Sometimes life is so confusing, u dun even noe whether u r doing the right thing.. The ones who noe you well enuff tends to comment on ur behaviour, whether good or bad.. and u just dun want to admit the bad ones.. when at other times, u say other ppl has no right to judge u.. think again, its the first impression ppl see in u... if they cant judge u, then put on a mask.. yea, this is what im talking abt.. life is abt masks.. u change different kinda masks to suit different kinda person/ppl/events.. the highest attained human being, in my opinion, is having toally a different mask when u face others v.s urself.. evil? good? u cant judge cos only he noes... my mask? sometimes i put the same mask over n over again that im begin to think that's the real me... or maybe that's not even a mask.. we cant totally noe our real self unless we r secluded... be alone in a world that no one else can see ur true face.. and only u noe what kind of a person u r.. not even ur closest friends or family.. cos we tend to put on a brave front when ppl is around us... it scares myself even a little when i truly figure out my inner thoughts... theres so many hidden secrets within us that cannot be revealed.. yes, a human being definitely has selfish thoughts.. meditate to find ur inner voice.. communicate with it.. find out de root of every problems of ur own.. if u cant solve it, just hide it away forever... bcos it could be ugly, and u dun want to unleash that monster and maybe torn ur own image.. trust urself for this..