yea, im going to die... of misery... which consist of missing someone so much and boredom.. he lit my off-light today by calling in the evening.. saying the only free time is around 930-1030 pm.. and i missed the only free time he had today!! i went for acupuncture at my aunt's around that time which my mum made the appointment yday already.. i din noe it's going to be so long ='( yea, u can scold me le.. making too many excuses also no use.. i had the same punishment b4. he sounded resentful when he called after that to say hes going to slp.. ='(
yday was terrible.. the unbearable pain of yet another one leaving.. i noe its not the same.. its only for a short while n we r both thinking, "its not like forever u noe" i cried after he left.. the loneliness made it sader cos no one was at home... then my bro came back to console me.. he noe me.. he noe i would feel sad.. =)
i gotta learn to get use when my dear is not around that often.. what would happen in the future if we both gotta work then? we would not be free everytime... we could only miss each other... ='(