyfriend. In the end, her bf found out about her pet and dumped her, unable to accept the truth.

Her psychology doctor says its impossible to love unconditionally. She can never love a human properly. But a pet can, because it'd give its love willingly.

Well, the drama ends with the boy and the woman falling in love, and still staying together.

If you dont mind watching this jap drama, its called kimi wa petto. I found it under crunchyroll.


While watching the show, I swear I wish I could have a human pet too. Someone who gets your attention, listens to you, hug you when you cry, play with you, and stay by your side constantly.

Someday, I should really own a dog.

thurs morning went to sch for POA lesson..

We ended early around 11plus am. but bcos of the bus, we reached town around 12 plus.

kw was meeting von and i was meeting betty at orchard, so i went with kw to food republic to eat lunch first, while they came later to join us.

We then went shopping at wisma for a while. Stepped inside sasa and i bought curlers.

Love and I got some drink and we went Isetan private sales. Yvonne gave us her card and voucher to get us in. Haha.

Anyway, i only managed to get 1 top for myself. And while picking out A|X clothes for dear, kw n von went off first.

Love and i finally left Isetan and got a milk tea at MOS burger and drank at the sidewalk. LOL

After which we went home. I took 502 home while betty went to meet dan.

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Today, met dear to go watch Chuck and Larry. Did not manage to reach Lido already to catch it so we went PS's GV instead. Ate lunch and went in.

After the show, we strolled back to orchard to look for his clothes.

Finally, he gotten 2 pairs of shorts at Giordano and a pair of Ripcurl slippers.

Ate at mac and gone home.

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I am finishing my first book i bought last week its called "the secret diary of miranda cheever". If you are, like me, into old days novels, the 1800s love story should be recommended to you.

I realised that im the "little woman", cos i love this kind of romance story.

The girl, or rather woman whom she later become, is rather an intelligent woman, who is in love with her best friend's brother.
He was a windower, and was afraid to get married again after his dead wife's scandal.

The story should end well. Excuse me, for i haven finish the book yet. It is really a good book.

hmm. the pictures taken on sunday makes me look like i had a bad hair day. So no picture of me. Haha

Anw, lets begin from saturday again.

I went to dear's around 1plus pm. His friends came later on to play mahjong. I watched them play until evening, when we going out to settle for dinner.

Left and went to plaza sing. Ate at kopitiam there, and went to play pool opps. mind's cafe. Was actually wanting to watch Chuck and Larry for the night but it was fully booked and the later slot was at 12midnight. Went to mind's cafe instead. And again, because it was Saturday night, the place is packed. So we ended up stranded opposite. And thus went to play pool.

Left around 12plus am. Was tired but fun. Cabbed to his house and i bathed first before sleeping.


Ate brunch in the morning before leaving. The girls were coming at 2pm so I had to hurry.

Arrived home with kevin around 2.20pm but they werent there yet. Whew. Haha.

Shortly after, betty and jo showed up. And the fun began! We tried to choose our nail polish designs and eat moon cakes! LOL. Thats when jj arrived too. Buffered nails and whatnot. Then we started on base coat, layerings and waited. Oh jo the master was the one putting designs on. So, she did hers while we were still waiting for our layerings to dry. And then she did mine and betty and JJ. Finally polished on the top coat and waited.

Outcomes were these:



Thats betty's design.
Pretty, right?
Not bad for jj as well =D
Last not least, mine!


Okay, so we were finally done. Ate dinner thereafter. Had a full dinner cooked by my parents. After which, we played Wii! It was fun and exciting that we were all exhausted by 9pm. Haha. So they left. Dear went home not long after they went home.

And there you are, my weekends are burned out!