i bought nokia e71 and it arrived yday! yay so happy!

im getting used to the qwerty keyboard, only after i cut my finger nails. =.= else my nails just hinder the way of my typing.

anws, just getting used to the symbian os after using windows mobile os for a while now.

of cos my htc touch is not spoilt. im just not used to the touch screen.

plus its not mine =X



dear went sitex without me. sob. and bought webcam. =) now can see his face le.

dec celebrations.. hmm.. busy busy.. haha..

Went bugis shopping with dear on last sat.

Bought alot of stuff. hes like "You too long never come out is it? Now like on shopping craze lor." LOL

its true. i haven go shopping for a long while now. and i spent all i could spend on sat.

still i got more things i want to buy. keke.


Anyway, went to find some wedges, hmm.. but still none for me. yet.

den went triumph to try on bras. wah, i didnt know i was trying out for THAT long. sorry dear, for making you wait 1 n half hour. =P

of cos in the end, i bought 3 and with free gifts! lol.

next, i was locked on to bodyshop looking for beauty stuffs. lol.

bought tons of things. luckily got member stamps to use. haha.


after that, we still walked about trying to find things to buy. sorry i mean me.

so.. we headed down to suntec. =X

found some things to buy in watsons. like that also got things to buy hahaha.

still looking out for shoes.

went in fossil to look at wallets and came out.

ate at swensens. in nice comfy chairs.

turned to carrefour for pleasure walking. wenta try out se Xperia on the display. it was kinda big. ive finally given up on that phone.

so we continued our search to find nokia e71 and ipod nano at the erm, tech shops on the 2nd floor.

nokia e71 is not that bad. except abit for everything. haha.

well, i could end up buying that phone at the end of this year. =X

took 502 home and slept on the bus.

Shopping list:

• Stockings


• black/brown eyeliner(bodyshop)


• eye shadow(bodyshop)


• mascara(bodyshop)


• blouses


• skirts


• wedges(2 inch)


• truimph bras

Xmas gift:

items under wishlist



Jingle bells, jingle bells, jingle bells Rocks!
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1. Finished a book "A Thousands Splendid Suns"


2. Starting on "The Kite Runner"


3. Attended 1st Ni-hon-go lesson

Proud that im doing daily jog on my threadmill, although only for a short distance.

i should find more activities to bury myself into.
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Ja-ne!

The way to heal a lone soul. and i was totally bored.

i am seriously feeling numbed.

I wonder if its me or?

Oh xmas holiday, come quick cos i need you.

shopping anyone? girls?

taka is having xmas promotion now.

and i am waiting for the IT show. waiting for prices to drop.

most imptly, shopping!

xmas is a festive season for shopping.

i am so geared up and ready to go!

i only want to feel like i exist.

what is wrong with me that everyone is a) not talking to me, b) doesnt care what im doing, c) taking advantage of me?

is it so hard to like me as me? =((

maybe there IS something wrong with me...

feeling so overwhelmed that i feel like crying.

perhaps having another PMS.

i think im too bored that ive been trying to ask ppl out.

but they are not free. haha.

nvm. wait until weekends again ba.

tcc photos~!


mine!


hers!

another week whizzing by again.

but last week i had fun.



wed i met jenny b4 sch in westmall and lunched in sakae sushi. we headed back to school after that. haha. but it was fun catching up with her again. had'nt seen her since june, which was exam.

i went to tw, broke my ankle and was not able to come out. and now in diff classes now, its harder for us to meet up. but we could always meet up b4 sch on wed or weekends haha.



thurs i took my wine appreciation class and had fun learning how to appreciate wine! keke! and by chance, i found a new girl fren. we hung out after class b4 going home. and carrying the 2 leftover bottles of wine like drunkards. sheesh. =p luckily twas near my house, or else luma sia!!



anyway, didnt get to know yufeng better. (haha! yeah another yufeng but i dont know her chinese character.) so on FrI we hung out again in pizza hut JP after her work and my lesson in sch. i think we sat there for 2 hours! lol. took bus home together after that. she lived around lakeside and lucky for me, i could also take 187 home.



SaT, had makeup class for the monday we missed cos of deepavali. well, after class i phoned kw to see where she is, cos i know she had class in the morning. well, luckily she was still in cityhall with her frens, so i went to find her.

i was hanging out in mph in citylink, cos she was still in suntec with her frens. den awhile later she came to look for me after her frens left. Damn, didnt get any books! haha. We chilled out at tcc, the one besides mph. and sat for maybe 3 hours?! lol. ooh, anw nice coffees that we ordered. checked out the photos we taken later!

went home after we window shopped around citylink and raffles city. and yeah, kw, i miss the mphosis bag. i think i going to get it le laa! haha!



today was just sleeping at home. doing nth.

still waiting for my sony ericsson bla bla bla. so longggg lo! release in sg le but still not sold by the mobile operators yet. =.=



another day is passing by... ciauzz my babies, my lovess...

my pressies from jiemeis!!



just in case u r wondering..

the pink bandana on the sofa is the pink headband joanne bought. =D

wah stupid phone of mine!

im tired of using the touch screen way of sms. it slows down my messaging speed.

and the htc phone got a slow ram and rom thats its hanging every now and then. or too slow.

i need my sony ericsson x1!! but its still not launch in singapore yet! arh~!

im not expecting the price to be low. but i would buy it if it hits my range.

im an all-function and "the goods must be satisfying" type of ppl. so something i want must not be lower than my expectation.

just frustrating while waiting for the new phone to be launch in sg, not knowing the price and the physical see and touch.



btw, thanks jo for organising the outing yday! enjoyed the dinner very much! haha.

and yea! for the pooh bear pillow! im hugging it ^^

oh yeah and the head band!! its the same head band i ve! although i dont ve the pink one, which i regret not buying. and now i dont ve to regret it. so happy! haha.



meanwhile, i ve something to be unsolved. it will have to wait. the dinner lifted my spirit abit. =)

sunday i went to mac and ve dinner with my bro and my mum.

thats when my bro encourages me to take up courses, seeing that i ve nth to do with my life.

its true. i ve to keep myself occupied. from thinking, i guess.

anyway, we just went to the CC and signed me up for japanese lessons and wine appreciation class (one day only).

it starts next month.

now im just looking forward to the lessons.



its like taking up a driving lesson like that. Another useful skill but which you dont know when u r able to use them.

And since my bro promised to take up french with me after he ord, im looking forward to that as well.

If i really like those, i could ve found a goal in life. ^^

well, im trying to jog again, on my threadmill.

if i could really say goodbye to my old life... and start a new me. IF.



Sitting around just waiting for the late afternoon class again. =.=

well, just trying to tell u guys about my new exciting ready-to-go to-dos.

im a laid back person. if anything that really interest me, i should be giving it my utmost shot at it.

my bro still ve his jap book on his shelves. i cant read those yet though.

i dont know why but i liked jap culture. they make me feel peaceful, clean and healthy. and i really like salmon sashimi! haha.

maybe one day i would immigrate to japan.

maybe the ppls in sg are way too scheming, selfish, individualistic and not helpful.

but i am born here. though im trying not to be.

finally the furnitures are completed with the curtains and the dining chairs.

imagine my dining table without chairs. =.=

and my windows glaring with no curtains. Not only the living room, but the rooms too.



anyway, now the "housewarming" can start. Probably the end of this month.

if anyones wanting to come, just msg me. haha.

gloomy.. as the weather is/ or my blog title.

I realise theres a disadvantage of not having a sister around.

When you are lonely, a sister can always accompany you.

You can bare your hearts out to each other.

Doing things together always make the sisters bond.

Maybe having a younger sister just make you grow stronger. bcos of your strong feelings to protect her. Whether physically or emotionally.



Of cos a bff do the same. except that she cant be there for you forever.

my brother, being a guy, just dont need me. haha. Aw, makes me feel very, well... fail as a sister. Hes stronger than me in any aspects. Like im the younger one. keke.

anyway, my bro's thing doesnt really bother me.

Its just that i wish to have a sister too, sometimes.

waiting to go school.

bored.

argh!

i hate late afternoon class! + the kind that has only 1 time slot!!

=.=

what a fun weekend its been.

getting out once a while is refreshing. with diff groups of ppl too.



last fri, went to vivo with my cousins for dinner to celebrate another bday. haha.

chilled there until 10pm before we headed down to chevrons to sing.

and if u must know, chevrons ktv is cheap! haha. with the alcohols and all.

and so we sang until 3am and cabbed home.




sat came. and weiwei ask me to go watch "Connected" with them.

met them at 7pm at bugis.

that show has abit of comedy in it. overall its not bad. i give it a 7.5/10. the action is good.

anywhere, after the show about 9 plus, we went to eat dinner. lol

and den trying to find a place to chill out.

so den we went to starbucks. until 12 den left the place.



wenta kevin's to stay for the night.

and den left the next day after finish watching superband.



today is just continue sch.

tata.

i received an email from UOL about my incomplete result. and they say i pass it. woohoo!

so i can proceed to year 2 now.

its an admin error. but nvm about that now. the most impt thing is i pass! haha.



anyway, i am so hard on myself lately.

everything seems to go wrong. and i just feel as depressed as ever.

something is forever wrong with me. i cant seem to make the right decision and do the right thing. the naive, immature, kid brain just dont know what to do at times.



bad. the email that betty send me really had me thinking alot. more than i did ever, probably.

"We need to talk." simple as it is. i couldnt bring myself to do it. the same scene would just repeat itself.

aRh, aH.



life is hard.

just nevermind already.

do what u want. i dont want to care.

i dont give a hoot about someone who sees me as only an option in their life.

And only themselves in their lives.

My wanna-be contribution is just air.