怕不怕被拒绝
怕不怕被省略
你怕不怕被沦落在宿命中妥协
当真爱宣告从缺
骄傲的玫瑰正一片一片枯萎
尽管你抱歉忏悔
真心一旦坠跌就不能飞
别指望我谅解
别指望我体会
爱不是点头就能挽回
快乐或悲伤没什么分别
心碎到终点会迎刃而解
别指望我谅解
别指望我体会
爱不是注定要填你的缺
太多的是非来不及杜绝
更不想依恋这残缺的美
残缺的迂回
its like this song is sung to me.. ='(
Tuesday, May 10, 2011
Saturday, April 23, 2011
2 years later, my brother will have a successful career, a life he wanted and would carry on this life in a direction, while i am a fickle-minded girl who doesn't know wad she wants. I cannot see my future and 2 years later, i will be the same person as i am now, not sure where my direction is.
Who am i? What do i want? Who do i want to be?
So many questions that i asked myself since i was in poly. And for so many years, i never bother returning the answers to my own questions. That was b'cos i had a straight line while i was in school, not bothering about the future at all. Now that school lives are over, i begin to worry. What am i good for? Am i good in anything at all?
One of my colleagues says that i am a fickle-minded person in a humorous conversation, which i took her words seriously only now.
Hai.. sorry no conclusion.. just alot on my mind. Hmm..
Who am i? What do i want? Who do i want to be?
So many questions that i asked myself since i was in poly. And for so many years, i never bother returning the answers to my own questions. That was b'cos i had a straight line while i was in school, not bothering about the future at all. Now that school lives are over, i begin to worry. What am i good for? Am i good in anything at all?
One of my colleagues says that i am a fickle-minded person in a humorous conversation, which i took her words seriously only now.
Hai.. sorry no conclusion.. just alot on my mind. Hmm..
Saturday, April 09, 2011
Anita said:
''Janice dear, go back to the part where you said 'no way' and change it to 'yes way' as now your future will change for the better. More opportunities will come your way, you just have to recognize the chances you get offered and not say 'I can't' or 'I don't know how'.''
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Hmm.. interesting prediction..
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Hmm.. interesting prediction..
Friday, April 08, 2011
Thursday, April 07, 2011
Aiya, normally when i read down syndrome (I'm not having this disease but similar) symptoms, i wonder if i'm really a retard, only mildly. To be honest, I have difficulty expressing my emotions and hence, communicate my thoughts to ppl. I am easily short-term. Plenty to do with my common sense as well. Sometimes, i really wonder where the hell is my common sense? Well, that is one symptom of my condition. Of cos, the others are my physical conditions.
Probably I develop autism since childhood, which is why i am depressed all the time, and always having negative emotions.
Something is definitely wrong with me. Outsiders can't see it, they just think that I'm a wierd person. Not even my family members. They don't even bother to check up the disease that i have. zZzz.. And I can feel it. I can feel people's eyes. It is not paranoid la.. dui.. I have been dealing with this everyday since i was young okay! And i try to be normal in every way. But of cos i know it's not enough. It's really hard.
It's like having a down syndrome, at least ppl knows that you are born this way bcos it's visible unless it's mild.
Yea I'm also having mild symptoms also, which is why i am seen as a 'fit' person. In fact, i am not. There's a lot of things i cannot do. i am not pampered! i just cannot do some basic tasks! Would ppl pls understand?! It's not like an overnight thing where i can improved my symptoms and be a normal girl once and for all! ='((( I desire to be a lovely girl.
i think i need social counselling. =.='' I am glad this blog is a place for me to shout.
*breathe in, breathe out*
Probably I develop autism since childhood, which is why i am depressed all the time, and always having negative emotions.
Something is definitely wrong with me. Outsiders can't see it, they just think that I'm a wierd person. Not even my family members. They don't even bother to check up the disease that i have. zZzz.. And I can feel it. I can feel people's eyes. It is not paranoid la.. dui.. I have been dealing with this everyday since i was young okay! And i try to be normal in every way. But of cos i know it's not enough. It's really hard.
It's like having a down syndrome, at least ppl knows that you are born this way bcos it's visible unless it's mild.
Yea I'm also having mild symptoms also, which is why i am seen as a 'fit' person. In fact, i am not. There's a lot of things i cannot do. i am not pampered! i just cannot do some basic tasks! Would ppl pls understand?! It's not like an overnight thing where i can improved my symptoms and be a normal girl once and for all! ='((( I desire to be a lovely girl.
i think i need social counselling. =.='' I am glad this blog is a place for me to shout.
*breathe in, breathe out*
Wednesday, April 06, 2011
omg..! This morning, i kena chi-tofu by an uncle! He must deliberate one leh.. not once but 3 times!! Don't put your bag down on the floor if the train is darn packed! And den when you want to move and thus picking up your bag, you "accidentally" butt another person!! zzZzz... This uncle, "accidentally" butt me 2 times on the last pick up of his bag! =.=''''''''''' This must be the joy of that uncle, who goes to work everyday happily butting into women.. sai!
Pls, normally I blame the women who dresses skinky. Like a HR executive I know, claims that a man on the bus keep trying to fall onto her when the bus stops! Yea, thats only 'cos you wear like, nothing!! Sorry for the complains, but yea i don't like her.
And well, ppl, you know how i dress up for work. Always pants. haha! I'm the least attractive working girl i know. LOL! Refer to my last post if you want to know why.
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Good and nice ppl don't know how to say "no". And that's when they are bullied often also, and doing work for ppl they aren't supposed to. That is really really selfish of the person who bully you. What? Like you are the most busiest person in the world and no one else is?!
Yea, i am talking about myself. Not saying that i am good and nice, but i just don't like to argue much. Nvm, so long that job relates to mine.
Sigh~
I don't know how to change the current me, to protect myself. And not to be guillable. I like being a simple me. Which is why i don't like the high society. Which is somewhere beyond me.
Like I'm looking a patch of greener and peaceful grassland again.
Doesn't de words sound and feel beautiful? haha..
Pls, normally I blame the women who dresses skinky. Like a HR executive I know, claims that a man on the bus keep trying to fall onto her when the bus stops! Yea, thats only 'cos you wear like, nothing!! Sorry for the complains, but yea i don't like her.
And well, ppl, you know how i dress up for work. Always pants. haha! I'm the least attractive working girl i know. LOL! Refer to my last post if you want to know why.
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Good and nice ppl don't know how to say "no". And that's when they are bullied often also, and doing work for ppl they aren't supposed to. That is really really selfish of the person who bully you. What? Like you are the most busiest person in the world and no one else is?!
Yea, i am talking about myself. Not saying that i am good and nice, but i just don't like to argue much. Nvm, so long that job relates to mine.
Sigh~
I don't know how to change the current me, to protect myself. And not to be guillable. I like being a simple me. Which is why i don't like the high society. Which is somewhere beyond me.
Like I'm looking a patch of greener and peaceful grassland again.
Doesn't de words sound and feel beautiful? haha..
Tuesday, April 05, 2011
i know why i blog nearly everyday. Cos i just like to type something.. and I am bored!
I don't really need the money now, cos my parents are still working. So probably i could go for it while I'm still young. I was thinking hard yday about what would make me happy. I thought about volunteering at old folks home, again. Some times thinking about volunteering makes me feel like a hypocrite. Me? A probably most naive and selfish and helpless girl in the entire universe who wants to do volunteer? yea right, ha-ha.
That's the 'devil' me clouding my mind. The 'angel' me says yup! Although I'm helpless, i want to be near those who needs me and feels happy to see me everyday! The most peaceful job on earth, is to be away from the high working societies that sees challenges and profits everyday.
And i hate IT. It sucks to tell people that a girl like me is doing programming, and that to wear nice clothes to your office everyday is like overdoing it. No one sees you, you are stuck at the back-end! (Well, that AND everyone in my office is just damn casual) Yup, I'm the bitch that complains now. Yay for me.
And the irritating part is, i still got work to do. As in the office. Sucks big time. Suck thumb man. and hope to finish these work as soon as possible b4 tendering. Woah, don't think me as bad leh. I am still 'abit' responsible for my job 'kay?!
Back to that lifestyle again. =.=''
10 Signs It's Time To Quit Your Job
i score 6/10. That is how bad that i want to quit my job. Really feel stressed out everyday, never feel excited to go to work. Which is why i aim to find a job which i'm really passionate about! That step and i complete half my life goal. The only thing is my unknown passion. haha.I don't really need the money now, cos my parents are still working. So probably i could go for it while I'm still young. I was thinking hard yday about what would make me happy. I thought about volunteering at old folks home, again. Some times thinking about volunteering makes me feel like a hypocrite. Me? A probably most naive and selfish and helpless girl in the entire universe who wants to do volunteer? yea right, ha-ha.
That's the 'devil' me clouding my mind. The 'angel' me says yup! Although I'm helpless, i want to be near those who needs me and feels happy to see me everyday! The most peaceful job on earth, is to be away from the high working societies that sees challenges and profits everyday.
And i hate IT. It sucks to tell people that a girl like me is doing programming, and that to wear nice clothes to your office everyday is like overdoing it. No one sees you, you are stuck at the back-end! (Well, that AND everyone in my office is just damn casual) Yup, I'm the bitch that complains now. Yay for me.
And the irritating part is, i still got work to do. As in the office. Sucks big time. Suck thumb man. and hope to finish these work as soon as possible b4 tendering. Woah, don't think me as bad leh. I am still 'abit' responsible for my job 'kay?!
Back to that lifestyle again. =.=''
Sunday, April 03, 2011
Last Thurs, my colleagues and i went for the movie, Battle at LA, at cineleisure after work. Nice movie, was deeply moved by the story, so that goes to show how good it is. haha. It's not just the plot, its the acting.
Some times when i see a war movie, i wonder about the bonds between the soldiers. I know we, ladies, are never able to feel this kinda bond. One can only wonder. Of cos, the men / soldiers do know it! I mean, this bond is strange, it is more than a friend-to-friend love, cos a normal good friend wouldn't just risk his life for another friend! These soldiers have been through thick-and-thin together, so i wouldn't belittle their bonds for each other. And this bond is more than a BFF relationship. That's why it's baffling. =))
Anyways, it was a good show and we parted our ways after the movie.
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Sat finally came, and it was fun at MBS!
Yday, we had buffet teabreak at the sands skypark after check-in, den went to get lion king tickets / explore /shop for bath salt, haha!
After bathing, my mum, bro and i went to the theatre at 8pm. The musical / stage performance was great! Still tempting to watch the lion king movie haha. I believe most of you knows the story of lion king, so if you do know, its a great and touching movie. I was so moved by the performance that i nearly cry. (Thankfully it didnt roll down my eyes.)
I clapped so hard after the whole performance ended that my hands hurt. =D Normally I enjoy a great concert / performance and I know it, cos at the end, I would clap thousands times harder than when i did during the show. =)
Anyways, we went to eat supper and by the time we reached our room it was alrdy 12 plus.
Woke up at 8am in the morning. Went to watch my mum and bro dip into the pool (dip only hor, not swim). I didnt went in cos the length of the pool and the crowd defeats my purpose of being there to swim. =( If you don't know what i mean, see the pic that i posted in fb.
Okay, went to eat breakfast after that and den went back to the room. Honestly, if it wasn't for the lounge access, the benefits of the Club room, and the lion king, we would have nothing to do in MBS. haha! The night before, my mum and bro went to have evening mini buffet before the lion king musical, while i bathed, and had free flows of champagne~!
Checked-out at 12 and cabbed home. =)
Some times when i see a war movie, i wonder about the bonds between the soldiers. I know we, ladies, are never able to feel this kinda bond. One can only wonder. Of cos, the men / soldiers do know it! I mean, this bond is strange, it is more than a friend-to-friend love, cos a normal good friend wouldn't just risk his life for another friend! These soldiers have been through thick-and-thin together, so i wouldn't belittle their bonds for each other. And this bond is more than a BFF relationship. That's why it's baffling. =))
Anyways, it was a good show and we parted our ways after the movie.
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Sat finally came, and it was fun at MBS!
Yday, we had buffet teabreak at the sands skypark after check-in, den went to get lion king tickets / explore /shop for bath salt, haha!
After bathing, my mum, bro and i went to the theatre at 8pm. The musical / stage performance was great! Still tempting to watch the lion king movie haha. I believe most of you knows the story of lion king, so if you do know, its a great and touching movie. I was so moved by the performance that i nearly cry. (Thankfully it didnt roll down my eyes.)
I clapped so hard after the whole performance ended that my hands hurt. =D Normally I enjoy a great concert / performance and I know it, cos at the end, I would clap thousands times harder than when i did during the show. =)
Anyways, we went to eat supper and by the time we reached our room it was alrdy 12 plus.
Woke up at 8am in the morning. Went to watch my mum and bro dip into the pool (dip only hor, not swim). I didnt went in cos the length of the pool and the crowd defeats my purpose of being there to swim. =( If you don't know what i mean, see the pic that i posted in fb.
Okay, went to eat breakfast after that and den went back to the room. Honestly, if it wasn't for the lounge access, the benefits of the Club room, and the lion king, we would have nothing to do in MBS. haha! The night before, my mum and bro went to have evening mini buffet before the lion king musical, while i bathed, and had free flows of champagne~!
Checked-out at 12 and cabbed home. =)
Tuesday, March 29, 2011
need to start reading the books that i bought. bought another 2 books while in HMV cos they were selling 2 books for 20 bucks.. One is Sherlock Holmes, the complete novel and stories and the other book is an interesting book about small rules for little problems that we have in our daily lives.
didnt really read my books every weekends. I was planning to read them on weekends but den i would always go out. haha. or probably watch my drama and anime. So in the end, i read a small part of each of my books. haha. Yup, all with bookmarks indicating the pages i read until. It is so unlike me. 'Cos i'm someone who will finish one book before starting another. Luckily i finish "He's not that into you" quite fast and yea i finished watching the movie also. LOL~
Anws, gonna plan for upcoming gatherings. See you girls soon! =DD
didnt really read my books every weekends. I was planning to read them on weekends but den i would always go out. haha. or probably watch my drama and anime. So in the end, i read a small part of each of my books. haha. Yup, all with bookmarks indicating the pages i read until. It is so unlike me. 'Cos i'm someone who will finish one book before starting another. Luckily i finish "He's not that into you" quite fast and yea i finished watching the movie also. LOL~
Anws, gonna plan for upcoming gatherings. See you girls soon! =DD
Sunday, March 27, 2011
Btw, i learned to fly kite today! =) so happy~! haha.. It's a big achievement to see the kite flying high in the sky after i struggle to keep it flying (of cos with the help of Jiejin). =DD
I think i should learn new stuff every time i have got the opportunity to do so. Probably should change my mindset of "I can't do it one" to "I can do it!". Well, the spur of wanting to try kite-flying taught me so. =)
I think i should learn new stuff every time i have got the opportunity to do so. Probably should change my mindset of "I can't do it one" to "I can do it!". Well, the spur of wanting to try kite-flying taught me so. =)
I wonder if i resign now, what kind of job should i look for next? what other opportunities and challenges await me?
Time to make decisions again. It's a chore, but every time i want to make a decision regarding my life, i feel motivating.
Some time in the past, i learned not to regret on the decisions I've make. Even if it's probably wrong. Move on with the decisions you make. But make sure you are sure of the road in front of you. 'Cos you control your own life. =)
Time to make decisions again. It's a chore, but every time i want to make a decision regarding my life, i feel motivating.
Some time in the past, i learned not to regret on the decisions I've make. Even if it's probably wrong. Move on with the decisions you make. But make sure you are sure of the road in front of you. 'Cos you control your own life. =)
Sunday, March 20, 2011
Brought another pair of shoes yday while shopping at vivo.
Found another brand that i like! Its naturalizer! Comfortable and suitable for my feet. Although the new pair seems as high as the one i got in tokyo. I love that tokyo pair, but bcos i wash it, de leather loosen and i cant wear it anymore. =((
Anyways, i ve a pair of Hush puppies (in shoe closet), 2 pairs of Scholls, 1 pair of Sketcher, and a new pair of Naturalizer! I'm getting used to abit of heights cos i always like a good pair of shoes with heights. Mind you, they are not heels (i cant wear heels and stilettos.) And well, i start to learn to walk properly anyway since my physio, so hopefully its not a problem. =)) Besides, I realizes i starting to dislike flat shoes which really hurt my feet after i stand / walk for a tad too long. My good pair of Sketcher, with a big of height and comfortable, is really lasting for shopping haha. (Yes, I have flat foot. Maybe that's why flat shoes is bad for me. Although probably they are more stable for me.)
Oh and i have gotten a gym ball for my physio as well. I used it once when I was in TTSH and i found it quite useful. I haven wash it and use it yet. Starting to use next week. Hopefully it helps to strengthen my hips and balancing.
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Wish i have a passion about something. That i will do something that i will not regret doing. And doing them enthusiastically. This way I will know that i live for something.
Hm, something i like and i dreamt about. I dreamed about being a professional / good swimmer (not limited by any boundaries), but i don't wanna earn money by being a swimmer. Just something that i want to show others that I'm good at and proud of.
I used to think about being in a volunteering organisation. Those for helping others and stuffs like that. Not to say that I'm a Saint la, but it feels good to help. =) Thinking of joining SOS as a volunteer now. I don't know why. I know I would lend my ear to anyone in distress if it will make them feel better. =) Though it's a tiring work.
"...as a way of helping others and contributing to the society. And I thought that it is never too early or late to start volunteering. " -- quoted from a female volunteer in SOS
"Figuratively, “Good Samaritans” are persons who go out of their way to perform acts of kindness to others, especially strangers." -- abstracted taken from Answers.com
Sometimes I wonder the interesting facts and knowledge being a psychologist, yet of cos im not qualify to be one. My bro always tell me that I'm not suitable to be one. Maybe, but I'm always intrigued by the human's emotions and behaviors. Even when I walk on the streets, I will sometimes differ why some strangers behave in the way they do. Haha, really intriguing.
I would try to understand why some colleagues say the things they say. It could be totally hurting, but i wonder why? Is it because of something / emotions / people that triggers these? Okay, sometimes i really think why they are so judgmental as in they think so badly of another person(s). Can't they put themselves in other people's shoes? But of cos, I would never get involved in all of these politics. That's why i preferred to work somewhere with a bit of "人情味". Work is never understanding, but people can be.
Questions of the mind. Again.
Found another brand that i like! Its naturalizer! Comfortable and suitable for my feet. Although the new pair seems as high as the one i got in tokyo. I love that tokyo pair, but bcos i wash it, de leather loosen and i cant wear it anymore. =((
Anyways, i ve a pair of Hush puppies (in shoe closet), 2 pairs of Scholls, 1 pair of Sketcher, and a new pair of Naturalizer! I'm getting used to abit of heights cos i always like a good pair of shoes with heights. Mind you, they are not heels (i cant wear heels and stilettos.) And well, i start to learn to walk properly anyway since my physio, so hopefully its not a problem. =)) Besides, I realizes i starting to dislike flat shoes which really hurt my feet after i stand / walk for a tad too long. My good pair of Sketcher, with a big of height and comfortable, is really lasting for shopping haha. (Yes, I have flat foot. Maybe that's why flat shoes is bad for me. Although probably they are more stable for me.)
Oh and i have gotten a gym ball for my physio as well. I used it once when I was in TTSH and i found it quite useful. I haven wash it and use it yet. Starting to use next week. Hopefully it helps to strengthen my hips and balancing.
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Wish i have a passion about something. That i will do something that i will not regret doing. And doing them enthusiastically. This way I will know that i live for something.
Hm, something i like and i dreamt about. I dreamed about being a professional / good swimmer (not limited by any boundaries), but i don't wanna earn money by being a swimmer. Just something that i want to show others that I'm good at and proud of.
I used to think about being in a volunteering organisation. Those for helping others and stuffs like that. Not to say that I'm a Saint la, but it feels good to help. =) Thinking of joining SOS as a volunteer now. I don't know why. I know I would lend my ear to anyone in distress if it will make them feel better. =) Though it's a tiring work.
"...as a way of helping others and contributing to the society. And I thought that it is never too early or late to start volunteering. " -- quoted from a female volunteer in SOS
"Figuratively, “Good Samaritans” are persons who go out of their way to perform acts of kindness to others, especially strangers." -- abstracted taken from Answers.com
Sometimes I wonder the interesting facts and knowledge being a psychologist, yet of cos im not qualify to be one. My bro always tell me that I'm not suitable to be one. Maybe, but I'm always intrigued by the human's emotions and behaviors. Even when I walk on the streets, I will sometimes differ why some strangers behave in the way they do. Haha, really intriguing.
I would try to understand why some colleagues say the things they say. It could be totally hurting, but i wonder why? Is it because of something / emotions / people that triggers these? Okay, sometimes i really think why they are so judgmental as in they think so badly of another person(s). Can't they put themselves in other people's shoes? But of cos, I would never get involved in all of these politics. That's why i preferred to work somewhere with a bit of "人情味". Work is never understanding, but people can be.
Questions of the mind. Again.
Saturday, March 12, 2011
Thoughts of a spur moment:
Sometimes i wonder what economic crisis or other smaller issues gonna matter anymore, when bigger problems like the earth itself is toppling upside down?
So i wonder why we still trying to work hard, without seeing the bigger picture of the world problem? What will happen 20-50 years later? Will de world finally die? Whats our united solution / combat against the end of the world?
While watching the discovery channel of the search in the universe a few month ago, i wonder about how huge our universe is, and yet people worry about what kind of leisure lives they should be living in? My question is, is money, now, that important? Or is survival more important? or money = survival in your life? It makes me want to cry. Is that a passion about protecting the earth?
Sometimes i wonder what economic crisis or other smaller issues gonna matter anymore, when bigger problems like the earth itself is toppling upside down?
So i wonder why we still trying to work hard, without seeing the bigger picture of the world problem? What will happen 20-50 years later? Will de world finally die? Whats our united solution / combat against the end of the world?
While watching the discovery channel of the search in the universe a few month ago, i wonder about how huge our universe is, and yet people worry about what kind of leisure lives they should be living in? My question is, is money, now, that important? Or is survival more important? or money = survival in your life? It makes me want to cry. Is that a passion about protecting the earth?
Thursday, March 10, 2011
starting to watch drama again, despite fatigue from work haha! Anws, been watching 犀利人妻。
de main actress is like me like that, who wants nothing but a loving family. But den something changes her to be a modern woman, someone who not only loves others, but loves herself too. I realised that by trying to build and show confidence, one must also feel pretty, other than displaying your beauty(i dont mean slim and pretty here, just a confident you!), to feel confident.
the main character in the show is my idol now. The actress playing her is also my idol. I dont know how she do it, but she is able to play from a role of a naive housewife who live only for others, to a role of a confident working woman. I mean, think about it~! how did she manage to act this well? Such a drastic change for a housewife who has never know anything about the outside world, other than her cosy home.
I learn something from that drama.
Looking at her is like looking at myself. I know i need this kinda change. But i have no support. All i can do is to believe in myself. And probably read self-enhancement books. xD
Smiling everyday should be my motto from now on. =D When you smile, you think positive. And when you think positive, you feel happy. That makes you smile more.
That's what i did today after work. I realised I need to smile more. So i try. And yes, i feel a whole lot happier. =) (Okay i didnt smile widely so that people wouldn't start to think that i'm crazy!)
de main actress is like me like that, who wants nothing but a loving family. But den something changes her to be a modern woman, someone who not only loves others, but loves herself too. I realised that by trying to build and show confidence, one must also feel pretty, other than displaying your beauty(i dont mean slim and pretty here, just a confident you!), to feel confident.
the main character in the show is my idol now. The actress playing her is also my idol. I dont know how she do it, but she is able to play from a role of a naive housewife who live only for others, to a role of a confident working woman. I mean, think about it~! how did she manage to act this well? Such a drastic change for a housewife who has never know anything about the outside world, other than her cosy home.
I learn something from that drama.
Looking at her is like looking at myself. I know i need this kinda change. But i have no support. All i can do is to believe in myself. And probably read self-enhancement books. xD
Smiling everyday should be my motto from now on. =D When you smile, you think positive. And when you think positive, you feel happy. That makes you smile more.
That's what i did today after work. I realised I need to smile more. So i try. And yes, i feel a whole lot happier. =) (Okay i didnt smile widely so that people wouldn't start to think that i'm crazy!)
Thursday, March 03, 2011
Quote of the day: "You are what you think."
Yea, Mind Power is another self-help book i bought.
All i wanted to do on that day was to buy myself lots of books to read. But den i came across these interesting book that i spend the "entire" day standing there and reading another book. I didnt buy that book cos its damn ex!! 40 bucks! might as well just stand there and read. haha.
I was trying to share this thought that i had when i was in train back to home today. But den i forgot wad it was. Was definitely interesting, haha.
Oh i remember, when i look into the mirror. Random comment: A good mascara and a good lip balm is all i need. =) (Apply a thin layer of foundation and you're good to go.)
It's like a good pair of shoes brings you to wherever you wanna go. It's true, my current good pair of shoes can make me walk longer without fatigue. haha. My last mascara fail me after a few hours of applying. This current one last de whole day. =) That why i love it! haha.
Love and Signed, =P
JaN
- abstracted from Mind Power, by James Borg.
Yea, Mind Power is another self-help book i bought.
All i wanted to do on that day was to buy myself lots of books to read. But den i came across these interesting book that i spend the "entire" day standing there and reading another book. I didnt buy that book cos its damn ex!! 40 bucks! might as well just stand there and read. haha.
I was trying to share this thought that i had when i was in train back to home today. But den i forgot wad it was. Was definitely interesting, haha.
Oh i remember, when i look into the mirror. Random comment: A good mascara and a good lip balm is all i need. =) (Apply a thin layer of foundation and you're good to go.)
It's like a good pair of shoes brings you to wherever you wanna go. It's true, my current good pair of shoes can make me walk longer without fatigue. haha. My last mascara fail me after a few hours of applying. This current one last de whole day. =) That why i love it! haha.
Love and Signed, =P
JaN