i love talking abt sad things in blog... dunno y... if like tht i can type longer ba... hahaha... yesterday i was on the verge of tears really... cos of the last presentation... i was so mad at myself...maybe wat he say was rite... i nv put in effort... wat they ve given me, it's that only form, n i screwed it up... im the worst worker on earth man... haiz that's not too bad... the worse part was when the judges came down on me... i was so shaken that i could bearly reply their qns... i think dora noe that i was going to cry so she din ask much... she keep ensuring the other judges that we definitely put in our best efforts... when she said that, i just look down... too guilty already... well, i really din ask mr sim much abt the report that im doing... learnt from that lesson... but it's too late for my fyp...could only use it for work already...

anyway, after that, i just took a taxi *having split headache* n went home to sleep... din take dinner... woke up ard 1 am... wat i did ar... oh, change out of my formal clothes(i very dirty hor lol) n went back to sleep until de next morning...
ve a terrific sleep but a very terrible dream... just dreamt that i was running away from my enemies... again... haiz, y does these dreams always fall upon me? anyway, did nth de whole day but watch tv n fix my com... lucky i still got vcd to watch or very sian liao... anyway, hope to finish the report after webs exam... then can hand in full system to mr sim liao... haiz... really sorry guys... u noe,during that time, i was thinking abt my teammates reprimanding me n my boss saying "see, ur doom day la... none of my business. i told u so..." i hate de word "i told u so"... i nv heed the advice n continue my way.. n end up in a desperate way... anyway, i want to apologise to mr lim for that presentation... but i dunno how to go abt... nvm, i should just send him an email bah... is that rite?

ay... gtg le, good nite...