Shinhwa!! They are back..!

I used to not know them during my secondary sch days. I just found these ppls to be familiar when they come out on variety shows.

Now im just loving them! haha.. nice songs and handsome, cool guys!! woo.. im so not my age.. haha..!

sometimes i feel apologetic towards kevin, being his gf.

When i see other gfs can be so independent, im like "sigh~"

sometimes I wish to be like them. i wish to go climb hills, trekking with my bf, play soccer, go paintball, basketball, running, and so much outdoor exercises with him.

Aye.. that sucks. I dont even know how to console myself. =(

The only thing probably that i can give him is spaces for himself.

I am testing out the keyboard on my samsung laptop. Not bad.. I like samsung keypad. They have the nice feel. just that this notebook dont equip with the additional keypad.

Oh by the way, my blog is dying cos i am not touching it for several months so now im updating now.

Im pretty much the same. Working at the same place. Hanging out with the same colleagues. And well not to mention, doing the same job.

That's precisely why i never do updates anymore. Bcos everything is the same.

Probably, when i change anything, i will update again soon. haha.

Cant even complain here. Dont know who might be viewing anyways. Internet is a dangerous place lately. Everything we write must be careful. Even though i am writing in my personal blog, unless you turn off your tracking by the public. Alot of ppl dont know about this function, so anything they post online will be tracked.

Personal blogs are supposed to be personal, and private. Sigh. Giving out your blog address is like inviting sarcasm into your life.

Its the same for fb and twitter. I simply dont do any unnecessary updates. Not even bothering taking any photos and posting online. Probably i will still do it for my trips la.

So frustrating that i cant post any complaints online. haha.

I think i'm useless.

I think no one ever needs my help. Bcos I will always end up 越帮越忙..

its not me being negative. sometimes its true. bcos when i do something, i always do them slowly, slower than the person who needs help. Thats why i always choose not to help, for being afraid to be labelled. Like i would always get shout by when i tried to help, probably i do it the wrong way, or not the way that person wanted.

Okay, i must admit its not always me, its the person being too 'kan chiong'. I probably help in the sense that they dont think its their way. And well, sometimes being too 'kan chiong' in helping, i flop in helping. Thats pretty much why. Haha.

I know why. Bcos im clumsy. zzz. Thats why.

And when others dont really think i can help when i try to, i feel pissed off. When i offer to help, i know i really can do it, in spite of my clumsiness. That's me.

Arh.. Better to type it out then saying. Ppl wont understand anyway. Why I do/dont things the ways i do/dont.

Yea im 26 and i haven gotten my kate spade wallet for my bday. haha. Its just a display wish.


Anyway, HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

Looking forward to this chinese new year, though i "fan tai shui".. =.=

Nonetheless, hoping for a better year. =)

Tata!!

Had ktv session with colleagues yday at liang court's party world.

Was having fun, although some disruption came in from time to time, it didnt affect me singing, just felt annoyed. Imagine just bringing your son to ktv with your colleagues, but its alright. He just sits there reading in a very very dim light. What is she thinking?

Cant really sing with a big group with more than 4 ppl. In the end, i didnt really get to sing all that i wanted to sing in 3 hours. Sigh.

Went home at 11.

occasionally i get a whiff of your smell.. and it reminds me of you. =)

online just to talk to you. =DD

The life cycle of a relationship

http://www.videojug.com/interview/the-life-cycle-of-a-relationship


I am in the commitment phase already, and i am glad. =)

I am jealous of ur frens...

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At my age I suppose to be having fun, but I'm too zai nu alrdy.. haha.. even my uncle says me.. -.-

But but but... butter factory lol.. if only I have a mini bar...=3

Nua..

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LOL!! this interview of Mayday on their latest 3D movie is funny...!



任贤齐和刘若英“带路”
　　新浪娱乐：听说任贤齐(小齐)和刘若英(奶茶)有出演这部影片，能不能介绍一下他们的角色？

　　阿信：任贤齐和刘若英义务帮我们跨刀，在电影演出非常重要的角色。其实我们希望留给大家更多想象和惊喜的空间，所以我们也不能跟大家讲小齐哥其实演的就是一个计程车司机。

　　冠佑：这不能讲。

　　阿信：那奶茶姐演的就是一个为情所困的一个女孩。

　　冠佑：这也千万不能说。

　　阿信：也是秘密。

　　石头：也不能说她就是坐在那辆计程车上面。

　　冠佑：这更不能说。

　　阿信：都不能讲，没有一个能讲的。

　　玛莎：所以也不能讲他们俩有发生一段故事。

　　冠佑：这是秘密，这不能说。

        阿信：电影的宣传就是这么神奇。因为是电影的新人，才发现这么多动人和引人入胜的东西统统不能讲。那我们今天就不讲太多。

　　玛莎：那他们两个人有因为这个电影传绯闻么？

　　阿信：要传，一定要传，但是小齐哥已经……

　　玛莎：结婚了。

       阿信：对。所以没办法传。所以就你负责和奶茶姐传绯闻。

　   玛莎：我有这个荣幸。

Haha!!!

Happy bday to me~ happy bday to me~ HAppy Bday to meee~~ happy bday to me....


My bday wishes is for my closed ones to find time to meet up to celebrate my bday!! =DD

Which is wad they are doing right now! yay!

Happy bday to me~...

yup im sinking..

i hate to give up, but im pessimistic..

I'm in a vortex of mixed feelings. I haven felt like this before. I'm so dead..
I boarded a pirate ship of no return. I would probably sink with it. =(

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I believe tat as long as u have someone in ur heart, he or she is not easily replaced by someone no matter how much interaction u make with them. It's someone who u think about when u wake up in de morning..=)

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Another morning of loving u..<3

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Adapted from facebook:

我喜歡你，那我可以憑一時的衝動為你做好多好多的事，不計較你是否喜歡我；

但我不敢愛你，因為如果愛你，我會期望你為我做同樣的事，時間久了我會不平衡。


我喜歡你，那我可以傻傻地喜歡著你；

但我不敢愛你，因為我認為愛，應該是相互的。


我喜歡你，那我可以一直很激情地瘋狂地；

但我不敢愛你，因為愛太理智，我總會在對比中迷失自己。


我喜歡你，那我可以默默地，偶爾跳出來嚇你一跳；

但我不敢愛你，因為愛太需要一直好好表現，永遠拴住你的心，我暫時還沒有那個自信。

Hai Ku Shi Lan 海枯石爛 - Olivia Ong


詞:施人誠/仔仔(Will Peng)
曲:仔仔(Will Peng)

這幾天你在那個城市天氣一定晴朗
因為你就是個太陽
有空想念我的話就上線來說晚安
讓夢裡星光燦爛

別再擔心我什麼了 別把我寵壞
只要你平安回來 就夠浪漫

這幾天沒有你在當然有些平淡孤單
但我感謝這孤單
讓我更加確定你是我缺少了那一半
完整我的那一半

不怕明天的世界 會變成怎麼樣
每天看見你笑臉 我就心安
不管外面的世界 想變成怎樣
我們還有我們的 小小天堂

我有你放在心上 生命就有了重量
風來也不會飄盪
一起看海枯石爛 一起等地老天荒
慢慢愛 不慌不忙

我有你守在身旁 眼睛就可以勇敢
看歲月怎麼漫長
就算真海枯石爛 就算已天老天荒
還相愛 就沒遺憾 不遺憾

不怕明天的世界 會變成怎麼樣
每天看見你笑臉 我就心安
不管外面的世界 想變成怎樣
我們還有我們的 小小天堂

Credit: Incomplete Melody
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I don't know if you still read my blog, but i just want to tell you that:


这一段日子里，谢谢你，以及对不起。我现在才解答心里一直在问的问题。谢谢你帮我找到答案。不管以后你会在那里，我都会祝福你的。

有句话说：解铃还须系铃人。

我现在真得明白这句话的含义。即使你不能原谅我，请你还是一定要过的幸福。我真心祝福你。